POV SOUICHI- ¡No me recuerda!Sentí

POV SOUICHI

- ¡No me recuerda!

Sentí como me hizo falta el aire al escuchar el diagnostico final del médico por lo que al salir del consultorio recargué mi mano un momento sobre la pared. Traté de evitar las lágrimas así que respiré profundo y ahogué mis lágrimas en silencio.

- ¿Por qué soy al único que ha olvidado?

Vi a Kunihiro consternado al igual que yo, también pasaba por una situación difícil, iba a tener que apartar a Morinaga de los problemas hasta que fuera capaz de afrontarlos esperando que no fuera demasiado tarde. Luego de que nos tranquilizamos decidimos volver a la habitación de Morinaga y al entrar lo vimos con una cara bastante preocupada. No me sorprendía, había pasado por muchas cosas y él no recordaba nada, era obvio que estaba asustado y sentía desconfianza.

- H-hola, ya regresamos. Me anuncié cerrando la puerta.

- ¿Por qué rayos me estoy poniendo tan nervioso? ¿Hemos vivido juntos por un largo tiempo y me pongo nervioso por un simple saludo?

Realmente no sabía cómo tratar con él, era como si fuera una persona diferente aunque no había cambiado en nada; no conocía su pasado y ahora se encontraba inmerso en él. Cuando lo conocí hace cerca de cinco años no me había sentido tan inseguro, no le tomé importancia, no me preocupaban todas las cosas que ahora lo hacen. Aunque no fuera de mi agrado tenía que mostrarle mucha más paciencia, no debía explotar mi mal carácter o podría asustarlo y alejarlo de mí.

- ¡Eso jamás!

En cualquier otra situación lo habría golpeado o le hubiera gritado las verdades en la cara y de alguna manera se arreglaría la situación pero éste no era el caso. Si lo molestaba de alguna forma o le causaba una mala impresión ahora le sería fácil alejarse de mí sin tener que dar una explicación y sin que pudiera detenerlo. Él fue quien en repetidas ocasiones me pidió quedarse a mi lado pero en el fondo estaba consciente de que yo lo necesitaba tanto como él de mí ¿Si me rogaba por quedarse porque siempre buscaba huir?

- ¿Qué haría si decidiera alejarse de mí?

Ni pensarlo.

- ¿Cómo te sientes Tetsuhiro?

- Ya te había dicho que bien, gracias por preguntar, pero pensé que ya no regresarían. Contestó indiferente.

Al voltear a ver a su hermano vi como agacho su cabeza.

- Tal parece que Morinaga no sólo se olvidó de mí.

A pesar de que en el pasado estuve furioso por la manera en que agredía y trataba fríamente a Morinaga ellos arreglaron sus diferencias. Me impresionó la prisa con la que se presentó al saber del accidente de su hermano pero él había cambiado; sólo en los peores momentos es cuando te das cuenta a quienes les importas. Su relación no era la mejor pero mejoró y parecían más cercanos.

- No vine a incomodarte, estaba por irme y regresé para despedirme, estaré en contacto.

- Por favor no te tomes la molestia, no es necesario. Se notaba que lo hacía a manera de burla y de modo sarcástico.

Kunihiro mostró una cara diferente, una que antes no había visto; culpa. Quizá pensaba que era lo que se merecía. Luego de eso se marchó, no sin antes advertirme que también estaría en contacto conmigo para estar informado de su progreso. Me deseo suerte; iba a necesitar de un milagro.

POV MORINAGA

- ¿Su nombre es Tatsumi Souichi? Hablaba de una manera muy respetuosa y formal pues no tenía la confianza de siempre.

- Sí, mucho gusto. Hice una pequeña reverencia después de mi presentación.

- ¿De dónde dice que nos conocemos?

- ¡De la universidad!... ¿Acaso no estás prestando atención a lo que estoy diciendo? Y ahí terminaba mi paciencia.

- Lo siento, e-es algo extraño para mí.

Me quedé meditando por un momento intentando recordar lo que esta persona me contaba, estaba confundido porque yo asistía a la universidad y no estaba seguro de haberlo visto; me hacía dudar. Cuando desperté creí estar seguro de lo que había hecho el día de ayer pero después del interrogatorio del doctor ya no era así, me quedé analizando mis memorias y no distinguía entre el ayer y lo que pasó hace varias semanas; todos mis recuerdos estaban revueltos y no les encontraba total sentido. Algunas impresiones eran más claras que otras, imágenes, sonidos, olores; pero al mismo tiempo olvidaba algo importante.

Escuché decir al doctor algo referente a la amnesia pero no me sentía de esa manera, me sentía normal aunque está persona que no conocía se presentaba ante mí contándome cosas que eran extrañas; era como escuchar una historia de mi vida donde estuve ausente ¿Era la resaca? ¿No, no era una resaca? Si realmente tenía amnesia por ahora me tenía sin cuidado. Por mucho tiempo era lo que había deseado; pero aun así, mi deseo no se cumplió de la manera que yo quería, anhelaba olvidar a la persona que más amaba y aun así seguía recordando a Masaki-san.

- ¿Qué tanto me miras? Me pones nervioso.

- D-disculpa, no era mi intención.

Mis mejillas se coloraron, no me di cuenta que estaba viéndolo tan fijamente y él obviamente se sintió incómodo. Noté que él también se sonrojó y evadía mi mirada, posiblemente estaba imaginando cosas o pensando demasiado. Tenía la impresión de que este tal "Tatsumi" sabía mucho más de mí de lo que me decía. No quería estar cerca de él, me daba miedo volver a caer y no lograr levantarme.

- ¿No le dije que se fuera?

- Perdone, no le he preguntado cómo debería de llamarlo, usted es mayor y obviamente mi superior en la escuela ¿Debería de llamarlo "Senpai"?

- ¿P-por qué la pregunta?

- No quiero ser grosero pero llamarlo "Tatsumi-san" suena un poco… ¿Cómo decirlo? Siento que no es lo correcto, para mí suena extraño e inapropiado para usted.

- "Senpai" está bien y no me gusta que hables tan formal. Nos teníamos confianza así que no hace falta tanta palabrería innecesaria, es cansado.

Dudé un poco pero si siendo mayor no le importaba podía estar más relajado.

- Está bien Senpai, entonces, es un gusto. Espero poder aprender mucho de ti.

A pesar de todo lo que estaba sucediendo estar cerca de él me tranquilizaba.

- ¡Ah! Por cierto ¿Senpai, tú sabes en dónde está mi celular? Quiero llamar a un amigo pero no lo veo por ningún lado.

- Y-yo lo tengo, lo guardé por ti. Repentinamente se puso nervioso.

- Eres muy amable ¿Podrás entregármelo por favor?

- La batería se agotó así que no lo tengo conmigo. Además ya es tarde ¿No crees que sería mejor llamarlo mañana?

- ¿Tiene mi celular como rehén? Suena sospechoso.

- Creo que tienes razón, no quiero causarle una molestia llamando tan tarde.

- Vendré mañana por la tarde con tu celular ¿Por ahora descansa, si?

No insistí más con el teléfono porque noté lo nervioso que se puso en cuanto lo mencioné, estaba ocultándome algo. No entendía sus motivos pero si prometió venir mañana iba a confiar en eso, en el peor de los casos podía pedir prestado el teléfono del hospital por unos minutos. Se despidió, se encaminó a la salida y reafirmó nuevamente que vendría.

Estuve despierto hasta altas horas de la noche, no podía dormir aunque me dijeran que debía descansar, simplemente no podía. En cuanto Senpai se fue comencé a pensar en cosas negativas, sucedía con frecuencia, mis propios pensamientos me dominaban y torturaban. No me venía bien la soledad, crecía la necesidad de emborracharme hasta perder la consciencia; embriagarme hasta el olvido. Se convirtió en un mal hábito el salir por la noche y no regresar a dormir a mi departamento. Una vez que ingresé a la universidad tuve que reducir mis ligues nocturnos pero los fines de semana o cuando tenía demasiado tiempo libre tenía mis recaídas; era lo que recordaba. Tenía que recurrir a este vicio constantemente o terminaba pensando en Masaki-san, su traición me dolió más de lo que pude admitir y a pesar de todo no podía odiarlo. No podía culparlo porque él también sufría. Cada vez que evocaba su disculpa y que en mis oídos resonaba esa última llamada en la que pretendía despedirse me podía a llorar; era un quejido silencioso donde las lágrimas se escurrían como si conocieran el camino y viajaban con lentitud. Sólo pude conciliar el sueño cuando me cansé de sufrir; cuando la luna bajó y estaba por ocultarse más allá de las montañas.

Al día siguiente, poco antes del mediodía, Senpai tomó un descanso en la universidad y vino a visitarme.

- Le estoy causando muchas molestias.

- ¿Senpai no te estás esforzando demasiado? Hubiera sido mejor que vinieras después de terminar con tus clases, no era necesario venir a la hora del almuerzo.

- ¡Tú enfócate en recuperarte y no hagas más preguntas!

Me entregó mi celular justo como prometió y, como no contaba con mucho tiempo, luego de que trajeran mi comida se marchó. Gracias a Senpai pude llamar a mi amigo más cercano, Hiroto-kun, hablar con él me tranquilizaba y me hacía sentir un poco más seguro estar en contacto con alguien a quien recordaba perfectamente. No sentí diferencia alguna mientras conversaba con él, me escuchó y me aconsejó como era costumbre. Confiaba plenamente en él, podía contarle lo que fuera y sabía que contaría con su apoyo. Mientras le contaba la situación que vivía en el hospital demarré algunas lágrimas y me consoló, todo era confuso y estaba aterrado. Conforme fue avanzando nuestra conversación lo noté un poco distanciado, nos conocíamos bastante bien y me daba cuenta de que algo andaba mal. Me escuchó, me aconsejó pero no opinó mucho del tema; sus sugerencias eran interrogantes más que respuestas directas "¿Qué piensas hacer? ¿Eso te parece bien? ¿Entonces qué impresión te causó? ¿Es así como lo recuerdas?" No afirmaba o desmentía nada, era como si estuviera midiendo sus palabras y me pusiera a prueba. No desconfiaba de él pero era incómodo.

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POV SOUICHI-Do not remember me!I felt like the air made me lack upon hearing the diagnosis the doctor end by what out of the clinic put my hand a moment on the wall. I tried to avoid the tears so I breathed deep and muffled my tears in silence.-Why am I only that you have forgotten?I saw appalled Kunihiro like me, also passed through a difficult situation, you would have to set aside to Morinaga's problems until he was able to face them hoping that it wasn't too late. Then we calm ourselves we decided to return to the room of Morinaga and enter saw with a very worried face. Not surprising me, had gone through a lot and he didn't remember anything, it was obvious that he was scared and felt distrust.-H-hola, already returned. I announced to closing the door.-Why rays I'm getting so nervous? We have lived together for a long time and I get nervous for a simple greeting?I really didn't know how to deal with it, it was as if it were a different person even though I had not changed anything; He did not know his past and was now immersed in it. When I met him about five years ago I had not felt so unsafe, did not I take importance, not all things that now make it worried me. Although it wasn't to my liking, I had to show more patience, not should exploit my bad character or could frighten him and away from me.-That ever!In any other situation would have beaten him or had shouted him the truths in the face and somehow the situation is fix, but this was not the case. If it bothered him in some way or caused him a bad impression now it would be easy to get away from me without having to give an explanation and without that could stop it. He was who repeatedly asked me to stay by my side but at the bottom was aware I needed it so much as it's me if I begged to stay because he always sought to flee?-What would you do if you decide to get away from me?Or think of it.-How do you feel Tetsuhiro?-Already had told you that well, thanks for asking, but I thought that they not would return. He answered indifferently.To turn around to see his brother saw how I duck your head.-It seems that Morinaga not only forgot me.While in the past I was furious at the way they beat and treated coldly Morinaga they arranged their differences. I was impressed by the haste with which arose to the knowledge of the accident of his brother but he had changed; only in the worst moments is when you realize cares about those. Their relationship was not the best but improved and seemed closer.-Not I came to bother you, I was about to leave me and I returned to dismiss me, I will be in contact.-Please don't take the trouble, is not necessary. You could see it was way mocking and sarcastic way.Kunihiro showed a different face, one that had not seen before; guilt. Perhaps he thought he deserved. After that he left, but not before warning me that it would also be in touch with me to be informed of their progress. I wish me luck; I was going to need a miracle.POV MORINAGA-His name is Tatsumi Souichi? He spoke in a very respectful and formal manner because it did not have the confidence of always.-Yes, very happy. I made a small bow after my presentation.-From where it says that we know each other?-At the University!... you are not paying attention to what I am saying? And there it ended my patience.-I'm sorry, e something strange for me.I was meditating for a moment trying to remember what this person told me, I was confused because I attended college and was not sure of having seen him; It made me doubt. When I woke up I thought sure what had made yesterday but after the interrogation of the doctor was not so, I was looking at my memories and not distinguished between yesterday and what happened several weeks; all my memories were scrambled and it couldn't find them total sense. Some impressions were lighter than others, images, sounds, smells; but at the same time she forgot something important.I heard tell the doctor something relating to amnesia but it didn't feel that way, I felt normal although it is person who did not know was presented before me telling me things that were strange; It was like listening to a story of my life where I was absent was the hangover? No, it wasn't a hangover? If you actually had amnesia for now I had carelessly. For a long time it was what you wanted; But even so, my wish was not fulfilled in the way that I wanted, longed to forget the person who most loved and still kept Recalling Masaki-San.-How much I look at? I get nervous.-D-disculpa, it was not my intention.My cheeks were colored, I didn't realize that was it so fixedly watching and he obviously felt uncomfortable. I noticed that he also blushed is and evading my eyes, possibly was imagining things or thinking too. I had the impression that this such "Tatsumi" knew a lot more than me of what I said. I didn't want to be near him, I was afraid to back down and cannot get up.-Not told to leave?-Excuse me, I have not asked him how should call it, you are more and obviously my upper school should call him "Senpai"?-P - why the question?-I do not want to be rude but call it "Tatsumi-san" sounds a bit... how to say it? I feel that it is not the right thing, to me it sounds strange and inappropriate for you.-"Senpai" is OK and I don't like you talk so formal. We had confidence so it does not missing so much unnecessary verbiage, is tired.I hesitated a little but if still more no matter you could be more relaxed.-Okay Senpai, so it is a pleasure. I hope to learn a lot from you.Despite everything that happened to be near him, were understandably reassured me.-Ah! By the way Senpai, you know where is my phone? I want to call a friend, but I don't see it anywhere.-And-I have it, saved it for you. I was suddenly nervous.-You're friendly you can give me it please?-The battery ran out so I don't have it with me. In addition it is late don't you think it would be better to call him tomorrow?-Do you have my cell phone as a hostage? It sounds suspicious.-I think you're right, I don't want to cause a nuisance by calling so late.-I will come tomorrow afternoon with your cellphone would by now rests, if?I insisted no more with the phone because I noticed how nervous that began as soon as I mentioned it was hiding something from me. I did not understand his motives but if he promised to come tomorrow I was going to trust that, in the worst case could borrow the phone in the hospital for a few minutes. You were dismissed, went out and once again reaffirmed that it would come.I was awake until the wee hours of the night, I couldn't sleep even if they tell me that I should rest, simply couldn't. As soon as Senpai was I began to think of negative things happened frequently, my own thoughts I dominated and tortured. I was not well the loneliness, grew the need to get drunk to lose consciousness; get me drunk to oblivion. Became a bad habit to go out at night and not return to sleep at my apartment. Once I went to college I had to reduce my night pickups but on weekends or when I had too much free time had my relapse; It was recalled. I had to resort to this Vice constantly or you ended up thinking of Masaki-san, his betrayal hurt me more what I could admit, despite not could hate him. I could not blame him because he also suffered. Whenever he evoked his apology and that in my ears it sounded that last call which was intended to say goodbye I could cry; It was a silent moan where tears were dripping as if they knew the road and traveled slowly. I could only sleep when I got tired of suffering; When the moon came down and was hiding beyond the mountains.The next day, shortly before noon, Senpai took a break at the University and came to visit me.-I am causing many annoyances.-Do Senpai not you're pushing yourself too hard? It would be better for you to come after your classes end, there was no need to come at lunchtime.-You get your focus and not ask more questions!He handed me my phone just as he promised, and as it did not have much time, then he was brought my food went. Thanks Senpai could call my closest friend, Hiroto-kun, talk to him were understandably reassured me and made me feel a little safer being in contact with someone who perfectly recalled. I didn't feel any difference while conversing with him, listened to me and advised me as it was the custom. He was fully confident in it, couldn't tell you what was and knew that he would have their support. While he told her the situation that lived in the hospital demarré tears and it comforted me, everything was confusing and was frightened. As our conversation progressed I noticed it a bit distanced, we knew each other pretty well, and I realized that something was wrong. Listened to me, advised me, but he said not much topic; their suggestions were questions rather than direct answers "what do think make? Does that seem well? Then what impression you caused? Is it just as you remember it?" Not argued or you refuted nothing, it was as if he was measuring his words and put me to the test. It was not wary of him, but it was uncomfortable.

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Souichi POV - Do not remember me! I felt made ​​me short of breath to hear the doctor's final diagnosis so to leave the office a moment leaned my hand on the wall. I tried to avoid tears so I took a deep breath and stifled my tears in silence. - Why am I the one that you have forgotten? I saw Kunihiro dismayed as I also went through a difficult situation, you would have to divert Morinaga problems until it was able to meet them hoping it was not too late. After we settled down we decided to return to the room and into Morinaga we saw a rather worried face. I was not surprised, he had been through a lot and he did not remember anything, it was obvious he was scared and felt distrust. - H-hello, and back. I announced closing the door. - Why the hell I'm getting so nervous? Have we lived together for a long time and I get nervous for a simple greeting? I really do not know how to deal with it, it was like a different person though he had not changed at all; He did not know his past and now immersed in it. When I met him about five years ago I had not felt so insecure, I did not take importance, I was not worried about all the things we now do. Although it was not to my liking had to show a lot more patience, I should not exploit my temper or may frighten him away from me. - That never In any other situation I would have hit or would have shouted the truth in the face and somehow the situation would work out but this was not the case. If somehow it bothered him or caused him a bad impression now he could easily get away from me without giving an explanation and without being able to stop it. It was he who repeatedly asked me to stay beside me but deep down I was aware that as much as he needed me If I begged to stay because he always sought to flee? - What if I decide to move away from Ni thought. - How do you feel Tetsuhiro? - I told you already, thanks for asking, but I thought that either no longer return. He replied indifferent. When you flip to see his brother saw as lowered his head. - It seems that Morinaga not only forgot about me. Even though in the past I was furious at the way assaulted and coldly treated Morinaga they managed their differences. I was struck by the haste with which he appeared to know his brother's accident but he had changed; only the worst is when you realize who care about you. Their relationship was not the best but improved and looked closer. - I did not come to bother you, was about to leave and returned to say goodbye, I'll be in touch. - Please do not take the trouble, is not necessary. You could tell it was a way of mocking and sarcastic way. Kunihiro showed a different face, one that had not seen before; fault. Perhaps he thought that was what he deserved. After that he left, but not before warning me that also would contact me to be informed of their progress. I wish you luck; He would need a miracle. POV Morinaga - Your name is Souichi Tatsumi? He spoke in a very respectful and formal way as he had no confidence forever. - Yes, gladly. I made ​​a little bow after my presentation. - Where we say we know? - From the university ... Do not you paying attention to what I'm saying? And that ended my patience. - Sorry, e-is something strange for me. I was meditating for a moment trying to remember what this person told me, was confused because I was attending college and was not sure he had seen; I made ​​me wonder. When I woke up I thought I was sure I had done yesterday but after questioning the doctor was no longer the case, I was analyzing me my memories and did not distinguish between yesterday and what happened several weeks ago; all my memories were scrambled and could not find them full respect. Some prints were clearer than others, images, sounds, smells; but at the same time forgetting something important. I heard the doctor say something about the amnesia but did not feel that way, I felt normal person although he did not know it was presented to me telling me things that were strange; It was like listening to a story in my life where I was absent Was hangover? No, it was not a hangover? If you really had amnesia for now I did not care. For a long time it was what he had wanted; but still, my wish was not fulfilled in the way that I wanted, longed you forget the person he loved and still kept reminding Masaki-san. - How much do I look? I get nervous. - D-apology, it was not my intention. My cheeks coloraron, I did not realize I was watching so intently and he obviously felt uncomfortable. I noticed he also flushed and evaded my gaze possibly was imagining things or thinking too much. He felt that this such "Tatsumi" knew more about me than he was saying. I did not want to be around him, I was afraid to fall back and not get up. - Did not I tell you to leave? - Excuse me, I did not ask him how he should call, you are older and obviously my upper In the school ? "Senpai" should call W-why the question -? - I do not mean to be rude but calling it "Tatsumi-san" sounds a little ... How to say? I feel it is not right for me sounds strange and inappropriate for you. - "Senpai" is fine and I do not like to speak as formal. We trust so we do not need so much unnecessary verbiage, is tired. I hesitated a little but did not mind being higher could be more relaxed. - Okay Senpai, then, is a pleasure. I hope to learn a lot from you. Despite everything that was going to be near him reassured me. - Ah! Incidentally Senpai, you know where is my phone? I want to call a friend but did not see it anywhere. - Y-I have it, I kept it for you. I suddenly became nervous. - You're very kind Can you please hand it over? - The battery is exhausted and I do not have it with me. Furthermore it is too late Do not you think it would be better to call it morning? - Does my cell as a hostage? Sounds fishy. - I think you're right, I do not want to cause a nuisance calling so late. - I'll come tomorrow evening with your cell Why now rests, if not insisted over the phone because I noticed how nervous he got as far as I mentioned I was hiding something. He did not understand his motives but promised he would come tomorrow to trust that, in the worst case could borrow the phone from the hospital for a few minutes. He said goodbye, walked to the exit and reaffirmed again to come. I was up late into the night, I could not sleep even though I was told that rest, just could not. As he was Senpai started thinking about negative things happen often, my thoughts dominated and tortured me. While I did not come alone, it grew the need to get drunk to lose consciousness; drunk himself into oblivion. It became a bad habit of going out at night and go back to sleep to my apartment. Once I went to college I had to reduce my nighttime pickups but on weekends or when too much time had had my relapse; it was what he remembered. Had to resort to this vice or finished constantly thinking about Masaki-san, his betrayal hurt me more than I could admit and yet could not hate him. I could not blame him because he also suffered. Whenever he evoked his apology and my ears rang the last call that meant I could say goodbye to mourn; It was a silent groan where tears trickled like they know the way and traveling slowly. I could only sleep when I got tired of suffering; when the moon went down and was about to be hidden beyond the mountains. The next day, shortly before noon, Senpai took a break from college and came to visit me. - I'm causing a lot of trouble. - Senpai not you're trying too hard ? It would have been better to come after you finish your classes, it was not necessary to come to lunch. - You focus on recover and not ask any more questions! I handed my phone just as promised and as it did not have much time, then they brought my food was gone. Thanks to Senpai I could call my closest friend, Hiroto-kun, talking with him reassured me and made ​​me feel a little safer being in contact with someone who remembered perfectly. I did not feel any difference while conversing with him, listened to me and advised me as usual. Trusted him, I could tell what it was and I knew I would have its support. While telling the prevailing situation in the hospital DeMarre tears and comforted me, everything was confused and was terrified. As our conversation progressed I noticed a little distanced, we knew pretty well and I realized something was wrong. He listened, but advised me not said much about it; suggestions were direct questions rather than answers, "What do you think? Does that seem right? So what impression did you? Is that what you remember?" No affirmed or refuted anything, it was as if he were measuring his words and put me to the test. She does not trust him but it was uncomfortable.

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Trust in him, he could tell what it was and i count on your support. While telling the situation lived in the hospital demarré some tears and consoled me, everything was confused and terrified. As our conversation I noticed a little further away, we knew each other pretty well and I knew something was wrong. I Heard,POV Souichi

- I remember!

I felt like I need the air to hear the final diagnosis by the doctor to leave the Office i Reloaded my hand for a Moment On The Wall. I tried to avoid Tears so I took a deep breath and I drowned my Silent Tears. - Why am I the only one who has Forgotten?

I saw Kunihiro dismayed as I am,Also going through a difficult situation, would have to take to Morinaga problems until it was able to deal with them hoping that wasn't too late. Then we... Decided to go back to the room to enter Morinaga and saw him with a face quite concerned. I wasn't surprised, had gone through many things and he doesn't remember anything,It was obvious that he was scared and felt distrust.

H - Hello, we're back. I have Shut the door. - What the hell am I getting so nervous? We lived together for a long time and I Get Nervous for a simple greeting?

I really didn't know how to deal with him, he was like a different person, even though it had not changed at all;I didn't know his past and now was immersed in it. When I Met some five years ago I had never felt so insecure, I took, I wasn't worried about all the things that they do now. Although it was not to my liking I had to show more Patience, not to exploit my bad Temper or could frighten him out of me. - Never!

In any other situation i would have hit him in the face, shouted the Truths and somehow fix the situation, but this was not the case. If I was in any way or gave a bad impression, now it would be easy to get away from me without having to give an explanation, and I could Stop it.He repeatedly asked me to stay by my side but at the bottom was aware that I needed him as he Prayed for me if I stay because I always Run?

- What would you do if you decide to leave me?

I

Tetsuhiro - how you feel?

- I said Fine, thanks for asking, but I thought that I would not return. Replied indifferent.

The Turn to see your brother saw as she lowered her head.

- it seems that Morinaga not only forgot me. Although in the past I was furious at the way in which attacked and treated coldly Morinaga they patched up their differences. I was impressed by the haste with which was presented to the accident of his brother but he had changed;A never before seen; fault. Maybe I thought it was deserved. After that he left, but not before warning that would also be in contact with me to be informed of his progress. Wish me Luck; it would take a Miracle.



POV Morinaga Souichi Tatsumi - your name is? He spoke in a very respectful and formal as he had no Confidence

- Yes, always.Pleasure. I did a Little Bow after my presentation.

- says that where we met?

- University! ... You're not paying attention to what I'm saying? And there was my patience. - Sorry, and it's Weird for me.

I was musing for a moment, trying to remember what this person told me,Only in the worst moments is when you realize who I care about. Their relationship was not the best but better and more nearby.

I'm not here to bother you, I was about to leave and came back to Say Goodbye, I'll be in touch. - Please Don't bother, IT's not necessary. He did it as a joke and sarcastic manner.
Kunihiro showed a different Face.I was confused because I attended University and was sure to have seen; I doubt. When I woke up I Thought for sure you had done it yesterday, but after the interrogation, the doctor was not well, I Fell On My Memories and to distinguish between what happened yesterday and several weeks ago.It was like listening to a Story of my life where I was absent was The Hangover? No, it wasn't a Hangover? If I had really had amnesia without Care. For a long time he had wanted; but still, My Desire was not the way I wanted, longed to forget the person I loved most and yet he kept recalling Masaki San.

what I order? You Make Me nervous.All My Memories were scrambled and was not total. Some Impressions were clearer than others, images, Sounds, smells, but at the same time forgot something important.

I heard the doctor Say Something concerning the amnesia but I Don't feel that way, I felt normal person not to know while he faced me telling me that things were strange;I was afraid to fall back and not get up. - I told you to go?

- Sorry, I didn't ask how should I call you, you are older and obviously my Senior School should call him "Senpai"?

- Q - Why ask?

- I Don't want to be rude but call it "Tatsumi San" sounds a Little... How to say? I feel that it's not right,To me it sounds Strange and inappropriate for you.
"Senpai" is good and I Don't like to speak so formal. We had Confidence so that no unnecessary Palaver is tired.

I hesitated a little but still didn't care if more could be more relaxed.

- Champ, then, is a pleasure. I hope I can learn a lot from you.Despite everything that was happening to be near him soothed me.

Oh! By the way you know senpai, where's My Phone? I want to call a friend but I Don't see him anywhere. - I got it, I saved it for you. Suddenly got nervous. - You're very kind, you can give it to me please?

- The Battery was exhausted so I Don't have it with me.It's late, Don't you think you'd better call him Tomorrow?

- have my cell Hostage? Sounds fishy.

I think you're right, I Don't want to cause you Trouble Calling so late. - Come Tomorrow afternoon with your cell phone to Rest Now, okay?

no longer insisted on the phone because I noticed how nervous he was, as I mentioned, I was hiding something.I couldn't understand his motives but promised to come Tomorrow I would trust that, in the worst cases could borrow the phone number of the hospital for a few minutes. Goodbye, moved to the exit and once again reaffirmed that come.

I was up until all hours of the night, couldn't Sleep if I had to rest, simply could not.As a Senior he started thinking about negative things happened frequently, I had my own thoughts and tortured. I was too Lonely, grew the need for Drunk unconscious, Drunk to forget. It has become a Bad Habit and not go out at night to sleep in my Department.Once I entered the University, I had to reduce my Flings night but the weekends or when I had much free time I had my Relapse; was I remembered. I had to resort to this Vice was constantly Thinking or Masaki San, her Betrayal hurt me more than I could admit and despite everything I couldn't hate you. I couldn't blame him because he also suffered.Every time I recalled his apology and that resounded in my ears that last call in to Say Goodbye I could cry, Groan, where was a Silent Tears trickled down as if they knew the road and traveled slowly. I could only Sleep When I'm tired of Suffering; when the moon went down and was in hiding Beyond the mountains. The Next day,Shortly before noon, senpai took a break at the University and came to visit me.

I'm causing much discomfort.
senpai you're trying too hard? It would have been better for you after your classes, there was no need to come to lunch.

you Focus on getting better, no more questions!

I gave my phone just as you promised,

- D - it was not my intention.

My cheeks colored, I realized that I Was Seeing him so intently, and he obviously felt uncomfortable. I noticed that he blushed and evaded My Eyes, possibly was imagining things or thinking too much. I had the impression that this "Tatsumi" knew a lot more of me what I said. I didn't want to be near him,As did not have much time to bring my food, then he left. Thanks to Champ could call my closest Friend, Hiroto kun, talk with him calmed me down and made me feel a Little safer to be in contact with someone who remembered perfectly. I didn't feel any difference while talking with him, He advised me as usual.Trust in him, he could tell what it was and i count on your support. While telling the situation lived in the hospital demarré some tears and consoled me, everything was confused and terrified. As our conversation I noticed a little further away, we knew each other pretty well and I knew something was wrong. I Heard,