Los días pasaron y yo permanecí en

Los días pasaron y yo permanecí en cama. Había vuelto a la realidad y Senpai ya no estaba en ella. Duré varios días sin hacer nada y de vez en cuando creía escuchar la puerta de mi departamento.

- No es más que mi cabeza torturándome.

Dejé de ir a la universidad. No fue intencional al principio, la cuestión es que no me sentía seguro saliendo de casa. El rencor oculto que tenía por mi cuerpo se apoderó de mí con intensidad. Rompí todos los espejos que encontré pues era insoportable tener que encontrarme con mi reflejo. Lo detestaba. Esa vez mi mano sangró al no ser precavido. El odio en mi contra era lo que me controlaba.

- ¿Por qué tengo que vivir con esta maldición?

No era capaz de superar la fuerte depresión contra la que me enfrentaba y conocía la solución.

- No tengo el dinero suficiente.

Regresé a mi departamento en Hamatatsu y dejé atrás todo en Nagoya. No volví a pisar la universidad pues ni siquiera me tomé la molestia en darme de baja, no me acercaría a ese lugar. Busqué un empleó de mesero y después conseguí uno en una farmacéutica. Tuve la confianza en contarle a mi jefe parte de mi historia e impresionantemente me dijo que me apoyaría con los días en que deseara ausentarme siempre y cuando avisara con tiempo y cumpliera con el trabajo a tiempo. La paga era lo suficientemente buena para comenzar a cubrir los gastos de las terapias y otra vez regresé con los psicólogos. Dejé el tratamiento hormonal y me prepararon para la siguiente cirugía. Contacté con el médico que practicó mi primera cirugía y me sentía con mucha más confianza. Para afrontar lo que se avecinaba necesitaba mucho más que eso.

La cirugía de reconstrucción de pecho tuvo complicaciones. Mi cuerpo no parecía responder de manera adecuada y contraje una infección. Era como si quiera darme por vencido. La situación era muy peligrosa, de vida o muerte. Me mantenían bajo dosis de medicamento y sedantes por lo que solo despertaba unos minutos, oía hablar al doctor y volver a dormir.

En esta ocasión abrí mis ojos y los adapté a la oscuridad. Era de noche y escuchaba como afuera caía agua a montones. Vi mi habitación iluminarse por un rayo y confirmé que afuera se suscitaba una gran tormenta. Me sentía mareado y tenía la cabeza caliente, creo que tenía fiebre. Iba a levantarme pero recordé que me operaron, no era una buena idea siquiera intentarlo. Opté por volver a dormir cuando escuché la puerta del cuarto abrirse. Pensé que era el doctor y quería preguntarle varias dudas que me fueron surgiendo.

- ¿Morinaga? Escuchar su voz me heló la sangre.

- ¿Senpai?

Esta tan oscuro que aprovechaba la luz que entraba gracias a los rayos y avanzaba hasta a mí. Se arrodillo junto a la cama y a diferencia de él yo si podía ver su cara llena de preocupación.

- ¿Qué es lo que hace aquí?

- Morinaga… ¿por qué?... no tenías que volver a hacerlo. Estaba cubierto por la lluvia y temblaba. Podía oír su voz trabajosa y entrecortada. - No quiero que te mueras. Si lo haces yo mismo te mataré a golpes. Apretó sus puños con impotencia. - No eras un fenómeno… lograste enamorarme por segunda vez. Más bien eres alguien con una maldita buena suerte.

- ¿Segunda vez?

- No quiero que vuelvas a dejarme… tienes que recuperarte idiota.

- ¿Eh… de qué está hablando? ¿Por qué Senpai está aquí? No hay manera en que me haya encontrado… ¿acaso esto es una alucinación provocada por la fiebre?

Kết quả (Anh) 1:

The days passed and I stayed in bed. He had returned to reality and Senpai was no longer in it. I lasted several days doing nothing and occasionally believed to hear the door of my apartment.-It is not more than my head torturing me.I stopped going to College. It wasn't intentional at the beginning, the point is I don't feel safe leaving home. Hidden resentment that had my body seized me with intensity. I broke all the mirrors I found it was unbearable to have to find me with my reflection. I hated it. This time my hand bled to not be cautious. The hate against me was that I controlled.-Do I have to live with this curse?It was not able to overcome the strong depression that I faced and knew the solution.-I have enough money.I returned to my apartment in Hamatatsu and left behind everything in Nagoya. I did not step on the University because I even took the trouble in unsubscribe again, not me closer to that place. I looked for a used of waiter and then I got one in a pharmaceutical. I had the confidence to tell my boss part of my history and impressively told me that I would support with the days that wanted to leave me when it warned time and comply with the work in time. The pay was good enough to begin to cover the cost of therapies and again returned with psychologists. I left the hormonal treatment and I prepared for the next surgery. I contacted the doctor who practiced my first surgery and I felt much more confident. To deal with what was coming I needed much more than that.The breast reconstruction surgery had complications. My body didn't respond adequately and contracted an infection. It was as if you want to give me up. The situation was very dangerous, life or death. I kept under medication and sedatives so he only woke up a few minutes, I heard talk about the doctor and go back to sleep.This time I opened my eyes and adapted them to the darkness. It was night and listened as outside fell water galore. I saw my room illuminated by lightning and confirmed that a big storm is outside raised. I felt dizzy and had hot-headed, I had fever. I was going to get up but I remembered that I had surgery, it wasn't a good idea even to try it. I chose to go back to sleep when I heard the door open. I thought it was the doctor and wanted to ask you several questions that were me.-Do Morinaga? Hear his voice frosted me blood.-Do Senpai?This so dark that it took advantage of the light which came thanks to the rays and went up to me. I will kneel together to bed and unlike him if I could see your face full of concern.-What is making here?-Morinaga... why?... didn't have to do it again. It was covered by rain and shivering. He could hear his labored and breathy voice. -I don't do die. If you do I you kill shock. He pressed his fists impotently. -You were not a phenomenon... did you fall in love for the second time. Rather you are someone with a damn good luck.-Do again?-Do not want to let me... you have to retrieve you idiot.-Are Eh... What is talking about? Why is Senpai here? There is no way that has found me... perhaps this is do a fever-induced hallucination?

Kết quả (Anh) 2:

The days passed and I remained in bed. It was back to reality and Senpai was no longer in it. I lasted several days doing nothing and occasionally thought he heard the door of my apartment. - Not more than torturing my head. I stopped going to college. It was not intentional at first, the point is that I did not feel safe leaving the house. The hidden resentment that my body had seized me intensely. I broke all the mirrors I found it unbearable to have to meet my reflection. He detested. This time my hand bled by not being careful. Hatred against me was what controlled me. - Why do I have to live with this curse? It was not able to overcome the severe depression against which I faced and knew the solution. -. I have enough money I returned to my Hamatatsu department and left behind everything in Nagoya. I never saw college as I stepped even took the trouble to unsubscribe, would not go near that place. I looked for a job as a waiter and then got one in a pharmaceutical. I had confidence in my head telling of my story and impressively told me he would support me in the days when he wanted always absent and when timely notice and comply with the work on time. The pay was good enough to begin to cover the costs of therapies and again returned to psychologists. I stopped hormone treatment and I prepared for the next surgery. I contacted the doctor who performed my first surgery and I felt much more confident. To face what was coming needed much more than that. The breast reconstruction surgery had complications. My body did not seem to respond appropriately and contracted an infection. It was as if want to give up. The situation was very dangerous, life-threatening. I kept low dose of medication and sedatives so only woke a few minutes, I heard about the doctor and go back to sleep. This time I opened my eyes and adapted to darkness. It was night and sounded like water was falling out in droves. I saw my room illuminated by lightning outside and confirmed that aroused a great storm. I felt dizzy and had a hot head, I think I had a fever. I was going to get up but I remembered I had surgery, it was not a good idea to even try. I chose to go back to sleep when I heard the bedroom door open. I thought it was the doctor and wanted to ask several questions that arose me. - Morinaga? Hearing your voice through my heart. - Senpai? It's so dark that took advantage of the light coming through the rays and walked up to me. He knelt beside the bed and unlike me if he could see her face full of concern. - What you doing here? - Morinaga ... why not do it ... had to go back to?. It was covered by rain and trembling. He could hear his labored and gasped. - I Do not want you to die. If you do I'll kill myself to death. He clenched his fists helplessly. - You were not a phenomenon ... you managed to fall in love for the second time. Rather you are someone with a damn good luck. - Second time? - I do not want to leave me again ... you have to recover idiot. - Huh ... what you're talking about? Why Senpai here? There is no way I have found ... perhaps this is a hallucination brought on by fever?

Kết quả (Anh) 3:

The Days passed and I stayed in bed. I was back to Reality and senpai was no longer in it. Lasted several days without doing anything and when I hear the door of my apartment.
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me my head. I Don't go to University. The principle was not intentional, the issue is that I Don't feel safe Leaving Home.The Hidden bitterness that had seized me by my body with intensity. I broke all the mirrors that found it was unbearable to meet my Reflection. I hated it. This Time my hand had to be cautious. Hatred against me was what was Controlling Me. - Why do I have to live with this curse?

Was not able to overcome the strong against the depression i faced and knew the solution.

- I Don't have enough money.

I returned to my apartment in hamatatsu and left everything behind in Nagoya. Don't step on the University because even I took the trouble to unsubscribe, Don't go near the place. I looked for a job as a WaIter and then I got one in a Pharmaceutical.I had the confidence to tell the Boss part of my History and impressively told me that I would want to go out in the morning and when shall always comply with the time and Work Time. The Pay was good enough to begin to cover the cost of therapy and again returned to the psychologists.I left the hormonal Treatment and prepared me for the next Surgery. I contacted the doctor who performed My First surgery and I felt much more confident. For what was needed more than that.
Chest Reconstruction Surgery had complications. My Body does not seem to respond appropriately and I got an infection.