The students were speechless and began to murmur among them. Morinaga and I were looking us in the eye... with hatred and I surprise. I felt small, weak and sensitive. I didn't realise when my eyes are watering and before you fell me a tear half turned, I had the throat, pretending that nothing happened and to distract them said...-I thank a break of 5 minutes. They can leave-But I was the first to leave the classroom. He didn't feel well, I wanted to... I wanted to... CRY. Why? Why would you had to cry? I DO NOT I CRY... I WILL NOT MOURN THAT BAKA! IF THE WANTS THAT THINGS ARE SO, IF THE WANT TO BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP IN A MANNER SO SUDDEN BECAUSE IT WILL BE... IF THAT MEANS, THAT WILL BE.I went to the bathroom for men, I locked myself in a cubicle and I used the toilet as a seat to think. I was so angry, I wanted to tear my hair, I wanted to kill someone, I wanted to hit that baka by his damn words. MALDITA SEA as hate all this!, cried out of anger and gave him a blow to the next cubicle.I was silent for a few moments with his eyes closed and breathing strong. In that I feel that my thighs are moistened. I open the eyes, I look down and I see that my pants are spotted with tiny droplets of water. Perhaps... perhaps... do I'm crying? NO, NO, NO, NO! I AM NOT GOING TO CRY BY NO ONE AND LESS BY A BAKA WHO ALREADY BROKE TIES WITH ME.I left the cubicle, and I went to the sink to rinse my face and be erased any trace of tears in my face. "Calm down, Souichi, that this does not affect you", I said to myself over and over again. The things they are already made, I will marry Yuki, Morinaga know, I already said what I had to say it... but still not 100% truth, I told him something is missing, but seeing how things are... I can not tell you. If Morinaga decides not to tell me, because I neither speak you; However, deep inside me I know I'm going to waver with that. I will finish by talking, yelling, looking for him and claiming him stupidly because I have no right to do so.I took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom. He was calmer, had in fact spent nearly 10 minutes so I assumed that all would already be in the living room. I walked slowly because it was embarrassed to go and all I observed with idiots face by the scene that made me pass Morinaga; so I wanted to go where it was the coffee machine. I walked and walked with an eye to nothing and thinking face would see Morinaga, was so in my thoughts that I then responded when listening to a conversation...-Yes... I know... because little needed to go. Yes, of course, Yes... lol... yes I also miss you. I hope that everything is going well. I guess...-"That voice... is of Morinaga... with whom ray will be speaking by cell phone", I thought and I hid next to the coffee machine. I wanted to stay silent and continue listening.-Honestly not very well... have passed so many things... I will tell you. No... don't worry... I'm OK... seriously... no... no... treatment stay calm... Yes... I know... but neglected. AHA... AHA... Yes... I need to distract me a little. Lol... I also miss you, Taiga-DO TAIGA? That name... Taiga is not the girl that told me about Morinaga? Her neighbor in Hamatsu? Does your co-worker in the pharmaceutical S?... that girl who told him I missed him and that now Morinaga told him that the strange? Damn but who rays is believed to be.I endured no stress so I left my hiding place so that I could see...-MORINAGA! - yelled.-Ah... gotta hang - he expressed quite nervous to phone and ended the call immediately.We were watching us face to face for a few seconds. Looking us in the eye, I with annoyance and quite cold. I said nothing, I couldn't say; but when Morinaga opened his mouth to say something, closed it immediately and half turned away from me...-OE MORINAGA, WAIT-I ignored and continued walking pace; Obviously I also followed him.-MORINAGA, come HITHER, MORINAGA - kept calling him, but he only walked straight to the classroom - MORINAGA! OE BAKAMONO!-In the latest that I gave him was able to jerking of the arm, but automatically the she turned to look at me and in a sudden way slipped from my grip...-YOU WANT TO!--Eh...-I was speechless, the truth did not know what she wanted to tell him now, he was right; IE, now I want to him if things are already known; However, the first thing that came to my mind was why were talking about with such that Taiga, why you said you're not my friend, why you left me in front of everyone, which rays happens to you - I said full of anger, with closed fists and furrowed brow.-...-fell silent.-ANSWER ME, BAKA!--Now we are teacher and student, and I will not speak anything that has to do with the course - he answered calmed.-WHAT? YOU ARE A...-Tatsumi-sensei? - a student called me from the door.Without realizing I already we were outside of the classroom. The conversation had to be postponed and was going to do to the output; However, neither was because Morinaga was with his companions just after the class ended.Day 4The fourth day as a teacher was not anything different to the others. Like the previous days, I teaching and Morinaga mute and staring at nothing. Everything was quiet, Morinaga this time did not dare to tell me something that offended me; It was just silent.The issue of skills was still standing and Morinaga didn't note. I had to do something; so an idea occurred to me... "If Morinaga doesn't want to talk, then to have to write", so I decided to take a small skilled practice.Only 3 questions were quite brief, did not want to write much, apart that I was not humorous to read and rate. After 1 hour they gave their practices and I rated them quickly to give his notes. The truth I was surprised because all of them were very good, they had drawn high marks, but above all surprised Morinaga that despite not contesting anything and that most of the time passed looking at nothing... knew all the answers right at the foot of the letter as I explained it. It was unbelievable, felt relief and at the same time a satisfaction to know that Morinaga Yes listens to me, yes pay me attention. I smiled for me only and I put the highest note, but step I took to write a comment at the end of the blade."We can talk after school, please"And after having it written I called each one to come closer to the desktop and pick up your exam. The last one I called went to Morinaga and approached silently, with heads down that I could not see, received my test delicate ways and went to sit down. I look to not look at it by opening the book, but sideways, I wanted to note it. I realize when sitting down he looked at its review of up-down and stopped to look at the comment. He did not do any single gesture, nor when he saw your note or when to read what you had written to him. Sheet stared for a moment and nothing broke it in half and stood up and threw his examination into the trash.BUT WHICH JUST MADE? AS YOU DARE? IS COMPORTA LIKE A REBELLIOUS CHILD, AS AN IMMATURE... WHAT YOU PASSED... DID NOT KNOW THIS FACET OF MORINAGA, DEFINITELY I AM SURPRISED.None of his teammates had noticed because everyone started talking about your notes. I I was completely stunned and kept to Morinaga staring. Just button the test away, went to your site, took his backpack and went out of the classroom only. I follow him or do not follow it?, I thought.I decided it was best to let it go, since breaking the examination and discard it means a 'no' to the subject of talk after school. It took 10 minutes and it was the time of departure; so the rest of the students were. I ended up keeping my stuff, grabbed my backpack and walked out of the room, completely depressed.Every day it was the same, I teaching and Morinaga avoiding me all the time. It is as if everything between me and Morinaga had already finished, as already there is nothing, not even friendship or camaraderie... nothing... it was as if Morinaga and I were a few complete strangers. I was wondering if today in later things would be as well. All this affects me, depresses me and makes me regret all this stupid idea of marriage. Sometimes when I'm alone and thoughtful I am the same question...: and if not my case?
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