Subí las escaleras con ayuda de Sen

Subí las escaleras con ayuda de Senpai y luego entramos a un departamento. Hice una nota mental de cuál era el nuestro y en que piso se encontraba. Al abrir la puerta noté que ese lugar si me parecía familiar, no podía explicar por qué pero me parecía cálido, era un sitio agradable para vivir. Era como si nuevamente tuviera un lugar al cual regresar y llamar hogar. Sin embargo estaba inquieto, tenía muchas dudas sobre el acuerdo que teníamos para vivir juntos o las circunstancias que nos llevaron a hacerlo ¿Dos hombres viviendo juntos? ¿Qué tipo de relación teníamos? ¿Él sabe sobre mi sexualidad?

- ¿Será que él también…?

- ¿Senpai, puedo preguntarte algo?

- Sí. Lo pensó un poco. - ¿Pero a qué viene ese cambio de humor?

- E-es que desde que salimos del hospital me preguntaba… si tú… ¿Puede ser que Senpai y yo…?

- ¡No le des vueltas al asunto y di lo que tengas que decir!

- Bueno, aquí voy.

- ¿P-puede que tú y yo seamos algo más que Senpai y Kouhai?

Yo estaba muy nervioso pero él se puso muy rojo y volteó su rostro para evadir mi mirada.

- ¿A-algo más? ¿Algo como qué? ¿Qué te hace pensar eso?

- El hecho de que vivimos juntos.

Se quedó sin palabras. Estaba muy nervioso y volteaba a todos lados menos en mi dirección, era como si buscara una excusa. El silencio se hizo presente y Senpai no parecía tener intenciones de hablar. Tenía que aclarar esta duda así que fui directo y lo presioné.

- ¿Senpai, de casualidad eres gay?

- ¿¡Qué acabas de decir!?

Crucé una línea que no debía de cruzar. Su actitud cambió por completo en un segundo, comenzó a verme con deseos de asesinarme y lo vi cerrar su puño con furia. Pasé saliva asustado. Se aproximó para sujetarme por el cuello de mi camisa y comenzó a gritarme muy molesto. Estaba alterado y sus manos temblaban.

- ¿¡Cómo te atreves a insinuar que yo, una persona completamente heterosexual, es una de esas bestias salvajes sin escrúpulos!? Que grosero de tu parte. Debo advertirte que aunque seas de confianza no voy a permitirte que me faltes al respeto de esa manera.

- ¿Es lo que piensas de nosotros Senpai?

- ¿¡Bestias!? ¡Si crees eso…! ¿¡Por qué vives con uno de ellos!? ¿Esto seguro que no sabes, no? Que soy uno de ellos, una de esas bestias.

Escucharlo expresarse así me recordó a todas las veces en que he sido rechazado por la sociedad, por mi familia, por viejos conocidos e incluso extraños. Siempre nos tachaban con crueldad como bestias, fenómenos, enfermos, violadores, la lista sigue y sigue. Sus manos cedieron, entonces lo empujé y me tambaleé un poco.

- Sí, lo sé. Pronunció arrepentido.

- ¿Entonces por qué vivir con alguien como yo? Si odias tanto a los homosexuales yo no tendría nada que hacer aquí. Mi voz todavía se escuchaba molesta.

- Y-yo lo siento, perdóname, lo olvidé por un momento. Pensé que hablaba con el viejo Morinaga.

- ¿"El viejo yo"? No lo comprendo.

Entonces lo vi, me impresioné, Senpai comenzó a llorar en silencio. Agachó su cabeza para que sus mechones cubrieran sus ojos pero podía ver el agua cayendo ¿Por qué si él inició la discusión era quien estaba llorando? ¿Por qué me sentía culpable? ¿Por qué me lastimaba verlo así, tan indefenso?

- ¿Qué sucede?

Salió de sus pensamientos y al darse cuenta de que lloraba secó velozmente las lágrimas que quedaban.

- Quizá no lo recuerdes pero no he tenido una buena impresión de los homosexuales. Hace tiempo cuando nos conocimos un profesor quiso propasarse conmigo, sin mencionar que cada homo que he conocido es un mentiroso y cuando inconscientemente puse mi confianza en ellos todos me engañaron o intentaron aprovecharse de mí ¡Todos deberían de hacerle un favor al mundo y desaparecer!

Me di cuenta que hablaba muy en serio, tal vez sólo se había topado con las personas equivocadas. Me sentía un poco mal por haberlo juzgado sin antes escucharlo pero me había hecho enojar. No podía dejar que me hablara así.

- Lamento escuchar eso pero no has contestado mi pregunta ¿Si tanto los odias por qué vives conmigo?

- Porque tú… eres diferente.

- ¿Diferente? ¿Diferente en qué sentido? Esas palabras causaron algo extraño dentro de mi pecho.

- Sí, diferente, ya no hagas más preguntas. Se dio la media vuelta y guardó silencio.

No insistí más porque no quería molestarlo, además de que sus respuestas eran ambiguas y no me eran de mucha utilidad. El doctor también me advirtió que no debía forzar más memorias, éstas regresarían poco a poco y Senpai tampoco podía contarme lo que no recordaba, yo tenía que hacerlo por mi cuenta. Luego de nuestra pequeña discusión de bienvenida me dio un breve recorrido por el departamento; la cocina, el baño y mi habitación. Al observar dentro de mi cuarto me di cuenta que era parecido al departamento en donde vivía, era justo como hubiera aprovechado y organizado el espacio; era un poco aterrador.

- Probablemente quieras estar un rato a solas en tu habitación, así que mientras revisas el lugar y te familiarizas iré a ver que podemos comer.

- Sí, gracias Senpai.

Cerró la puerta al salir de la habitación y yo me recosté por un momento en mi cama. Estaba cansado, toda la mañana había sido agotadora y tenía muchas cosas por asimilar. ¿Cómo es que había accedido a vivir con un heterosexual homofóbico? Deseaba saber que era lo que pasaba por mi mente cuando acepté, o mejor dicho ¿En que estaba pensando Senpai? ¿Quién había hecho la propuesta o a quien se le ocurrió esta loca idea? Lo que más me extrañaba era su respuesta "odiaba a los homosexuales pero vivía conmigo", era una contradicción ilógica, incomprensible.

- ¿Por qué soy diferente? ¿Qué habrá querido decir con eso?

Mientras analizaba una y otra vez sus palabras, mientras recordaba su expresión, el sueño me venció y me dormí sin darme cuenta.

No podía moverme o abrir los ojos, todo estaba oscuro pero no tenía miedo. Sentí unos labios que se presionaban suavemente contra los míos y un olor tabaco que no lograba identificar. Fue como un primer beso, uno pequeño, tierno e inocente. Unas manos me sujetaban de los costados y luego se apoyaron en mi cuello, el beso se volvía ligeramente más intenso pero las fuerzas de la otra persona se desvanecían en deseo. Me sentía enamorado de él ¿Él? ¿Quién? Era fuertemente atraído por esta persona, me sentía amado, él me tomaba entre sus brazos y me sentía protegido. Yo también quería protegerlo. Cuando más embelesado me encontré fue que desperté.

- ¿Qué es lo que acabó de soñar?

No podía recordarlo, no recordaba a la otra persona pero si la sensación que produjo en mí, todavía sentía las mariposas en el estómago pero un fuerte y punzante dolor de cabeza. Ahora estaba seguro de que no era Masaki-san, éste era como un amor de verano, era perfecto, parecía eterno pero de igual forma muy frágil, era fuerte pero también sencillo de disolver; estaba lleno de contradicciones. A pesar de lo mucho que amé a Masaki-san sabía que la persona de mi sueño, "él", era más importante para mí, hacía latir con más fuerza mi corazón y desear nunca despertar ¿Por qué no podía recordarlo?

Despejé mi mente y me percaté de que ya era tarde; por mi ventana vi cómo se ocultaba el sol. Me levanté tallando mis ojos ligeramente, tomé mis muletas y salí del cuarto. Escuché el ruido de la televisión y pensé que Senpai estaba viéndola pero al acercarme él estaba dormido con el control en la mano. Frente a él se encontraba la laptop abierta pero apagada y un mar de papeles en el que podías perderte.

- Supongo que es de la universidad. Él también debe de estar agotado.

No quise despertarlo así que me senté cuidadosamente al otro extremo del sofá dejando las muletas a un lado. Me las arreglé para juntar algunos papeles que estaban regados por el sofá y los puse en la mesita de enfrente. Cuando terminé con eso escuché mi estómago rugir. No había comido nada desde esa mañana en el hospital, entonces decidí levantarme y buscar algo para comer. Vi que en la barra de la cocina había algo y me acerqué. Era un plato con bolas de arroz y un platito con sopa miso al lado. En mi condición iba a ser algo difícil calentar la sopa en la estufa y no quería estar cerca del fuego pues era peligroso, entonces opté por calentarla en el microondas. Cuando terminé llevé uno por uno los platos de comida a la mesita de la sala para comer ahí mientras veía la televisión y le hacía compañía a Senpai.

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I went up the stairs with the help of Senpai, and then we went to a Department. I made a mental note of what was ours and that floor was. Upon opening the door I noticed that this place if it seemed familiar, he could not explain why, but it seemed to me to be warm, was a nice place to live. It was as if I had again a place to which return and call home. However he was restless, had many doubts about the agreement that we had to live together or the circumstances that led us to do two men living together? What kind of relationship do we have? Does he know about my sexuality?-Would be that it also...?-Senpai, can I ask you something?-Yes. He thought it a bit. - But what is that change in mood?-E that since we left the hospital I was wondering... If you... would be Senpai and I...?-Not give you returns to the topic and say what you have to say!-Well, I'm here.-P-can you and I be more than Senpai and Kouhai?I was very nervous but he got very red and turned his face to avoid my gaze.-Do a something more? Something like what? What it makes you think that?-The fact that we live together.He was speechless. I was very nervous and it turned on all sides less in my direction, it was as if you look for an excuse. The silence was present and Senpai didn't have intentions to talk. I had to clarify this question so I was direct and pressed it.-Senpai, chance are you gay?-What you just said!I crossed a line that should not cross. His attitude changed completely in one second, began to see me wanting to kill me and I saw him close his fist furiously. I was afraid saliva. He approached to hold me by the collar of my shirt and started shouting at me very upset. It was altered and his hands were shaking.-How dare you insinuate that I, a completely heterosexual person, is one of those wild beasts without scruples! That rude on your part. I must warn you that if you're confidence I will not allow you to miss me the respect in that way.-Is what you think of us Senpai?-Beasts! If you think that...! Why live with one of them! This sure don't know, no? I am one of them, one of those beasts.Listening to him speak so reminded me of all the times that have been rejected by society, by my family, by old acquaintances and even strangers. We always contending with cruelty as beasts, phenomena, sick, rapists, the list goes on and on. His hands gave, then I pushed it and I tambaleé a little.-Yes, I know it. He gave repentant.-Then why live with someone like me? If you hate gay people so I would not have anything to do here. My voice is still listened to be annoying.-And-I'm sorry, forgive me, I forgot for a moment. I thought I was talking to the old Morinaga.-"The old me"? I do not understand it.Then I saw it, I was very impressed, Senpai began to cry silently. He ducked his head so his locks to cover his eyes, but he could see water falling why if he initiated the discussion was who was crying? Why me I felt guilty? Why me hurting to see it so, so defenseless?-What happens?He came out of his thoughts and to be account that cried quickly dried the tears that were.-May not remember it, but I have not had a good impression of homosexuals. Long ago when we met a Professor wanted to overzealous with me, not to mention that each homo I've ever met is a liar and when I unconsciously put my trust in them all lured me or tried to take advantage of me everyone should be doing a favor to the world and disappear!Me di account was very serious, perhaps only had met the wrong people. I felt a little bad about having tried without before listening to him but he made me angry. I could not stop me to speak as well.-I am sorry to hear that, but you have not answered my question if both hate them why live with me?-Because you are... different.-Do different? Different in what way? Those words caused something strange in my chest.-Yes, different, already don't more questions. Half turned and was silent.I insisted no more because I didn't want to bother him, that his answers were ambiguous and I were not very useful. The doctor also warned me that I should not force more memories, they would return slowly and Senpai could not tell me what did not remember, I had to do it on my own. After our little discussion of welcome he gave me a brief tour of the Department; the kitchen, the bathroom and my room. Looking into my room I gave that it was similar to the apartment where he lived, was just as it had seized and organized space; It was a little frightening.-Probably you want to be a time alone in your room, so while you check the place and you familiar I'll see that you can eat.-Yes, thanks Senpai.Shut the door when you leave the room and I I leaned for a moment in my bed. I was tired, all morning had been exhausting and had many things to assimilate. How is that you had agreed to live with a heterosexual homophobic it? He wanted to know was what went through my mind when I accepted, or rather that he was thinking about Senpai? Who had made the proposal or who came up with this crazy idea? What most missed me was his response "I hated homosexuals but he lived with me," was a contradiction illogical, incomprehensible.-Why am I different? What will wanted to say with that?While it analyzed again and again his words, as he remembered his expression, sleep overcame me and I fell asleep without realizing.He could not move or open your eyes, everything was dark but I was not afraid. I felt lips pressing softly against mine and a smell of tobacco that could not identify. It was like a first kiss, one small, tender and innocent. Hands held me on the sides and then be supported in my neck, the Kiss became slightly more intense but the other person forces fade into desire. The? I felt in love with it Who? He was strongly attracted by this person, I felt loved, he took me in his arms and I felt protected. I also wanted to protect it. When more enthralled I found was that I woke up.-What is what ended up dreaming?He couldn't remember it, did not remember the other person but if the sensation produced in me, still felt the butterflies in the stomach but a strong, stabbing headache. I was now sure that it wasn't Masaki-san, this was like a summer love, it was perfect, it seemed eternal but equally fragile, it was strong but also easy to dissolve; He was full of contradictions. Despite how much I loved Masaki-San knew that a person of my dream, 'he', was most important for me, was beating harder my heart and wish never awaken couldn't remember it why?I cleared my mind and I realized that it was late; out my window, I saw how the Sun was hiding. I woke up carving my eyes slightly, I took my crutches and walked out of the room. I heard the noise of the television and thought Senpai was watching it but as you approach me he was asleep with the hand control. Front it was open but off laptop and a sea of papers in which you could lose yourself.-I guess that it is the University. It must also be exhausted.I didn't want to wake him up so I carefully sat at the other end of the couch leaving crutches aside. I managed to gather some papers which were irrigated by the sofa and put them on the bedside table opposite. When I finished that I heard my stomach roaring. He had not eaten anything since that morning in the hospital, so I decided to get up and look for something to eat. I saw that on the kitchen bar, there was something and I went. It was a dish with rice balls and a plate with soup miso on the side. In my condition would be difficult to heat the soup on the stove and I didn't want to be close to the fire because it was dangerous, so I chose to heat it in the microwave. When I finished I took each plates to the table of the room to eat there while I watched TV and made him Senpai company.

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I went upstairs to help Senpai and then went to a department. I made ​​a mental note of what was ours and it was flat. Opening the door I noticed that place if I looked familiar, I could not explain why but I felt warm, it was a nice place to live. It was as if once again have a place to come back and call home. But he was restless, I had many doubts about the deal we had to live together or the circumstances that led us to do Two men living together? What kind of relationship we? Does he know about my sexuality? - Will he also ...? - Senpai, I ask you something? - Yes I thought about it.. - But what is this change of mood? - E-it is that since we left the hospital I was wondering ... if you ... Can it be that Senpai and I ...? - Do not give over the matter and say what you have to say! - Well, here I go. - P-maybe you and I are more than just Senpai and Kouhai? I was very nervous but he was very red and turned his face to avoid my gaze. - A-more ? Something like what? What makes you think that? - The fact that we live together. He was speechless. I was very nervous and turned everywhere but at me, it was as if searching for an excuse. The silence was present and Senpai did not seem to intend to speak. I had to clarify this question so I went straight and pressed. - Senpai, by chance you're gay? - What did you say !? I crossed a line that should not be crossed. His attitude changed completely in a second, began with a desire to kill me and I saw him close his fist in anger. I spent scared saliva. He approached to hold me by the collar of my shirt and started yelling at me very upset. It was altered and his hands trembled. - How dare you imply that I, a completely heterosexual person, is one of those wild beasts unscrupulous !? I rude of you. I must warn you that although you are trusted not going to let that show disrespect to me that way. - Is that what you think of us Senpai? - Beasts !? If you believe that ...! Why do you live with one of them !? Is this safe you do not know, right? I am one of them, one of those beasts. hear you express so reminded me of all the times I've been rejected by society, by my family, old acquaintances and even strangers. Whenever we crossed out with cruelty as beasts, phenomena, sick, rapists, the list goes on and on. Her hands gave way, then I pushed and staggered a little. - Yes, I know. He spoke repented. - Then why live with someone like me? If you hate homosexuals so much I would have nothing to do here. My voice still sounded angry. - I-I'm sorry, forgive me, I forgot for a moment. I thought he was talking to the old Morinaga. - "The old me '? I do not understand. Then I saw it, I was shocked, Senpai began to mourn in silence. He lowered his head so his bangs cover their eyes but could see the water falling Why else would he initiated the discussion was who was crying? Why do I feel guilty? Why do I hurt him so, so helpless? - What? He left his thoughts and realize that crying quickly wiped the tears that remained. - Maybe you do not remember but I did not have a good impression of homosexuals. Back when we met a teacher wanted to molest me, not to mention that each homo I've met is a liar and when unconsciously put my trust in them all fooled me or tried to take advantage of me Everyone should make the world a favor and go! I realized I was serious, maybe just had stumbled upon the wrong people. I felt a little bad for having tried without first hearing but had made ​​me angry. I could not let me talk like that. - Sorry to hear that but you have not answered my question: If you hate them both why you live with me? - Because you ... are different. - Different? ¿Different in what way? These words caused something strange in my chest. - Yes, different, not ask any more questions. The he turned around and was silent. No more insisted he did not want to disturb him, besides his answers were ambiguous and I were not very useful. The doctor also warned me not to force more memory, they return slowly and Senpai could not tell me he did not remember, I had to do it on my own. After welcoming our little discussion gave me a brief tour of the department; the kitchen, the bathroom and my room. By looking into my room I realized that it was like the apartment where he lived, it was just like it had used and organized space; It was a little scary. - You probably want to spend some time alone in your room, so while you check the place and get familiar'll see what we can eat. - Yeah. Thanks Senpai He closed the door to leave the room and I I lay for a moment on my bed. He was tired all morning had been grueling and had a lot to absorb. How come you had agreed to live with a homophobic heterosexual? He wanted to know was what was going through my mind when I accepted, or rather What was thinking Senpai? Who had made ​​the proposal or who came up with this crazy idea? What I missed most was his response "hated homosexuals but lived with me," was an illogical and incomprehensible contradiction. - Why am I different? What did he mean by that? While pondering over and over his words as he remembered his expression, sleep overcame me and I fell asleep without realizing it. I could not move or open his eyes, it was dark but not afraid. I felt that gently lips pressed against mine and snuff smell could not identify. It was like a first kiss, small, cute and innocent one. Hands held me from the sides and then relied on my neck, the kiss became slightly more intense but forces the other person fade into desire. I was in love with him It? Who? He was strongly attracted to this person, I felt loved, he took me in his arms and felt protected. I wanted to protect him. When more entranced I found was that I woke up. - What is it that you just dream? could not remember not remember the other person but if the feeling came on me, I still felt the butterflies in the stomach but a strong and pungent headache. Now I was sure it was not Masaki-san, it was like a summer love was perfect, seemed eternal but equally fragile form, was strong but also easy to dissolve; It was full of contradictions. Despite how much I loved Masaki-san knew the person in my dream, "he" was more important to me, did beat faster my heart and wish you never wake Why could not remember? I cleared my mind and I realized it was too late; my window I saw the sun was hidden. I raised my eyes slightly carving, I took my crutches and left the room. I heard the noise of the television and thought Senpai was watching but he was asleep approach control in hand. Facing him was the open laptop but turned off and a sea of paper where you could lose. - I guess it's college. He must also be exhausted. I did not want to wake him so carefully sat down on the other end of the couch leaving the crutches aside. I managed to gather some papers that were scattered on the sofa and put on the table in front. When I finished that I heard my stomach rumble. He had not eaten since that morning in the hospital, so I decided to get up and get something to eat. I saw there was something on the kitchen counter and went. It was a dish with rice balls and miso soup with a plate next. In my condition it would be difficult to heat the soup on the stove and did not want to be near the fire because it was dangerous, so I decided to heat it in the microwave. When I finished one by one took the plates of food on the coffee table to eat while watching television there and kept him company to Senpai.

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I climbed the stairs with the help of Champ and then we went to a Department. I made a mental note of what was and that was our apartment. Open the door, I noticed that if I looked familiar, but I couldn't explain why I felt warm, it was a nice place to Live. It was as if I had a place to come back again and call home. However I was Restless,I had many doubts about the agreement that we had to Live Together or the circumstances that led to two men living together? What kind of relationship we have? He knows about my Sexuality?

- is he...?

- Champ, Can I ask you something?

-. Thought for a while. - but what's the Mood change?

- e - is that since we left the hospital, I was wondering if you... And I can be that senpai...

- Don't go over the matter and say what you have to say!

-

Well, Here I Go. - Can you and I are more than kouhai senpai and?

I was very nervous but he was very red and he turned his face to avoid my Gaze. - anything else? Something like what? What makes you think that?

- the fact that we live together.

, Speechless. I was very nervous and turned around in my direction, as if looking for an excuse. The Silence was present and senpai seemed to have no intention to speak. I had to clarify this question so I went straight and I pushed.
senpai, any chance you're gay?

- What did you say!

?I crossed a line that should not be crossed. His attitude changed completely in a Second, began to see me with a desire to kill and saw him close his fist in Anger. Saliva was scared. Approached for me to hang by the neck of my shirt and started yelling at me very upset. I was upset, and her hands were shaking. - How dare you suggest that I, a person completely Straight,It's one of those Wild Beasts without scruples! That rude. I should warn you that even if you're not going to let you trust that disrespecting me that way. - is that what you think of us, Champ?

- Beasts! If you believe that?! Why do you live with one of them! This? You Don't know? I'm one of them, one of those Beasts.Hear him Speak so I remembered all the times that I have been rejected by society, for my family, old friends and even Strangers. We always called with cruelty as Beasts, Phenomena, Sick, rapists, the list goes on and on. His hands gave Way, and I tambaleé so I pushed him a Little. - Yeah, I know.

he repented.- then why live with someone like me? If you hate gays I would have nothing to do here. My Voice still sounded upset.

- and - i'm Sorry, forgive me, I forgot for a moment. I thought that I was talking with old Morinaga.

- "Old me"? I Don't understand. Then I saw him, I was impressed, senpai began to cry in Silence.Bowed his head to her tresses to cover their eyes, but I could see the water down why if he initiated the discussion was crying? Why do I feel guilty? Why do I Hurt him so Helpless?

- What happens?

left their thoughts and realizing that she cried quickly dried Tears left.- Maybe you don't Remember, but I haven't had a good impression of Homosexuals. Long ago when we met a teacher wanted to have his way with me, not to mention that every Home I've ever known is a liar, and when unconsciously put my trust in them has Cheated me or tried to take advantage of me. Everyone should do the World a favor and disappear!

I realized that he was very serious, maybe just came up with the Wrong People. I felt a Little Bad about having tried without him but I had done before him. I couldn't let you talk to me like that. - i'm sorry to hear that, but you haven't answered my question, if you hate what you live with me?

- because you... You're different. - different? Different How?These Words caused something strange Inside My Chest. - Yes, different, now, no more questions. Turned around and kept Silent.

no longer insisted because I didn't want to disturb you, and their answers were ambiguous and I were very useful. The doctor warned me not to Force More Memories,These return gradually and senpai couldn't tell me what I Don't Remember, I had to do it on my own. After our little discussion Welcome gave me a tour of the Department; The Kitchen, the bathroom and my room. To see in my room I realized that was similar to the apartment where he lived,It was just as had used and organized Space; it was a little scary. - you probably want to be alone for a while in your room, so while you check the place you are familiar and I'll see what we can eat.
-

thank you Senpai. She closed the door and to leave the room I Lay there for a moment in my bed. I was tired,The morning had been Exhausting and had many things to learn. How is that agreed to live with a heterosexual homophobe? Wanted to know what was going on in my mind when I accepted, or Better said I was thinking Champ? Who had made the proposal or who came up with this crazy idea?What I missed was the answer "Hated homosexuals but lived with me," was a contradiction to illogical and incomprehensible.

- Why am I different? What He meant by that?

but she again and again as he remembered his words, his expression, I sleep overcame me and I slept without realizing it.

I couldn't Move or open my eyes,All was dark, but he had no Fear. I felt that Gently Lips pressed against Mine and a smell of Tobacco could not identify. It was like a First Kiss, one small, sweet and innocent. I held hands to the sides and then supported on my neck, The Kiss was slightly more Intense but forces the other person to go in.I felt in love with him? Who? He was strongly attracted to this person, I felt loved, he took me in his arms and I felt protected. I also wanted to protect him. When I woke up I was more fascinated.

what's Dream?

couldn't Remember, remember not to another person, but if the feeling was in me,Still I felt Butterflies In the stomach, but a strong Throbbing headache. Now I was sure it wasn't Masaki - san, this was like a Summer Love seemed Eternal, perfect, but still very Fragile, was strong, but also easy to dissolve, was full of contradictions. Despite much loved Masaki - San knew that the person of my dream, "He"It was more important to me, my heart was beating harder and never want to wake up, why I couldn't Remember it?

I cleared my mind and I realized it was too late; by my window I saw how he HID The Sun. I woke up on my eyes slightly, I took my crutches, and I left the room.I heard the noise of the television and I thought that was approaching her senpai, but he was asleep with the control in the hand. In front of him was the Open laptop but switched off and a Sea of Papers in which you could lose you.

I is the University. He must also be exhausted.I didn't wake him up so I sat down carefully on the other end of the couch with crutches aside. I managed to get some papers that were scattered on the couch and put it at the front desk. When I finished, I heard my stomach Growl. He had not eaten anything since that morning in the hospital, so I decided to get up and get something to eat.I saw it on the kitchen counter and I had something. It was a dish with Rice balls and a bowl of Miso Soup on the side. In My condition would be difficult to heat The Soup on the stove, and I didn't want to be near the fire because it was dangerous, then I Heat It In the microwave.When I took one by one the dishes of food on the table in the room to eat while watching the television and there was company Senpai.