While I was sleeping, I Got So Turned from one side to the other. I closed My Eyes, but the tornado of ideas which filled My Head didn't allow me to enter the Deep Sleep, I was desperate, I felt anxious. I decided to sit down and think clearly, analyzing This evil that I did, but those ideas were fading.The Shadow of His image was formed in my head and now only thought of him; He always was. I was in a State of Constant stress was always negative Inferences to ponder his actions, it was never enough, not what I was expecting. Despite my concern was to maintain the same image always cheerful,She smiled as she questioned why the uncertain future burdened by what had happened? Precisely why, because had not happened. Every day I wanted more of senpai, wanted our relationship progressed to a Point of no return could not repent.
- When was the last time you thought about anybody else that wasn't him?
It was a recurring theme that was Addicted and had no intentions of Rehab. But as I was hurt. I was Hurting his indifference, his blankness and Little sincerity for your feelings but I couldn't blame him really doubted what was or was not for senpai existed? But that was not honest, innocent and inexperienced part of him also loved her.I love your personality and all the problems associated with, I always accepted that. I saw myself Sitting in this room, it was incredible, shared the apartment with the person loved. I could not compare in any sense in my first years in College, whatever it was this relationship that we had something very special.I was sure I wouldn't share the same experience with me with another person, he adapted to me, he understood the strong love that but I didn't know it was yours. I wasn't sure you exist. He accepted my feelings?
senpai, do you love me? I whispered.
I previously said he wouldn't Run,Let me stay at your side and your way of what we did in the privacy of Our House, but he never mentioned a "I Love You". If I behaved more picky that might even rival All The Masters that you have received from me. The distance between the love and love is of immense proportions; are similar, easy to confuse but completely different.To date, no I got a Little confession would take much more and more important for the final test? He strives to prove at least in caresses you would miss me if I let it out of his hand, agreed to sleep with me and let me love him as much as I had your consent and seemed not to be unpleasant at first.Stole a couple Kisses of My Lips, I was excited, I Wish Your Heart more than it already was. All their actions by Tiny that made me happy to hear her voice, but it was important to me. Craved more than anything else to know how important it was for him, what he felt and what my Kisses led to his being. His Silence made me Sad,Only felt sorry for me? Was the reason I kept Your Side? Or the Affection he had for me was different to my love?
- which is the Champ?
I knew I couldn't demand an answer, and here I was torturing me for One More Night. The Clock is stopped and set the hour of Dawn.- I have to continue as up to now and wait for the response arrived one day. I should not be Selfish and I should stop thinking about this notice or Senpai.
he learned to read my expressions and realize my Mood swings. I could go on deceiving My College Friends, could even Fool Myself, but not him, was not so simple.And to think that I could not remember my name some years ago. It had to be more patient, this will take time, and after that we live a close Separation knew that it would be more time than I thought. If I wanted your response should listen attentively and with the ears but not with the heart.My eyelids were falling as the night progressed and I could finally sleep.
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it was a New Day and as he got up early and made breakfast. While he was Warming the Miso Soup to the washing machine for clothes into the dryer after eating, sought to exploit the maximum because the morning was quite late and exhausted.Prepare to leave, each took his backpack and we say goodbye knowing that go by different roads. I used to go every morning with senpai to University but for some weeks I was in the pharmaceutical and frequently had to attend to training before going to work full time.There were occasions in which the training is extended for two weeks and Schedule didn't allow me to return, but recently it was enough for a couple of days in the morning and in the afternoon return by train.Continued from classes in the afternoon and I helped him with his senpai Experiments in addition to instruct the replacements he had chosen for the time that I had to leave school. At first I was Scared By his decision, but over time I realized that this was my decision. They appeared to be very capableSenpai had no other reason to choose them. One of the attendees was a girl named Mika honey colored Hair Short; her "Joy and it would be a good idea to have a woman with a different approach to assist with the investigation. Another was a young man named Tadokoro Lens friendly appearance;He had Skills more logical and is facilitated the resolution of problems that Mika San. At the time they were potential Enemies did not know their Intentions, I felt overwhelmed, but showed that joined the team with the sole purpose of Learning from the Best Student of the Faculty of Agriculture.After Finishing my Affairs in the Pharmaceutical, I quickly went to the station to catch the train that I was about to leave. When I arrived in Nagoya was daydreaming meditating once again the reason of my insomnia, I downloaded some Sleepy for the journey far away when I heard a familiar Voice.
- Angel - kun!
Hiroto Kun came excited me but he was confused to see my eyes. He waved his hand in front of my eyes to get my thoughts.
Oh, sorry! Hello Hiroto kun, what are you doing here? I greeted him with a smile. - IT's getting late and I have to clean up before we open the bar. I just came to say hello, but now there's something I got Restless. - What is it?
- You're the Guilty Angel kun, what happens now? You look tired and could Bet that the reason is a Broken Heart and concerned.
- Yeah, Champ! I threw myself into his arms while Crying inconsolably and as much as I used to. - Calm down, everything's gonna be fine. He said while I patted her gently. - Why don't you come today to the bar and tell me everything.This will help you to put your ideas into clear and don't be Distressed. You know, I'm All Ears whenever you need it.
thank Hiroto kun, you're a Great Man, I Don't know what I'd do without your help.
he fired and I went to College. I promised to meet him at night, but it could not be, for my heart, it would be too late. That afternoon was awful,The Worst in my life because I was not prepared for what my eyes witnessed by opening the door of the laboratory. I was tremendously excited about going back, had Strong desires of him and couldn't wait a minute. That day was a mysterious Silence through the corridors which gave me Chills, there was not a Soul in the University where I saw him.To reach my destination and Sliding Door became my sight and my heart stopped. Forces left me Little by little to see senpai committing treason. He was Kissing Mika San with a Passion that never showed me, was she taking visible domain. It was easy to deduce what happened to observe a situation like this.I'm someone impulsive so I didn't REACT the way I did, My Mind went Blank. From one moment to another Jealousy threw a Thousand ideas that became a headache. - This is a mistake, I'm just letting my Imagination Fly and control me. No, I knew in my heart it was not so.
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...My mouth was quicker than my head and that's the only word that came later to enter Hell.
Oh, Morinaga san!
Mika hurry abotonó looked Red and the top of his shirt. Both Coats were Forgotten in the work table and could see his lips found evidence that my Theory.
- M - Morinaga, isn't what it looks like, what happens is...
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