POV MORINAGAHow long has it been? I don't know... I don't know anything. I can't even see, move or speak. I need help... but... not for me... but for that Sempai doesn't come.All this time I tried not to fall into despair, but now I couldn't stand it more. Hunger, thirst, cold began to grab me and make that you went into panic. It had been a long time. Just remember that other person (who was not the kidnapper) had entered and had led me to the bathroom (which by the way was steps from where was tied... and was not a bath... but a urinal which stood in a corner as he could deduct it), but pointed at me with a gun on the head. I remember that for anything in the world... that person dared to unleash me hands, just the legs so that he could walk to the urinal, but obviously told me that if I made a suspicious movement... I would shoot immediately. As I had no hands... that person fell me the fly of trousers and helped me to mixionar; and the more shame, is that voice that gave me directions... belonged to a woman.After that I returned to where I was kneeling and chained my legs, but that had AIDS already quite a while ago, but anyway... had needs, since it had not tested snack or water in a long time.As I had mentioned... I was trying to stay calm with all my strength to my stomach couldn't stop roaring. He had tired of be kneeling, by what I leaned sideways on the ground (was unique pose that could be with all the strings). But then... I heard the door open and a few steps approaching.Every time I heard that door open... fear overwhelmed me and my body began to tremble. Steps approached more and more... and I responded lifting from the ground and getting on her knees. The light was switched on and note that the steps stopped in front of me...-I have come to give you bad news...... Tetsuhiro - obviously not replied, as my mouth was blocked - apparently... already marked 48 hours... and Tatsumi... did not. That means that...-I pulled the hair was back and I felt that it put the gun under my Chin - I will have to kill you JAJAJAJAJAJAJA --Mmmnnmnmnnmnmnmnmmnnmnmnm - I tried to beg for my life.-What?... what? I do not understand you... Hahahaha - it mocked.I began to cry silently, just making sounds that came from my throat. I could hear the sound of the gun when you prepare it to shoot and that made me despair I...-It seems that Tatsumi... didn't you enough to come for you - what he said made me feel good because maybe Sempai decided to save his life, but it made me feel bad... because as said the kidnapper... Sempai didn't me enough to rescue me - is a pity... because of Tatsumi... YOU are going to die-Despite the fact that was useless, began to wrestle so I let go, but I pulled the hair stronger and showing my neck in all its glory. The gun fell from my Chin to my neck and ended up in my chest...-What would happen if I press the trigger... right here --Mmnmnmnmnmnnmnm - please... pity... don't.-It is a pity that not can see Tatsumi for the last time in your life - laughed - waiting! I have an idea... what you think if we give... a minute of tolerance... right do you want?--Mnnmnnmnnm - no, please... just let me.-We must be together... to see... ... 59 60... ... 57 58... ... 55 56... 54...-began his count.IT IS CRAZY! THE TYPE IS MAD! That means that when your count 00 come... I will kill you. I started to panic and my tears slid. It was just me wait time to receive the bullet through my chest and trying to die immediately to not feel pain. I felt depressed... I was going to die in a place like this... This is... How sad.No pude volver a ver a mis padres... no pude volver a hablar con Nii-san... no pude sentir la alegría de Taiga... y lo más triste... es que no pude lograr que Sempai se enamore de mí. Ahora que me doy cuenta... mi vida ha sido horrible. Nací en un pueblo que solo se preocupaba por las apariencias e imagen de la gente. Mis padres siempre me criticaban por todo y me recalcaban que debía ser más como Kunihiro y menos como yo... que Nii-san era el hijo perfecto y yo no. Luego... resulta que descubrí mi verdadera sexualidad... soy gay y lo peor de todo era que tenía que callarlo. Me enamoré de Masaki-san... y sufrí... no solo por el hecho que me hayan descubierto... o que me hayan separado de él... sino porque él nunca me amó... siempre estuvo enamorado de Nii-san. Mis padres me odiaron... me repudiaron... me encerraban en la casa... como si tuvieran vergüenza de mí. Todo el pueblo me detestó y me veía con asco. Encima... tuve que sufrir y llorar en silencio el engaño de Masaki-san. Yo era un FENÓMENO. Luego... me aguanté los regaños de mis padres y comencé a estudiar mucho para poder ingresar a una universidad de prestigio y sobretodo FUERA de mi pueblo natal. Eso fue lo único bueno que logré en mi vida... y comencé una nueva vida en Nagoya... sin pensar que ahí... el destino me tenía preparado otro sufrimiento. Me enamoré de Souichi Tatsumi... y me callé el amor que sentía por él durante casi CINCO AÑOS. Luego, me confesé y me sentí despreciado por la reacción de Sempai. Sufrí mucho... pero lo superé. Luego... violé a Sempai y eso fue el inicio de todo. Ahora que me doy cuenta... VIOLÉ A SEMPAI... suena horrible... cómo pude ser capaz de hacer tal atrocidad. Tal vez... la vida me está castigando por eso.What horrible has been my life... now that I realize... I've never been happy. The only good thing that happened to me was to know to Taiga. I think that she will be the only one who cries in my grave.-10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1...-stayed mute and I began to shake like never - wrong... Tatsumi did not. Good bye... Tetsuhiro Morinaga...--WAIT! - someone cry.-OH! Now what you want - answered the kidnapper away the weapon of my chest, but still holding my hair.-What such... What about if we wait a bit more - she was... the voice of women.-Can expect more? I have given that guy a little more than 48 hours--Yes, but... maybe it had a problem... but I'm sure that will... Please...--I don't know...--Don't be impatient. Tatsumi come... plus... you because you had all planned to would not give you more taste that Tatsumi witnessing all this?--Well... Yes... that's just what I wanted --Then... wait a little more... Please--Mmmmmm... agreement - then... approached his face my own - you have good luck, Tetsuhiro. We will give you to Tatsumi hours more. But if not... kill you immediately and then... look for Tatsumi to below the stones and also it will kill - dropped me the hair abruptly.Pude sentir que el secuestrador se puso de pie y se alejó del lugar. Escuché que sus pasos se escuchaban menos por lo que deduje que se había ido. Me sentía asustado, indefenso... con miedo... mucho miedo. Estuve a punto de morir y no fue así. No sé si prolongué mi tiempo de vida o si prolongué mi tiempo de sufrimiento. Tan solo me quedé llorando como pude.Pasaron unos minutos y me di cuenta que no había escuchado los pasos de la chica alejarse, por lo que luego de un momento recién pude oírlos. ¿Por qué? ¿Acaso la chica se quedó viendo mi dolor? ¿Acaso sintió piedad de mí y por eso no quería que me asesinaran? O tal vez... ella quiere hacerle algo malo a Sempai.Sentí que la chica se fue y que cerró la puerta. Yo me quedé solo... con la pequeña luz del foco que me alumbraba y rogando que un milagro pasara para que Sempai no venga y yo poder salir de aquí de alguna forma.
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