POV MORINAGAI don't know what I was, why I was so enthralled in the eyes of Taiga; I think that had never paid attention to feelings, the crying and the look of a girl. And soon... as if an involuntary act... I... I... I went and no... I couldn't resist me... sorry... Taiga. I joined my lips with yours...... THE KISSED...Suddenly I stopped listening, everything was black, just felt the touch of my lips with the Taiga. She had fallen into shock because she was not moving and not said anything. It was a tender Kiss, an innocent Kiss; Since none of the two opened her mouth. Not intended to do so, and Taiga less. We were thus for 5 seconds and suddenly the two separate ourselves immediately away from hit. She was left speechless, with wide open eyes and blushed, like me. I did not know to say, she also told me nothing.I don't know why I did it, perhaps out of curiosity, but I didn't feel... NOTHING. I felt as if you kiss a rock, there was no feeling, I didn't feel depth, I didn't feel anything. The only thing yes I felt was betrayal... I felt that he had betrayed Sempai... thing is that stupid, because why would you feel that after almost 4 months without knowing it.Taiga said nothing, it was immobile, completely flushed; never imagined something like this and I do not. This I was frightening, so I approached her to apologize, but... "PLAAAAF"; I felt slapped firmly in my cheek.It hurt me, much, Taiga that had strength. Maybe it was a reaction, I thought. Then her expression of surprise changed to one very annoying; He crossed of arms and half turned to leave the Church. Immediately I was standing and I kept it...-TAIGA... TAIGA... SORRY... PLEASE... WHAT I feel - not I addressed the word, just he concentrated his gaze to the front and continued walking at fast pace.The few that were also in the Church, he had earned with the scene and were surprised and looking. Taiga that did not care and continued her course...-TAIGA... ANSWER ME PLEASE... There is to talk about it - was ignoring me, I was going behind her taking my distance just in case, but could not help his indifference and opted to pull her arm so hear me - ME not ignore... HEY... TAIGA--NO ME TOQUES! - sharply slipped from my grasp and continued her course.-PLEASE TAIGA... SORRY... NO... I did not know what he was doing - I went back to follow her.-GET OUT... NOT I follow! - not even directed me the look.It was obvious that he went to the condominium of the pharmaceutical, because that was the way that we always took back. I kept silent, walking behind her at his same pace to discuss this when we get to the bedroom. All the way was really uncomfortable, I spent it saying "Taiga, forgiveness" or "Taiga, listen to me" or "Taiga, don't ignore me"; However, my pleas sliding to her. I simply note that he was angry with me recontra. The good thing is that the streets were a bit desolate and nobody could win with our scene; as he also had to shout strong so I heard because with so many Fireworks, as new year, hardly myself listening to me... the truth... GO TO START A NEW YEAR.Taiga has never had been angry with me that way; in other words, in the past we molestábamos until we did get angry, but never with the intensity of now. Taiga was definitely angry.We arrived at the condominium and just we were in our hallway, she ran to her room so you don't reach it. Obviously I was able to stop it before it opened the door of his bedroom, since I was taller and faster...-TAIGA WAIT!--THAT THING LIKE, BAKA... Leave me alone - it turned sharply to look at me with eyes of wrath.-NO, PLEASE. WANT to hear...-I tried to calm her, took a deep breath and continued - I am... sorry, no... I didn't do it... I just... don't know what happened to me...--NOT KNOW WHAT STEP TEA? IS THAT YOUR EXCUSE?--Taiga...--NOT! Don't give me "Taiga" - I remedó in a tone of mockery - TU know perfectly that only we are friends... OVER YOU'RE GAY...--Please... low voice--PERHAPS TEA TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME?... You know that I have just come out of a 5 year relationship and I feel very bad... and you, being my best friend, Kiss me because it gives you the win and just say "Not know what ME step"--Regret this... is that... it's true... I don't know why I did it - I started to get me nervous - just want to excuse me --You're my best friend... and you didn't... you took advantage when I found myself in a very painful situation. In addition... you also are going through a similar situation isn't it? - he sighed - I will not let that I use to forget your Sempai --NOT... IT'S NOT THAT! I NEVER TEA WOULD USE --Ya... shut up you...-breathed deep - I think that we should stop talking about us -"Let us talk?" to which Ray you mean with that? Waiting... waiting... Please... no you can... do this to me... I... I need you... You're my best friend, Taiga; You can not simply leave to write the word by mistake... an accident... something that should not happen.I was despairing about me inside, I didn't want that things were badly put, but Taiga had given their verdict...-I'm sorry, I think that we cannot not be friends...--WHAT?--What you heard--But... Taiga can... do not break our friendship as well as so... I... I need you... you're my best friend... with you I feel good... and...--Well... get to another that let kiss... but I don't -Saying that... got to her room and closed my door in the face, leaving me only in the Hall. Why... that's why I had to do such a thing... yet I have it very clear... the only thing that comes to mind is "curious", but... what...Taiga, in truth, was furious. Well... already we had fought previously, but none had been stronger than this to the point of saying "now we can't be friends"; that really hurt me. Now I felt really alone. He had many friends in the pharmaceutical, but they are just that... "Friends", by contrast Taiga is "My best friend"... almost like my sister, which had everything. But now... it seems she'll do me the ice Act. I wanted to fix things; so I started to knock on your door...-Taiga! Please... listen to me--did not answer me - opens the door, please... no be estranged - no response - Taiga salt... there... TAIGA - hit and yelled.Was in vain follow causing uproar; so I was just wait until Taiga came out of his room for some reason.They spent the minutes; However... I didn't... just was there... saving outside your door... I went back to try last time of waiting...-Open up... Please... open... we need to talk -Still unanswered; I think it was definite that Taiga I would not open or does not respond to my calls. Ray is... acting like a little girl... as a complete immature.I waited a little longer, but it was very dark and began to feel cold. I resigned myself to me and went to my room. Go it was cold; but very apart from that... I was frozen on the inside needed the warmth of a friendly, the warmth of my best friend, Taiga heat; However... he had lost it.Already in my bed, was lying face up, looking at the ceiling, covered with sheets to the chest and meditating with the lights out.OK... kissed Taiga to my will; now the question is why?... I am gay... then I do not understand why I did it... or maybe... Taiga is special? Do maybe... Taiga like me?... NOOOOOOO NEVER... NEVER ME ENAMORARÍA OF A GIRL; THAT IS TO SAY... I can't... I am gay... I LIKE MEN; SO THE POSSIBILITY THAT THE KISS WAS FOR LOVE IS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.So on the night I had me meditating and not found an answer. I was slowly overcoming sleep; I felt quite sad, but I had hope that this fight with Taiga is only temporary and not permanent. I mentally begged so tomorrow passed him.When woke up; me di account which had slept much... was 1 January... almost 5 pm. He died of hunger, so I pulled from my shelf an instant soup, prepared it and I took it. I took out my cell phone to see if there was a text message or a call from Taiga; but no... no sign of her life."Women... always making the difficult... want that men are always behind them begging them for forgiveness." However, so I did, because I had it... felt that was in debt with Taiga; i.e., it helped me to overcome in a... Let's say 60% my Sempai pain; then I could not get the material lying around and not fight for our friendship, above all because I screwed it up.I went out of my room and went to theirs. I noticed that the lights were off, but I just played...-Do taiga? Are you there? - no response - Taiga, I am Morinaga... Please... open me... I want to talk about - a word - please... Taiga... it was good... because I learned the lesson... Please... I - openSeriously... Taiga me no answer; I tried sticking my ear to the door, but I was not listening to any noise. "Suddenly there will be gone", I thought. But with whom and where?... It was that or definitely did not want to talk to me and less see me face. I resigned myself me and I left that the situation is in peace for today.I went back to my room and to distract me a little... looked at the television. I leaned down over my bed and boringly I changed channels. Well at least he was resting, since the next day we would again start the workday. There was nothing interesting... anything... nothing... nothing... changed and changed and nothing... But... then... I stopped in a rather curious channel... was that program... no... no... THAT PROGRAM DOES NOT...
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