Creo que ha llegado el momento de l

Creo que ha llegado el momento de la verdad. Debe ser hoy o me arrepentiré como el cobarde que siempre he sido.

Instalé y desempaqué todas mis cosas en el nuevo departamento. Agradecía la lejanía que había para con la universidad. Iba a ser medianamente lejano el camino a pie pero prefería que fuera de esa manera, al menos respirar el aire primaveral que se avecinaba me traería calma. Empezaría a laborar la semana que entraba pues me habían dado tiempo para acomodar mis cosas en mi nuevo hogar; la compañía se había hecho cargo de encontrarme un lugar con buena ubicación.

Durante el camino no puede evitar pasearme por lugares que antes acostumbraba. Me percataba de cómo cada uno de estos espacios habían cambiado con el tiempo tanto como yo lo había hecho. La brisa acariciaba mi rostro, despeinándome un poco, y dándome más decisión en mis pisadas.

- Será el adiós y al fin cierre de esta historia.

Suspiré al verme aproximado a ese edificio donde pasé gran parte de mi carrera como profesionista, en donde conocí al rubio de ojos miel.

- Quien diría que regresaría al lugar en donde nació nuestro amor… mi amor por ti. Me corregí.

Era sábado por la mañana, no asistía gran parte del cuerpo estudiantil, pero estaba seguro que tú estarías ahí. Esos hábitos que te caracterizan jamás cambiaron y jamás lo harían.

- Siempre seguirás siendo ese brillante hombre trabajador que se apasiona por lo que hace.

Reí e hice una media sonrisa al recordar muchos buenos momentos; los recuerdos eran lo único que me quedaba. Mis pasos comenzaron a ser más cortos e inseguros, estaba aterrado que me encontrara antes de que yo lo hiciera. Con precaución lo busqué entre los pasillos y en el laboratorio, pero no estaba ahí. Me pasé por la cafetería esperando que nadie me reconociera pero tampoco lo encontré. Me dirigí al exterior para buscar por los alrededores y fue ahí donde me encontré con una escena que nunca olvidaría.

- ¡Ah! ¡Ese es Senpai!

Se suponía que esto sería una despedida de una sola parte y silenciosa, pero al verlo no puedo mentir y decir que no me emocioné. Corrí con prisa y me coloqué tras una pared para que no me viera. Sentí un latido que prontamente se apagó.

- ¿Q-quiénes son esas personas?

Esta sería la última vez que admiraría su presencia y ¿Qué podía ser mejor que verlo ahora con una sonrisa? Como pocas veces, como algunas veces, vi su hermosa sonrisa. Mi boca se abrió pero el quejido de mi corazón no salió. Una única lágrima de deslizó por mi mejilla y mi mandíbula empezó a temblar mientras iba cerrándola. No quería parpadear, no quería perder detalle del cuadro que se mostraba frente a mis ojos. Senpai se encontraba junto a una mujer y acompañados por una pequeña criatura. Aquella pequeña niña con un vestido de colores pastel, se divertía jugando y dando vuelta alrededor de los dos adultos que conversaban. Se hablaban con plena confianza y yo escuchaba algo dentro de mí que me gritaba que era suficiente.

- "Ya viste que es feliz ¿por qué sigues con tu tortura?"

Vi como Senpai se inclinaba y abrazaba a la pequeña castaña.

- Es un alivio ver que él pudo seguir adelante. No me hubiera perdonado si en verdad destruía su oportunidad de ser feliz.

Con un fuerte dolor en mi pecho, agaché mi cabeza y me rendí ante lo que veía. Era una preciosa familia feliz. Sentía un poco de envidia nunca haber sido parte de algo tan asombroso como la unión que Senpai mantenía con su familia; no solo con la que lo vio nacer, sino con la que formó. ¿Quién dijo que su temperamento implicaba un impedimento para ello? Podía ser explosivo pero también era comprensivo.

- Frío como el helado pero igual de dulce.

Me di la media vuelta en dirección a la salida, no tenía nada más que hacer. Observé la gran entrada y junto a ella un conjunto de árboles. Cerré mis ojos y suspiré.

- Eres una persona maravillosa… a-adiós. Este viaje fue entretenido mientras duro.

Abrí con lentitud mis ojos y volteé a ver las ramas del árbol más grande. Todos ellos eran la viva imagen de la primavera. Las flores en el árbol de sakura comenzaban a florecer, era un verdadero placer poder ser espectador en ese tipo de espectáculo. Bien decían que este era el verdadero inicio del año.

- Probablemente pueda marcar el inicio de algo sorprendente para mí también.

Estaba por dar el siguiente paso hacia un futuro incierto cuando algo que llegó a mis oídos me congelo.

- ¿M-moringa?

Un escalofrío recorrió mi cuerpo y me tensé por completo.

- ¿Morinaga eres tú?

Fui cuidadoso pero sabía que esto podía ocurrir y lo que venía no sería fácil de afrontar. Un nudo se formó en mi garganta y a pesar de que intentaba gritar para que las palabras salieran estas no lo hacían.

- ¿Morinaga?

No oía sus pasos acercarse pero me atemorizaba lo cercana que escuchaba su voz. Senpai seguía llamándome pero no podía contestar. Me resigné a mover mi cabeza para negarlo. No me sentía tan fuerte o valiente para verlo a la cara así que permanecí siempre de espaldas.

- ¿M-morinaga en verdad… e-eres tú?

Su voz se quebraba mientras yo no paraba de negar a todas sus preguntas. Cada una de sus palabras me hacían desear salir corriendo pero mis pies no respondían, era como si les hubieran crecido raíces y ahora me impidieran andar. Sentí mi corazón acelerarse con rapidez y mis lágrimas desatarse sin control.

- Mori…naga.

La calidez me tomó desprevenido y un abrazo se suscitó. Sus manos me sujetaban, se aferraban y no tenían intenciones de liberarme. Escuché con claridad su gimoteo y vi como sus manos temblaban; podía ser de emoción, miedo o alivio. Me aprisionaba mucho más cerca de él y con una de sus manos tomaba la mía.

- Perdóname, perdóname… Hundió su cabeza en mi espalda.

- S-senpai, ya no quiero hacerte más daño y… tampoco quiero tú me sigas l-lastimando. E-esto es… Presioné su mano.

- No voy a cansarme de pedirte perdón y tampoco voy a permitir que te vayas. Me prometí que dejaría de buscarte pero… si un día tú regresabas no te dejaría ir. Me confesó con sufrimiento.

- ¿E-eh? ¿Qué es lo que dices? Dudaba en que fuera buena idea seguir con esta conversación. - Creí que no querías verme por ser un… f-fenómeno. Tú me sacaste de tu vida. Me hirió tanto el recordar lo sucedido al pronunciar esa palabra.

- Tú no eres algo como eso y… Lo empujé y alejé de mí. Seguía sin poder verlo.

- No tienes idea lo que es mirarte en un espejo y darte cuenta que ya no eres ni la sombra de lo que te sentías orgulloso ser. Miré las palmas de mis manos con decepción. - Abandonar lo que eras y pensar que eso te haría feliz al ver que quien amas te sonríe con alegría. Maltratar tu cuerpo y desgastar tu alma para darte cuenta que ya no eres tú, para caer y ya no poder levantarte más.

- Mori…

- Sentir vergüenza de todas esas cicatrices que te seguirán por siempre y tener que solicitar el apoyo de especialistas sumergiéndote en un mar de pastillas solo para sentir que aún hay esperanza. Con mi antebrazo cubrí la parte superior de mi cara. - Es la peor de las pesadillas… y lo que la hace más horrible es que nunca podrás despertar.

- Solo después de la desgracia vengo a darme cuenta lo equivocado que estaba. Nada de eso valió la pena.

- T-tienes razón, no tengo la menor idea. Ordenó sus palabras antes de seguir. - Aun luego de todo lo que pasó no puedo entender lo grande que ha sido tu amor por mí. Has hecho demasiado por alguien que te ha ofrecido tan poco y… lo siento.

- ¡No, por favor, otra vez esas palabras no!

- He estado odiándome desde el día en que te fuiste, perdón… Se corrigió. - … desde que yo te eché.

- ¿Eh?

- Tan pronto te vi salir quería gritarte cuanto lo sentía pero no sabía cómo hacerlo. Tengo que confesar que… tenía m-miedo. La culpa estuvo remordiendo mi conciencia y no lograba conciliar el sueño. Los días fueron pasando y cada vez era mucho más difícil tratar de pedir perdón. Había dicho demasiadas cosas fuera de lugar y no pude reaccionar como en ese momento me sentía.

- Pero estabas furioso.

- Más bien sentía alivio de verte frente a mí. De entre tantos sentimientos encontrados estoy molesto de que me gobernara el enojo. Habías dicho tantas mentiras y no estaba seguro de cómo debía sentirme, un vacío fue lo que me rodeó y lentamente me hizo falta el aire.

- Pero Senpai, tú…

- Cuando me decidí te busqué en tu departamento pero nunca se abrió la puerta; estaba seguro que no deseabas verme así que no te presionaba.

- Entonces todas esas veces que escuché la puerta mientras permanecía recostado en mi cama…

- El día en que se abrió la puerta no se trataba de ti, el casero me dijo que te habías ido. De nuevo te sentí desaparecer del mundo.

Volteé a verlo de reojo y lo notaba sumergido en un trance. Las lágrimas caían sin su permiso pero él no parecía notarlas.

- Llamé a tantos lugares como pude hasta que te encontré en un hospital. Se silenció por un momento. - No podían darme mucha información pero me enteré de que estabas delicado.

- ¿No me digas que…?

- No permitían visitas pero escogí la peor noche para entrar a escondidas. Solo quería verte y rogar porque solo fuera una mentira más. Todo el peso de mis palabras me ahorcó al verte en esa cama, sufriendo. Me di cuenta de que todo lo provoqué yo y sabía que tenía que dejar de buscarte, incluso si pasaba toda la vida con ese peso encima no quería que tuvieras otro mal recuerdo por mi egoísmo al querer pedir tu perdón.

- S-senpai…

- Fue peor cuando quise investigar por mi cuenta y le pregunté al amigo de un colega. Habías hecho el peor de los sacrificios, como dices, no puedo imaginar lo difícil que fue tener que fingir y decir tantas mentiras. Me sentía horrible de solo pensar lo mucho que te esforzabas cuando yo lo ignoraba todo.

- Senpai…

- ¡Ya no sigas! ¡Ya no sigas!

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I believe that the time has come for the truth. It must be today or I will regret like the coward that I've always been.I installed and desempaqué all my stuff in the new Department. He thanked the distance that had to with the University. I was going to be fairly far walk way but he preferred that out that way, at least breathe the spring air coming would bring me calm. I would start to work week coming because they had given me time to arrange my things in my new home; the company had taken charge of find me a place with good location.Along the way you can not walk me through places that formerly used. I noticed how each of these spaces had changed over time as much as I had done. The breeze caressed my face, a little despeinando me, and giving me more decision in my footsteps.-Will be the farewell and end closure of this story.I sighed me approached the building where I spent much of my career as a professional, where I met the blond's eyes honey.-Who would say that he would return to the place where our love was born... my love for you. I corrected me.It was Saturday morning, not attended much of the student body, but I was sure that you would be there. Those habits that you characterize never changed and never would do so.-Always you will continue being the brilliant worker man who is passionate about making.I laughed and did a half smile to remember many good times; the memories were the only thing that I was. My steps began to be short and insecure, she was frightened to find me until I did. Cautiously I sought him between the halls and in the laboratory, but it wasn't there. I went through the cafeteria waiting for anyone to recognize me but not found it. I went outside to search in the surrounding area and it was there where I met a scene that would never forget.-Ah! That's Senpai!It was assumed that this would be a farewell of one part and silent, but to see it can not lie and say that I was not excited. I ran hastily and put me behind a wall so that I could not see. I felt a heartbeat that soon faded.-Q-who are these people?This would be the last time he Museum its presence and what could be better to do it now with a smile? As a few times, as sometimes, I saw his beautiful smile. My mouth opened but didn't moan from my heart. A single tear of it slid down my cheek and my jaw began to tremble while he was closing it. He didn't blink, I didn't want to lose detail of the picture that was displayed in front of my eyes. Senpai was next to a woman and accompanied by a small creature. That little girl with a pastel-colored dress, had fun playing and turning around two adults who were talking. They spoke with confidence and I heard something inside me that I was screaming that it was sufficient.-"Ya viste is happy to why you follow with your torture?"I saw how Senpai leaned and hugged the little chestnut.-It is a relief to see that he could move forward. I had not forgiven if indeed destroyed his opportunity to be happy.With a strong pain in my chest, I got my head down and I surrendered to what he saw. It was a beautiful happy family. I felt a little envy never have been part of something so amazing as the union Senpai maintained with his family; not only that saw it born, but which formed. Who said that his temperament imply an impediment to do this? It could be explosive but it was comprehensive.-Cold as ice cream but just as sweet.I could turn in direction to the exit, I had nothing else to do. I watched the grand entrance and next to it a set of trees. I closed my eyes and sighed.-You're a wonderful person... a-adios. This trip was entertaining while it lasted.I opened my eyes slowly and turned to see the largest tree branches. All of them were the living image of the spring. The sakura tree flowers began to bloom, a real pleasure was to be a spectator in that kind of show. Well they said that this was the real beginning of the year.-Probably you can mark the start of something amazing for me also.It was take the next step toward an uncertain future when something that came to my ears froze me.-Do m-moringa?A chill ran my body and I strung me completely.-Morinaga are you?I was careful but I knew that this could happen and what was coming would not be easy to deal with. A knot formed in my throat and while trying to shout to make the words come out they they did not.-Do Morinaga?They couldn't hear their footsteps approaching, but it frightened me how close that listened to his voice. Senpai was still calling me but could not answer. I resigned myself to move my head to deny it. I didn't feel so strong or brave to see him in the face so I always stayed on his back.-M-morinaga in truth... e-eres you?His voice was broken while I did not stop to deny all your questions. Each of his words made me want to run away but my feet did not respond, it was as if had grown them roots and now prevent me walking. I felt my heart speed up quickly and my tears be unleashed without control.-Mori... naga.The warmth took me off guard and a hug was raised. Her hands held me, clung and didn't want to release me. I heard clearly his whining and saw how his hands trembled; could it be excitement, fear or relief. I aprisionaba much closer to him and with one of his hands took mine.-Forgive me, forgive me... He sank his head on my back.-S-senpai, do not want to do you more harm and... don't want to you follow me l-hurting. E-this is... I pushed his hand.-I won't get tired I ask you for forgiveness and I am not going to let you go. I promised myself that I would stop looking for you but... If one day you regresabas it would not let you go. I confessed to suffering.-E-eh? What do you say? He doubted that it would wise to continue this conversation. -I thought that you didn't want to see me be a... f-phenomenon. You got me in your life. It hurt me so much remembering what happened to pronounce that Word.-You are not something like that and... I pushed it and walked away from me. He was unable to see it.-Don't have idea what is look in a mirror and give you realize that you are no longer or the shadow of what you felt proud to be. I looked at the palms of my hands with disappointment. -Abandon what you were and thinking that that would make you happy to see that who love smiles at you with joy. Mistreat your body and wear your soul to give you notice that you are no longer to fall and can no longer stand up more.-Mori...-Feel shame of all those scars that will follow you forever and having to request support from specialists, immersing yourself in a sea of pills just to feel that there is still hope. With my forearm, I covered the top of my face. -It is the worst of nightmares... and what makes it more awful is that you will never wake up.-Just after the misfortune I come to realize how wrong that was. None of it was worth it.-T-you're right, I have no idea. He ordered his words before continuing. -Even after everything that happened I can not understand how big that was your love for me. You've done too much for someone who you have offered so little and... sorry.-No, please, again those words not!-I have been hating me since the day that you left, sorry... It was corrected. -... since I missed you.-Huh?-As soon as I saw you leave I wanted to shout how much felt it but I didn't know how to do it. I have to confess that I had... m-miedo. The guilt was jolts my conscience and couldn't get to sleep. The days were passing and every time was much more difficult to try and ask for forgiveness. He had said too much out of place and I could not react as at that moment, I felt.- But you were furious.-Rather he felt relief to see you before me. Among so many feelings I am annoying that steers me anger. You've told so many lies and I wasn't sure how I should feel, a vacuum was what surrounded me and slowly the air made me lack.- But Senpai, you...-When I decided you looked in your Department, but never opened the door; I was sure that you not wanted to see me so you not pressed.-Then all those times I heard the door remained while lying in my bed...-The day the door opened was not from you, the landlord told me that you had gone. You felt again disappear from the world.I turn to look at it sideways and noticed it dipped into a trance. Tears fell without his permission, but he didn't seem to notice them.-I called so many places as I could until I found in a hospital. It is silenced for a moment. -Not much information they could give me, but I learned that you were delicate.-Not tell me that...?-Not allowed visits, but I chose the worst night to enter secretly. Just wanted to see you and to pray because it was only one lie more. All the weight of my words I hanged to see you on that bed, suffering. I realized that everything I provoked it and knew I had to stop looking, even if he spent a lifetime with that weight over didn't want to that you had another bad memory for my selfishness to want to ask for your forgiveness.S-senpai...-It was worse when I wanted to investigate on my own and asked the friend of a colleague. You've made the worst of sacrifice, as you say, I can't imagine how difficult that was having to pretend and tell so many lies. I felt horrible only think how much you esforzabas when I knew it all.-Senpai...-Already don't follow! Already don't follow!

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I think now is the moment of truth. Must be today or regret as I've always been a coward. I installed and unpacked all my things in the new department. Thanked the distance that had to with the university. It would be fairly far the walk way but preferred to go that way, at least breathe the spring air was coming would bring me calm. Begin to work the coming week as they had had time to accommodate my stuff in my new home; the company had taken charge of finding a place with good location. On the way can not help but walk about places that used before. I realized, how each of these areas had changed over time as much as I had. The breeze caressed my face, despeinándome a little, and giving more decision in my footsteps. - It will be the farewell and finally close this story. I sighed when he saw me come close to this building where I spent much of my career as a professional, where I met the honey-eyed blonde. - Who would be back to where our love was born ... my love for you. I corrected myself. It was Saturday morning, did not attend much of the student body, but I was sure you'd be there. Those habits that characterize you never changed and never would. - always will remain that bright working man who is passionate about what he does. I laughed and did a half-smile as he recalled many good times; memories were all I had left. My footsteps became more short and insecure, was terrified that I found before I did. I looked carefully through the aisles and in the laboratory, but it was not there. I stopped by the cafe hoping no one would recognize me but neither found. I went outside to look around and it was there that I found a scene would never forget. - Ah! That's Senpai! This was supposed to be a bachelorette party and silent one, but seeing him I can not lie and say I was not thrilled. I ran in haste and placed behind a wall I would not see me. I felt a beat that quickly faded. - Q-Who are these people? This would be the last time I admire your presence and what could be better than him now with a smile? As few times, as sometimes I saw his beautiful smile. My mouth opened but the cry of my heart out. A single tear slid down my cheek and my jaw began to tremble as I was closing. I did not want to blink, did not want to lose detail of the picture that was shown before my eyes. Senpai was with a woman and accompanied by a small child. The little girl with a pastel dress, sporting playing and turning around the two adults talking. He spoke with confidence and I heard something inside me was screaming at me that was enough. - "You saw who is happy why do you keep your torture?" I watched as Senpai he bent and hugged the little chestnut. - A relief to see that he could move on. I would not be forgiven if indeed destroyed his chance at happiness. With a sharp pain in my chest, I ducked my head and surrendered at the sight. It was a beautiful happy family. I felt a little envious never have been part of something so amazing as the union that Senpai had with his family; not only with which I was born, but with whom formed. Who said his temperament implied an impediment to it? It could be explosive but was also sympathetic. - Cold as ice cream but just as sweet. I turned turned toward the exit, I had nothing else to do. I watched the grand entrance and next to it a set of trees. I closed my eyes and sighed. - You're a wonderful person ... a-bye. This trip was fun while it lasted. I opened my eyes slowly and turned to see the largest tree branches. They were the picture of spring. The flowers in the sakura tree beginning to bloom, was a real pleasure to be a spectator in this kind of show. Well said that this was the real beginning of the year. - You can probably mark the start of something amazing for me too. I was about to take the next step toward an uncertain future when something came to my ears I freeze. - M-moringa? A shiver ran through my body and I tensed completely. - Morinaga are you? I was careful but I knew that this could happen and what was coming would not be easy to address. A lump formed in my throat, and despite trying to shout to get the words out these did not. -? Morinaga did not hear his footsteps coming but I was afraid how close your voice heard. Senpai was calling but could not answer. I resigned myself to move my head to deny it. I felt so strong and brave to face him so I always stayed back. - M-Morinaga e-indeed ... are you? His voice cracked as I kept denying all your questions. Each of his words made ​​me want to run away but my feet did not respond, it was as if they had grown roots and stop me now walk. I felt my heart race and my tears quickly untied without control. - Mori ... naga. The warmth took me by surprise and sparked a hug. His hands held me, clinging and had no intention to break free. I clearly heard your whining and watched as his hands trembled; It could be excitement, fear or relief. I imprisoned much closer to him and one of his hands took mine. - Forgive me, forgive me ... He buried his head in my back. - S-senpai, and I will not hurt you any more and ... I do not want you to follow me l-hurting . E-This is ... I pressed her hand. - I will not get tired of asking for forgiveness and I'm not going to let you go. I promised myself I would stop looking for you but ... if one day you were coming back would not let go. He confessed to suffering. - E-eh? What do you say? He doubted that was a good idea to continue this conversation. - I thought you did not want me to be a ... f-phenomenon. You brought me out of your life. It hurt me so much to remember what happened to pronounce the word. - You're not anything like that and ... I pushed him and walked away from me. He still could not see him. - You have no idea what is look in the mirror and realize that you are no longer even a shadow of what you felt proud being. I looked at the palms of my hands in disappointment. - Leave what you were and think that you would be happy to see that you love smiles at you with joy. Mistreating your body and wear your soul to realize that you are no longer you, to fall and to not get up again. - Mori ... - Feeling ashamed of all those scars that will follow you forever and have to seek the support of specialists immersing in a sea of pills just to feel that there is hope. With my forearm I covered the top of my face. - It's the worst nightmare ... and what makes it more awful is that you never wake up. - Just after the misfortune come to realize how wrong I was. None of it was worth it. - T're right, I have no idea. He ordered his words before proceeding. - Even after everything that happened I can not understand how great was your love for me. You've done too much for someone who has given you so little and ... I'm sorry. - No, please, not again those words! - I've been hating me since the day you left, sorry ... was corrected. - ... Since I missed you. - Huh? - As soon as I saw you wanted to yell out how sorry I was but did not know how. I have to confess that ... had m-fear. The fault was remordiendo my conscience and could not sleep. The days went by and it was getting more difficult to try to apologize. He had said too much out of place and could not react as I felt at that moment. - But you were angry. - Rather was relieved to see you before me. Among so many feelings I'm upset that govern me anger. You had told so many lies and was not sure how to feel, a vacuum was what surrounded me and slowly made ​​me short of breath. - But Senpai, you ... - When I decided you looked in your department but the door never opened; I was sure you did not want me so I did not press. - So all those times I heard the door while he was lying on my bed ... - The day the door opened it was not you, the landlord told me that you had gone. Again I felt the world disappear. I turned to him sideways and felt immersed in a trance. Tears fell without his permission but he did not seem to notice them. - I called many places as I could until I found myself in a hospital. He kept quiet for a moment. - They could not give me much information but I heard you were sensitive. - Do not tell me that ...? - was not allowed visits but chose the worst night to sneak. I just wanted to see you and pray that if it was only one more lie. The full weight of my words hanged me to see you in that bed, suffering. I realized that everything provoked me and knew I had to stop looking for you, even if you spent a lifetime with that weight over not want you to have another bad memory for my selfishness to want to ask your forgiveness. - S-senpai ... - It was worse when I wanted to investigate on my own and asked the friend of a colleague. You'd done the worst sacrifices, as you say, I can not imagine how difficult it was having to pretend and say so many lies. I felt horrible just thinking about how much you have strengthened you when I knew nothing. - Senpai ... - You do not follow! You do not follow!

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I believe that the moment of Truth has arrived. It must be today or else like the Coward that I've always been.

I unpacked and put all my things in the new Department. He appreciated the remoteness to the University. I Walk fairly Distant but Preferred it this way at least, breathe the Air Spring was coming, I was calm.Start the week I work because I had time to get my things in my new home; the company had been done by finding me a place with good location. During the journey can not avoid walking in places that previously used. I saw how each of these spaces have changed with time as I had done.The Breeze caressing my face, a bit despeinándome, giving me more determined in my FOOTSTEPS.

- Bye and the end closure of this story.

I sighed when I approached the building where I spent most of my career as a professional, where I met the blonde Honey Eyes.

- Who I'd say go back to the place where our love was born... My love for you. I corrected it.

It was Saturday morning, there was a large part of the student body, but I was sure you'd be there. Those Habits that you have never changed and never would.

- always will remain that Brilliant man who is Passionate about what he does.

laughed and made a Half smile to remember many moments; The Memories were all I had.My steps began to be shorter and insecure, I was terrified to find me before I did. Cautiously I looked between the corridors and in the laboratory, but he wasn't there. I stopped by the bar hoping no one would recognize me but not found.I went outside to look around and it was there that I met with a scene that I would never forget.

Oh! That's senpai!

this was supposed to be a Farewell to a single Party and silent, but to see it I can't Lie And Say I was excited. I Ran in a Hurry and put me behind a wall not to see me. I felt a heartbeat that promptly shut down.

Q - who are these people?

this would be the last time that I admire their presence and what could be better than to see him now with a smile? Rarely, sometimes, I Saw Her Beautiful smile. My Mouth opened but not cry My Heart Out. A single tear slid down my cheek and my jaw started to Tremble as she told them. I didn't Blink.I didn't want to lose detail table is showed in front of my eyes. Senpai was next to a woman and accompanied by a small creature. That Little Girl with a dress of pastel Colours, fun playing and turning around the two adults who were talking. Speaking with confidence and I heard something inside of me that he was enough.- "you see that's why you still happy with your torture?"

I leaned as senpai and hugged the small Chestnut.

it's a relief to see that he was able to continue. I hadn't forgiven if you destroyed your chance to be happy.

with a sharp pain in my chest, and I ducked My Head surrendered to it. It was a lovely, Happy Family.I felt a Little Envy never having been a part of something as amazing as the Union senpai remained with his family; not just in which he was born, but with that formed. Who said that his temperament was an impediment to it? He was sympathetic but also could be explosive.

- cold as Ice Cream but as Sweet.

I turned around in the direction of the Outlet.I had nothing else to do. I watched the Grand entrance and next to it a set of trees. I closed My Eyes and sighed.

you are a wonderful person... - bye. This trip was fun while it lasted.

I opened my eyes and slowly turned to see the branches of a large tree. All of them were the picture of Spring. The flowers in the Sakura Tree began to Flourish,It was a real pleasure to be a Spectator in this kind of Show. You said that this was the real beginning of the year.

- probably could Mark the start of something surprising to me also.

I was to take the next step into an uncertain future when something came to my ears I froze.

- M - Moringa? A Shiver ran Down My Body

and

I teenched up there completely.Morinaga - are you?

I was careful, but I knew this could happen and it would not be easy to address. A knot in my throat was formed and despite trying to out Shout these words did not.

- Morinaga? I heard his Footsteps Approaching

but I got scared so close that I heard her voice. Senpai kept calling me but I could not answer.I am resigned to move my head to deny. I was not so strong or brave enough to see him face to face so that I always back.

- M - Morinaga... And you?

his voice broke while I was denied to all their questions. Each of your words made me want to go running, but my feet didn't respond,It was as if I had grown Roots and I would walk. I felt my heart be accelerated quickly and My Tears occur without control.
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the warmth...Naga. Mori took me by surprise and a Hug was raised. I held her hands, clasped and had no intentions to Release Me. I heard her whine with Clarity and saw his hands shaking; it could be fear of Emotion, or Relief.I held much closer to him and one of his hands took Mine.

- Forgive Me... Sank his head on my back.

- S senpai, I Don't want to hurt you more, and I Don't want you... L - I keep hurting you. And this is -- I pressed her hand.

I'm Not Tired of saying sorry and I'm not gonna let you go.I Promised I'd get you back. But if one day you don't Let Go. I confessed to suffering.

- e - huh? What do you say? He doubted that would be a good idea to continue this conversation. - I thought you wanted to see me by... F - phenomenon. You got me out of your life. I hurt her so Remembering what happened to utter the Word.

- You're not something like that, and... I pushed and pushed him away. He still couldn't see it. - you have no idea what is looking in a Mirror, and realize that you're not even the Shadow of what you felt proud to be. I looked at my Palms with disappointment. - abandon what you were thinking that you would be happy to see you love you smile with Joy.Abusing Your Body Wear Out Your Soul and to realize that you're not you, to fall and no longer can wake up more.
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Mori... Ashamed of all those scars that will follow you Forever and have to seek the support of Specialists submerging in a Sea of pills just to feel that there is still Hope. With My forearm covered the top of my face.It's the worst nightmares... And what's the most horrible thing is that you can never wake up. - just after the misfortune came to realize I was wrong. It was worth it. - You're right, I haven't the slightest idea. Ordered his words before continuing. Even after everything that's happened, I can't understand how great has been your love for me.You've done too much for someone who has offered so little and... I'm sorry. - No, please, Not Again those words!

- I have been hating me since the day you left me... Was corrected. -... Since I missed you. - huh?

- as soon as I saw you go Yell at you as I wanted but didn't know how to do it. I have to confess that I m afraid.The fault was Jolts my Conscience and I could not sleep. The days went by, and every time it was much more difficult to ask for Forgiveness. He told so many things out of place and couldn't REACT as I felt at that moment.
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but you were Furious. Rather I felt relief against you to me.Among so many Mixed feelings that I am upset will anger. You told So Many lies and was not sure how to feel an Emptiness I was surrounded and slowly I needed air.
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but senpai, you... - When I decided I looked in your Department but never opened the door; he was not sure that you wanted to see me I

.- so all those times that I heard the door while lying in my bed...

- on the day it opened the door it was not you, The Landlord told me that you'd Gone. Again I felt you disappear in the World.

I turned him over and he was immersed in a trance. The Tears flowed without his permission, but he didn't seem to notice.- I called in as many places as I could until I found myself in a hospital. Is quiet for a moment. - they couldn't give much information but I heard you were Delicate. - Don't tell me...?

- No visitors allowed but chose the worst night to Sneak. I just wanted to see you and beg for just one more Lie. All The Weight of my words Hung me seeing you in that bed,Suffering. I realized that everything I did and I knew I had to stop you, even if you spend the entire life with this Weight on me I didn't want you to have a Bad memory for my selfishness, wanting to ask your Forgiveness.
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s senpai... - it was worse when I wanted to do my Own searching and I asked the friend of a colleague. Were the Worst of the sacrifices, as you say,I can't imagine how difficult it was to pretend and Tell So Many Lies. I felt horrible, just think how much you tried when I ignored everything.



senpai... - Don't! Don't!