De pronto, levantó la cara para ver

De pronto, levantó la cara para verme y me di cuenta que estábamos muy cerca... nuestros ojos... nuestras narices... nuestros labios... estaban tan cerca. Pude sentir su aliento chocar con mi rostro y también su olor corporal me atrapaba. El olor de Souichi... cómo olvidarlo... cada vez que hacía el amor con él me atrapaba. No sabía por qué ninguno de los dos se apartó, tan solo nos quedamos inmóviles y cerca. Mi mirada bajó desde sus ojos a sus labios... esos labios... quiero... besarlos, pero al mismo tiempo... no quería... no podía dejarme llevar por el simple hecho de estar tan cerca... pero... la situación me venció e incliné mi cabeza y acerqué mis labios a los suyos. Me sorprendió sentir que en vez de apartarse como siempre solía hacer... Sempai voluntariamente cerró los ojos, abrió la boca y sacó un poco su lengua como si estuviera listo para recibir el beso.

Estaba convencido que nuevamente mi corazón se iba a dejar llevar y recaería... yo... le prometí a Taiga que no lo haría... pero... JUSTO unos pocos centímetros antes de besarlo... me detuve... me quedé inmóvil y cuando Sempai abrió los ojos para ver qué pasaba...

-Perdón... pero yo no me meto con hombres CASADOS- enfaticé para burlarme, me alejé de inmediato, tomé mi laptop y me dirigí a la puerta de salida –Te dejaré solo en mi casa. Si te cansas... te puedes ir- me mostré serio, salí de mi habitación y antes de cerrar la puerta –Confío en que no me robes- luego tiré la puerta y me fui.

Qué pasa... mi... mi corazón... mi corazón está latiendo muy fuerte. Me siento nervioso, me siento... no... no... otra vez no... el amor que tenía por Sempai... estaba en mi corazón pero había bajado su intensidad... ahora... nuevamente está al 100%. ¿Qué hago? ¿Cómo puedo sacarme esto que siento otra vez...? Por qué Sempai... ¡POR QUÉ! Si no quieres nada conmigo... si no me vas a corresponder... ¡¿PARA QUÉ VINISTE?! Taiga tenía razón... un año de recuperación a la BASURA.

Hablando de Taiga... eso me hace recordar lo que dijo Sempai: "Esa chica... esa maldita amiga tuya... me dijo que ya no trabajabas aquí", "así es... y también hizo que seguridad me echara de aquí"

¿Será posible que Taiga haya hecho tal cosa?, pensé. Y luego aceleré el paso para alcanzar a Taiga e interrogarla camino a la habitación del superior. "Taiga, vas a tener que darme una buena explicación".

POV SEMPAI

Pero… qué… qué me pasó… qué rayos… QUÉ RAYOS ESTOY HACIENDO. No… no puedo creer que haya sido capaz de llegar hasta aquí… a prácticamente rogarle un poco de atención a Morinaga. Definitivamente ese baka se está aprovechando de la culpa que siento, se está haciendo la víctima y sobretodo un maldito RESENTIDO.

Por qué... por qué me estoy comportando tan sumiso, por qué siento que Morinaga tiene el control de la situación, por qué me pongo tan nervioso al hablarle y por qué me quedo hipnotizado cuando lo miro a los ojos.

No sé qué rayos me pasa... Morinaga es un BAKA. Quién se cree para hablarme como lo hizo y es más... ese idiota me humilló... me hizo creer que me iba a besar y en vez de eso se alejó con eso de que "Yo no me meto con hombres casados". Es decir, no es que me haya dolido que no me besara... y no es que yo hubiera deseado ese beso... yo... no soy gay... pero de alguna manera mi boca se abrió automáticamente y no me alejé.

Sentía una mezcla de nervios y a la vez alivio en mi corazón... alivio de que después de un año haya podido ver a Morinaga... pero no... es más que alivio... me siento FELIZ. No solo de volverlo a ver, sino también de encontrarlo por mis propios medios, saber que siempre estuvo trabajando en la Farmacéutica, saber que todo le va bien y que se encuentra bien.

Cuando lo vi... sentí la necesidad de golpearlo por haberse ido por un año sin avisar, quise lastimarlo físicamente, pero a la vez abrazarlo y no despegarme de él; porque... es mi amigo... ¿no?

Pero lo que más me enojo era que también estaba esa mocosa... esa maldita amiga suya... aquella chiquilla que siempre llamaba a Morinaga por algo... y la que me dijo que Morinaga no trabajaba en la Farmacéutica. Maldita estúpida... me mentiste y por tu culpa me había dado por vencido y sentí una gran angustia; sin mencionar que pasé la vergüenza de mi vida cuando seguridad me botó de la empresa hace un año. Maldita y mil veces maldita, quién se cree que es esa MOCOSA para hablarme de ese modo, le hubiera respondido como se lo merece, pero quería controlarme, ya que hace tiempo que no veía a Morinaga y no quería armarle un escándalo.

Me sentí bien cuando Morinaga se opuso contra Taiga y quiso hablar conmigo; además prácticamente la echó de su habitación y eso ME ALEGRÓ. Morinaga y yo estábamos discutiendo, pero luego la conversación iba bien... estaba a punto de contarle a Morinaga algo importante... algo que había pensando y reflexionado en el último año. Sin embargo, esa maldita mocosa tenía que interrumpir... maldita seas, Taiga o como te llames... no me vas a fregar esta vez... ya lo verás.

No me di cuenta de lo concentrado que estaba en mis pensamientos y le metí un puñete de cólera a la pared. Luego, me sentí algo solo, sabía que Morinaga iba a demorar un aproximado de 2 horas como me dijo... MALDITO... SEGURO LO DIJO APROPÓSITO PARA QUE ME DESANIME Y ME VAYA... PERO NO JAJA... YO IGUAL TE VOY A ESPERAR... ASÍ QUE TARDE O TEMPRANO TENDRÁS QUE REGRESAR A TU HABITACIÓN.

Sinceramente, en este año que pasé sin Morinaga y viviendo un matrimonio falso, tuve bastante tiempo para pensar en muchas cosas, para pensar en Morinaga y lo mucho que me hizo falta, para pensar en lo que hacíamos, para pensar en cómo me sentía a su lado, para pensar en lo solo que me sentí desde su partida.

Es cierto que le dije a Morinaga que sentía algo más que amistad, pero hasta ahora no descubro qué podría ser... tal vez ¿amor?... No... eso no puede ser; es decir... no sé si es eso, porque yo NO SOY GAY, pero... por eso es que decidí volver a buscar a Morinaga... porque quiero saber qué es esto que siento cuando pienso en él y por qué reacciono tan nervioso y sumiso cuando lo tengo en frente. AHHHHHHHHHHH ESTOY CONFUNDIDOOOOOOOOOOOOO... QUIERO AGARRAR A PATADAS A ESE BAKAAAAAAAAA.

Estaba harto de mis confusiones, dudas e inseguridades. Además... ahora estaba solo en casa de Morinaga, bueno en su pequeña casa de Hamatsu. Me llenaba de curiosidad saber qué clase de vida tenía ahora y cómo le estaba yendo; así que recorrí cada parte de su nuevo hogar.

Podría decirse que era bastante pequeño, pero acogedor; bueno, era como una habitación de hotel; es decir... vive en un condominio de 10 pisos, el cual cada pasillo tiene como 10 habitaciones; y dentro de cada habitación parecía un cuarto de hotel. Al menos la habitación de Morinaga era así, entrabas por la puerta principal y había un pasillo el cual a la mitad habían dos puertas. La primera era una mini cocinita, y una puertita en un lado de la mini cocina en donde había una pequeña lavadora. Luego, continuando con el pasillo, la otra puerta del medio era el baño. Finalmente al fondo del pasillo se podía visualizar un balcón cerrado por puertas deslizables de vidrio y a la derecha otra puerta que conducía a la pieza de Morinaga. Era bastante amplia... estaba su cama, al costado una mesita como una mini salita y al otro costado un armario bastante grande. Definitivamente era como si Morinaga viviera en un cuarto de Hotel 5 estrellas. Debe ser acogedor y perfecto para una sola persona; bueno hasta donde sé a Morinaga le descuentan un porcentaje de su sueldo por vivir en el condominio. Cuando estuve en la pieza de Morinaga, cerré la puerta y pude ver todo completamente impecable y ordenado; vaya que Morinaga no ha cambiado nada, siempre tan limpio y ordenado... qué bueno... es una de las cualidades que me gusta de él... ¿acaso dije "que me gusta"?... quise decir... que me gusta como amigo jeje. Maldita sea... otra vez el sonrojo en mi cara; definitivamente era un defecto en mí que no podía controlar.

Sin embargo, lo que no me agradó de la pieza de Morinaga fue al ver las cosas que tiene en su escritorio y en una repisa pegada a la pared que había. Vi varios cuadritos... muchos... y en cada uno de ellos estaban fotos de él... pero no solo de él... sino también salía... TAIGA.

En casi todas las fotos salía con ella, si no los conociera juraría que son pareja... bueno... al menos en ninguna salen besándose, pero hay una curiosa donde sale Taiga montada en la espalda de Morinaga como cargándola... BAKA... a mí nunca me cargaste en tu espalda, pero a Taiga sí ¿no?... Espera... por qué hice tal comparación... acaso... ¿acaso quiero que Morinaga me cargue en su espalda? NO... CLARO QUE NO.

Seguí mirando las fotos y me di cuenta que de verdad... Morinaga y Taiga se frecuentan mucho; luego vi una foto que me causó mucha gracia... MORINAGA Y TAIGA... EN UN CONCURSO DE CANTA Y BAILA... jajajaja es enserio... ¿Mi Morinaga canta y baila? Un momento... dije "¿Mi Morinaga?" ¡NO! QUÉ DIABLOS ME PASA... POR QUÉ ME ESTOY REFIRIENDO A ÉL COMO SI FUERA DE MI PROPIEDAD... CLARO QUE NO...

Estaba muy fastidiado por lo que acababa de pensar que luego se me olvidó al ver una foto más grande. Esa foto... ya la había visto antes... era la misma foto que me impulsó volver a venir a Hamatsu... la foto que me confirmaba que aún MORINAGA TRABAJA EN LA FARMACÉUTICA "S", la misma foto que vi hace 2 semanas en la revista de "Agricultura y Empresa"... esa foto donde sale Morinaga y Taiga con el premio del primer lugar representando a la sede de Hamatsu en el concurso de todas las sedes de la Farmacéutica "S".

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Suddenly, he raised face to see me and I realized that we were very close... our eyes... our noses... our lips... were so close. I could feel her breath against my face and also their body odor I caught. The smell of Souichi... forget it... whenever she made love with him I caught. He did not know why neither of them departed, just stayed still and close. My eyes fell from his eyes to his lips... those lips... I want... to kiss them, but at the same time... I didn't... I couldn't stop me carried away by the mere fact of being so close... but... I beat the situation and leaned my head and approached my lips to yours. I was surprised to feel that instead of deviating as always used to do... Sempai voluntarily closed her eyes, opened her mouth and took his tongue a little as if he were ready to receive the kiss.He was convinced that once again my heart was going to let go and be... I... promised you to Taiga that it wouldn't do it... but... JUST a few centimetres before kissing him... I stopped... I stayed still and when Sempai opened his eyes to see what was happening...-Forgiveness... but I do not I go with married men - I stressed to mock me, walked away immediately, I took my laptop and headed for the exit door - I will leave you alone at my house. If you get tired... you can go - I showed serious, left my room and before closing the door - I hope I don't steal - then I pulled the door and I went.What happens... my... my heart... my heart is beating very strong. I feel nervous, I feel... no... no... again... love that had by Sempai... was in my heart, but had lowered its intensity... now... back is 100%. What should I do? How can I get the me that I am again...? By what Sempai... why! If you don't want anything with me... If you're not going to correspond... did for what come? Taiga was right... a year of recovery to the trash.Speaking of Taiga... that makes me remember what said Sempai: "that girl... that damn friend of yours... told me that already not you worked here", "this is... and also made security to take me here"Is it possible that Taiga has done such a thing?, I thought. And then accelerated step to reach Taiga and interrogate her on the way to the upper room. "Taiga, are going to have to give me a good explanation."POV SEMPAIBut... what... what happened to me... what lightning... RAY I AM MAKING. No... I can't believe that it has been able to get here... to practically ask you a little attention to Morinaga. Definitely that baka is taking advantage of the guilt I feel, is becoming the victim and above all a damn RESENTFUL.Why... why I am behaving me so submissive, why feel that Morinaga has control of the situation, why I get so nervous to speak to him and why I'm hypnotized when I look him in the eyes.I don't know what Ray happens to me... Morinaga is a BAKA. Who is believed to speak to me as she did so and more... is this idiot me humbled... made me believe that I would kiss and instead walked away with that that "I do not I go with married men". I.e., it is not that you have hurt me to not kiss me... and is not that I I had wanted that kiss...... do not I am gay... but somehow my mouth opened automatically and not walked away.I felt a mixture of nerves and at the same time relief in my heart... relief that after a year has been able to see Morinaga... but not... it is more than relief... I am happy. Not only return it to see, but also of finding it on my own, know that he was always working in the pharmaceutical, know that things are going well and that is good.When I saw him... I felt the need to strike it by have gone a year without warning, I wanted to hurt him physically, but at the same time to hug him and not to detach myself from it; because... it's my friend... no?But what me more angry was that also was that runny... that his friend damn... that girl who always called Morinaga for something... and that told me that Morinaga was not working in the pharmaceutical. Damn stupid... lied me and because of you, I had given up and I felt great anxiety; not to mention that I passed the shame of my life when security I threw the company a year ago. Damn and damn thousand times, who is believed to be that RUNNY to speak to me that way, would have responded you as it deserves it, but wanted to control me, since long ago that he did not see Morinaga and didn't build him a scandal.I felt good when Morinaga objected against Taiga and wanted to talk to me; In addition he practically threw her in your room and that I'm glad. Morinaga and I were discussing, but then the conversation went well... was about to tell him something important Morinaga... something that had been thinking and reflected on the past year. However, that runny damn had to interrupt... damn you, Taiga or as you call... not gonna me scrubbing this time... already you will see it.I didn't count the concentrate that was on my mind and got an appliances of cholera to the wall. Then, I felt something only I knew that Morinaga was going to take an approximate 2 hours as I said... DAMN... INSURANCE IT SAID INTENTIONAL FOR ME DISCOURAGED AND I GO... BUT NOT HAHA... YO IGUAL TE'LL WAIT... SO SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL HAVE TO GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM.Honestly, this year I went without Morinaga and living a false marriage, I had enough time to think about many things, to think of Morinaga and how much that made me lack, to think about what we were doing, to think about how I felt at his side, to think about the single that I felt since his departure.It is true that I said to Morinaga felt more than friendship, but so far I do not discover what could be... maybe love?... No... that can not be; IE... don't know if it is that, because I do not I am GAY, but... that is why I decided to go back to look for Morinaga... because I want to know what is this that I feel when I think of him and why they react so nervous and submissive when I have it in front. AHHHHHHHHHHH I AM CONFUNDIDOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I WANT TO HOLD ON TO THAT BAKAAAAAAAAA KICKS.I was tired of my confusion, doubts and insecurities. In addition... now I was only home of Morinaga, good in his small home in Hamatsu. It filled me with curiosity know what kind of life was now and how you were doing; so I went through every part of your new home.It could be said that it was quite small, but cosy; well, it was like a hotel room; IE... living in a 10-story condominium, which each Hall has about 10 rooms; and within each room, it looked like a hotel room. At least the room of Morinaga was thus, you entered through the main door and had a Hall which half had two doors. The first was a mini kitchenette, and a door on one side of the mini kitchen where there was a small washing machine. Then, continuing with Hall, next door in the middle was the bathroom. Finally at the end of the hall you could display a balcony enclosed by sliding doors of glass and right another door leading to the part of Morinaga. It was pretty broad... was his bed, next to a coffee table as a mini living room and on the other side a big enough closet. It was definitely as if Morinaga lived in a room of Hotel 5 stars. It should be cozy and perfect for one person; good as far as I know to Morinaga deducted you a percentage of his salary by living in the condo. When I was in the part of Morinaga, I closed the door and I could see everything completely spotless and tidy; go that Morinaga has not changed anything, always so clean and ordered... so good... is one of the qualities that I like him... it said "that I like"?... I mean... who like me as a friend hehe. Damn... again the flushing in my face; It was definitely a fault in me that could not control.However, what I liked not part of Morinaga was seeing things on your desktop and a shelf attached to the wall that had. I saw several squares... many... and each of them were pictures of him... but not only him... but he was also leaving... TAIGA.In almost all of the pictures came out with it, if not I knew them would swear that they are couple... well... at least nowhere out kissing, but there is a curious where it leaves Taiga mounted on the back of Morinaga as loading it... BAKA... I never I uploaded on your back, but Taiga Yes isn't it?... Wait... why I made such a comparison... anything... just in case I want to Morinaga me load on his back? NO... OF COURSE NOT.I kept looking at the pictures and I realized that in truth... Morinaga and Taiga are frequent then I saw a photo that caused me much grace... MORINAGA AND TAIGA... IN a contest of sings and dances... jajajaja is seriously... my Morinaga sings and dances? A moment... I said "My Morinaga?" NO! TO HECK ME PASSES... WHY I AM REFERRING TO IT AS IF IT WERE MY PROPERTY... CLEAR THAT NO...It was become very weary so just think about that then I forgot to see a larger photo. That picture... I had seen it before... was the same photo which prompted me to return to come to Hamatsu... photo confirmed me that even MORINAGA works in the pharmaceutical "s", the same photo that I saw 2 weeks ago in "Agriculture and business" magazine... that photo where goes Morinaga and Taiga with the award of the first representing the headquarters of Hamatsu in all venues of the "s" pharmaceutical competition."Thanks to that now I'm here and I managed to see me with Morinaga... that baka... thing... it worried that I had". Little by little I began to teary melancholy and emotional loneliness that I felt this last year. I sat on her bed to meditate a bit. Somehow all those pictures hassle me. Why have so many photos with her... What is there between Morinaga and that girl? That is to say...

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Suddenly, he looked up to see me and I realized that we were very close ... our eyes ... our noses ... ... our lips were so close. I could feel his breath hit my face and body odor caught me. Souichi smell ... how to forget ... every time he made ​​love to me caught. I did not know why either departed, we were just motionless nearby. My gaze fell from his eyes to his lips ... those lips ... I want ... kiss, but at the same time ... I did not ... I could not get carried away by the simple fact of being so close ... but ... the situation beat me and bowed my head and brought my lips to his. I was surprised to feel that instead of departing as always used to do ... Sempai voluntarily closed her eyes, opened his mouth and took a bit his tongue as if ready to receive the kiss. I was convinced that my heart again going to leave out and I would fall ... I ... I promised that Taiga would not ... but ... JUST a few centimeters before kissing him ... I stopped ... I froze as Sempai opened his eyes to see what happened ... Excuse me ... but I do not mess with married-I emphasized to mock men, I left immediately, I took my laptop and headed for the exit door I'll leave you alone in my house. If you get tired ... you can go- I showed Seriously, I left my room and before closing the door I trust that no robes- I then threw the door and left. What ... my ... my heart ... my heart is beating very strong. I feel nervous, I feel ... no ... no ... not again ... the love he had for Sempai ... I was in my heart but he had lowered its intensity ... is now ... again 100%. What do I do? How I can get this out ... I feel again? Why Sempai ... WHY! If you do not want anything with me ... if you're not going to reciprocate ... Why did you come ?! Taiga was right ... a year of recovery in the trash. Speaking of Taiga ... that reminds me what Sempai said: "That girl ... that damn your friend ... he told me that no longer worked here" "... and this is also made ​​security kicked me out of here" Is it possible that Taiga has done such a thing ?, I thought. And then I quickened my pace to reach and question Taiga road to superior room. "Taiga, you'll have to give me a good explanation." POV SEMPAI But ... what ... what ... what the hell happened to me ... what the hell I'm doing. No ... I can not believe I've been able to get here ... to practically beg a little attention to Morinaga. Definitely the Baka is taking advantage of the guilt I feel, is doing a damn victim and especially resentful. Why ... why I'm being so submissive, why I feel that Morinaga has control of the situation, why I get so nervous to speak and why I was mesmerized when I look into your eyes. I do not know what the hell is going on ... Morinaga BAKA. Who is believed to speak as he did and more ... that idiot humiliated me ... made ​​me believe that I was going to kiss and instead walked away with that that "I do not mess with married men." That is, not that there's no kiss me hurt me ... not that I would have wished that kiss ... I ... I'm not gay ... but somehow my mouth opened automatically and not me I walked away. I felt a mixture of nerves and yet my heart ... relief relief after one year has seen a Morinaga ... but ... it's not what a relief ... I'm happy. Not only to see him again, but also to find my own way, always know that he worked in the Pharmaceutical, know that everything is going well and that is good. When I saw ... I felt the need to hit him for having gone for a year without warning, I wanted to hurt him physically, but also embrace and not keep away from him; because ... it's my friend ... right? But what I was most angry that brat who was also his friend ... that damn ... that girl who always called Morinaga for something ... and that Morinaga said I was not working in the Pharmaceutical. Damn stupid ... you lied to me and because of you I'd given up and felt great distress; not to mention embarrassment spent my life when security kicked me out of the company a year ago. A thousand times cursed and damned, who is believed to be that brat to talk to me that way, I would have responded as it deserves, but I wanted to control me, because you have not looked at Morinaga arm him and did not want a scandal. I felt good when Morinaga objected against Taiga and talk to me; also practically he threw his room and that I'm glad. Morinaga and I were discussing it, but then the conversation went well ... was about to tell Morinaga something important ... something I had been thinking and thought in the past year. But that damn brat had to interrupt ... damn you, Taiga or whatever your name ... I'll not wash this time ... you'll see. I did not realize what I was focused on my thoughts and I got a punch in anger to the wall. Then I felt something just knew that Morinaga would take approximately 2 hours and told me ... DAMN ... INSURANCE SAID TO ME purposely discouraged and ME GO ... BUT NOT LIKE ME LOL ... TE I'll wait ... SO that sooner or later have to go back to your room. Honestly, this year I spent without Morinaga and living a fake marriage, I had enough time to think about many things, and to think about how much Morinaga did I need to think about what we were doing, to think about how I felt at his side, to think about how alone I felt since his departure. It is true that I told Morinaga he felt something more than friendship, but so Now I do not discover what could be ... maybe You Love ... No ... this can not be; I mean ... I do not know if that's because I AM NOT GAY, but ... that's why I decided to go back to look for Morinaga ... because I know what this is I feel when I think about him and why react so nervous and submissive when I have in front. Ahhhhhhhhhhh CONFUNDIDOOOOOOOOOOOOO ... I'M A KICK TO THAT GRAB BAKAAAAAAAAA. I was sick of my confusion, doubts and insecurities. Besides ... I was now alone at home Morinaga, good at his small house Hamatsu. I was curious to know what kind of life had now and how he was doing; . so I went through every part of your new home you could say it was pretty small, but cozy; Well, it was like a hotel room; I mean ... he lives in a condominium of 10 floors, which each hall has about 10 rooms; and within each room it looked like a hotel room. At least the room was well Morinaga, walked through the front door and down a hallway which half had two doors. The first was a mini kitchenette and a small door in the side of the mini kitchen where there was a small washing machine. Then, continuing the hallway, the other middle door was the bathroom. Finally down the hall you could display a closed sliding glass doors and right another door leading to the balcony Morinaga piece. It was quite spacious ... was his bed, next to a small table like a mini living room and the other side a fairly large closet. It was definitely like Morinaga lived in a 5 star hotel room. It should be cozy and perfect for a single person; good to know where Morinaga will deduct a percentage of their pay to live in the condo. When I was in the part of Morinaga, I closed the door and I could see everything completely spotless and tidy; Morinaga go that nothing has changed, always so neat and clean ... well ... what is one of the qualities I like about it ... Did I say "I like"? ... I mean .. . I like as a friend hehe. Damn ... again the blush on my face; It was definitely a flaw in me that I could not control. However, what I disliked the part of Morinaga was to see things you have on your desktop and on a shelf against the wall there was. I saw several squares ... many ... and each of them were pictures of him ... but not only him but also out ... ... taiga. In almost all the pictures came out with it, if not the couple knew swore that are ... well ... at least leave no kissing, but there comes a curious where Taiga mounted on the back of Morinaga as BAKA charging it ... never ... you carried me on your back me but yes Taiga right? ... Wait ... why did such a comparison ... maybe ... do I want Morinaga carry me on his back? . NO ... Of course not I kept looking at the pictures and I realized that really ... Morinaga and Taiga is much frequented; then I saw a photo that caused me laugh ... Morinaga TAIGA IN A CONTEST ... singing and dancing ... it is seriously ... lol My Morinaga sing and dance? Wait ... I said "My Morinaga?" DO NOT! What the hell's wrong with me ... Why am I talking about him like he was my property ... of course not ... I was very annoyed by what he had thought then I forgot to see a larger picture. That photo ... had already seen before ... it was the same photo that prompted me to come back ... photo Hamatsu confirming me Morinaga still works in the pharmaceutical "S", the same picture I saw ago 2 weeks in the magazine "Agriculture and Business" ... that picture where Morinaga and Taiga out with the first prize representing Hamatsu headquarters in the competition for all branches of the Pharmaceutical "S". "With that I am here now and I managed to see me with Morinaga ... that baka ... I ... I worried that I had. " Slowly he began to tear of melancholy and emotional loneliness that I felt last year. I sat on his bed to meditate a little. Somehow they hassle me all these pictures. Why have so many pictures with her ​​... What is this thing between Morinaga and that girl? That is to say...

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Suddenly, the face lifted to see me and I realized that we were so close... Our Eyes... Our Noses... Our Lips... They were so close. I could feel his breath hit my face and body odor also Trapped me. The smell of Souichi... How to forget... Every time you made love with him Trapped me. I didn't know why none of the two Departed.Just Stay still and close. My Gaze fell from his eyes to his lips... Those Lips... I want... Kiss, but at the same time... I didn't want to... Could not get carried away by the simple fact of being so close... But... The situation i was bowed my head and I moved My Lips to Yours. I was surprised to feel that instead of away from it as always used to do...Sempai voluntarily closed the eyes, the mouth was opened and his tongue a little as if ready to receive the KISS.

I was convinced that my heart was again Let Go and Fall... I... I Promised I wouldn't taiga... But... Just a few inches before kissing her... I stopped... I froze when sempai and opened her eyes to see what was happening...

- Sorry... But I Don't Meddle with Married Men - hit to Mock me, I immediately took my laptop, and headed for the exit Door - let alone in my house. If you get tired... You can go. - was I really came out of my room and close the door before –confío that don't Steal - then I threw the door and went.

what happens... My... My Heart...My Heart is beating so fast. I feel excited, I feel... Not... Not... Not Again... The Love he had for years... I was in my heart but decreased its Intensity... Now... Again is at 100%. What do I do? How can I get this feeling again. Why sempai... Why! If you don't want me... If you're not gonna be... Why did you come? !Taiga was right... A Year of Recovery for the trash Talking Taiga.

... That makes me remember what that girl said: "sempai. That Fucking Friend of yours... I said you didn't work here, so... Security and also made me out of here "

will Taiga has done this thing? I thought.And then sped up the step to Taiga and question her way to the top of the room. " Taiga, you're gonna have to give me a good explanation "POV sempai.



but... What... What happened to me... What the... What the hell I'm doing. I can't believe I've been able to get here, to beg a little attention to practically Morinaga.Definitely that Baka is taking advantage of The Guilt you feel, she's making a fucking victim and especially resentful.

... Why am I being so submissive, why feel that Morinaga has control of the situation, why I get so nervous when speaking and why I'm Hypnotized when I look in your eyes. I Don't know what is wrong with me... Morinaga is a Baka.Who are you to talk to me as you did and more... That Idiot he humiliated me... He made believe that he was going to kiss me and I walked away with that whole "I Don't Meddle with Married Men. I mean, not that I have hurt you don't Kiss Me... Not that I would have wanted that Kiss. I... I'm not gay. But somehow my mouth was opened and I was not away automatically.I felt a mixture of nerves and the relief in my heart... Relief that after a year could see Morinaga. But not... It is more than Relief. I feel happy. Not only you, but also to find my own way, always know that was working in the Pharmaceutical, knowing that everything goes well and that is good.

when I saw him...I felt the need of him being gone for a year without warning, I wanted to hurt him physically, but at the same time to hug him and stay with him because... Is my friend... No?

but I was also Angry that Brat... That Damn friend... That Girl Called Morinaga always for something... And I said that was not working on Morinaga Pharmaceuticals.Stupid fucking... You lied to me and you had given me up and I felt Great anguish; not to mention that I was ashamed of my life when I threw the company a year ago. Fucking thousand times Cursed, who is he that Brat talking to me that way, I would have answered as he deserves, but I want to control myself,Since a long time ago not to see Morinaga and didn't want to put a scandal.

I felt good when Morinaga objected against Taiga and wanted to talk to me; and almost out of his room and I alegrÓ. Morinaga and I were discussing the conversation went well, but then... I was about to tell Morinaga something important...Something I was thinking and Thinking in the last year. However, That Fucking Brat had to interrupt... Damn you, taiga or whatever... I won't do this again... I See. I didn't realize I was concentrated on my thoughts and I put a fist in Anger at the Wall. Just then, I felt something.I knew that was going to take a Morinaga approx 2 hours as I said... Fucking... You said to me apropÓsito discouraged and go... But no haha... I'm just gonna wait... So sooner or later have to go back to your room.

I in this year I spent without Morinaga and living a Fake Marriage, I had enough time to think about many things,To think in Morinaga and how much I need to think about what we do, to think about how I felt at your side, to think about what I just felt since his departure.

he told Morinaga felt more than Friendship, but not until now I Discover what I could be... Maybe love? ... Not... That can't be. I mean... I Don't know if it's because I'm not gay, but...That's why I decided to look for Morinaga. Because I want to know what is this feeling when I think about it, and why was so nervous when I got in front and submissive. I'm confundidooooooooooooo AHHHHHHHHHHH... I want to get back to that bakaaaaaaaaa.

I was tired of my confusion, doubts and insecurities. Besides... Now I was alone in the House of Morinaga,Well the Little House Hamatsu. I was curious to know what kind of life now had, and how he was doing, so I went to every part of your new home.

he was quite small, but Cozy, Well, it was like a hotel room, that is... You Live in a condominium of 10 Floors, each Hall has 10 rooms;And within each room looked like a hotel room. The room was so Morinaga, go in through the front door and there was a Corridor which half had two Doors. The first was a Mini kitchenette, and a door on one side of the mini kitchen where there was a small washing machine. Later, continuing with the hallway door, the other half was the bathroom.Finally, at the end of the corridor could display a balcony closed by sliding glass doors to the right and another door leading to the piece of Morinaga. Was quite Broad. Was your bed, side table and a Mini Lounge, and on the other side a closet big enough. It was definitely like Morinaga lived in a hotel 5 stars.Should be cozy and perfect for a single person; good to know Morinaga will deduct a percentage of their salary for Living in a condo. When I was in the piece of Morinaga, closed the door and I could see everything completely immaculate and well ordered; Morinaga has not changed anything, always so clean and tidy. - well... Is one of the qualities that I like him...Did I say "I like"? ... I mean... I like you as a friend! Damn it... Again the redness in my face, it was definitely a Defect in me that I couldn't control. However, what I liked the piece of Morinaga Was Seeing things you have on your desk and a shelf on the Wall. I saw several Squares... Many...And in each of them were Pictures of him. But not only him... But also out. Taiga.
in almost all photos Dating her, if I didn't know I could swear that they were a couple... Well... At least None Go kissing, but there is a Curious where Taiga is mounted on the back of Morinaga as carrying... Baka... I never carry me on your back, but Taiga yes no? ... Wait... Why did such a comparison... Perhaps... Perhaps I want Morinaga load on his back? Not... Of course not.

I kept staring at the photos and I realized that... Morinaga and Taiga is very frequent, then saw a picture that I was funny... Morinaga and taiga... In a Competition of singing and dancing... Hahaha is really... My Morinaga sing and dance? A moment... I said "My Morinaga?"No! What the hell's wrong with me... What I am referring to him as if he were my property... Of course not...

I was very upset by what I think then I forgot to see A Bigger Picture. This photo... You've seen it before... It was the same photo that prompted me to come back to Hamatsu... The photo that I confirmed yet Morinaga Pharmaceutical Works in the "s"The same Picture I saw two weeks ago in the Journal of Agriculture and Company ". Where's that picture Morinaga and Taiga, the winner of the first place representing Hamatsu headquarters in the Competition of all the headquarters of the pharmaceutical "s"

". Thanks to that, I'm here now and I see me with Morinaga. The Baka... What... How worried I was. "Slowly beginning to tear the emotional loneliness and Melancholy that I felt this last year. I sat on his bed to meditate a Little. Somehow I got picked on all those Pictures. Why have so many pictures with her... What is there between Morinaga and that girl? I mean...