¿QUÉ? ¿ESE BAKA TE LLEGÓ A DECIR ES

¿QUÉ? ¿ESE BAKA TE LLEGÓ A DECIR ESO?- gruñí –Maldito chismoso-

-Supongo que si se fue... habrá sido por su propia decisión. No lo molestes-

-Rubio tonto... no me ayudas- perdí la paciencia.

-No me digas así... CUATRO OJOS AMARGADO... JAJAJAJAJA- se burló de mí y me colgó el muy HOMO BAKA.

Esa fue la conversación más inmadura que alguna vez tuve en mi vida... CÓMO SE ATREVE A DECIRME CUATRO OJOS AMARGADO... Por Dios... somos adultos y se comporta así... bueno la verdad... yo empecé con lo de "Rubio Tonto" ni siquiera me molesté en saludarlo... pero bueno NO ME IMPORTA. Lo que me molesta ahora es que NADIE... ASÍ ¿NADIE TOMA ENSERIO LA DESAPARICIÓN DE MORINAGA?

Mi última opción había llegado. Salir a las calles de Fukuoka a recorrer los pocos bares gays que habían, ya que aún era un pueblo pequeño y además con la mente cerrada.

Caminé por horas... y yo mismo entré a los bares, pero en vez de buscar a Morinaga... tomé... empecé a beber... me frustré... me desanimé... todo... todo... ERA MI CULPA. Me emborraché, pero no estaba en un bar gay; sino en uno heterosexual. Recuerdo que el barman me dijo: "Señor, debe irse... vamos a cerrar".

Regresé a mi hotel y dormí... soltando varias lágrimas... en verdad me dolía el pecho... sentía que me ahogaba... se me revolvía el estómago... y tampoco tenía fuerzas para levantarme. "Perdí... perdí... a un amigo... pero más que eso... perdí a la persona más especial de mi vida... Morinaga Tetsuhiro... dónde... estás...". Saqué mi celular y me quedé mirando su número; no es que no se me haya ocurrido llamarlo, de hecho sí lo hice; pero estaba desconectado... posiblemente me haya bloqueado; los mensajes me rebotaban en el mail también... definitivamente no podía comunicarme más con Morinaga... Poco a poco me fui quedando dormido, encima de la cama, con el teléfono en la mano, los ojos casi cerrados y delirando el nombre de... Morinaga... Morinaga... aparece... Morinaga... vuelve por favor... Morinaga... Morinaga... dónde estás... por favor... dónde estás... estoy pensando en rendirme... pero no quiero hacerlo... no quiero darme por vencido, pero... al mismo tiempo veo la realidad y me pregunto a mí mismo... "Tal vez debería... ¿rendirme?"... no quiero hacerlo... por favor... dónde estás... te necesito... Tetsuhiro.

Al día siguiente recuerdo que estaba sediento y con hambre. A decir verdad no había comido bien por la preocupación; además me levanté con la garganta seca. Recuerdo que pedí un delivery al hotel porque me sentía bastante agotado para salir. Me dolían los pies; es decir, todos estos días... buscando a Morinaga por TODOS LADOS y en distintas ciudades. Comí un bol de pollo teriyaki con fideos japoneses y tempura y bebí gaseosas. Luego de la comida, empecé a sentirme agotado nuevamente y decidí dormir un par de horas, pero sin darme cuenta me quedé profundamente dormido.

Sentí que había dormido un par de horas, ya que al levantarme aún seguía de mañana, pero cuando vi mi celular, me di cuenta que había dormido hasta la mañana del día siguiente. La verdad no tenía ganas de nada, estaba totalmente desanimado, poco a poco me estaba resignando y asimilando que en verdad jamás iba a ver a Morinaga nunca más.

No tuve más opción que regresar a Nagoya con el 2% de esperanza que Morinaga haya regresado a buscarme por alguna razón; además también tenía que continuar con mis experimentos; es decir, ya habían pasado 3 semanas desde que Morinaga había tenido el accidente automovilístico y desde que yo había dejado mis experimentos, mi vida y sobre todo a Yuki de lado. Supuse que Yuki estaría furiosa, pues no me importó su presencia, ni siquiera le hice caso después que nos casamos ya que yo solo estuve concentrado en Morinaga yendo al hospital todos lo días; incluso toda esa semana que no me dejaron entrar y otra semana en la que estuve buscando a Morinaga por todo Hamatsu y por toda Fukuoka.

Me levanté con mucha pesadez y fui al aeropuerto bastante deprimido. Subí al avión y estuve pensando en que ya era tiempo de rendirme, en que jamás iba a volver a verlo, en que Morinaga ni siquiera quiere verme... entonces... si él desea verme algún día... bueno... sabe dónde vive y dónde estoy... y que... siempre será bienvenido.

Cuando bajé del avión empecé a relacionar cada sujeto de cabello azul con Morinaga, hasta confundí a tres tipos con Morinaga y obviamente pasé vergüenza, porque fui hacia ellos y me miraron raro. Creo que estaba siendo algo paranoico.

Pensé que al llegar al apartamento todo sería un caos, en especial porque tendría que soportar los reclamos de Yuki; sin embargo al atravesar la puerta vi que la casa estaba impecable, no había anda roto o sucio o desordenado; es más... estaba le habían hecho limpieza; mientras que a Yuki la hallé tranquilamente sentada en pijamas a un lado del sofá viendo televisión.

Creí que se levantaría a gritarme o a arrojarme cosas, pero ni siquiera me dijo "Hola", nada. Tan solo me miró, levantó una ceja y siguió viendo la televisión. Me sentí raro con su reacción, así que tampoco dije nada y levanté las dos cejas y miré hacia un lado. Caminé hacia la sala y prendí un cigarro, di una buena pitada, luego exhalé, suspiré y me senté al lado de Yuki en el sofá apoyándome en el brazo de este, mirando hacia la nada...

-¿No encontraste a tu príncipe?- inició la conversación inocentemente, en modo de broma, pero no con la intensión de molestarme, sino con la intención de reírse un poco en buena onda.

-JA... JA... no me hace gracia- fui directo y algo serio, ni siquiera la miré.

-Eso quiere decir que no encontraste a Morinaga-

-No. Lo busqué por todos lados... Fukuoka... en la Farmacéutica... por todo Hamatsu... y nada... ya no sé en dónde buscar- hablé mirando la televisión, pero sin prestarle atención al programa.

-Pues me alegro... porque ahora yo soy tu esposa- se puso algo seria.

-No empieces, por favor... no me siento bien-

-Ay...- suspiró –De acuerdo... no molestaré... pero solo diré una cosa- cambió su tono de voz a uno más dulce –Es inútil que lo busques ahora; es decir... ya te casaste... y él decidió irse. Sabes muy bien que él te ama y quiere ser tu novio, pero tú no. Entonces ¿qué caso tiene buscarlo?- no lo dijo como una esposa celosa; sino más bien como una madre consejera; es decir, Yuki estaba mostrando un lado que nunca había visto... un lado amable... esa era la Yuki que yo conocí.

-Es que... es especial para mí- me deprimí, le di una última pitada al cigarro y lo apagué.

-Pero parece que no lo fue lo suficiente... porque te casaste conmigo- Yuki me miró.

-...- suspiré.

-Si de algo sirve... tal vez... es lo mejor- respiró hondo –No busques a Morinaga... de repente se debe estar recuperando de su dolor. Souichi, las cosas ya están hechas... ya no lo empeores, porque si lo buscas... harás que Morinaga sufra más- Yuki estaba siendo bastante comprensiva y entendía a la perfección la situación de un modo neutro, yo me quedé mudo, tan solo la miré –Por primera vez... deja que Morinaga se olvide de ti... y sea feliz con otra persona-

¿Qué Morinaga sea feliz con otra persona?... De alguna forma... eso me chocó... sentí una punzada en mi pecho con aquella frase y en ese instante se me vino a la mente a esa amiga de Morinaga... esa tal Taiga. Cómo me hubiera gustado encontrarme con ella cuando estuve en la Farmacéutica y sacarle la verdad así tenga que torturarla.

Estaba tan concentrado en mis pensamientos y mis ganas de asesinar a Taiga que no me di cuenta cuando empecé a oír gemidos de llanto...

-Y a ti qué te pasa... por qué lloras...- fui directo al grano cuando vi a Yuki lagrimear abrazando sus rodillas como toda una niña deprimida.

-Lloro porque... porque sé cómo se está sintiendo Morinaga...-

-¿Dé qué hablas? Si tú eres súper malvada- dije en son de broma, pero a la vez era verdad.

-Yo... También sufrí por un amor no correspondido- escondió su rostro entre sus rodillas y eso me hizo sentir un poco mal... Yuki... estaba llorando.

-¿Y qué pasó?- me sensibilicé y le puse atención.

-Bueno...- levantó su rostro y se limpió un poco las lágrimas –Cuando estaba en la secundaria... me... me enamoré de un chico- se sonrojó –Pero nunca le dije nada, porque era muy tímida. Y cuando estaba en último año de escuela... me declaré- suspiró –Pero... él me trató horrible... me sentí destrozada; es decir, si no sientes lo mismo por la otra persona... entonces se lo explicas... hay maneras de rechazar... pero él optó por la forma más cruel-

Por unos instantes me imaginé la historia de Yuki. Ningún hombre se merece las lágrimas de una mujer... pero... ¿acaso... yo sí me merezco las lágrimas de Morinaga? Nunca me puse a pensar en cómo se sintió Morinaga después del día en que me enteré de todo... en que me confesó todo... en que empezó todo. Aquella mañana cuando desperté en su casa porque el día anterior había ido a pasar el día con él por su mala salud... y entonces... antes de que me fuera de su casa... me confesó todo. De pronto... recuerdo exactamente cómo pasó...

FLASHBACK

-Me... duele el corazón-

-¿Qué fue eso? ¿Qué dijiste?-

-Dije que es muy doloroso estar a tu lado... Sempai-

-¿Eh?-

-Yo... Te amo, Sempai-

-...-

-El hecho es que... soy gay-

-¿Qué... qué clase de broma enferma...?-

-¡NO ES UNA BROMA! Es la verdad... es por eso que yo...-

FIN DEL FLASHBACK

Y justo en ese momento... me fui sin decir nada más. Ahora que me pongo a pensar... jamás me imaginé que ese día llegaría... y todo me tomó por sorpresa. Hoy... recién me doy cuenta del daño que le causé a Morinaga esa mañana. Me siento... tan culpable... Perdón, Morinaga.

Yuki también debió haber sufrido mucho cuando el chico que le gustaba la rechazó feo...

-Lo siento mucho... debió ser muy doloroso-

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What? Would that BAKA you get to say that? - gruñí - gossiper Maldito--I suppose that if it was... was it of their own accord. Don't bother it--Silly blonde... do not help me - I lost patience.-Do not tell me so... FOUR BITTER EYES... HAHAHAHAHA - mocked me and I hung the very HOMO BAKA.That was the most immature conversation ever I had in my life... HOW DARE YOU TELL ME FOUR EYES BITTER... By God... we are adults and behaves well... well the truth... I started with the "dumb blonde" even I did bother to greet him... but hey I don't care. What bothers me now is that no one... SO NOBODY TAKES SERIOUSLY THE DISAPPEARANCE OF MORINAGA?My last option had arrived. Take to the streets of Fukuoka to take the few bars gays who had, since he was still a small town and also with the closed mind.I walked for hours... and myself went to the bars, but instead of looking to Morinaga... took... I started to drink... I hijacked... me discouraged... everything... everything... IT WAS MY FAULT. I drunk to me, but I wasn't in a gay bar; but in one heterosexual. I remember the bartender told me: "Lord, should go... we are going to close".I returned to my hotel and slept... releasing several tears... in truth I hurt your chest... felt that I was drowning... churned my stomach... and had no strength to lift me up. "I lost... I lost... a friend... but more than that... I lost the most special person in my life..." Morinaga Tetsuhiro... where... you are... "." I took out my cell phone and I stared at her number; It is not that not have occurred to me call it, actually yes I did; but was disconnected... possibly me blocked; messages I bashed in the mail too... definitely could not communicate more with Morinaga... I went slowly falling asleep, on the bed, with the phone in his hand, his eyes almost closed and raving the name of... Morinaga... Morinaga... appears... Morinaga... Please return... Morinaga... Morinaga... where are you... Please... where are you... I'm thinking to me... but don't want to do it... I don't want to give me up, but... at the same time see the reality and ask myself... "Maybe... would pay me?" ... don't want to do it... Please... where are you... I need you... Tetsuhiro.The next day I remember that was thirsty and hungry. To tell the truth I had not eaten well concern; In addition I got up with the dry throat. I remember that I asked a delivery to the hotel because I felt quite exhausted to exit. I hurt the feet; in other words, all these days... looking for Morinaga on all sides and in different cities. I ate a bowl of chicken teriyaki with Japanese noodles and tempura and drank soda. After lunch, I started to feel exhausted again and I decided to sleep a couple of hours, but without realizing I fell deeply asleep.I felt that I had slept a couple of hours, since lifted me still remained in the morning, but when I saw my cell phone, me di account which had slept until the morning of the next day. The truth had no desire of anything, was completely discouraged, little by little I was resigning and assimilating that truly never would see Morinaga anymore.I had no choice but who return to Nagoya with 2% of hope that Morinaga has returned to find me for some reason; In addition it also had to continue my experiments; i.e., had already been 3 weeks since Morinaga had had the accident car and since I had left my experiments, my life and especially to Yuki's side. I assumed that Yuki would be furious, because it didn't matter his presence, I even did case after that we got married since I only was concentrated in Morinaga going to the hospital all the days; even all that week that does not let me enter and another week in which I was looking for by all Hamatsu and all Fukuoka Morinaga.I woke up with much heaviness and went to the airport quite depressed. I got on the plane and I was thinking that because it was time to give up, that would never see him, again in Morinaga do not even want to see me... then... If he wants to see me some day... well... know where he lives and where I am... and... always welcome.When I got off the plane I began to relate each subject of blue hair with Morinaga, even mistook three types with Morinaga and obviously spent shame, because I went to them and looked at me weird. I think I was being somewhat paranoid.I thought that arriving at the apartment all would be chaos, especially because it would have to support the claims of Yuki; However through the door I saw that the House was spotless, there was no anda broken or dirty or messy; It is more... was had done you cleaning; While Yuki I found it calmly sitting in pajamas to one side of the sofa watching TV.I thought that it would rise to shout at me or throw me things, but even he said "Hello", nothing. I just looked at, raised an eyebrow and continued watching TV. I felt weird with his reaction, so I either said nothing and raised eyebrows two and looked to one side. I walked into the room and I turned a cigar, a good di whistled, then I exhalé, sighed, and sat down beside Yuki on the couch leaning on the arm of this, looking towards the void...-Did not find your Prince? - he started the conversation innocently, in joke mode, but not with the intention of bothering me, but with the intention of laughing a little cool.-JA... JA... not makes me laugh - I was direct and somewhat serious, even I looked at her.-That means that you do not find Morinaga--No. I looked for it everywhere... Fukuoka... in the pharmaceutical... by all Hamatsu... and nothing... I do not know where to look - talked to watching TV, without paying attention to the program.-Maybe I am delighted... because now I'm your wife - it was something serious.-Do not start, please... don't feel well --Oh...-sighed - agree I don't bother... but I will only say one thing - changed his tone of voice one more sweet - is useless that you seek now; i.e. you married... ya... and he decided to leave. You know very well that he loves you and wants to be your boyfriend, but you do not. Then what case does find it?-did not say it like a jealous wife. but as a mother, Counsellor; i.e., Yuki was showing a side who had never seen... a kind side... This was the Yuki I met.-Is that... it is special for me - me bummed, gave him one last whistled to the cigar and turned it off.- But it seems that it was not enough... because you marry me - Yuki looked at me.-...-I sighed.-If something does... maybe... is the best - breathed deep - don't look for Morinaga... should suddenly be recovering their pain. Souichi, things already they are made... not empeores, because if you want... you'll make that Morinaga suffer most - Yuki was being fairly comprehensive and understood perfectly the situation in a neutral way, I was just silent, looked at her - for the first time... lets Morinaga to forget you... and be happy with another person -What Morinaga is happy with someone else?... In some way... that I crashed... I felt a Pang in my chest with that phrase and at that moment that I came to mind that friend of Morinaga... such Taiga. How I would like find me with her when I was in the pharmaceutical and get the truth so have to torture her.I was so immersed in my thoughts and my desire to kill Taiga that I didn't when I started to hear groans of crying...- And you what you... why weep...-I was direct to the point when I saw Yuki teary hugging his knees as all a depressed child.-Weeping because... because I know how you're feeling Morinaga...--Do give what you speak? If you're super evil - told joke are, but at the same time it was true.-Yo... Also suffered from an unrequited love - he hid his face between his knees and that made me feel a little bad... Yuki was... crying.- And what happened? - I sensibilicé and I put attention.-Well...-lifted his face and wiped the tears - a little when I was in high school... I... I fell in love with a guy - he blushed - but never I said nothing, because I was very shy. And when he was in high school... I stated - he sighed - but... He treated me awful... I felt shattered; i.e., if you don't feel the same way about the other person... then explain it to you... There are ways to reject... but he opted for the most cruel form -For a moment I imagined the story of Yuki. No man deserves the tears of a woman... but... do anything... I yes I deserve the tears of Morinaga? I never was thinking about how Morinaga felt after the day in that I learned everything... in that confessed me to everything... in that started it all. That morning when I woke up at home because the previous day had gone to spend the day with him for his bad health... and then... until me away from home... told me everything. Suddenly I remember... exactly how it happened...FLASHBACK-I heart - aches...-What was that? What did you say?--I said that it is very painful to be by your side... Sempai--Huh?--Yo... I love you Sempai--...--The fact is that I'm gay--What... what kind of joke sick...? --IT IS NOT A JOKE! It is the truth... that's why I...-END OF FLASHBACKAnd just at that moment... I went without saying anything more. Now that I think about... never I imagined that that day would come... and all it took me by surprise. Today... recently I realize the harm that I caused you to Morinaga that morning. I feel... just as guilty... Sorry, Morinaga.Yuki must also have suffered greatly when the boy who liked rejected the ugly...-Sorry... must have been very painful –

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THAN? Is that BAKA TE actually said that? - Growled chismoso- Damn I suppose if it was ... will have been by choice. Bother- not fool -Rubio ... aid- not lost my patience. Do not tell me so bitter ... ... FOUR EYES JAJAJAJAJA- mocked me and hung up the very HOMO BAKA. That was the conversation more immature I ever had in my life ... HOW DARE TO TELL ME FOUR EYES bitter ... jeez ... we adults behave like ... well the truth ... I started with the "Rubio Tonto "I did not even bother to say hello ... but hey I DO NOT CARE. What bothers me now is that no one ... so how no one takes seriously DISAPPEARANCE Morinaga? My last option had arrived. You take to the streets of Fukuoka to walk the few gay bars who had, as it still was a small town and also with a closed mind. I walked for hours ... and I went to bars, but instead of looking for Morinaga ... I took ... I started drinking ... I became frustrated ... I was discouraged ... everything ... everything ... it was my fault. I got drunk, but he was not in a gay bar; but one heterosexual. I remember the bartender said to me. "Lord, must go ... we will close" back to my hotel and slept ... ... releasing several tears in my chest hurt really felt I was drowning ... .. . I was sick to his stomach ... and had no strength to get up. "I lost ... I lost a friend ... ... but more than that ... I lost the most special person in my life ... Tetsuhiro Morinaga ... where ... you're ...". I pulled out my cell phone and I stared at their number; Not that occurred not call me, I did actually yes; but it was disconnected ... maybe I have it locked; I bounced messages in the mail too ... definitely could not communicate more with Morinaga ... Gradually I was falling asleep on the bed with the phone in hand, eyes almost closed and raving name ... ... Morinaga Morinaga Morinaga ... ... appears ... again ... please ... Morinaga Morinaga ... where are you ... please ... where are you ... I'm thinking to give up ... but I do not want to ... I do not want to give up, but ... at the same time see the reality and I ask myself ... "... Maybe I should give up?" .. . do not want to do ... please ... where are you ... I need you ... Tetsuhiro. The next day I remember I was thirsty and hungry. In fact he had not eaten well for concern; I also woke up with a dry throat. I remember I ordered a delivery to the hotel because I was feeling pretty tired to leave. My feet hurt; that is, these days ... Morinaga looking everywhere and in different cities. I ate a bowl of Japanese noodles with chicken teriyaki and tempura and drank soda. After lunch, I began to feel exhausted again and decided to sleep for a couple of hours, but without realizing I was asleep. I felt I had slept a couple of hours, because when I woke up it was still morning, but when I saw my cell I realized I had slept until the next morning. The truth did not feel anything, I was completely discouraged, little by little I was resigning and assimilating that really never going to see Morinaga anymore. I had no choice but to return to Nagoya with 2% of that hope has returned Morinaga after me for some reason; plus also I had to continue my experiments; that is, they had already spent three weeks since Morinaga had the car accident and since I had left my experiments, my life and especially Yuki side. I assumed that Yuki would be furious, because I did not mind their presence, even if I did after we got married and I was just focused on going to the hospital Morinaga it every day; even all that week and not let me in another week that I was looking for all Hamatsu Morinaga and throughout Fukuoka. I got up very heavy and went to the airport quite depressed. I got on the plane and I was thinking it was time to give up, that he would never see him again, that Morinaga even want to see me ... then ... if he wants to see me one day ... well ... You know where you live and where I am ... and ... always welcome. When I got off the plane began to relate each subject Morinaga blue hair up to three types confused with Morinaga and obviously spent shame, because I went to them and I looked weird. I think I was being a bit paranoid. I thought that everything would reach the apartment a mess, especially since that would support the claims of Yuki; however through the door I saw that the house was spotless, had not broken or dirty or walk disorderly; it is more ... I was cleaning had been done; Yuki while I found her in pajamas sitting quietly beside the couch watching TV. I thought it would rise to yell or throw things, but even said "Hi", nothing. Just looked at me, he raised an eyebrow and continued watching TV. I felt weird about his reaction, so do not say anything and raised my eyebrows and looked sideways. I walked into the room and lit a cigarette, took a good puff, then exhale, sighed and sat beside Yuki on the couch, leaning on the arm of this, looking nowhere ... isn't found your prince? - conversation began innocently, in a joke, but not with the intent to annoy, but with the intention to laugh a little cool. JA-JA ... grace ... it makes me live and something went seriously I do not even look at her. 'That means not found to Morinaga- No. I looked everywhere ... ... in the Pharmaceutical Fukuoka ... all Hamatsu ... and nothing ... I do not know where Search- talked watching television, but without paying attention to the program. Well I'm glad ... because now I'm your wife got something serious. Do not start, please ... I do not feel well- ...- sighed Oh ... Okay ... but I will not bother I will just say one thing- changed his tone to one's useless sweeter than you look now; I mean ... because you married ... and he decided to leave. You know that he loves you and wants to be your boyfriend, but you do not. So what's the look - did not say it as a jealous wife; but rather as a peer counselor; that is, Yuki was showing a side that had never seen ... a gentle side ... that was the Yuki that I knew. It's ... it's special to me, I became depressed, I gave him a last drag on his cigarette and I turned it off. But it seems that was not enough ... because you married me-Yuki looked at me. -...- I sighed. If something serves ... maybe ... it is better-breathed No deep look at Morinaga ... suddenly you must be recovering from his pain. Souichi, things are already done ... and not make it worse, because if you look ... you'll make more-suffering Morinaga Yuki was still quite comprehensive and perfectly understood the situation in a neutral way, I was speechless, I just looked ... For the first time let Morinaga forget you ... and be happy with another person- What Morinaga be happy with someone else? ... Somehow ... that it shocked me. .. I felt a pang in my chest with that phrase and that moment came to mind this friend of Morinaga ... that such Taiga. . How I would have liked to meet her when I was in the Pharmaceutical and get the truth out if I have to torture I was so focused on my thoughts and my desire to kill Taiga I did not realize when I started to hear wails of crying ... - And you what's wrong ... why are you weeping ...- I went straight to the point when I saw Yuki lagrimear hugging her knees as a whole depressed girl. I weep because ... because I know how you feel Morinaga ... - What do you mean? If you're super malvada- I said jokingly, yet it was true. I ... I also suffered for unrequited love hid his face between his knees and that made ​​me feel a little bad ... Yuki ... I was crying. 'What happened? -. I sensitized me and I paid attention ...- Well lifted his face and wiped tears a little When I was in high ... me ... me But I love with a boy-blushed never said anything because I was very shy. And when I was in senior year ... I sighed declaré- But ... he treated me horrible ... I was shattered; that is, if you feel the same way about the other person ... then you explain ... there are ways to refuse ... but he chose the most cruel way for a moment I imagined the story of Yuki. No man tears a woman deserves ... but ... perhaps ... yes I deserve the tears of Morinaga? I never really thought about how Morinaga felt after the day on which I learned all ... at all ... I confessed that it all started. This morning when I woke up at home because the day before had gone to spend the day with him because of his bad health ... and then ... before I left his house ... I confessed everything. Suddenly ... I remember exactly how it happened ... FLASHBACK 'I hurt her heart ... What was that? What did you say? - I said it is very painful to be at your side ... Sempai- Huh - I ... I love you, Sempai- -...- 'The fact is that ... I'm gay - What ... what kind of sick joke ... - -¡NO IS A JOKE! It's the truth ... that's why I ...- END OF FLASHBACK And just then ... I left without saying anything else. Now that I'm thinking ... I never imagined that this day would come ... and all took me by surprise. Today ... I just realize the damage they caused to Morinaga that morning. ... I feel so guilty ... Sorry, Morinaga. Yuki also must have suffered a lot when the boy she liked rejected ugly ... 'm sorry ... it must be very painful-

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What? The Baka you here to say that? - Growl –maldito Gossip -

- I guess if it was... Must be your own decision. Don't Bother -

- Dumb Hair... - Don't help me, I lost my patience. - Don't tell me... Four Eyes Bitter... Hahahaha you mocked me and hung up the very homo Baka.

that was the conversation more immature than I ever had in my life...How Dare You tell me four Eyes Bitter... By God... We're adults and behaves well. Well the Truth... I started with the "Dumb Blonde" I didn't even bother to say hello... But I Don't Care. What bothers me is that no one... So nobody takes seriously the disapearance of Morinaga?

my last option had arrived.Go out to the streets of Fukuoka to travel the few Gay Bars, which had, as it was still a small town and in a closed mind.

I walked for hours... And I went to bars, but instead of looking for Morinaga. Tome... I started drinking... Me frustrated... I was disheartened. Everything... Everything... It was my fault. I got drunk, but not in a Gay Bar, but a man.Remember that the bartender told me: "Sir, you must leave... We're closing. "

I returned to My Hotel and I slept... Releasing several tears... I had chest pains... I felt that I was choking. I got a sick feeling in my stomach... And she didn't have the strength to stand. " I Lost... I Lost... A Friend... But more than that... I lost the most special person in my life... Tetsuhiro Morinaga. Where... You're... ".I took out my cell phone and I was looking at your number, it is not that I didn't think to call it, in fact I did; but it was disconnected. I may have blocked messages; I also rebounded in the mail... Definitely I couldn't communicate with Morinaga. Little by Little, I fell asleep on the bed, with the phone in his hand,His eyes almost closed and delusional name... Morinaga. Morinaga. It appears... Morinaga. Please come back... Morinaga. Morinaga. Where are you... Please... Where are you... I'm thinking about giving up... But I Don't want to do it... I Don't want to give up, but... At the same time I See Reality and I ask myself... " Maybe I should... Surrender? " ... I Don't want to do it...Please... Where are you... I need you... Tetsuhiro.
the next day I was thirsty and hungry. To tell the Truth, had not eaten by the concern; Besides, I woke up with a Dry Throat. I remember that I asked for a delivery to the hotel because I felt quite exhausted out. My Feet Hurt; i.e., All these days...Looking for Morinaga everywhere and in different cities. I ate a bowl of Japanese Noodles with Chicken teriyaki, tempura and drank soft drinks. After dinner, I started to feel Exhausted and decided to sleep again for a couple of hours, but without realizing it, I fell asleep. I felt that I had slept a couple of hours, I still wake up the morning, but when I saw my cell,I realized that I had slept until the morning of the next day. The Truth didn't want anything. I was totally disheartened, gradually I was settling in and realizing that you would never see Morinaga anymore. I had no choice but to return to Nagoya with 2% hope that Morinaga has returned to me for some reason.Also, I had to continue My experiments, i.e., had already been 3 weeks since Morinaga had the car accident and since I had left my experiments, My Life, and especially to Yuki. I figured you'd be Furious Yuki, I did not mind his presence.Even if you did after we got married because I was only focused on Morinaga going to hospital every day; even all that week that would not let me enter and another week in which I've been looking for for all all Hamatsu Morinaga and Fukuoka.

I woke up with heaviness and went to the airport very depressed.I boarded the plane and I was thinking it was time to give up, that I was never gonna see him again, that Morinaga even want to see me... Then... If he wants to see me someday... Well... He knows where you live and where I am... And that... You'll always be welcome.

when I got off the plane began to relate each subject of Blue hair with Morinaga,Until I mistook three types with Morinaga and obviously I was ashamed, because I went to them and looked at me Weird. I was just being Paranoid.

I thought that to reach the apartment all would be Chaos, in particular because it would have to withstand the demands of Yuki; however the door I saw that the house was spotless, there is broken or Dirty or untidy; more...Was she had done cleaning; while Yuki found in Pajamas sitting quietly beside the couch watching TV.

I would be screaming and throwing things at me, but I didn't even say "Hello", nothing. Just looked at me, raised an Eyebrow and continued watching TV. I felt funny with your Reaction, so I didn't say anything, and I took the two Eyebrows and looked to one side.I walked into the room and LIT a cigarette, say a good puff, then I Breathed, I sighed and SAT next to yuki in the Leaning on the arm of the couch, looking at nothing...

- find your Prince? The Conversation began innocently, in as a joke, but not with the intent to annoy, but with the intention of Laughing a bit cool.

ha... Ha...Not funny - I went straight and serious, even looked at it.

- that means he didn't find Morinaga -

- I looked everywhere... Fukuoka... The pharmaceutical... All Hamatsu... And nothing... I Don't know where to look - I was watching television, but pay attention to the program.

I'm Glad... Because now I'm your wife - was something serious. - Don't Start,Please... I Don't feel well

Oh... "Sighed, according... Don't bother... But I'll just say one thing - his tone changed to one more sweet voice is useless to you now; that is to say... You Got Married... And he decided to leave. You know very well that he loves you and wants to be your boyfriend, but not you. - then what is it? - He didn't like a Jealous wife.But as a Mother Counsellor; i.e., Yuki was showing a side that had never seen... A nice Side... That was the one I Met. - is that... It's special to me - I got depressed, gave him a last Puff The Cigar And I

- but it seems that it was not enough... You married me because I looked - Yuki.
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I - If something is... Maybe...Is best not to look for Morinaga - breathed deeply. Suddenly be recovering from his pain. Souichi, things are already made. I Don't make it worse, because if you look for it... You'il suffer more Morinaga - Yuki was very understanding and being understood perfectly the situation in a neutral Way, I stayed Silent, just looked for the first time...Let Morinaga Forget You... And be happy with another person

what Morinaga be happy with another person? ... Somehow... It shocked me... I felt a twinge in my chest with that phrase and at that moment I came to mind that Friend of Morinaga. This Taiga.How I'd like to meet her when I was in the pharmaceutical and get the truth that Haunt her.

I was so focused on my thoughts and My Desire to kill Taiga didn't realize when I began to hear the sound of Weeping...

- and what's wrong with you... Why are you crying...I went straight to the point when I saw tear Yuki as a girl hugging her knees Down.

I cry because... Because I know how you're feeling

- Morinaga... - What are you talking about? If you're Super Evil - jokingly I said, but it was true.

I Also suffered by unrequited Love - HID his face between his knees, and that made me feel bad... Yuki...She was crying. - What happened? - i'm too SENSITIZED and put attention.

- Lifted his face and wiped away some tears when I was in High School... I... I Fell In Love With a Boy blushed but I Never said anything, because he was very Shy. And when I was at school last year. - but I sighed... He treated me Bad... I felt Shattered; i.e.If you don't feel the same for the other person. Then you explain... There are ways to reject... But He chose the most cruel -

for a moment I imagined The Story of Yuki. No Man deserves a woman's Tears. But... Perhaps... I Deserve The Tears of Morinaga? I never thought about how it felt to Morinaga after the day that I found out...I confessed everything... It All Began. One morning when I woke up at Home because the previous day had gone to spend the day with him for his Poor Health. And then... Before I left home... I confessed everything. Soon... I remember exactly how it happened...



I flashback... Heart Hurts -

- what was that? What did you say?

- - I said it's too painful to be by your side...

- sempai? - i -

... I Love You, sempai

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- the fact is... I am gay -

what... What kind of sick Joke? -

it's not a Joke! The truth is... That's why I -



end of flashback and right at that moment... I left without saying anything else. Now that I think about it... I never imagined that this day would come. And it took me by surprise. Today...I realize the damage to Morinaga that morning. I feel... So guilty... Sorry, Morinaga. Yuki also must have suffered a lot when the boy she liked turned Ugly...

I'm so sorry... It must be very painful -