And it was. At Nightfall, the entire company was dark; obviously the workers not to allow us to enter the offices outside working hours; is closed, so we only have access to the condos and the back door to the street to enter and exit.
were 11pm and had not eaten. I wasn't Hungry. The atmosphere was depressing.I stayed with the lights off, only the moonlight shining through my window. I was sitting on the floor, with knees to the chest and looking up at the Dark Sky.
Oh... I feel very Lonely. I mean... It's Good night... You're supposed to be having dinner with my parents and my NII San; however, I was very lonely and hurt.My parents didn't even call me to spend Christmas with them and my NII San, I know he is very busy and will spend Christmas away on a business trip, at least that's what I said. I had no one in Nagoya; before had sempai... At least Let me spend Christmas with Kanako Chan and Matsuda San and he was very welcome in that House... Home of the Tatsumi...
Oh...How to forget... In especially Souichi Tatsumi. My sempai. Sempai has been over three months since I left Nagoya, I Wonder... How do you... I've Forgotten? For sure... Sure Yuki has you so busy that you remember me... Well...Why am i surprised even if you remembered me when I was hospitalized, and you on your Honeymoon with Yuki.
the worst had started, I got to thinking about sempai from nothing, and My Tears began to Sprout after time not cry. " Not... Please... I can't be crying... Not Again... It is supposed that had already passed. Why again Hurt? " .I asked myself again and again with the Accelerated breathing and Body shaking. " Sempai... I Miss You... Sempai... Why don't you come to me. Sempai... Sempai... Sempai... Sempai... Souichi... ", I repeat that word with Tears In My Eyes. I didn't eat all night, or Hungry. I was very focused on my thought and soon...I started listening to the Fireworks. That only means one thing "were already Midnight... Merry Christmas? " From my window I could see the Rockets of different shapes, colors and speed. I stood up and leaned in my window to see, at least I was Amused, but at the time I felt an intense Melancholy, not by the fact that missed sempai,But only because I felt it. It seemed that don't even have a family who wants to spend Christmas with me. It was obvious... My parents Don't want me, Nii San didn't want me, I Don't want sempai... Nobody Loves Me... Then... Why I'm Still Alive... I Wonder... If I died... Someone llorarÍa in my grave?
I was so frustrated And Soon saw an... Shooting Star.I Love Stars, I've always believed in them since Childhood, but never had a chance to see. I closed My Eyes and thought, "I know it's Silly and that won't Happen, but... I would like to ask for it. " I put a hand to the heart and said "I Wish... I wish that Souichi Love Me someday. "
for a moment I thought I was alone in the World, All omitted and everything was spinning,Then when I opened my eyes, the star was not obviously; but I was exhausted. I sat down again on the Ground to look at the window, I lay down for a Little in soil, and without realizing it... I had been... Asleep. The Next day, I felt that someone shaking me. I ignored, because had the Dream, but then I felt a kick in the ass and I woke up suddenlyI sat up immediately and said... - What the hell is wrong with you
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- Merry Christmas, Mori! Taiga - hugged me with great Force.
we stayed close for a while, but I could feel that I was shaking and Taiga was Breathing very agitated. I thought he was sick or something Bad had happened...
? - I told despegándola me. - Uh... Yes...Why do you ask - Responded quite nervous and with a Fake smile. - well... I feel... -
- Something For Christmas dinner in my house... Do you want? - interrupted me with great enthusiasm by the way I talk about the topic.
we Night again, calculated that it was 7PM, it seems that had slept like a whole day.Taiga heated food in the microwave of my room and ate several Japanese dishes; however, taiga was very quiet... Something strange happened and I wanted to find out...
- I slept on the floor?
- - wait. I ask the questions here. Why are you acting so weird... Something Happened to you?
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I asked First, so you answer and then I smiled Victorious. - well...I felt something, and I Don't know, I felt more comfortable here and I fell asleep -
- Ohh... I See, but you can get sick -
- Now you... What happens to you... You're Weird. Has something happened? -
- Uh... Is a nice Dinner? - interrupted with another question that had nothing to do with Taiga.
- Don't change the subject. -
- Okay... Well... Is that... -
then Taiga broke...He began to cry and his gesture, I noticed that I didn't Cry, but the tears won...
- taiga... Are you okay? - I said just fell down and Weeping –taiga? - - - - ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
what happens... What happens... - Why So? -
- AHHHHH... Takasu is over me today Morning...
what? Today in the morning... How so? - i botÓ by telÉfonooooooo
...Ahhhhhhhh exploded in tears. I've never seen you so... Now it was my turn to... Her good friends I am...
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh - - Don't Cry, Taiga -
- I can not... Feels horribleeeeeeeeeeeeeee -
I know... I know how you feel you have the heart, but you have to be strong... - No puedoooooooo
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- well... At least tell me, what was the reason? -
- is... Is that...I ended up because I said you're sick of Hearing me me, whenever I'm with you. He ended because he Hates You -
- rays but what happens... I'm gay! - so I told you a thousand times - -
- you still don't believe... Anyway still Man wiped his Tears.
Oh... God –suspiré - Your Boyfriend is insane.- i've had it with that item's Jealous boyfriend.
- is now my ex - noviooooooooooooo ahhhhhhhhhhhh again.
Taiga when he cried. Yes, she was crying. At least I didn't so much Scandal, but taiga... By God...
I just left her as she always was with me. He listened to everything I had to say everything he had lived with Takasu, the good and bad experiences. Then...We got to talking about something to distract her and saw Comedy programmes. However, nothing was that gesture Sad Face of the Taiga and that it hurt me to see my best friend is a man who doesn't deserve it, gave me a lot of Pain, but also a lot of Anger. Fucking Takasu.
... Taiga wanted to sleep because he wasn't feeling well,He started Shivering and she lay down on my bed. I told him that I would sleep there and so she could not lie down, and she said that it would only be for a while and then she'd go to his room, but we didn't and we both realized in my bed until the following day.
The Sun Lights came through my window,Signficaba had already dawned and that only one thing: "Back to work". We didn't realize it, but I swear that nothing happened... However... I woke up scared...
- What are you doing in my bed! - taiga had beaten the Cry of his life, realizing that he was sleeping in the same bed with me. - What are you talking about? This is my bed I defended myself because it was true... It was my bed and she was the outsider.- What? - No, I slept here, but how?
- - You'd just be lying Now, but it looks like you Fell -
- Uh.. Mori... Not... Nothing happened right? -
- Ahhhhhhh! Do you doubt my homosexuality?
- - No. Sorry... You're right... I'm sorry... DID respect and I slept in your bed. What I am Shameless... Excuse me, Mori was a Lost Glance.
- Don't worry, taiga.You're My Best Friend, I Love You Like The Sister I never had, and now it's my turn to ask you... Tickle -
and I laugh. We're a little late to work, but we were scolded by the item that had been parties and gave them tolerate. As I said earlier,Taiga was very sad, and now it was her turn and never make you always feel happy and secure.
had spent 1 week and Console Taiga was more difficult than I thought. She is depressed a lot, I Thought in Takasu despite not to. Most of the time was Silent, and his head down. I remember when I was sad all day by sempai.
New Year had come, and 31 December, Mori and I decided to go to the Church to pray and do Hamatsu our petitions to God. We leave from work late to finish things, because we had to start the New Year. I had nothing to lose so we walk together through the streets of Hamatsu.
we passed many places, they were the FP7;But passing through the Church and I thought, "these places I have Bad Memories." I came to mind many things, especially the wedding sempai, made me see the Church relate to the church where he married sempai and especially the car accident. The Tears I made and I was now the very sad thing that Taiga was told...
Oh no, Mori... Not Again.Taiga. He stopped at the Church door.
I'm sorry... Is... Is that... - I tried to Stop My Tears.
- Don't Cry, Mori. If you want
We don't - - Don't worry, you... I'm Fine...
- - - are you sure? -
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I said Sure, because After almost 4 months. I've made a decision. We went to the first row and we knelt together.We Close Our Eyes and pray
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