Sometimes I do not understand to Morinaga. It is infantile, honeyed, jealous and too honest.It is a good guy, right? And a great Assistant. I have never said otherwise. Of course, that if it wasn't homo, everything would be much better, right?Firstly, always striked me as gum humming '' Senpai, Senpai, Senpai"with his idiotic smile, invading my personal space. I feel that it will not let me nor breathing. And although I was not born to the household chores, does not have why hoarding all the single. Clean, lava, ironing and cooking, but not because I ask for it, he does because he wants to, Yes? Bah, I'm not as useless as he thinks.However, in the laboratory, is the only person that could withstand, but let's say that I already started to get used to the new attendees. But Morinaga serves me too and I use it at my leisure. Always does what I say or, in any case, deduce what I want, even though I do not speak. You know me too well. That is good and bad at the same time.The worst is when you take advantage of the circumstances. If there are people, I have to admit that lately is controlled a little better, but not creating that I have forgotten what I did one day in the middle of the street. However, when we are alone, not let hang me like hungry monkey to get at least a... Kiss. It is always in heat and if I am not a little warning, bring me clothes in less than a damn minute. "We are alone here, Senpai", "there is no one today, Senpai". Kuso, do not understand that that is not the point? Surely not, because it has no sense of danger. And in the Department, "today is right, Senpai?" No, no, no, clear is not well... at least not all of the holy days. Well, fortunately in the House there is no one more and the walls are not as thin as the of that hotel in Canada. Ahhh, just remember that incident, die of shame!And how I stressed when you understand things their way or misrepresents the situations at their convenience. When came the unfortunate of Isogai and blackmailed me with the karaoke, went into panic. I told him clearly that he was the only one that would do such things, but he took it a romantic and cheesy, so as always. Later, when came to Nagoya the such Masaki and I told him that no more saw it, he took it that I was jealous. Is it serious? I was just worried! And I could cite several examples, but I have to mention something that I stressed much more than the above. That damn habit has disappear when we have a fight or when things get complicated. Not knowing where or who is... irritating me. Ah, but my stress par excellence is definitely when does not measure the danger of his actions. That damn otaku could have killed him with the pump, gun, or the fire, but it was launched as if Superman or Superhomo or whatever. There are moments in which I think about what would have happened if... Ah, no. I delete those thoughts, because just remember this tragedy, it hurts, and hurts. I don't that that idiot again put your life in danger anymore and much less for something that has to do with me. I however, am eternally grateful for having care of Kanako and having saved that fateful day. My family is the most important thing for me, and after it, I can say with certainty that is Morinaga. Well, it is not to know more people.However, the family of Morinaga is abnormal. I also have a brother homo, in case they had forgotten it. However, never of takes them he would tell you that it is a disgrace or shameful for our family or would have banished it as if it were a cockroach. Sending it off to avoid the scandal and treat it that way seems inconceivable. His aniki baka however already do not scrub it with that, and also with what right?, if apparently already got involved with the imbecile that Masaki. Seriously, is this world full of homos? And most importantly, do I have to come up with one of them every day of my life?Volviendo un poco a lo anterior… los gustos de Morinaga son extraños. Fijarse en Masaki puede tener sentido, porque aunque me caiga como patada al hígado, puedo darme cuenta de que el tipo tiene su pinta. Claro que resultó siendo un maldito imbécil que lo lastimó y eso no se lo puedo perdonar. Tal vez tenía cualidades que al idiota de Morinaga le impresionaron o yo qué sé. Pero hasta el día de hoy realmente no comprendo cómo Morinaga se pudo haber fijado en mí. Quiero decir, no soy atractivo, soy un ratón de biblioteca, o mejor dicho, una rata de laboratorio, soy antisocial, tiránico e impulsivo, tengo un carácter de porquería, y no sé nada de esas cursilerías del amor. Soy inteligente, estudioso y trabajador, eso sí, y me preocupo mucho por mi familia. Son los únicos puntos más o menos rescatables que puedo encontrar en mí, pero eso es todo. ¿Eso basta para enamorarse de alguien? No tengo ni idea. En cambio, Morinaga es… diferente. Estoy seguro de que a cualquier lugar al que vaya, tendrá amigos. Así de sociable es. Tiene un buen carácter, es amable, servicial y generoso, tanto que a veces llega a ser irritante. Y muy en el fondo sé que no habría mujer, hombre, animal o planta que pudiera resistirse a él. Por eso jamás entenderé por qué me eligió a mí.No quiero ahondar en este tema, pero no puedo evitar pensar a veces que… él me hace sentir extraño. No soy homo, definitivamente no lo soy, pero cuando él me mira, me toca o… bueno, otras cosas, me siento raro y mi cuerpo reacciona de una manera que no debería reaccionar ante otro hombre. Pero es solo con él. No ha habido ni habrá otra persona en el mundo con la que me pueda suceder eso. Y sencillamente no entiendo por qué. Algún día realmente me gustaría comprenderlo.Morinaga es especial. No tengo una razón para decirlo, simplemente lo sé. Le dije que se quedara, y más le vale hacerlo. Le dije que no huiría más, no tengo idea ni de qué, pero lo vi satisfecho cuando se lo dije y eso me basta. Y lo vi feliz. Cuando no está sonriendo como idiota, me preocupa. Cuando pone esa cara de estar feliz, pero parece que quisiera llorar, me molesta. Cuando carga con el peso de todo él solo, me revienta. Cuando me dice que me ama… le creo.Aunque no entienda la razón por la que alguien como él se haya enamorado de alguien como yo… le creo.Quédate, Morinaga. Y es todo lo que puedo decirte por ahora.
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