POV MORINAGAMe duele, me duele, me

POV MORINAGA

Me duele, me duele, me duele el corazón, el pecho, el alma, el cuerpo, todo. Me siento fatal. Me siento mal, me siento enojado conmigo mismo. Es decir, por qué me estoy comportando de una manera tan inmadura. No puedo creer que le haya hablado tan mal a Sempai en estos días. Yo... yo sería incapaz de gritarle a Sempai, sería incapaz de lastimar a Sempai, sería incapaz de decir que ya no soy amigo de Sempai. No comprendo en qué estaba pensando cuando le dije eso. Estoy seguro que se lo tomó a mal, estoy seguro que ahora Sempai no querrá saber nada de mí. Pero en el fondo no me explico por qué Sempai insiste en hablar conmigo. Ya no hay nada que hablar, él ya me dijo sus razones por las que se va a casar con Yuki. Entonces para qué quiere buscarme, de qué quiere hablar conmigo... ¡NO COMPRENDO!

No quiero ver a Sempai, todo esto me afecta; es decir, ya me había resignado a su boda, ya había comprendido, ya me rendí... y entonces nace en mi corazón una pequeña ilusión, una pequeña esperanza cada vez que Sempai me busca o insiste en hablar conmigo.

Tal vez,... Sempai se estará arrepintiendo de casarse, tal vez Sempai se esté dando cuenta que está haciendo mal... o tal vez Sempai se esté enamorando de mí inconscientemente. Lo admito, me estoy ilusionando estúpidamente, pero no encuentro otra razón por la que Sempai insista tanto en estar a solas conmigo.

No puedo quitarme de la cabeza su expresión cuando le dije que ya no éramos amigos; es como si algo dentro de Sempai se hubiera quebrado. Yo sé... yo lo vi... en ese momento... SEMPAI QUISO LLORAR. Pude darme cuenta que disimuló dando la espalda y yéndose al baño, pero por qué más lo haría; es decir, salió corriendo del aula tal cuál adolescente cuando le parten el corazón.

Me sentí un monstruo al decirle algo así y peor aún frente a toda la clase. Quise correr tras él y abrazarlo. Es más, quiero abrazarlo ahora, necesito el calor de Sempai, necesito besar a Sempai, necesito sentir a Sempai,... definitivamente NECESITO A SEMPAI.

Mi corazón late a mil por hora, no puedo dejar de pensar en lo mal que me comporté con él durante la semana. Dije cosas que no debí decir todo porque estaba molesto. Lo peor de todo es que escuchó mi conversación con Taiga, pero también el hecho que se ponga celoso hace que mi pequeña esperanza crezca.

Día 5

Al día siguiente ya era el quinto día de Sempai como profesor de reemplazo. Me pregunto hasta cuándo será. El hecho de ver a Sempai todos los días hace que mi esperanza con él aumente cada vez más. Tanto así que decidí disculparme hoy.

Esta vez llegué temprano. Me asomé al salón de clases y Sempai aún no había llegado. De todas formas ingresé y decidí esperarlo adentro. Quise agarrarlo de sorpresa así que me escondí en la esquina del salón, donde al entrar no podría verme.

Luego de 7 minutos siento que alguien desliza la puerta y era Sempai quien entraba tranquilamente con su mochila colgando. No se había percatado que yo estaba escondido en la esquina así que actué...

-Sempai- lo llamé y él volteó algo asustado.

-¡Morinaga!- gritó temeroso –Me asustaste... qué haces ahí-

-Eh... querías hablar conmigo ¿cierto?-

-Sí- fue cortante.

-Bueno... aquí estoy. Hablemos- me expresé calmado, la verdad yo también necesitaba hablar con Sempai.

-Mejor hablemos afuera, dentro de unos minutos comenzará la clase y no quiero que nadie interrumpa nuestra conversación esta vez-

-Como digas, Sempai-

Así fue. Salimos del salón y para hacerla larga le dimos una vuelta entera al piso, caminando por todos los pasillos. Los primeros minutos fueron en silencio, ni Sempai ni yo nos atrevimos a decirnos algo. Tal parecía que al igual que yo, Sempai estaba nervioso o avergonzado; sin embargo, yo rompí el silencio...

-Sempai...-

-¿Sí?-

-Ah... lo... lo lamento- suspiré y bajé la mirada –No quise comportarme así en la semana, no sé que me pasó. Creo que estaba enojado con usted-

-¿Y lo sigues estando verdad?-

-¡No! Claro que no, Sempai. Yo no podría enojarme con usted-

-Pero dijiste que ya no éramos amigos-

-Perdóneme, Sempai. Sí somos amigos... yo dije algo estúpido. Perdóneme, por favor- me tembló la voz –Aún somos amigos ¿verdad?-

-Claro, Morinaga. Te perdono-

-Gracias-

Otra vez volvimos al silencio. Pensé que Sempai quería hablar conmigo, pero prácticamente soy yo quién inicia la conversación con Sempai. Tal vez se habrá arrepentido de decirme lo que tenía que decirme... no lo sé pero...

-¿Me odias?- Sempai habló al fin.

-¿Qué?- me sorprendí.

-Morinaga... tú me odias ¿verdad?- habló algo decaído.

-¡NO! CLARO QUE NO, SEMPAI. NO PIENSE ESO, POR FAVOR- me desesperé –YO NO PODRÍA ODIARLO SEMPAI. YO... YO LO AMO-

-Mori...-

Interrumpí a Sempai, porque en ese momento lo acorralé contra la pared del pasillo y él se quedó atónito por mi reacción...

-Yo... yo lo amo, Sempai. Enserio... yo-

-Por favor, no me digas eso-

-No puedo evitarlo... te... te amo, Sempai- lo abracé de inmediato.

-Mori...-

-Por favor...- lloré en su hombro –Por favor... no te cases- exploté en llanto –Sempai, te lo ruego no te cases-

Mis lágrimas se disolvían en la camisa de Sempai. Pude sentir su corazón contra él mío, pues lo abracé tan fuerte que nuestros pechos estaban pegados. Los latidos de Sempai se aceleraban cada vez más al oír mi voz llorosa. Luego de unos momentos, sentí los brazos de Sempai abrazarme libremente...

-Morinaga... lo lamento, pero...-

-Sempai, por favor... no te cases... no te cases-

-Morinaga... oye-

-No te cases... no te cases... no te cases- repetí una y otra vez hasta cansarme.

-Es inútil que me lo pidas- sus palabras eran frías y duras para mí, definitivamente destruían cualquier esperanza en mi corazón.

Aún seguíamos abrazados, pero luego me despegué de él y lo besé de sorpresa. Él no tuvo tiempo para impedirlo así que recibió el beso a la fuerza. Sempai intentaba alejarme con sus manos, pero yo lo agarré fuerte de la cara con las dos manos y profundicé el beso. Pude sentir como nuestras lenguas bailaban, incluso la de Sempai se movía. Luego dejé de sentir aquella pequeña fuerza que me empujaba y me di cuenta que Sempai había cedido; sin embargo, no me abrazó ni nada, simplemente mantuvo abajo sus brazos.

Cuando nos separamos por falta de aire, vi que Sempai me estaba mirando callado y serio a los ojos...

-Sem...pai-

-No lo vuelvas hacer-

-¿Qué?-

-No vuelvas a besarme nunca más, ¿oíste?-

-Por qué dices eso-

-Te dejé besarme esta vez porque me forzaste y me tomaste desprevenido, pero... por favor... no lo vuelvas a hacer-

-Pero Sempai... creí que...-

-Pues creíste mal-

-Entonces por qué me buscas, por qué insististe en hablar conmigo. Yo me hice ilusiones y...-

-Yo jamás te insinué nada ni te dije que te hagas ilusiones, baka. Tan solo quería hablarte porque no quería perder tu amistad- me interrumpió con sus duras palabras.

-...- me dejó mudo con su respuesta.

-No confundas amistad con amor-

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POV MORINAGAIt hurts, it hurts, heart, chest, the soul, the whole body hurts. I feel fatal. I feel bad, I feel angry with myself. I.e., why I'm behaving in a manner so immature. I can't believe that you've told him so badly Sempai these days. I... I would be unable to scream to Sempai, would be incapable of hurting Sempai, it would be unable to say that I am no longer friends with Sempai. Do not understand what he was thinking when I said that. I'm sure that it took it badly, I'm sure that now Sempai won't want to know anything about me. But in the background not I explain why Sempai insists on talking to me. There is nothing to talk about, he already told me his reasons for getting married with Yuki. Then for what you want to search me, of what you want to talk to me... do not understand!I don't want to see Sempai, this affects me; i.e. I had already resigned themselves to their wedding, had already understood, I already gave up... and then was born in my heart a small illusion, a small hope whenever Sempai finds me or insists on talking to me.Perhaps... Sempai will be repenting of marriage, perhaps Sempai is taken account you're doing wrong... or maybe Sempai is falling for me unconsciously. I admit it, I'm sensitized me stupidly, but I can't find another reason why Sempai both insist on being alone with me.I cannot take my head his expression when I told him that we were not already friends; It is as if something inside Sempai had broken. I know... I saw him... at that time... SEMPAI WANTED TO CRY. I could note that concealed giving back and going to the bathroom, but what most would do it; i.e., rushed out of the classroom such which teenager when leave you the heart.I was a monster by saying something so and worse still facing all kind. I wanted to run after him and hug him. Moreover, I want to hug him now, I need the heat of Sempai, I need kissing Sempai, I need to feel a Sempai,... definitely need to SEMPAI.My heart beats a thousand per hour, I can not stop thinking about how bad I felt with him during the week. I said things that I should not tell everything because it was annoying. Worst of all is that you heard my conversation with Taiga, but also the fact that get jealous makes my small hope to grow.Day 5The next day was the fifth day of Sempai as a replacement teacher. I wonder how long it will be. See Sempai every day makes my hope with it to increase more and more. So much so that I decided to excuse me today.This time I got early. I peeked into the classroom and Sempai had not yet arrived. Anyway I went and decided to wait for him inside. I wanted to seize it by surprise so I hid in the corner of the living room, where entering could not see me.After 7 minutes feel someone slides the door and was Sempai who came quietly with her backpack hanging. Had not realized that I was hiding in the corner so I acted...I called - Sempai - and he looked somewhat scared.-Morinaga! - cried fearfully - Me asustaste... What are you doing there --Eh... wanted to talk to me right?--Yes - it was sharp.-Well... here I am. Let's talk - I expressed calm, the truth I also needed to speak with Sempai.-Better talk about outside, within a few minutes it will start class and I don't want nobody to interrupt our conversation this time-- As you say, Sempai-And so it was. We left the room and to make it long gave her one full turn to the floor, walking through all the aisles. The first few minutes were silent, Sempai nor I we dared to tell us something. Perhaps it seemed that like me, Sempai was nervous or embarrassed; However, I broke the silence...-Sempai...--Yes?--Ah... thing... sorry - I sighed and got out the look - I did not behave well during the week, I don't know that you happened to me. I think I was mad at you-- And you are still being it truth?--Not! Clear that no, Sempai. I could not get angry with you-- But, you said that we were not already friends-Forgive me, Sempai. Yes we are friends... I said something stupid. Forgive me, please - the voice - shook me still are friends right? --Of course, Morinaga. I forgive you--Thank you-Again we returned to silence. I thought that Sempai wanted to talk to me, but I am practically who starts the conversation with Sempai. Perhaps there will be repented of tell me what he needed to tell me... do not know this but...-I hate - Sempai spoke finally.-What? - I was surprised.-Morinaga... you hate me right? - spoke something decayed.-NOT! CLEAR THAT NO, SEMPAI. Do not think that, please - I despair - I not could hate him SEMPAI. I... YO LO AMO --Mori...-I interrupted to Sempai, because at that time I acorralé it against the wall of the Hall, and he was stunned by my reaction...-I... I love you, Sempai. Seriously... I--Please don't tell me that--I can't help it... you... I love you, Sempai - embraced it immediately.-Mori...--By please...-I cried on his shoulder - please... no te cases - exploded in tears - Sempai, I beg him not to cases -My tears dissolved in the shirt of Sempai. I could feel his heart against mine, then hugged him so hard that our breasts were glued. Sempai heartbeat is accelerated more and more to hear my tearful voice. After a few moments, I felt arms of Sempai Abrázame freely...-Morinaga... sorry, but...--Sempai, please... no te cases... not you cases --Morinaga... oye--You not cases... not you... cases you not cases - repeated over and over again until tired.-It is useless that you ask me - his words were cold and hard for me, definitely destroyed any hope in my heart.Yet we still embraced, but then I took it and I kissed him in surprise. He had no time to prevent it so he received the Kiss to the force. Sempai was trying to get away with their hands, but I grabbed it of the face with both hands and deepened the kiss. I could feel as our tongues danced, even the Sempai moved. Then I stopped feeling that small force that pushed me and I gave says that Sempai had given; However, not hugged me or anything, simply held down his arms.When we parted for air, I saw that Sempai was watching me quiet and serious in the eyes...-Sem... pai --Do not ever it make--What?--Do not ever kiss me anymore, have you heard?--Why you say that--I left you kiss me this time because I force and took me off guard, but... Please... do not ever what to do-- But Sempai... thought that...--Because you believe wrong--Then why seek me, why insististe to talk with me. I did my illusions and...--I you never suggested anything nor I told you to do illusions, baka. Just wanted to tell you because I didn't want to lose your friendship - I interrupted with his harsh words.-...-Let me mute with your response.-Don't confuse friendship with love-

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Morinaga POV It hurts, it hurts, it hurts the heart, chest, the soul, the body, everything. I feel terrible. I feel bad, I feel angry with myself. That is why I am behaving in such an immature way. I can not believe I have spoken Sempai so badly these days. I ... I would not be able to yell at Sempai, would be incapable of hurting Sempai, would be unable to say that I am no friend of Sempai. I do not understand what I was thinking when I said that. I'm sure he took it the wrong way, I'm sure now Sempai not want to know anything about me. But deep down I do not understand why Sempai insists on talking to me. There's nothing to talk about, and he told me his reasons to be married to Yuki. So why you find me, talk to me what ... NOT UNDERSTAND! Sempai not want to see all this affect me; ie, had already resigned myself to her wedding, had understood, and I gave up ... and then rises in my heart a little hope, a little hope every time looking me or Sempai insists on talking to me. Maybe ,. .. Sempai will be regretting marry, maybe Sempai being realizing you are doing wrong ... or maybe Sempai being falling for me unconsciously. I admit, I'm deluding stupidly, but can not find another reason why both insist Sempai be alone with me. I can not shake of the head expression when I said we were no longer friends; it's as if something inside had broken Sempai. I know ... I saw ... at that time ... SEMPAI WANTED MOURN. I realized that he concealed his back and going to the bathroom, but why else would; ie ran out of the classroom as a teenager what when heartbreaking. I felt a monster to say something and worse against the entire class. I wanted to run after him and hug him. Moreover, I want to hug him now, I need the warmth of Sempai, I need kissing Sempai, I need to feel Sempai ... definitely NEED SEMPAI. My heart is beating a mile a minute, I can not stop thinking about how badly I behaved with him during the week. I said things I should not say all because he was upset. Worst of all, heard my conversation with Taiga, but also the fact that jealous makes my little hope grow. Day 5 The next day it was the fifth day of Sempai as replacement teacher. I wonder how long it will be. The fact Sempai see every day makes my hope with him ever increase. So much so that I decided to apologize today. This time I arrived early. I peered into the classroom and Sempai had not yet arrived. I entered anyway and decided to wait inside. I wanted to grab him by surprise so I hid in the corner of the room, where on entering you could not see me. After seven minutes feel someone sliding door and was Sempai who entered quietly with his backpack hanging. He had not realized that I was hiding in the corner so I acted ... -Sempai- I called and he turned a little scared. -¡Morinaga - 'I shouted scared afraid ... what do there- Hey ... you wanted to talk with me right? - -Yes.- was sharp. Well ... I'm here. Hablemos- expressed calmed me the truth I also needed to talk to Sempai. Better talk outside, within minutes begin the class and do not want anyone to interrupt our conversation this time- As you say, Sempai- So was. We left the room and gave him long to make an entire lap to the floor, walking through the corridors. The first minutes were quietly and Sempai nor I dared to say something. It seemed that like me, Sempai was nervous or embarrassed; however, I broke the silence ... ...- -Sempai 'Yes - Oh ... what ... what lamented No sighed and lowered gaze and wanted to behave in the week, I do not know that I happened. I think he was angry with you- 'And you're still right? - No! Of course not, Sempai. I could not be angry with you- But you said we were no longer friends- Forgive me, Sempai. Yes we're friends ... I said something stupid. Forgive me, please-me-even voice trembled we're friends right? - Sure, Morinaga. You perdono- -Gracias- again returned to silence. Sempai thought I wanted to talk to me, but I'm pretty much who initiates the conversation with Sempai. Perhaps he will say sorry for what he had to say ... I do not know but ... will ya hate - Sempai spoke at last. What? - I was surprised. -Morinaga ... you hate me What truth - he spoke something decayed. NO! Of course not, SEMPAI. NOT THINK THAT, please- desperate COULD I do not hate me SEMPAI. I ... I ammonium -Mori ...- I interrupted to Sempai, because then cornered him against the wall in the hallway and he was stunned by my reaction ... I ... I love him, Sempai . Seriously ... I- 'Please do not tell me that- 'I can not help it ... you ... I love you, Sempai- hugged him immediately. -Mori ...- cried -Please ...- 'Of on your shoulder please ... no I Cases- -Sempai exploded into tears, I beg you not Cases- My tears were dissolved in Sempai shirt. I could feel his heart against mine, then hugged him so hard that our chests were glued. Sempai heartbeat quickened increasingly tearful hearing my voice. After a few moments, I felt the arms of Sempai freely embrace ... -Morinaga ... sorry, but ...- -Sempai, please ... do not ... do not Cases- cases -Morinaga .. . oye- cases ... 'Do not get married ... do not Cases- repeated again and again until I was tired. It's no good to me pidas- his words were cold and hard for me, definitely destroyed any hope my heart. We were still embraced, but then I took off of him and kissed him in surprise. He had no time to stop it and received the kiss by force. Sempai trying to get away with their hands, but I held tight to his face with both hands and deepened the kiss. I could feel our tongues danced, even Sempai he moved. Then I stopped feeling that small force pushing me and I realized that Sempai had given; however, I did not hug or anything, just held down his arms. When we parted for breath, I saw that I was looking Sempai quiet and serious in the eyes ... ... land- Shem 'I do not do it again - What? - No never kiss me again, you hear? - -Why say that- 'I let him kiss me this time because you forced me and took me by surprise, but ... please ... do not come back to do- Sempai ... But I thought ...- Well, you thought evil Then why do you want, why you insisted on talking to me. I did ...- illusions and 'I'll never insinuated anything or told you to get your hopes up, baka. I just wanted to tell you I did not want to lose your friendship-interrupted me with his harsh words. -...- left me speechless with your answer. Do not confuse friendship with love-

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POV Morinaga

I Hurt, I Hurt, I hurt the heart, chest, soul, Body, everything. I feel terrible. I feel bad, I feel disgusted with myself. That is why I'm acting so immature. I can't believe I talked to sempai so bad these days. I... I would never Yell at sempai, would be incapable of hurting sempai,Would not say that I am a Friend of sempai. I Don't understand what I was thinking when I said that. I'm sure he took it the wrong way, I'm sure that now sempai won't know me. But in the end I explained why sempai insists on talking to me. There's nothing to talk about, he told me the reason why he is going to marry Yuki.Then what do you want me to, what he wants to talk to me... I Don't understand.

I Don't want to see sempai, All this affects me; that is to say, I was resigned to his wedding, I had understood, I gave up... And then is born in my heart a Little Hope, a Little Hope whenever sempai insists on looking for me or talk to me. Maybe. Sempai's thoughts of MarriageMaybe sempai is Realizing you're doing wrong. Or maybe sempai is Falling In Love With Me unconsciously. I admit, I'm Shining stupidly, but I can't find another reason why sempai insist on being alone with me. I can't Wrap my head around your expression when I told him that we were no longer friends; it's as if something inside sempai was broken.I know... I saw... At that moment... Sempai wanted to cry. I realized that by giving back and hid in the bathroom, but why else would do; i.e., ran out of the classroom as a teenager when I heart broken.

I was a Monster to say something worse compared to the whole class. I wanted to run after him and HUG him. What's More, I want to hug him now,I need the heat of sempai, I feel I need to kiss sempai, sempai,... I definitely need to sempai.

my heart is pounding, I can't stop thinking about how bad I was with him during the week. I said things I shouldn't Say Anything because I was mad. Worst of all, he heard my conversation with Taiga,But also the fact that Jealous that my little hope grows Day 5.



the next day was the fifth Day of sempai as Professor of replacement. I wonder how long it will be. The fact of seeing Every Day Makes My sempai increasing Hope with him. So I decided to apologize Today. This Time I got here Early.I came to the classroom and sempai had not yet come. Anyway I decided to wait inside. I want to grab her surprise so I HID in the corner of the hall, where to go could not see me after 7 minutes.

I feel someone door slides and sempai who entered quietly with his Backpack Hanging.Was not aware that I was hiding in the corner so I acted...

- sempai called him and he looked a little scared.

- Morinaga. - Scared, scared screamed... What are you doing there -

- Uh... You wanted to talk to me, right? -
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was Sharp. - well... I'm here. Let's Talk - I was calm, I also needed to talk with sempai.

- Let's Talk outside.Within a few minutes to begin the Class, and I Don't want anyone to interrupt our conversation this time - as you say -



so, sempai. We left the hall to make it long and gave him a whole Lap Down, walking through all the corridors. The First minutes were in Silence, nor sempai Nor i dared to tell us something. This seemed to like me,Sempai was nervous or embarrassed; however, I broke the silence...



- sempai... - Yes? -

Oh... What... I - i - I look down and behave well in the week, I Don't know what happened. I was angry with you
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- and I still come true?

- - No! Of course not, sempai. I couldn't be angry with you
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- but you said that we were no longer Friends

- sempai.Yeah, we're friends... I said something stupid. Please Forgive Me - I was –aún Voice we're Friends right? -
- Morinaga. I forgive you
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-

again returned to Silence. I thought you wanted to talk to me senpai, but practically I Who Starts the conversation with sempai. Maybe they have repented of what he had to tell me... I Don't know but...

- Hate Me?Sempai spoke at last. - What? - i'm surprised.

- Morinaga. You hate me, right? - Something off. - No! Of course not, sempai. Please Don't think that, I couldn't hate him - I got Desperate sempai. I... I Love You -



- mori - sempai was saying, because at that time I CORNERED against the Wall of the corridor and he was stunned by my reaction...

I I Love You, sempai. Seriously...
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I- Please, Don't tell me that you

I can't help it... You... I Love You, sempai hugged him immediately.
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Mori... Please... I Cried on his shoulder, please. - Don't Marry –sempai exploded in tears, I beg you not to marry -

My Tears dissolved in the shirt of sempai. I could feel his heart against God, as I hugged him so strong that our breasts were glued.The Heartbeat Is Accelerated increasingly sempai to hear my tearful Voice. After a few moments, I felt the Arms Hug - sempai Morinaga Freely...

... I'm Sorry, but... -

- sempai, please... Don't get married... Don't marry -

- Morinaga.

- Hey - Don't get married... Don't get married... Don't Get Married - i repeated again and again until you get tired.- IT's useless to ask me - his words were cold and hard for me, definitely destroyed any Hope in my heart.

still kept hugging me, but then I took off of him and kissed him surprise. He had no time to do so was Kissed by force. Sempai, trying to get away with their hands, but I got the strong face with two hands, and I Kiss.I could feel how our tongues danced, including the sempai Move. Then I felt that little force to push me and I realized that sempai had assigned; however, they hugged me or anything, just kept down his arms.

when we parted from lack of Air, I saw that I was watching sempai quiet and serious Eyes...

- SEM...Pai -

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Don't do -- - What?
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- Don't you ever Kiss Me Again, you hear? - Why do you say that



I let you kiss me - - this time because you forced me and took me by surprise, but... Please... Don't do -

- sempai... I thought... - Well, you thought Wrong -



- then why were you looking for me, why you talk to me. I had Illusions and
- I never... - You Insinuating anything I told you Illusions, Baka.So I just wanted to talk to you because I didn't want to lose your Friendship - interrupted me with his Harsh words.

-... - Let me moved with her answer.

- Don't confuse love with Friendship