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¡Mierda! Creo que esta vez sí la fregué... ¿acaso Taiga dejará de ser mi amiga para siempre? Es decir... Taiga fue la que me mintió, pero... bueno... no debí tratarla tan mal ni decirle todas esas cosas y menos llamarla "metiche" cuando ella me ayudó mucho a recuperarme. Creo que me excedí, pero fue porque estaba muy enojado y me dejé llevar por la cólera; sin embargo, Taiga tenía razón... si Sempai ya se había casado con Yuki, para qué rayos vino a buscarme a la Farmacéutica 1 semana después y peor aún... recién regresando de su luna de miel... ¿Luna de miel? O es que también eso fue una mentira de Hiroto... ¿Acaso Taiga sabrá algo de eso?... No... claro que no... Taiga y Hiroto no se conocen.

Siento que hice bien en reclamarle a Taiga sobre la mentira, pero no debí hacerla sentir que se entrometía en mi vida y menos llegar al punto de ofenderla. Ahhhhh... QUÉ IMBÉCIL SOY... tengo miedo de haber perdido a Taiga como amiga; en verdad... la siento MUY MOLESTA.

La presentación terminó rápido y salimos de la habitación de nuestro superior. Taiga aceleró el paso en silencio, pues supongo que cumpliría su juramento no nunca más dirigirme la palabra, pero yo quise impedirlo; así que igualé su paso...

-Taiga...- sin respuesta –Taiga ¿podemos hablar, por favor?- ella aún seguía caminando rápido y con la mirada al frente –Taiga... escucha- la tomé del brazos y ella se detuvo bruscamente-

-NO ME TOQUES- me gritó y continuó su paso.

-Taiga... lo lamento. Creo que me excedí en hablarte así- hablé desanimado –Hable sin pensar... es que... estaba muy enojado por la mentira y también estoy algo presionado por la aparición de Sempai. Perdóname, por favor-

-No, Morinaga. Las cosas están hechas y dichas; así que por favor... te pido que no me molestes más-

-Taiga, no se trata de eso. Yo cometí un error... lo lamento, por favor- no se detenía y tampoco me miró –ESCÚCHAME, POR FAVOR- la jalé y la acorralé contra la pared del pasillo.

-¿QUÉ ES LO QUE HACES, IMBÉCIL?-

-Que me escuches y me perdones-

-No tengo NADA que perdonar. Ya no somos amigos- quiso zafarse pero mi cuerpo bloqueaba la salida –QUÍTATE-

-No me voy a quitar-

-He... dicho... QUE TE QUITES, AHORA- se exaltó, pero aún no podía pasar.

-¡QUE NO!- suspiré –Taiga... lo lamento... de verdad... no debí gritarte y menos hablarte mal; yo... soy un idiota-

-Sí, lo sé-

-Y... reaccioné así porque descubrí una mentira; una mentira que me chocó, pero... tú tenías razón- agaché la cabeza –Es decir... yo estaba recuperándome gracias a ti y si otra vez volvía a ver a Sempai... me iba a crear ilusiones estúpidas... como...- me deprimí otra vez –Como está pasando justo ahora-

-¿Qué?-

-Taiga, perdóname, por favor... perdóname- mi voz se quebró, sin embargo, Taiga aún me mostraba frialdad –Justo ahora estoy confundido otra vez... no sé qué hacer... no sé qué decir... yo... yo estoy volviendo a sentir el dolor de hace un año-

-Disculpa, pero... no quiero andar de "metiche" de nuevo, con permiso- quiso irse, pero nuevamente la detuve.

-No... no... no... por favor... no te vayas. No me abandones- la abracé a la fuerza y ella se quedó quieta –Por favor... no quiero que nuestra amistad se rompa... yo te quiero, Taiga. Eres lo más cercano que tengo... eres lo más importante que tengo ahora... eres parte de mi vida... eres como mi hermana... Taiga, perdóname-

Taiga no me correspondió el abrazo, tan solo se quedó quieta esperando a que yo la soltara; tampoco dijo nada. Vaya que me estaba sintiendo de lo peor; es decir, perdí a mi mejor amiga y para colmo tengo que regresar a mi habitación para enfrentarme a Sempai.

No me di cuenta cuando empecé a temblar y en ese momento sentí las manos de Taiga sobar mi espalda y su rostro hundirse en mi cuello y lo mejor fue su dulce voz en mi oído...

-Baka... estás temblando-

-Te quiero, Taiga- dije tímidamente.

-Ah...- suspiró –Yo también te quiero, pequeño tontito jeje- rió un poco –No te preocupes, por supuesto que te perdono. Eres mi mejor amigo y no te voy a abandonar... menos cuando nuevamente te reencontraste con Souichi-

-Gracias-

-Y ya... deja de temblar- nos separamos del abrazo, Taiga sostuvo mi rostro con sus dos manos y me miró a los ojos -Cambia esa cara ¿sí?-

-Sí... Taiga...- sonreí melancólicamente y Taiga me soltó.

Regresamos caminando tranquilamente con dirección a nuestros dormitorios. Al principio no nos dijimos nada pero luego... cuando ya estábamos caminando por el pasillo de nuestro piso (piso 5), ella interrumpió...

-Mori...- me llamó aún caminando.

-¿Sí?-

-Perdón por no haberte dicho que Souichi vino a buscarte hace un año. De alguna forma me siento culpable; a pesar de que lo hice por tu bien- se puso cabizbaja.

-Descuida... te perdono, Taiga- le sonreí.

-Que... ¿así nada más?- se sorprendió –¿Por qué me perdonas tan fácil?-

-Bueno... yo creo que lo mejor que puede hacer una persona es saber perdonar; además... tal y como me dijiste... tú siempre estuviste conmigo y me ayudaste a recuperarme y eso para mí... vale mucho. Es por eso que yo estaré contigo cada vez que me necesites y sobretodo... si ese baka de Takasu se aparece para molestarte jeje-

-No me toques el tema, por favor... aún me duele lo de Takasu-

-Pensé que lo habías superado-

-¿Por?-

-Te veo normal... tranquila... animada. Muy diferente a mí con lo de Sempai-

-¡Ja! Es que la vida sigue ¿no?-

-Tienes razón-

-A todo esto... qué le dijiste a Souichi... supongo que lo echaste ¿verdad?-

-De hecho... está esperándome en mi habitación-

-¿QUÉ? ¿TE VOLVISTE LOCO, MORI?- nos detuvimos.

-Él me lo pidió y creo que tiene algo importante que decirme-

-Ay, Mori... no caigas en su juego, vas a salir lastimado-

-Puede que sí, pero... sabes... quiero hablar con él sobre muchas cosas, y más aún que parece que está dispuesto a contarme libremente todo lo que ha pasado en este año-

-Sea lo que sea que te vaya a decir... ten MUCHO CUIDADO. Recuerda que ahora es casado-

-Lo sé-

-Y ya sabes... si pasa algo malo... solo llámame y yo iré personalmente a darle unas cuantas patadas en trasero jajajajaja-

Reímos, hablamos, nos comprendimos y eso me dio gusto. Qué alivio que no hayamos perdido nuestra amistad por mis impulsivas reacciones; aunque bueno... aún sigo pensando que estuve en todo mi derecho de reaccionar así, puesto que yo fui el afectado; ahora solo me faltaba descubrir si Hiroto también me engañó... aunque esta vez seré cuidadoso al momento de reclamárselo.

Llegamos a nuestras habitaciones y Taiga entró a la suya deseándome las buenas noches y mucha suerte en mi conversación con Sempai. Aunque Taiga esperaba que yo lo mandase a la mierda... la verdad no estaba muy seguro si hacerlo o no; ya que yo sí estaba emocionado por la repentina visita de Sempai.

Llegó la hora de enfrentarme con mi pasado, de hacerle frente a lo que más amo y lo que más me duele, de entrar por esa puerta. Tragué saliva, respiré hondo y cambié mi mirada preocupada a una más seria, pues yo también tengo mi orgullo. Me decidí y entré.

Las luces estaban encendidas, tal y como las dejé; sin embargo, no veía a Sempai por ningún lado. No dije nada y empecé a buscar por todos lados. Qué raro... Sempai no estaba; no espera... ya lo sabía... cómo no me di cuenta... se cansó de esperarme y se largó. Lo que me faltaba... me ilusioné por las puras... sabía que su "arrepentimiento" no era enserio, sino hubiera aguardado por mí.

Ya nada importaba, tampoco lo iba a llamar o a salir a buscar; ya eran las 12:14 de la madrugada y tenía mucho sueño. Puse mi laptop en una pequeña repisa que tenía en el pasillo y me fui a mi habitación. Entré bostezando y sobándome los ojos que al cerrar la puerta de mi pieza tras de mí y voltear para recostarme en mi cama... AHÍ ESTABA... SEMPAI NO SE HABÍA IDO... ESTABA ECHADO EN MI CAMA Y AL PARECER COMPLETAMENTE DORMIDO, PORQUE HICE RUIDO Y NO REACCIONÓ...

-¿Sempai?- dije pero no me respondió.

Estaba recostado en posición fetal mirando para su lado derecho. Me puse nervioso, no sabía qué hacer... ¿lo despierto o no? Si lo despierto va a querer hablar y la verdad no estoy de humor para hacerlo... muero de sueño; sin embargo, si lo dejo dormir... bueno... ¿dónde dormiré yo? ¿A su lado? ¿En la misma cama? NO... NO... NO PUEDO... eso sería bastante comprometedor.

Suspiré y caminé hasta el lado derecho de mi cama, justo al lado de Sempai y me agaché para verlo mejor. Ay... Sempai... cuánto tiempo ha pasado... cuántas veces quise volver a verte... cuántas veces deseé tenerte en mi cama nuevamente y ahora estás aquí... durmiendo... en mi cama. No podía dejar de mirarlo, me había hipnotizado con su tranquilidad, con su silencio y sobretodo por la paz que reflejaba su rostro. Apoyé mi cabeza en mi cama, cosa que nuestros rostros quedaron bastante cerca. Tuve el impulso de acariciarlo, pero los recuerdos dolorosos vinieron a mi mente y me contuve; sin embargo, sentí la necesidad de algo más. Quiero... quiero besarlo... pero... pero... NO PUEDO... no... no es correcto... no...

Sentí que era bastante peligroso seguir viéndolo, seguir cerca de él; por eso reaccioné y me alejé. Cada vez se hacía más de noche y yo necesitaba dormir para trabajar mañana. ¿Dónde puedo dormir si no es en mi habitació?, pensé. La única solución que me quedó fue no despertarlo y sacar un futón del armario. Había decido dormir en la habitación de Taiga, no sé por qué pero sentía que no estaba en condición para dormir en el mismo cuarto que Sempai.

No quise que Sempai pensara que aún ando detrás de él, por eso no lo tapé ni nada, lo dejé dormir tal cual estaba. Apagué todas las luces de mi hogar y salí con mi futón en mano. Toqué la puerta de Taiga y me abrió media dormida...

-¿Mori? ¿Qué haces aquí... qué pasó?-

-Eh... no nada... quería saber si podía dormir dentro de tu habitación... traje mi futón, jeje-

-¿Por qué? ¿Qué te hizo ese tirano ahora?- se cruzó de brazos.

-No nada... solo que lo encontré dormido en mi cama, así que no puedo estar ahí- sonreí.

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Shit! I think that this time if I scrubbed it... will perhaps Taiga stop being my friend for ever? That is to say... Taiga was that lied to me, but... well... no I should treat it badly or tell you all these things and less call it "metiche" when she helped me a lot to recover. I think I'm, but it was because I was very angry and let myself be carried away by anger; However, Taiga was right... If Sempai had already married Yuki, for which Ray came to fetch me to the pharmaceutical 1 week later and worse still... just back from honeymoon... do honey Moon? Or is that that was a lie of Hiroto... something that you know isn't Taiga?... No... clear that not... Taiga and Hiroto are not known.I feel that I did well to claim to Taiga on the lie, but I should not make her feel that you interfered in my life and less to reach the point of offending it. Ahhhhh... THAT idiot I am... I am afraid of having lost to Taiga a friend; indeed... I feel it very annoying.The presentation ended quickly and we left our superior room. Taiga accelerated the passage in silence, I guess that he would fulfill his oath never more speak the word, but I wanted to prevent it; so I called their step...-Taiga...-no answer - Taiga can talk, please? - she was still walking fast and looking forward - Taiga... listen - took her by the arms and she stopped abruptly --NO ME TOQUES - yelled at me and continued its path.-Taiga... sorry. I think that I'm in talk-talked discouraged - speak without thinking... is that... it was very angry for a lie and also I am somewhat depressed by the appearance of Sempai. Forgive me, please--No, Morinaga. Things are made and such; so please I ask... that does not bother me more--Taiga, is not that. I made a mistake... the lament, please – did not stop and not looked at me - listen to me, please - I pulled it and acorralé it against the wall of the Hall.-WHAT YOU DOING, IDIOT? --Listen to me and forgive me--I have nothing to forgive. We are no longer friends - he wanted to break away but my body was blocking the exit - take off --I won't remove--I have... said... TE QUITES, is now - exalted, but still could not pass.-QUE NO! - sighed - Taiga... sorry... really... should not shout and talk less; I'm... an idiot--Yes, I know-- And I responded... so because I discovered a lie; a lie that I crashed, but... you were right - got down head - IE... I was recovering me thank you and if again went back to see Sempai... I was going to create illusions stupid... like...-me bummed again - as it is happening right now --What?--Taiga, forgive me, please... forgive me - my voice broke, but Taiga still showed me chill - right now I'm confused again... I don't know what to do... I don't know what to say... I... I'm going to feel the pain from a year - ago-Sorry, but... I don't walk "metiche" again, with permission - he wanted to leave, but again I stopped it.-No... No... no... Please... don't go. Do not forsake me - I hugged it to force and she was quiet - please... don't want to break our friendship... I love you, Taiga. You're the closest thing I have... are the most important thing I have now... you're part of my life... you're like my sister... Taiga, forgive me -Taiga me did not correspond to the embrace, just stood still waiting for that I will let go of it; It also said nothing. Go that it was feeling the worst; i.e., I lost my best friend, and to top it off I have to go back to my room to face Sempai.I didn't mind when I started to shake and at that moment I felt the hands of Taiga rub my back and sinking his face in my neck and the best was his sweet voice in my ear...-Baka are trembling...--I love you, Taiga - I said timidly.-Ah...-sighed - I love you too, little dummy lol - he laughed a bit - don't worry, of course I forgive you. You are my best friend and I will not abandon... less when you again reencontraste you with Souichi--Thank you-- And now... stop shaking - separate ourselves from the embrace, Taiga held my face with both hands and looked me in the eyes - changes that face Yes? --Yes... Taiga...-smiled wistfully and Taiga I dropped.We return walking calmly towards our bedroom. At the beginning didn't we say us nothing but then... when we were walking down the hallway of our floor (5th floor), she interrupted...-Mori...-called me even walking.-Yes?--Sorry for not having said that Souichi came looking for you a year ago. Somehow I feel guilty; while I did that for your sake - she was crestfallen.-Neglected... I forgive you, Taiga - smiled you.-That... so anything else? – was surprised - why forgive me so easy?--Well... I think that the best thing a person can do is to learn to forgive; also... as I said... you were always with me and helped me to recover and that for me is... worth much. That's why I will be with you whenever you need me and above all... If that baka of Takasu appears to annoy you lol --Do not touch the issue, please... even in Takasu - hurts-I thought that you had passed it--Why?--See you normal... quiet... lively. Very different to me with the Sempai--Ja! Is that life goes on right? --You're right--To all this... what said you to Souichi... guess cast it right? --It is in fact... waiting for me in my room--WHAT? TE VOLVISTE LOCO, MORI?-we stopped.-He asked me and I think it has something important to tell me--Oh, Mori... do not fall into your game, you'll get hurt--Yes, but... you know... can I want to talk to him about many things, and even more it seems willing to freely tell me everything that has happened this year --Whatever it is you do to say... be very careful. Remember that you're married now--I know it-- And you know... If it's a bad thing... just call me and I'll personally give you a few kicks in back Hahahahaha -We laughed, talked, understood us and that gave me a taste. What relief we have not lost our friendship by my impulsive reactions; but good... yet I still think I was in my right to react as well, since I was the affected party; now it was missing I only discover if Hiroto also tricked me... but this time I will be careful at the time of claim it.We got to our rooms and Taiga came to his wishing me good night and good luck in my conversation with Sempai. While Taiga was waiting that I the truth to command it to shit... was not very sure if you make it or not; Since I was excited about the sudden visit of Sempai.The time I deal with my past, cope with what I love most and what hurts me most, enter that door. I swallowed saliva, took a deep breath and I changed my worried look to a more serious, because I also have my pride. I decided and entered.The lights were lit, as I left them; However, it did not see Sempai anywhere. I said nothing and began to search everywhere. What rare... Sempai was not; wait... you did not... how didn't realize me... tired of wait for me and is started. What I was missing... me stirring for the pure... knew that his "repentance" was not really, but I would have waited for me.Nothing mattered now, either he was going to call or to go find; they were already 12:14 a.m. and had much sleep. I put my laptop on a small ledge that was in the Hall and went to my room. Yawning and rubbing my eyes to close the door of my room I went after me and turn to lay me on my bed... THERE IT WAS... SEMPAI NOT WAS GONE... IT WAS LAID IN MY BED AND APPARENTLY COMPLETELY ASLEEP, BECAUSE I MADE A NOISE AND IT DID NOT REACT...-Sempai? - told but did not answer me.He was lying in fetal looking to your right side position. I was nervous, I didn't know what to do... the awake or not? If the awake will want to talk about and the truth I do not humor to make it... dying of sleep; However, if I leave you to sleep... well... where shall I sleep? At his side? In the same bed? NO... NO... I can not... that would be very compromising.I sighed and walked up to the right side of my bed, right next to Sempai and I reached down to see it better. Ay... Sempai... how much time has passed... how many times wanted to see you... how many times I wanted to have you in my bed again and now are here... sleeping... on my bed. I could not stop looking at it, he had hypnotized me with peace of mind, with their silence and above all for peace that reflected her face. I supported my head in my bed, something that our faces were close enough. I had the urge to pet him, but the painful memories came to my mind and I refrained; However, I felt the need for something more. I want... I want to kiss him... but... but... I can not... no... is not correct... not...I felt that it was quite dangerous to continue watching it, keep close to him; that is why I responded and walked away. Increasingly made over night and I needed to sleep for work tomorrow. Where can I can sleep if it is not in my room?, I thought. The only solution that I was was not to wake him up and get a futon cupboard. Had I decided to sleep in the room of Taiga, I don't know why, but I felt that it was not in condition to sleep in the same room as Sempai.Didn't Sempai to think that I'm still behind him, why not keep capped it or anything, I left it to sleep so was. I turned off all the lights in my home and I left my futon in hand. I knocked the door of Taiga and he opened me half asleep...-Do Mori? What are you doing here... what happened?--Eh... nothing... wanted to know if I could sleep inside your room... suit my futon, hehe --Why? What made you this tyrant now?-crossed arms.-No nothing... just that I found him asleep in my bed, so I can not be there - smiled.

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Fuck! I think that this time the scrubbed ... do Taiga no longer be my friend forever? I mean ... that Taiga was lied to me, but ... well ... I should not treat it as bad or say all those things and less call "nosy" when she helped me to recover. I think I went too far, but it was because I was so angry and I got carried away by anger; however, Taiga was right ... if Sempai was already married to Yuki, what rays came looking for the Pharmaceutical 1 week after and even worse ... just back from their honeymoon honeymoon ... ? Or is that too was a lie ... Did Hiroto Taiga know anything about that? ... No ... of course not ... Taiga and Hiroto not know. I feel that I was right to claim from Taiga on I am lying, but I should not make her feel that intruded into my life and less to the point of offending. Ahhhhh ... AM ... What a fool I have fear of losing Taiga as a friend; ... I feel really very upset. The presentation ended quickly and left the room our superior. Taiga quickened his pace in silence, then I guess not fulfill his oath never to speak to me, but I wanted to stop; so I equaled his step ... ...- unanswered -Taiga -Taiga can we talk, please - she was still walking fast and looking forward escucha- -Taiga ... I took the arms and she stopped abruptly TOQUES- 'I yelled and continued its path. -Taiga ... sorry. I think I overdid in ASI- talk -Talk discouraged spoke without thinking ... it is that ... I was very angry about the lie and am somewhat depressed by the appearance of Sempai. Forgive me, please- No, Morinaga. Things are made ​​and such; so please ... I beg you not to bother me more- -Taiga, it's not about that. I made ​​a mistake ... I'm sorry, please- he did not stop and did not look at me Listen to me, please-and pulled her cornered against the wall of the hall. What is it you do, MORON - That I hear you and I perdones- No I have nothing to forgive. We are no longer friends-but my body wanted to escape exit blocked -QUÍTATE- No I will that you remove ... I've said ... that you take off, NOW- exalted, but still could not pass. What a I DO NOT - sighed -Taiga ... sorry ... really ... I should not yell and talk less bad; I'm an idiot ... Yes, I know, And ... I reacted because I discovered a lie; a lie that struck me, but ... you had rightly bowed my head It's mean ... I was recovering thanks to you again and again if you see Sempai ... I was stupid to create illusions ... as ...- I was depressed again As is happening right now- - What? -Taiga, forgive me, please ... perdóname- my voice broke, however, still I showed me Taiga Just now I am cold confused again ... I do not know what to do ... I do not know what to say ... I ... I'm going to feel pain about a year ago Excuse me, but ... I do not want to walk to "nosy" again, permission-I wanted to leave, but stopped again. No ... no ... no ... please ... do not go. I do not abandones- forcibly hugged her and she was still 'Please ... I do not want to break our friendship ... I love you, Taiga. You're the closest thing I have ... you're the most important thing I have now ... you're part of my life ... you're like my sister ... Taiga, perdóname- Taiga corresponded not embrace me, he just stood still waiting for me to let go; He said nothing. Wow that I was feeling the worst; that is, I lost my best friend and on top I have to go back to my room to face Sempai. I did not realize when I started to shake and then I felt the hands of Taiga rub my back and his face sink into my neck and Maybe it was his sweet voice in my ear ... ... are trembling -Baka 'I want, Taiga- said hesitantly. Ah ...- sighed 'I love you too, little silly jeje- laughed a little - Do not worry, of course I forgive you. You're my best friend and I'm not going to leave you again ... except when reencontraste with Souichi- -Gracias- ... And since we parted tremble stops hug, Taiga held my face with both hands and looked me -Change the eyes that face all right - Yes ... Taiga Taiga ...- smiled wistfully and let go. We returned walking calmly towards our bedroom. At first we did not say anything ... but then when we were already walking down the hallway of our floor (5th floor), she interrupted ... -Mori ...- called me still walking. 'Yes - Sorry to I told you not Souichi came looking a year ago. Somehow I feel guilty; even though I did it for your welfare stood crestfallen. -Descuida ... I forgive you, Taiga- smiled. That ... just like that - 'Why was surprised how easy excuse me? - Well ... I think that the best thing a person can do is to forgive; well ... as you said ... you were always with me and helped me recover and that to me ... worth much. That is why I will be with you whenever you need me ... and especially if that baka Takasu jeje- appears to bother the topic Do not touch me, please ... it still hurts to Takasu- thought that you had superado- 'Why - I'll see regular ... calm ... animated. Very different to me so of Sempai- Ha! Is that life goes on right? - You're right -A all this ... did you tell Souichi ... I guess you blew right? - 'Actually ... is waiting for me in my room -¿ THAN? Have you gone CRAZY, MORI -. We stopped He asked me and I think I have something important to decirme- Oh, Mori ... do not fall into his game, going out lastimado- Maybe so, but. .. you know ... I want to talk to him about many things, and yet that seems to be more willing to freely tell me everything that has happened in this year Whatever it is that you will be very careful to say ... . Remember married-now , I know, you know ... And if something bad happens ... just call me and I will personally give a few kicks in the rear jajajajaja- We laughed, we talked, we realized and that gave me pleasure . What a relief that we have not lost our friendship for my impulsive reactions; but well ... I still think I was in my right to react well, since I was affected; Now I just needed to find out if Hiroto also tricked me ... but this time I will be careful when you claim it. We got to our rooms and Taiga entered his wishing me good night and good luck in my conversation with Sempai. Although Taiga expected me to command them to hell ... the truth was not sure whether to do or not; and yes I was excited by the sudden visit Sempai. It's time to face my past, to cope with what I love and what hurts me, to walk through that door. I swallowed, took a deep breath and changed my concern to a more serious look, because I have my pride. I decided and went in. The lights were on, as the left; however, not seen anywhere Sempai. I said nothing and started looking everywhere. Strange ... Sempai was not; no wait ... I knew ... how I did not realize ... he got tired of waiting and left. Just what I needed for my hopes up ... pure ... I knew that his "repentance" was not really, but had waited for me. Nothing mattered, neither would call or go find; it was already 12:14 am and was very sleepy. I put my laptop on a small ledge that was in the hallway and went to my room. I went yawning and rubbing my eyes that closed the door of my room behind me and turn to lie down in my bed ... ... THERE WAS NO SEMPAI was gone ... He was lying in my bed and apparently fast asleep , because I did not react ... NOISE AND -¿Sempai - said but did not answer. I was lying in a fetal position looking to his right side. I was nervous, did not know what to do ... you awake or not? If you awake will want to talk and I'm really not in the mood to do ... I'm dying of sleep; however, if I let you sleep ... well ... where do I sleep? Beside him? In the same bed? NO ... NO ... I can not ... that would be quite engaging. I sighed and walked to the right side of my bed, right next to Sempai and crouched for a better look. Sempai ... Oh ... how much time has passed ... how often would I see you again ... how many times I wanted you in my bed again and now you're here ... ... sleeping in my bed. I could not stop looking at it, I was mesmerized with its tranquility, its silence and above all for peace in his face. I rested my head on my bed, something that our faces were quite close. I had the urge to pet him, but the painful memories came to my mind and I held; however, I felt the need for something more. ... I want to kiss him ... but ... but ... I can not ... not ... not right ... no ... I felt it was quite dangerous to continue watching, keep close to him; why I reacted and walked away. Each time it grew dark and I needed to sleep for work tomorrow. Where I can not sleep if my habitació ?, I thought. The only solution I could do was not to wake and get a futon closet. He had decided to sleep in the room of Taiga, do not know why but I felt I was in no condition to sleep in the same room as Sempai. I did not want Sempai think that even I'm behind him, so I do not cover or anything, I let her sleep as it was. I turned off all the lights in my home and left with my futon in hand. I knocked on the door and opened Taiga half asleep ... -¿Mori? What are you doing here ... what happened? - Uh ... nothing ... I was wondering if I could sleep in your room ... I brought my futon, jeje- Why? What made ​​this tyrant now - he crossed his arms. No nothing ... just that I found him asleep in my bed, so I can not be there-I smiled.

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Shit! I think this time I messed up Taiga does Will Be My Friend Forever? I mean... Taiga was that he lied to me, but... Well... I shouldn't be so mean to her and tell her all those things and call it "Nosy" When she helped me a lot to recover. I think I Overdid It, but it was because I was so Angry and I let myself be carried away by Anger; however, taiga was right...Sempai if already married to Yuki, what came to me in 1 week after pharmaceutical and worse... Just back from their honeymoon. Honeymoon? Or is that too was a lie by Hiroto... Taiga does know something? ... Not... Of course not... Taiga and Hiroto is not known.

I feel I did well in Taiga insist on lying,But I shouldn't make you feel you are getting in the way of my life, and less to reach the point of it. Ahhhhh... What else am... I'm afraid I've Lost Taiga as a Friend; In Truth... I feel very upset.
the Presentation ended quickly, and left the room at the top. Taiga Accelerated The Step In Silence, so I guess that would fulfill his Oath Never More Word to me,But I wanted to stop it; so that even his Step...

- - No answer –taiga taiga... Can we talk, please? - she was still Walking Fast and looking forward –taiga... Listen - I took the Arms and she stopped abruptly -

- Don't Touch Me - I Cried and continued its Passage.

- taiga... I'm sorry. I think I Overdid It at you so discouraged –Hable - I spoke without thinking. Is that...The Lie was very angry and I'm also something pressed by the emergence of sempai. Please Forgive Me -

- No, Morinaga. Things are made and such; so please... Ask you not to disturb me More -

- taiga, not about that. I made a mistake... I'm Sorry, please don't stop and I looked –escÚchame, please - pulled and he CORNERED against the hallway Wall.

- What are you doing, you idiot? Listen To Me - -

and
- Forgive Me - I have nothing to forgive. We are no longer Friends wanted to leave but my body blocking the exit –quÍtate -

I'm not remove -

I... Said... Get NOW - exalted, but still could not pass.

! - i –taiga... I'm sorry... Really... I shouldn't have yelled at you and talk to You Bad, I... I'm An Idiot -

-I know

- and... I came because I discovered a lie, a lie that shocked me, but... You Were Right - i Hedged, i.e.... I was recovering thanks to you again and again to see if sempai... I was stupid to create Illusions... - I got depressed again, as is happening Now -

what? -
- taiga, forgive me, please... Forgive Me, my voice Broke, however,Taiga still showed me Chills just now I'm confused again. I Don't know what to do... I Don't know what to say... I... I'm going to feel the pain of a year ago -

- Excuse me, but... I Don't want to walk "Nosy" again, with permission - wanted to go, but again stopped.

... Not... Not... Please... Don't Go.- Don't leave me hanging on the force and she kept quiet, please. I Don't want to break our friendship... I Love You, taiga. You're the Closest Thing I have... You are the most important thing that I have now... You're a part of my life... You're like my sister. Taiga, Forgive Me - i

Taiga was the Hug, just stood still waiting for me to let go, Don't say anything.I was feeling worse; that is to say, I lost my best friend and then I have to go back to my room to face sempai.

I realized when I started shaking and at that moment I felt the hands of Taiga Rubbing my back and his face into my neck, and I was her Sweet Voice in My Ear - BAKA...

... You're shaking -

I Love You - I said Shyly, taiga.

Oh...- I Love You too small Sigh, laughed a Little Silly hehe - - Don't worry, of course i forgive you. You're my best friend and I'm not leaving you. When you reencontraste again with Souichi -

-

- and already... Stop shaking - We split the Hug, taiga held my face with both his hands and looked me in the Eyes - changes that face? - Yes -

... Taiga...- I smiled and gave me Melancholy Taiga.

we walk towards our bedrooms. At First, nothing was said, but then... When we were walking along the corridor of our floor (5th floor), she interrupted...

- mori... - Call Me

Still Walking. - Yeah? -
- Sorry for not telling you that Souichi here a year ago.Somehow I feel guilty; Despite that I did for you was Crestfallen.
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I I forgive you, but you smiled.

-... So anything else? - He was surprised Why forgive me so easily? -
- well... I think the best thing we can do is Learn to forgive a person, besides... As I said... You were always with me and helped me to recover and that for me.It's a lot. That is why I will be with you whenever you need me, and... If that Baka of Takasu appears to annoy you hehe

- - Don't touch the item, please... Still Hurts The Takasu -

- I thought you were over -

?

- - you look normal. Quiet... Lively. Very different to me with the sempai

ha! Is that life is not? - You're right - -



- All this...What did you say to Souichi... I guess you're right? -
- in fact... He's waiting for me in my room -

- What? Are You Crazy, Mori? - We've stopped. - He asked me, and I think he has something important to tell me -

Oh, Mori... Don't fall into your game, you're Gonna Get Hurt -

maybe, but... You know... I want to talk to him about many things,And even that is freely willing to tell me everything that happened in this year -

- Whatever you say... Be careful. Remember that now is married -

-

- and, you know... If something Bad happens... Just call me and I will personally give you a few kicks ass - hahahaha

laughed, we talked, we realized and that gave me a taste.What a relief that we have not lost our friendship for my impulsive reactions; although Well... I still think I was right in my reaction as I was concerned, now I just needed to find out if Hiroto also Cheated On Me... Although this time I'll be careful when

from.We went to our rooms and Taiga Yours wishing me good night, and good luck in my conversation with sempai. Although Taiga expected me to send him to hell... I wasn't quite sure whether to do it or not; I was excited by the sudden visit sempai.

it's time to face my past.To address what I Love most and What hurts more, come through that door. Swallowed saliva, I took a deep breath and changed my worried look to a more serious, because I also have my pride. I decided and went in. The lights were on, as the left; however, he did not see a sempai anywhere. I didn't say anything and I started to look for everywhere. Strange... Sempai was not;Don't wait... I knew it. What I didn't realize... He got tired of me and took off. What I need... I got excited by the pure... He knew that his repentance was not serious, but he waited for me. Nothing Mattered, or going to call or seek out; there were 12: 14 in the morning and had a Dream.I put my laptop on a small Ledge that was in the hallway and I went to my room. I yawned and Snogging eyes that when you close the door of my room and look after me to lie down in my bed... There was... Sempai had not gone... I was lying in my bed and apparently completely asleep, because I did not reacted and noise...

- sempai? - I said, but no reply.I was lying in the Fetal Position looking to his right side. I was nervous, I didn't know what to do... I awake or not? If you awake is going to want to talk and I'm not really in the mood. I'm Dream; however, if you let him sleep... Well... Where do I Sleep? At his side? In the same bed? Not... Not... I can't... That would be very embarrassing.I sighed and walked over to the right side of my bed, next to Dai sempai and I bent down to see it better. Oh... Sempai... How much time has passed... How many times I wanted to see you again... How many times I wished you in my bed again, and now you're here... Sleeping... In my bed. I couldn't Stop looking at it, I was mesmerized with its calm,With its Silence and especially for peace which reflected her face. I hung my head in my bed, and our faces were quite close. I had the urge to PET him, but Painful memories come to my mind and I held it; however, I felt the need for something more. I want to kiss you... But... But... I can't... Not... It's not right... Not...

I felt it was too dangerous to keep on seeing him, near him; that's why I reacted and I drove away. It became increasingly night sleep and I needed to work in the morning. Where do I sleep if it's not in my habitació? I thought. The only solution I was not wake him up and get a futon in the closet. I decided to sleep in the room of Taiga,I Don't Know Why, but I felt I was in no condition to sleep in the same room as sempai.

I think I'm still years behind him, why not just let him Sleep or anything, as it was. I turned off all the lights in my home and I went out with my futon in hand. I knocked on the door of Taiga and opened my Half Asleep...

- Mori? What are you doing here? What happened? -
- Uh... No, nothing...I wanted to know if I could sleep in your room... I brought my futon, hehe

- - Why? What made you this Tyrant? - crossed Arms.

- No Nothing. Just found him sleeping in my bed, so I can't Be There -
smiled.