POV SOUICHI- Así es como están las

POV SOUICHI

- Así es como están las cosas. Kunihiro finalizó con su historia.

Estaba desconcertado ante lo que acababa de contarme, no era de extrañarse que después de la llamada se pusiera tan nervioso y al entrar al laboratorio estuviera decaído. Al cerrar los ojos podía ver su cara de tristeza; esos ojos que no lloran pero esa boca que se fuerza a sonreír ¿Cuánta mala suerte podía tener una persona? Morinaga no había nacido en la familia más feliz precisamente y siempre había tenido muchos problemas, su pasado era más oscuro de lo que podía imaginarme y sus palabras no serían suficientes para hacerme entender. Pero dentro de mi ignorancia había algo que conocía a la perfección, una sensación de pérdida incomparable a cualquier otra cosa. Perder a un padre nunca es fácil, lo experimenté en carne propia y no se lo deseaba ni a mi peor enemigo. Perderlos a ambos debía ser devastador. No importa lo bestias que hayan sido sus padres, el golpe siempre es duro y que estuviera en una situación como ésta era como desperdiciar la oportunidad para arreglar los problemas. Después de que perdí a mamá pude salir adelante gracias a la responsabilidad que sentía por cuidar de mis hermanos y aunque el viejo salía constantemente a viajes por su trabajo sabía que contaba con él, con ellos; con mi familia. El apoyo incondicional estuvo y estará siempre a mi disposición ¿Pero en el caso de Morinaga no era igual, verdad?

- ¡Ese idiota! ¿Por qué siempre quiere arreglar las cosas solo? Bajé mi cabeza y murmuré.

- ¿Por qué ocultó algo tan importante? Puede que haya pensado que no me importaba pero estaría equivocado ¿Acaso él no se preocupa por mi familia? ¿Qué le hace pensar que no sería igual con él? Por supuesto que me importa, claro que también me preocuparía porque siempre me ha dolido que no tiene una buena relación con su familia. No sé si yo podría resolver todo el problema pero tal vez juntos… yo lo habría apoyado.

- No sé qué razón te haya dado Tetsuhiro para irse pero como eres alguien que él aprecia mucho sería de ayuda si pudieras apóyalo en su recuperación.

- Me dicen tirano pero no soy un inhumano. Yo me encargo.

- Él está constantemente ayudando, se sobre esfuerza y también ha puesto su vida en riesgo para proteger lo que más amo; a mi familia. No soy ningún ingrato para no regresarle el favor cuando me necesita. Cuando tuvimos el problema con el acosador él no dudó un segundo para ayudar, a pesar de que dudé de sus intenciones, él me demostró que también estaba ahí; me demostró que no le importaba llegar a las últimas consecuencias. Aunque seguía siendo un idiota descuidado.

- Dadas las condiciones Tetsuhiro no podrá viajar en un tiempo. Luego de asegurarme de que esté bien y haya despertado regresaré a Fukuoka con mi madre. En estos momentos, como indicó el doctor, va a necesitar reposo para recuperarse así que me encargaré de nuestra madre para que no se preocupe. Pasaré al hospital alrededor del mediodía, así que estamos en contacto. Con esa última frase se despidió y se fue.

Yo me dirigí al departamento. Era un lugar solitario sin nadie que me recibiera o que estuviera constantemente sobre mí. Se sentí frío, faltaba calor humano; faltaba Morinaga. Me asusté al notar mis ropas ensangrentadas y al palparlas todavía estaban un poco húmedas, debido a todo lo ocurrido lo había olvidado y no las cambié.

- Espero no resfriarme, no tengo tiempo para eso.

Me quité la ropa y la puse a lavar. No era tan habilidoso como Morinaga, él hacía cosas innecesarias pero la ropa siempre tenía un agradable olor, a mí me bastaba con que estuviera limpia. Tomé un baño caliente para quitar el frío en mi cuerpo y relajarme. Me puse mi pijama y antes de entrar a mi habitación observé la de Morinaga por unos minutos; oscuridad y una puerta entreabierta. Ese cuarto traía demasiados recuerdos a mi mente aunque no me sentía tan orgulloso de todos ellos. Vacilé, mis piernas se movieron sin mi permiso y para cuando me di cuenta me encontraba sobre su cama. Olía a él mientras mis pensamientos me atormentaban por estar en un lugar donde no debía estar; era prohibido. La preocupación y soledad me invadieron mientras jalé una almohada y la abracé con rencor. Me quedé dormido.

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- ¿¡Qué!? ¿Once de la mañana? ¡Ya es muy tarde!

Al despertar me sonrojé cuando me di cuenta que estaba en su habitación y encima abrazando una de sus almohadas. Vi el reloj, me apresuré y me vestí. Tenía que estar ahí lo antes posible pues quería estar ahí cuando Morinaga despertara. Apenas desayuné un pan con un café y salí corriendo; detestaba lo mucho que hacía preocuparme por él.

- ¿Por qué tiene que invadir mis pensamientos a su antojo?

En el hospital su hermano ya estaba esperando por la autorización del doctor para ver a Morinaga, me puso al tanto de lo que había pasado y aunque todavía estaba durmiendo íbamos a poder entrar un momento. El doctor nos hizo una seña para que lo acompañáramos y nos guío hasta el cuarto en donde descansaba. Se nos permitiría la entrada a ambos pero nos advirtió de que no debíamos forzarlo a despertar o alterarlo, no debía de estresarse por ningún motivo. Pasamos y pudimos observar lo lastimado que estaba. Tenía varios moretones y raspaduras, justo como dijo el médico. Su pierna estaba enyesada y tenía vendajes en varias partes de su cuerpo. Me dolía verlo de esa manera, ahora era cuando extrañaba su sonrisa para animarme. Deseaba que abriera los ojos y me molestara con la personalidad tan retorcida que tiene como siempre lo ha hecho; invadiendo mi espacio personal.

Como si Dios estuviera escuchando mis plegarias empezó a moverse y luego abrió sus ojos. Parpadeó varias veces para que sus ojos se acostumbraran a la luz, gimió en dolor y su cara era de confusión. Giró ligeramente su cabeza pero no creo que haya podido observar por completo la habitación.

- D-duele. Intentó mover la mano que se había torcido pero la sensación de dolor ya no se lo permitió. - ¿Qué hago aquí? Volteó alrededor y cuando notó nuestras presencias nos vio curioso.

- No es buena idea que te muevas, el médico dijo que tenías que estar en reposo ¿No lo recuerdas? Ayer fuiste muy descuidado, sufriste un atropello y la ambulancia nos trajo aquí; es un hospital. Me acerqué bastante aliviado porque parecía estar muy bien, era el mismo Morinaga. - Estaba muy preocupado de que algo malo… Tomé una de sus manos entre las mías como un acto inconsciente y él reaccionó asustado. Retiró su mano como pudo y se puso a la defensiva.

- Disculpa ¿Nos conocemos?

Sus palabras me hirieron y me regresaron a la realidad. Ese golpe en la cabeza estaba presentando secuelas.

POV MORINAGA

Mi cuerpo se sentía pesado y algo adormilado, como si hubiera dormido por un largo tiempo. Abrí lentamente mis ojos pero sólo vi dos sombras hasta que mi vista se aclaró y observé a dos personas frente a mí. De ambos únicamente reconocía a mi hermano, la otra persona era un extraño y por si fuera poco no tenía la menor idea de lo que lo que hacían ahí o de lo que yo hacía aquí. Según recordaba estaba próximo a casarse, no tenía asuntos conmigo y yo no tenía nada que hablar con él. Traté de mover mi mano para sobar mi cabeza porque dolía pero me encontré con un dolor punzante y constante en mi muñeca. Era como si se hubiera torcido, apenas moví unos centímetros de mi cuerpo y éste también dolía mucho. Entonces analicé con cuidado esa habitación y me di cuenta que no la conocía, era un lugar extraño, más amplió que mi cuarto en el departamento.

- ¿Qué hago aquí? Observé a mí alrededor y parecía ser un hospital. Pero ¿Por qué? ¿Por qué me encontraba en un hospital?

- ¿Qué es lo último que recuerdo? ¿Irme de casa? No, eso pasó hace algunas semanas o eso creo. Mis recuerdos están muy borrosos. Me parece que anoche estaba en el bar donde trabaja Hiroto-kun, probablemente tomé más de la cuenta porque me siento muy extraño y no logró recordar casi nada. Ayer salí con alguien del bar, no me dijo su nombre pero no me interesaba porque no pensaba volver a contactar con él. Fuimos a un hotel o eso habría sido lo normal, no tengo idea de cómo llegué aquí ¿Por qué en un hospital? En verdad me excedí con los tragos pero antes nunca había llegado a tanto. Estoy muy asustado, no sé lo que me pasó.

Enseguida la persona que no conocía se acercó a mí y a pesar de que nunca antes la había visto, por alguna razón, al verla me dolía el pecho y me invadían unas enormes ganas de llorar. Él me recordaba a Masaki-san en cierto modo o mejor dicho, producía un efecto adormecedor que me hacía olvidarme de él; me hacía pensar en mi futuro pero sin ningún temor.

- ¿Qué es esto que siento? ¿Por qué me parece tan familiar? Deja vu, puede ser la palabra que mejor describa mi cabeza en este momento. Es como si fuera un reencuentro pero no lo he visto antes. Creo que recordaría a una persona tan atractiva como él; tiene la sensación de ser alguien inolvidable.

- No es buena idea que te muevas, el médico dijo que tenías que estar en reposo ¿No lo recuerdas? Ayer fuiste muy descuidado, sufriste un atropello y la ambulancia nos trajo aquí; es un hospital.

- ¿Qué? ¿Cuál atropelló? ¿A mí? No recuerdo nada de eso.

Mientras más se acercaba mi corazón iba acelerándose, no entendía porque me producía esta sensación en la primera impresión y al mismo tiempo me aterraba. Verlo preocuparse por mí sin siquiera conocernos me hizo sentir muy extraño, era un lindo gesto que valoraba mucho en las personas.

- ¿Alguien se preocupa por mí? ¿Esa mirada escondida tras sus lentes? ¿Por qué me siento así?... ¿Es esto… amor? ¡No!

No me podía permitir cometer el mismo error dos veces, me había hecho una promesa a mí mismo; no me volvería a enamorar.

- El amor sólo causa mucho dolor, no quiero pasar por un proceso tan doloroso otra vez, no más.

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POV SOUICHI-This is how things stand. Kunihiro ended with its history.I was taken aback at what had just tell me, it was no wonder that after the call it became so nervous and entering the laboratory was deposed. To close your eyes I could see your face of sadness; those eyes that don't cry but that mouth is forced to smile much bad luck could have a person? Morinaga was not born in the happiest family precisely and always had many problems, its past was darker than could imagine me and his words would not be enough to make me understand. But in my ignorance there was something he knew to perfection, a sense of loss incomparable to anything else. Losing a parent is never easy, I experienced it firsthand and did not wish it on my worst enemy. Losing them both would be devastating. No matter the beasts that have always been parents, hit is hard and she was in a situation like this was as wasted the opportunity to fix the problems. When I lost my mother I could move forward thanks to the responsibility that was taking care of my brothers and although the old out constantly to travel for his work knew that you had it, with them; with my family. Unconditional support was and will always be available to me but in the case of Morinaga was not equal, truth?-This idiot! Why always wanna fix things only? I lowered my head and murmuré.-Why to hid something so important? You may have thought that I didn't but it would be wrong would perhaps he doesn't care about my family? What makes you think it would be like with him? Of course that I care, of course that it would also worry me because it has always pained me that it does not have a good relationship with his family. I don't know if I could resolve all the problem but maybe together... I would have supported it.-Don't know what reason you have given Tetsuhiro to leave but as you are someone that he very much appreciates would help if you could support him in his recovery.-I say tyrant but I am not an inhuman. I'll.-He is constantly helping, is about striving and it has also put his life at risk to protect what they further master; my family. I ain't no ingrate for not to return the favor when I need. When we had the problem with the stalker he did not hesitate a second to help, while I doubted their intentions, he showed me that he was also there; It showed me that it didn't get to the last consequences. Although it remained a careless idiot.-Given Tetsuhiro conditions may not travel in time. I'll be back to Fukuoka after make sure that you are well and you have awakened with my mother. At the moment, as indicated by the doctor, going to need rest to recover so I will take care of our mother so don't worry. I will turn to the hospital around noon, so we are in touch. With that last sentence I said goodbye and left.I went to the Department. It was a lonely place with no one that I received or who were constantly on me. I felt cold, lacked warmth; Morinaga was missing. I got scared to notice my bloodied clothes and to still feel they were a little wet, because of everything that happened had forgotten him and not changed them.-I hope not colds, I don't have time for that.I took off my clothes and put it to wash. It was not as skilled as Morinaga, he was doing unnecessary things but clothes always smelled nice, to me was enough with it was clean. I took a hot bath to remove the cold in my body and relax. I put on my pajamas and before entering my room of Morinaga watched for a few minutes; darkness and a door ajar. That quarter brought too many memories to mind even if it didn't feel so proud of all of them. I hesitated, my legs were moved without my permission, and when I realized I was account on his bed. It smelled to him while my thoughts tormented me for being in a place where they should not be; It was banned. The concern and loneliness I invaded while I pulled a pillow and hugged her with resentment. I fell asleep.-.-.-.-.--What! Eleven in the morning? It's already too late!Waking up when I gave my sonrojé account that was in your room and up hugging one of her pillows. I saw the clock, I hurried and dressed. You had to be there as soon as possible because I wanted to be there when Morinaga woke up. Just I had breakfast with a coffee bread and I ran; I hated how much that I care about him.-Why is invading my thoughts at will?Hospital his brother already was waiting for authorization from the doctor to see Morinaga, I was aware of what had happened and although I was still sleeping were going to be able to enter a time. The doctor motioned us a to we made it and guided us to the room where they rested. It would allow us entry to both but warned that I should not force him to wake up or alter it, it should not get stressed out for no reason. We spent and we could see the hurt that was. It had several bruises and scratches, just as the doctor said. His leg was plastered and had bandages on various parts of his body. It hurt me to see it that way, it was now when missed his smile to encourage me. He wanted to open his eyes and molestara me with a personality so twisted that it has as it has always done so; invading my personal space.As if God were listening to my prayer began to move, and then opened her eyes. He blinked several times so that your eyes adjust to the light, moaned in pain and her face was confusion. He turned his head slightly, but I don't think that you have seen full room.D-it hurts. He tried to move the hand that had twisted but the sensation of pain already not permitted it. -What should I do here? He turned around and when he noticed our presence we saw curious.-Is not good idea that move, the doctor said that you had to be at rest do not remember? Yesterday you were very careless, suffered an outrage and an ambulance brought us here; It is a hospital. I went quite relieved because it seemed to be very well, it was the same Morinaga. -It was very concerned that something bad... I took one of his hands between the mine as an unconscious Act and he reacted scared. He withdrew his hand as he could and put on the defensive.-Excuse us we knowHis words I was hurt and returned me to reality. That blow to the head was presenting sequels.POV MORINAGAMy body felt heavy and somewhat sleepy, as if he had slept for a long time. I slowly opened my eyes but only saw two shadows until my vision cleared and watched two people in front of me. Both only acknowledged my brother, the other person was a stranger, and if outside little he didn't have the slightest idea of what what they did there or what I was doing here. As he remembered it was close to marrying, had no issues with me and I had nothing to talk to him. I tried to move my hand to rub my head because it hurt but I found myself with a sharp and constant on my wrist pain. It was as if he had twisted, just moved a few centimeters from my body and it also hurt much. Then carefully analyzed that room and me di account that did not know it was a strange place, more expanded to my room in the Department.-What should I do here? I watched me around and seemed to be a hospital. But why? Why do was I in a hospital?-What is the last thing I remember? Can I go home? No, that happened a few weeks ago or I think. My memories are very fuzzy. It seems to me that it was last night at the bar where she works Hiroto-kun, I probably took more account because I feel very strange and failed to remember almost nothing. Yesterday I went out with someone from the bar, I said his name, but I was not interested because I didn't return to contact him. We went to a hotel or that would have been normal, I have no idea of how I got here why in a hospital In truth I'm with drinks but I had never before come to both. I'm very scared, I don't know what happened to me.Then the person who did not know came to me and while he had never seen before it, for some reason, seeing her hurt me chest and they invaded me a tremendous desire to cry. Masaki-San reminded me somehow or rather, produced a numbing effect that made me forget it; It made me think about my future, but without fear.-What is this that I feel? Do seem me so familiar? Leave vu, it may be the word that best describes my head at this time. It is as if it was a reunion, but I've not seen it before. I think that you would remember someone as attractive as he; It has the feeling of being someone unforgettable.-Is not good idea that move, the doctor said that you had to be at rest do not remember? Yesterday you were very careless, suffered an outrage and an ambulance brought us here; It is a hospital.-What? What hit it? To me? I remember nothing of that.As most it came is my heart going to accelerate, I did not understand because it caused me this feeling in the first printing and at the same time me terrified. See him worrying about me without even knowing we made me feel very strange, was a nice gesture that much valued in people.-Someone cares about me? That look hidden behind his glasses? Why I feel so?... is it... love? No!It could not allow me to make the same mistake twice, I had made a promise to myself; I would never fall in love.-Love only causes great pain, I don't want to go through a process so painful again, no more.

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Souichi POV - This is how things are. Kunihiro ended with his story. I was baffled by what had just told me, it was not surprising that after the call is put so nervous upon entering the laboratory and was declined. Closing her eyes she could see her looking sad; those eyes do not cry but that mouth is forced to smile How much bad luck could be a person? Morinaga was not born precisely the happiest family and always had many problems, his past was darker than I could imagine and his words would not be enough to make me understand. But in my ignorance I knew there was something perfectly, an incomparable sense of loss than anything else. Losing a parent is never easy, I experienced firsthand and I would not wish on my worst enemy. Losing either would be devastating. No matter what beasts that were his parents, the blow is always hard and they were in a situation like this was like waste the opportunity to fix the problems. After I lost my mother I could succeed because he felt responsible for taking care of my brothers and although the old constantly went out to travel for his work knew I had him with them; with my family. The unconditional support was and will always be available to me But in the case of Morinaga was not the same, right? - That idiot! Why do you always want to fix things alone? I lowered my head and muttered. - Why hide something so important? You may have thought I did not care but you'd be wrong Does he not care about my family? What makes you think I would not like him? Of course I care, of course also always worry me because it hurt me that does not have a good relationship with his family. I do not know if I could solve the whole problem but maybe together ... I would have supported. - I do not know why you have given Tetsuhiro to leave but as you are someone he appreciates it would help if you could support him in his recovery. - I They say I'm not a tyrant but inhuman. I got this. - He is constantly helping, he is about effort and has also put his life at risk to protect what I love; to my family. 'm Not ungrateful not to return the favor when you need me. When we had the problem with the bully he did not hesitate a second to help, even though doubted his intentions, he showed me who was also there; I proved he did not mind getting to the end. Although still a careless idiot. - Given the conditions Tetsuhiro can not travel in a while. Then make sure you are well and will return to Fukuoka has awakened my mother. At present, as indicated by the doctor, you will need rest to recover and I'll take care of our mother so do not worry. I will go to the hospital around noon, so we are in contact. With that last sentence he said goodbye and left. I went to the department. It was a lonely place with no one to receive me or were constantly on me. He felt cold, lacked warmth; Morinaga missing. I was shocked to notice my bloody clothes and feel them were still a bit wet, because everything that happened I had forgotten and not changed. - I hope I do not catch a cold, I have no time for that. I took off my clothes and began to wash. It was not as skilled as Morinaga, it was unnecessary stuff but the clothes always had a pleasant odor, was enough for me that was clean. I took a hot to take the chill in my body and relax bathroom. I put on my pajamas and before entering my room the Morinaga watched for a few minutes; darkness and a door ajar. That room held too many memories to my mind but I felt so proud of them all. I hesitated, my legs moved without my permission and I realized I was on the bed. I smelled it while my thoughts tormented me for being in a place where it should not be; It was prohibited. The worry and loneliness invaded me as I pulled a pillow and hugged her rancor. I was asleep. -.- -.-.. - What !? Eleven in the morning? It's too late! Upon awakening I blushed when I realized I was up in his room and hugging one of his pillows. I saw the clock, I rushed and got dressed. He had to be there as soon as possible because I wanted to be there when Morinaga wake. I just had breakfast with bread and coffee and ran; hated how much did worry about him. - Why have to invade my thoughts at will? In the hospital his brother was waiting for permission from the doctor to see Morinaga, he made ​​me aware of what had happened and although he was still sleeping we would be able to enter a time. The doctor made ​​a sign to accompany him and led us to the room where lay. We allow entry to both but warned us that we should not force him to wake up or alter, should not get stressed for any reason. We passed and we saw how hurt she was. He had several bruises and scrapes, just like the doctor said. His leg was plastered and had bandages on various parts of his body. It hurt him that way, now he was when he missed his smile to cheer. He wanted to open his eyes and bother me with such twisted personality that has as it always has; invading my personal space. As if God was listening to my prayers began to move and then opened his eyes. He blinked his eyes to adjust to the light, moaned in pain and his face was confusion. He turned his head slightly but did not think you were able to observe fully the room. - D-hurts. He tried to move the hand that had gone wrong but the feeling of pain he is no longer allowed. - What do I do here? He turned around and when we noticed our presence was curious. - It's not good idea to move you, the doctor said I had to be at rest Do not you remember? Yesterday you were very careless, suffered a hit and the ambulance brought us here; It is a hospital. I went quite relieved that seemed great, it was the same Morinaga. - I was so worried that something bad ... I took one of her hands in mine as an unconscious act and he reacted scared. He withdrew his hand as he could and put on the defensive. - Sorry we met? Her words hurt me and I returned to reality. That blow to the head was presenting sequels. POV Morinaga My body felt heavy and somewhat sleepy, as if he had slept for a long time. I slowly opened my eyes but only saw two shadows until my vision cleared and I saw two people in front of me. Both only I recognized my brother, the other person was a stranger and to top it off I had no idea what they were doing there or what I was doing here. As he recalled was about to marry, had no issues with me and I had nothing to talk to him. I tried to move my hand to rub my head because it hurt but I found myself with a sharp, constant pain in my wrist. It was as if he had twisted, just I moved a few centimeters from my body and it hurt too much. Then I analyzed carefully the room and realized he did not know it was a strange place, more it expanded than my room in the apartment. - What am I doing here? I looked around me and looked like a hospital. But why? Why I was in a hospital? - What's the last thing I remember? ¿Leave home? No, that happened a few weeks ago I think. My memories are very blurred. I think it was last night at the bar where Hiroto-kun works, probably took more than necessary because I feel very strange and could not remember almost anything. Yesterday I went with someone from the bar, he does not tell me his name but I was not interested because they thought reconnect with him. We went to a hotel or that would have been normal, I have no idea how I got here Why in a hospital? I really overdid it with the drinks but I'd never come to much. I'm so scared, I do not know what happened to me. Then the person who did not know came up to me and although never before had seen, for some reason, seeing my chest hurt and I invaded a huge desire to mourn. He reminded me Masaki-san somehow or rather, produced a numbing effect that made ​​me forget about him; made me think about my future but without fear. - What is this I feel? Why do I look so familiar? Deja vu, it may be the word that best describes my head right now. It's like a reunion but I have not seen before. I would remember such an attractive person like him; has the feeling of being someone unforgettable. - It's not good idea to move you, the doctor said I had to be at rest Do not you remember? Yesterday you were very careless, suffered a hit and the ambulance brought us here; is a hospital. - What? What hit? To me? I do not remember anything like that. The more he approached my heart was going to accelerate, because I did not understand this feeling produced in the first printing and at the same time I was terrified. Seeing him worry about me without even know made ​​me feel very strange, it was a nice gesture much appreciated in people. - Does anyone care about me? Does that look hidden behind his glasses? Why do I feel this way? ... Is this ... love? No! I had I could not afford to make the same mistake twice, made ​​a promise to myself; I would not love. - Love only causes a lot of pain, I do not want to go through a painful process again, no more.