Souichi sintió un nudo en la gargan

Souichi sintió un nudo en la garganta y sus ojos compensaron a secarse, sabía que no tardaría en perder la razón, no entendía nada, ¿a qué se supone que se refería Morinaga con eso? Bajo la mirada y su garganta produjo un ruido seco, frunció los labios en una sonrisa y dejo su mente en blanco. ¿Se suponía que Morinaga estaba amenazándolo? Y con dejarlo, rio por lo bajo, eso no sucedería nunca.

Estaba seguro de que Morinaga no sería capaz de dejarlo, estaba convencido en que el chico no podía vivir sin él. Se negó a sí mismo la idea, entrando en negación, si Morinaga creía que iba a jugar con sus sentimientos estaba equivocado…medito un poco ¿sentimientos? Quizá no era la palabra correcta, quizá solo estaba preocupado por la situación… o quizá solo era el alcohol.

−«Me enferma tu rostro serio Morinaga, detesto tu voz seria. Odio que me hagas dudar de lo que sientes por mi…lo odio»− cerro los ojos unos segundos, consciente de que Morinaga lo observaba fijamente, lo escucho una vez más, pero no le prestó atención, no recordaría nada a la mañana siguiente…se convenció de que no lo haría y le devolvió la mirada.

Sus ojos eran tan profundos que sentía como sus rodillas se doblaban, sus manos se deslizaron por su pecho inconscientemente hasta llegar a sus mejillas. Souichi entrecerró los ojos sintiéndose un poco mareado, por el dolor de cabeza y temiendo que la situación llegara a ser algo serio. Le temblaron las manos al recordar como beso a Mei, quizá se sentía un poco culpable, pero no le pediría perdón, porque después de todo él no había tenido la culpa.

−«no significa nada, solo estoy borracho»−se dijo Souichi a gritos en su mente y se dejó llevar hasta que sus labios se encontraron y al sentir su calidez, se llenó de ellos, aferrándose al cuello de Morinaga, quien se quedó inmóvil.

Para Morinaga ese beso lo era todo, pero no significaba nada.

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Abrió los ojos tras el torpe beso que Souichi le había dado, pero aun así era cálido y más profundo que cualquier cosa, aun lo tenía en sus brazos pero no había recibido una respuesta…no podía correr el riesgo de malinterpretar sus acciones de nuevo. Al menos esta vez tenía que estar seguro de algo.

−Souichi, necesito que me lo digas, quiero escucharlo de tus labios−no hubo respuesta, tomo entre sus manos los hombros de Souichi y corto el beso−me duele.

Sus ojos se encontraron y sin despejar la mirada Souichi se acercó a él, tan cerca que podrían besarse nuevamente, pero espero unos segundos y se alejó.

−habla.

−Creo que…por lo menos merezco una explicación−cerro los ojos para evitar derramar lágrimas, el simple hecho de tener que pasarlo por alto para mantener su relación, lo hacía arder en el interior− ¡tienes que dármela!−apretó los puños pero enseguida dio un respingo al sentir que clavaba sus yemas en los hombros de Souichi, no quería lastimarlo… no debía hacerlo−no me enojare, solo dímelo, por favor explícamelo.

−No hay nada que explicar.

−Souichi−se mordió los labios frustrado, tenía que resistir, no podía llorarle, no podía autoumillarce mas−ya no puedo seguir con lo nuestro de esta manera, si es que hay un "lo nuestro"

−es la verdad Morinaga, no hay nada que decir.

−estoy harto−su respiración se alteró notablemente lo que asusto a Souichi, que dio un paso a tras−cansado de tu indiferencia, yo doy todo de mi día a día, para no recibir nada a cambio. Y tú me pagas así, besándote con mujerzuelas por la calle.

−Oye Morinaga, tranquilo...

−No Souichi, ya no puedo…estoy mal, estoy decepcionado de todo, cansado de vivir así−hiso una leve pausa y continuo−quizá tienes razón y todo tenga fin, hasta el amor tan grande que siento por ti.

El corazón le dio un vuelco al escuchar la última frase, y le sorprendió cuanto dolor le causo el que Morinaga lo dijera. Él no podía olvidarlo, no podía, nunca lo haría. Chasqueo los dientes y le volteo la cara, claramente estaba molesto por la conversación, pero no por las razones que creía Morinaga, que al verlo bajo la voz hasta que desapareció y quedara un leve silencio.

−no hay nada que decir.

Hubo silencio. Souichi puso los ojos en blanco y continuo.

−ni siquiera me queda claro que paso, yo…tome demasiado, más de lo que normalmente tomo, a decir verdad aun no me siento del todo bien−no recibió respuesta, volteo a ver a un Morinaga con la mirada perdida en el suelo− y me importa un rábano quien sea esa tipa, no siento nada por ella, ni por ninguna mujer−los ojos de Morinaga subieron al frente lo que animo a Souichi a continuar a pesar de sentir como su cuerpo se hacía más pesado a cada segundo−y la verdad, dudo mucho que pueda ser alguien más que no seas tú.

Sus ojos respondieron, lo necesitaba ahora, su calidez, su tacto.

Pero fue imposible, la vista de Souichi se nublo al sentir los dedos de Morinaga recorrer su cuerpo.

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Pesadamente abrió los ojos y a tiendas paso la palma por el respaldo de la cama hasta que encontró sus anteojos. Hoy no trabajaba, dio un suspiro aliviado y retiro las sabanas de su cuerpo. Ahogo un grito al ver su cuerpo desnudo por completo y totalmente sucio de la cintura para abajo, un escalofrió le recorrió el cuerpo, y el corazón le latió con fuerza. Madre mía el chico que estaba a su lado también estaba desnudo y sin protección alguna, dormía profundamente para suerte suya. Si Morinaga se despertaba en ese momento, se le haría difícil fingir olvidarse de todo, y no tenía la seguridad de poder mentirle sin hacerle daño.

Se volteó frenético al darse cuenta de que estaba precisamente contemplando el cuerpo de Morinaga. Su corazón lo delataba, y sus deseos de voltear de nuevo lo hacían sentirse sucio, más de lo que ya estaba literalmente y al recordar la razón por la que estaba cubierto de ese líquido pegajoso le hacía morirse de la vergüenza. Se sentó al filo de la cama y aventó las sabanas sobre el cuerpo desnudo de Morinaga, cubriendo su parte baja casi por completo. Se sonrojo al darse cuenta de que su diminuto vello púbico estaba visible sobre las sabanas y al subir encontrarse con su abdomen marcado y la necesidad de tocarlo surgió en su mente, al grado de tener dos dedos a punto de rosarlo, se detuvo en seco y se levantó de la cama. Sepas las palmas por la cara maldiciéndose mentalmente.

Debía darse un baño con urgencia… necesitaba enfriarse un poco.

Se recargo en la pared, dejando que el agua le cayera de lleno sobre la cara, sintió aquella sensación caliente sobre la piel, y al no poder abrir los ojos recordó las vagas imágenes que se encontraban en su cabeza, no sabía hasta donde era un recuerdo real o una fantasía…reconsidero el llamarlo así, pero no tenía otro nombre, claramente tenía fantasías…unas que lo hacían avergonzarse de sí mismo.

En ese momento el tiempo se detuvo, el silencio hacia juego con el sonido del agua cayendo, el sentir su cuerpo liviano y fresco, pero tenía que regresar a la realidad, recuperar su postura y sobre todo mantenerse firme.

Al salir de la ducha, tomo dos toallas para cubrirse el cuerpo y secarse el cabello, levanto una ceja al ver el bulto donde había dejado sus pantalones junto con su cartera y su celular, al parecer en algún momento de la noche anterior habían ido a parar a esa esquina. Al instante en que se dio la vuelta para girar la perilla de la puerta sonó su celular, Souichi entro en pánico al escucharlo, estaba seguro de haberlo dejado en vibrador desde la tarde pasada. Se abalanzo sobre el con la intención de colgar, lo tomo entre sus manos y contesto la llamada. Dio un brinco al escuchar un ruido proveniente de la habitación, se puso de pie de inmediato. Sin darse cuenta que había entrado la llamada se acercó a la puerta para ver si Morinaga había salido de la habitación, de nuevo sintió un frio helado recorrer su cuerpo al escuchar una voz chillona pronunciar su nombre, se maldijo a si mismo sin ver de quien era la llamada.

− ¿Souichi estas despierto?−dijo Morinaga al instante en que pasaba por el baño hacia la cocina con unos boxers como única vestimenta, Souichi chasqueo los dientes, Morinaga se había despertado y tenía a Mei en el teléfono.

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Souichi he felt a knot in his throat and his eyes offset to dry out, knew that she would soon lose the reason, didn't understand anything, what supposed Morinaga dealt with that? Under the gaze and his throat produced a dry noise, it dropped the lips into a smile and let your mind blank. Was supposed that Morinaga was threatening him? And let, River low, that would not happen ever.He was sure that Morinaga would not be able to leave him, he was convinced in that the boy could not live without it. He denied himself the idea, going into denial, if Morinaga believed I was going to play with their feelings was wrong... meditate a little do feelings? It was perhaps not the right word, was perhaps only worried about the situation... or perhaps it was just the alcohol.− «ill Me your serious face Morinaga, I hate your serious voice. «Hate that make me doubt what you feel by my... hate it» − cerro eyes a few seconds, aware that Morinaga watched him staring, I hear it again, but not paid attention, you would not remember anything the next morning... became convinced that it would not do so and returned the gaze.His eyes were so profound that it felt like his knees folded, his hands slipped through his chest unconsciously to her cheeks. Souichi squinted feeling a little dizzy by the headache and fearing that the situation would be something serious. Hands remember like Kiss Mei, trembled him perhaps he felt a little guilty, but not I would ask forgiveness, because after all, I had not had the guilt.− "doesn't mean anything, just I'm drunk» −se told Souichi screams in his mind and allowed until his lips met and feeling its warmth, was filled with them, holding on to the neck of Morinaga, who was still.For Morinaga that Kiss was everything, but it meant nothing..He opened eyes after the awkward kiss that Souichi had given him, but even so was warm and deeper than anything, still had it in his arms but had not received a response... could not run the risk of misinterpreting his actions again. At least this time I had to be sure of something.−Souichi, I need you to tell me, I want to listen to it of your labios−no there was response, taking her hands Souichi shoulders and short the beso−me hurt.Their eyes met and without clear gaze Souichi came to him, so close that they could kiss again, but I hope a few seconds and turned away.−Habla.−Creo... at least I deserve an explicacion−cerro eyes to avoid tears, the mere fact of having to ignore it to keep their relationship, did burn in the interior− you have to give it to me! −apreto fists but immediately gave a respingo feel spiking your fingertips on the shoulders of Souichi, I didn't want to hurt him... could not be hacerlo−no me enojare just let me know, please explain it to me.−No there is nothing to explain.−Souichi−se bit frustrated lips had to resist, couldn't cry you, couldn't autoumillarce mas−ya can not keep with us this way, if there is a "lo nuestro"−ES Morinaga truth, there is nothing to say.−Estoy harto−su breath was altered significantly what scared to Souichi, which took a step to tras−cansado of your indifference, I give all of my day to day, to not receive anything in return. And you you pay me, kissing you with sluts on the street.−Oye Morinaga, quiet...Souichi −no, I can not... I am wrong, am all disappointed, tired of living asi−hiso a slight pause and continuo−quiza you're right and everything has to end, until so big love that I feel for you.The heart gave him an upset to hear the last sentence, and surprised by how much pain caused you that Morinaga told. He could not forget it, I couldn't, I would never do it. Click the teeth and turn her face, clearly was upset by the conversation, but not for the reasons that believed Morinaga, than to see it under the voice until it disappeared and left a slight silence.−No there is nothing to say.There was silence. Souichi put eyes on white and continuous.−NI even it is clear to me that step, I... take too much, more than what I normally take, to tell the truth even I don't feel at all bien−no received a reply, turning to see a Morinaga staring lost in the suelo− and I mind a radish who is this chick, I don't feel anything for her, nor by any mujer−los eyes of Morinaga climbed to the front which encourage Souichi to continue despite feeling as his body is made heavier to each segundo−y the truth, I doubt very much that could be someone that you're not.His eyes responded, her warmth, her touch needed it now.But it was impossible, Souichi view nublo feeling Morinaga fingers explore your body..Heavily opened his eyes and stores pass the Palm supported by the bed until he found his glasses. Today was not working, gave a relieved sigh and withdrawal sheets of your body. I drown a cry to see her naked body for complete and totally dirty waist down a shiver he travelled around her body, and the heart stopped him with force. My mother the boy who was by his side was also naked and unprotected, slept deeply for his luck. If Morinaga woke up at that point, it would be difficult to pretend to forget everything, and had security can lie without hurting.It turned frantic to realize that was just contemplating the body of Morinaga. His heart betrayed him, and their desire to turn back did feel dirty, more than what was already literally and remember the reason why was covered with the sticky liquid made him die of shame. He sat down on the edge of the bed and threw the sheets on the naked body of Morinaga, covering its lower almost. I Reverend to realizing that their tiny pubic hair was visible on the sheets and up meet its marked abdomen and the need to touch it arose in his mind, to the extent of having two fingers on the verge of rosar it, stopped in dry and rose from the bed. You know palms face mentally cursing.He should take a bath with urgency... needed to cool down a bit.Surcharge on the wall, leaving the water fall down squarely on the side, she felt that warm feeling on the skin, and not be able to open your eyes recalled vague images that were in his head, I did not know where it was a real memory or a fantasy... reconsider to call it that, but it had another name, clearly had fantasies... some of which were ashamed of itself.In that moment time stopped, silence toward game with the sound of the water falling, feeling your body light and fresh, but had to return to reality, recover its position and above all remain steadfast.Out of the shower, I took two towels to cover the body and dry your hair, I raise an eyebrow to see bulk where he had left his pants along with your portfolio and your cell phone, apparently sometime in the night before had ended up in that corner. Instantly he was given return for turning the knob of the door rang his cell phone, Souichi entered panic when listening to it, I was sure of leaving it on vibrator from last evening. Borrachete on the with the intention of hanging, I take it between his hands and answered the call. It gave a jump to hear a noise from the room, he stood up immediately. Without account which had entered the call went to the door to see if Morinaga had left the room, he again felt a cold ice cream through your body to hear a high-pitched voice to pronounce his name, he cursed if same without seeing who was the call.− Souichi awake? Morinaga said instantly that went through the bathroom to the kitchen with a few boxers as unique clothing, Souichi click teeth, Morinaga had awakened and had Mei on the phone.

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Souichi felt a lump in his throat and his eyes to dry offset, knew that he would soon lose his mind, did not understand, what it is supposed to Morinaga mean by that? Under the eyes and throat was a thud, pursed his lips into a smile and let your mind go blank. Was I supposed to Morinaga was threatening? And leave it, chuckled, that would never happen. I was sure that Morinaga not be able to leave, I was convinced that the boy could not live without it. Himself refused the idea, coming into denial, if Morinaga thought he would play with his feelings was wrong ... I meditate a little Feelings? Maybe it was not the right word, maybe I was just concerned about the situation ... or maybe it was just the alcohol. - "I am sick Morinaga your serious face, I hate your serious voice. I hate you make me doubt what you feel for me ... I hate "- closed his eyes a moment, aware that Morinaga was staring at him, I hear it again, but did not pay attention, do not remember anything the next morning ... he was convinced that he would not and stared back. His eyes were so deep that he felt like his knees bent, his hands slid down his chest unconsciously up to her cheeks. Souichi squinted feeling a little dizzy, the headache and fearing that the situation would become serious. Her hands trembled as she remembered as kiss Mei, perhaps he felt a little guilty, but would not ask forgiveness, because after all, he had not been to blame. - "does not mean anything, I'm just drunk" He Souichi told screams in his mind and allowed to wear until their lips met and to feel its warmth, was filled with them, clinging to the neck of Morinaga, who was still. To Morinaga that kiss was everything, but it meant nothing. . He opened his eyes after the awkward kiss Souichi had given him, but it was still warm and deeper than anything, even what he held in his arms but had not received an answer ... I could not run the risk of misinterpreting his actions again. At least this time I had to be sure of anything. -Souichi, I need you to tell me, I want to hear from your lips-no answer, he took his hands shoulders Souichi and short kiss-it hurts. Their eyes met without clearing the look Souichi approached him, so close that they could kiss again, but wait a few seconds and walked away. Speak. I think ... at least deserve an explanation-closed his eyes to avoid tears, the simple I having to ignore to maintain their relationship, he did burn be carried internally you have to give it to me! He clenched his fists but then winced as she felt she scraped her fingertips on the shoulders of Souichi not want to hurt him ... no should do-not be angry, just tell me, please explain it to me. 'There's nothing to explain. -Souichi-is the frustrated lips bitten, had to resist, could not weep, he could not autoumillarce more-and I can not continue with our thus, if there is "ours" Morinaga's the truth, there is nothing to say. I'm tired-his breathing noticeably altered so scared to Souichi, who stepped in after-tired of your indifference, I give my all every day, not getting anything in return. And you pay me well, with sluts kissing in the street. Hey Morinaga, quiet ... Souichi No, I can not ... I'm bad, I'm disappointed of all, tired of living well-hiso a slight pause and continuous-maybe you are right and everything has an end, to the great love I feel for you. The heart leapt to hear the last sentence and was surprised how much pain that caused him Morinaga said it. He could not forget, could not, never would. Snapped his teeth and turned his face, he was clearly annoyed by the conversation, but not for the reasons he believed Morinaga, who see it in his voice until he disappeared and remained a slight silence. 'There's nothing to say. There was silence. Souichi laid eyes on continuous white. not even clear to me that way, I ... take too much, more than I usually make, in fact even I do not feel at all well-received no response, turned to see a Morinaga staring at the floor and I do not give a damn who is this chick, I feel nothing for her, or any woman-eyes Morinaga up front what Souichi encourage you to continue to feel as though their body became heavier every second-and the truth, I doubt that it can be anyone else but you. Your eyes responded, needed now, his warmth, his touch. But it was impossible, in view of Souichi clouded the Morinaga feel fingers through her ​​body. . Heavily stores opened his eyes and palm step back in his bed until he found his glasses. Today was not working, he gave a relieved sigh and pulled back the covers of his body. Gasped at the sight of her naked body completely and totally dirty from the waist down, a chill ran through her ​​body, and her heart pounded. OMG the guy who was at his side was naked and unprotected, slept soundly for his luck. If Morinaga woke up at that moment, you would hard to pretend to forget everything and had no confidence to lie without hurting him. He turned frantic as he realized he was just contemplating the body of Morinaga. His heart gave him away, and the lust turning back made ​​him feel dirty, most of what was literally and remember why it was covered in sticky liquid that made ​​him die of shame. He sat on the edge of the bed and threw the covers over his naked body Morinaga, covering her bottom almost completely. She blushed as she realized that her tiny pubic hair was visible on the sheets and climbing meet his six-pack and the need to touch it arose in his mind, to the point of having two fingers to point rosarlo, I stopped short and He rose from the bed. Know the palms face cursing mentally. He must take a bath urgently ... I needed to cool a bit. I leaned against the wall, letting the water will fall squarely on the face, felt that warm feeling on the skin, and not to open the eyes recalled the vague images that were in his head, did not know to where it was a real memory or a fantasy ... I reconsider the call it that, but had no other name, clearly had fantasies ... ones that did ashamed of yourself . At that moment time stood still, the silence to match the sound of falling water, the light and fresh feel his body but had to return to reality, regain your posture and especially stand firm. Coming out of the shower , took two towels to cover the body and dry hair, raised an eyebrow at the bulge where he had left his pants with his wallet and his cell phone, apparently sometime in the night before had gone to the corner. The instant she turned to turn the doorknob his cell phone rang, Souichi panicked when he heard I was sure I left on vibrate since last evening. I lunged at him with the intention of hanging up, I take his hands and answered the call. He jumped upon hearing a noise coming from the room, stood immediately. Unaware that he had entered the call went to the door to see if Morinaga had left the room, he again felt an icy cold through her ​​body to hear a shrill voice saying his name, he cursed himself without seeing who was the call. - Morinaga said Souichi're awake instantly passing through the bathroom to the kitchen with only boxers as clothing, Souichi snapped teeth, Morinaga was awake and had to Mei on the phone?.

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Souichi felt a Lump In his throat and his eyes were Dry, I knew that he would lose the reason, do not understand anything, what is supposed to be concerned with Morinaga? Under the eyes, and his throat was dry Sound, pursed his lips in a smile and let your mind go Blank. It was supposed that Morinaga was threatening him? And with it, a River so low, that would not happen ever.

I was sure that it would not be able to let Morinaga, was convinced that the boy could not live without him. He refused to itself the idea, going into denial, IF Morinaga thought it was wrong to play with their feelings a Little...Medito Feelings? Maybe it wasn't the right Word, maybe I was just concerned about the situation... Or maybe it was just the Booze.

I'm sick of your serious face −« Morinaga, I Hate Your Voice Would. I Don't doubt what you feel for me odio»− I closed my eyes for a few seconds, aware that Morinaga watched intently, he once more, but paid no attention to him, he won't remember a thing the next morning he was convinced that I wouldn't, and she looked back at him.His eyes were so profound that felt like your knees Bend, his hands slipped from your chest to your Cheeks unconsciously. He was Squinting Souichi feeling a bit Dizzy, headache and Fearing that the situation will become serious. Hands trembled when Remembering how Kiss Mei, maybe I felt a little guilty,But won't Say Sorry, because after all he had been to blame.

−« Means Nothing, I'm just borracho»−se Said Souichi screams in your mind and let go until their Lips met and feel the warmth of them hanging on the neck of Morinaga, who was immobile.

for Morinaga that Kiss was everything, But it didn't mean anything.

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She opened her eyes after the awkward Kiss That Souichi had given him, but it was still warm and deeper than anything you had, even in his arms but had not received a response could not run the risk of misinterpreting his actions again. Just this once I had to be sure of anything. −souichi

, I need you to tell me, I want to hear your labios−no replied,Put Your Hands on the shoulders of Souichi and short beso−me hurts. His eyes were clear and without look Souichi approached him, so close I could kiss again, but waited a few seconds and walked away. −habla −creo

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i at least deserve a explicación−cerro eyes to avoid Shed Tears,The mere fact of having to ignore it to keep their relationship, he was interior− you Burn in it! −apretó fists but soon gave that feel stuck in their buds on the shoulders of Souichi, didn't want to hurt you... I hacerlo−no should not Angry, just tell me, please tell me. Fortunately not



there is nothing to explain. −souichi−se bit her lips frustrated