Me sentía fatal, todo el día había

Me sentía fatal, todo el día había estado recordando esa horrible pesadilla. No podía sacármela de la cabeza. Sabía perfectamente que no era real, sólo mi imaginación jugando con mis sentimientos, un producto de mis preocupaciones acumulado con estrés. ¿Si sabía todo eso por qué me sentía tan atormentado?

- ¿Es por qué no conozco los verdaderos sentimientos de Senpai? Es porque no sé si me ama, no estoy seguro de lo que esto significa para él. Me rodeaba esta aura de depresión que no se iba, esta tormenta que no llegaba a su fin para mostrarme un arcoíris. - No Tetsuhiro, deberías de alegrarte, Senpai fue a tu cuarto y se preocupó por ti.

- Definitivamente amar duele. Murmuré.

Claro que dolía, claro que se sufría, en los últimos años mi alma envejeció el doble de tiempo mientras esperaba, era una larga condena por un amor que no se aparecía por ningún lado; claro que estaba quedándome sin esperanzas. Pero no todo era malo, con él pasé los mejores momentos de mi vida y no lo cambiaría por nada en el mundo. Senpai lograba liberarme de mis demonios, lo que para mí implicaba un acertijo indescifrable para él era un simple crucigrama que resolvía en segundos. Era una persona inteligente y muy en el fondo alguien emocional, humano, sensible, era maravilloso y perfecto aun con sus defectos.

Ese día, al llegar la noche, senpai se despidió y fue a su habitación a dormir, no sin antes decirme que le avisará si volvía a sentirme mal.

- Senpai es amable, se preocupa por mí.

También fui a mi habitación e intente dormir pero cada vez que cerraba los ojos sólo podía ver las imágenes y escuchar los gritos de ese maldito sueño. Decidí levantarme y aprovechar mi tiempo en otra cosa que pasar una noche más martirizándome en esa soledad. Revisé la nevera y la alacena para anotar lo que debía comprar la siguiente vez que fuera al supermercado. Preparé una buena porción de comida para los almuerzos de mañana; 4 bolas de arroz, una guarnición a base de carne de res y varios vegetales.

- Espera un momento, mañana no tenemos clases.

Esta desesperación me tenía haciendo cosas sin sentido, no iba a desperdiciar la comida, podía ser un rico desayuno una vez que Senpai despertara así que guardé la comida en el refrigerador. Todavía no salía el sol y todas las tareas domésticas estaba cumplidas; el piso limpio y brillante, la ropa planchada y doblada, las ventanas relucían y apenas hace unos días había aspirado el sillón. Me encontré en medio de la sala sin nada por hacer, me senté un momento en el sofá y sentía la pesadez en mis parpados. Estaba cansado y adormilado pero me resistía a dormir.

Minutos después me encontraba inconscientemente frente a la puerta de su habitación. Estaba tentado a entrar pero lo más seguro es que hubiera cerrado con seguro la puerta como de costumbre. Sin esperanzas giré la perilla, la puerta hizo "clic" y se deslizó.

- Serán unos cuantos segundos.

Cuando entré estaba ahí. Sentía las lágrimas regresar a mis ojos pero apreté mis dientes para no sollozar. Me acerqué a él y lo observé por unos minutos. Poco a poco me fui acercando más hasta que puse mis labios sobre los suyos, no pude contenerme. Era relajante, una sensación que me calmaba y arrullaba. En ese instante, mientras lo besaba, sentí mis ojos cerrar y no supe más. Me había quedado profundamente dormido.

POV SOUICHI

- ¿¡Morinaga!? Lo vi asustado mientras me ponía los lentes y me acercaba a él.

- ¿P-pero qué hace aquí? ¿¡No será que se aprovechó de mí e hizo algo raro otra vez!? No, él no habría podido con lo nervioso que estaba, además no me siento particularmente raro.

Reaccioné y volteé a verlo. Lo notaba fatigado, se miraba un poco pálido y alcanzaba a distinguir sus ojeras. Pero no entendía que demonios hacía en medio de mi habitación, en el piso y dormido ¿Cuánto tiempo llevaba ahí? ¿Había pasado la noche en mi suelo y el idiota no trajo una cobija consigo? Me preocupé de que fuera a resfriarse, aunque quería que descasara porque se veía agotado tenía que despertarlo para que cambiara de lugar y fuera a su cama.

- ¿Morinaga? Morinaga, despierta. Suavemente moví su hombro.

- S-senpai… ¿Por qué? ¿Es una broma verdad? Empezó a lagrimar y su ceño se fruncía.

Me impacté al escucharlo tan triste, otra vez tenía una pesadilla. Quería golpearlo por lo idiota que era, por no querer contarme lo que le pasaba y guardarse todo para él, pero era una mala idea sólo iba a empeorarlo. Seguro que malinterpretaría la situación como suele hacerlo. Ya no tenía duda de que algo lo preocupaba y de que ese algo tenía relación conmigo. Sentí que tenía poca confianza en mí, yo también me afligí, entonces decidí despertarlo a como diera lugar.

- ¡Oye Morinaga! Lo zarandeé un poco. - Te vas a resfriar si siques durmiendo en el piso.

- ¿Senpai? Fue abriendo lentamente sus ojos y cuando menos me los esperé se lanzó a mis brazos y me aprisionó aferrándose a mí. - ¡Senpai! ¡Senpai! Estaba llorando sin remedio.

- ¿Qué sucede? Oye suéltame, ¿Por qué tan de repente…? Me asfixiaba así que lo alejé.

- ¿¡Qué!? Despertó en su totalidad, me liberó y traté de normalizar mi respiración. - L-lo siento, lo siento, no quería entrar a tu habitación pero… Luego notó la humedad de su rostro y secó apenado las lágrimas, al parecer no notó que empezó a llorar.

- ¡Dejando de lado el hecho de que entraste a mi habitación sin permiso…! Troné mis dedos mientras lo veía con el ceño fruncido. - … ¿Por qué estabas llorando? ¿Qué soñabas y por qué murmurabas mi nombre? Hablabas entre sueños suplicándome porqué te dijera que todo se trataba de una broma ¿Por qué? ¿Qué es lo que te está preocupando y no me quieres decir?

- La verdad es que no recuerdo lo que estaba soñando. Río nervioso.

- ¡Mentiroso! ¿Esto tiene relación con la pesadilla de ayer verdad? ¿Por qué no me quieres contar lo que pasa? Mi tono de voz iba aumentando mientras perdía la paciencia.

- Lo siento Senpai pero en verdad no lo recuerdo, sólo me siento un poco deprimido pero no hay nada que se pueda hacer.

Después de eso último sonrió pero era obvio que estaba fingiendo, verlo así me dolía, me hacía querer protegerlo. Y lo que más me lastimaba era que me sentía culpable, yo era la razón de su estado y odiaba eso. Aunque le insistiera él no iba a decir nada entonces cambié de tema.

- Si no vas a decirme que te sucede ¿Me podrías explicar que haces en mi piso?

- ¿¡Eh!? Se puso nervioso - No hice nada malo es sólo que cuando menos me di cuenta ya me encontraba en tu habitación y creo que repentinamente me dormí ¡Discúlpame! No podía dormir y quería compañía ¿Sabes que te amo, verdad Senpai? Acarició mi mejilla y me sonrojé.

- ¡Deja de decir esas estupideces y vamos a desayunar!

Se sugerí que podíamos comer fuera para que él no preparara el desayuno pues a mí no me convencía al verlo tan decaído, dijo que no era ninguna molestia para él y que lo disfrutaba por lo que no me hizo caso. Morinaga calentó la comida de unas cajas de bento, no me di cuenta cuando las preparó pero como siempre estaba delicioso. Yo ayudé preparando el café pues era lo único que podía hacer sin que terminara en desastre, no quería hacer que trabajara demás.

El resto del día transcurrió bastante normal. Morinaga ya se miraba mejor pero decidí no preguntar por la pesadilla, lo daba por tema muerto, no podía obligarlo a contarme si no quería.

POV MORINAGA

Ya habían pasado dos semanas de aquella pesadilla. Aún me sentía deprimido pero lo estaba superando. Así es mi forma de ser, lo que para otros resulta insignificante en mí puede provocarme una sensación de dicha o de profundo dolor. No quería seguir preocupando a Senpai así que procuraba dormir lo más que pudiera durante las noches, pero era difícil teniendo esa pesadilla recurrente. La intensidad del sueño variaba y no lograba identificar la razón que lo denotaba; en ocasiones únicamente me despertaba con una sensación de vacío y tristeza, otras me levantaba con lágrimas que no recordaba y en las peores revivía el recuerdo en carne propia. Era una horrible sensación e intentaba aparentar que todo seguía estando bien, Senpai estaba alerta desde esa noche y la mañana en que me encontró dormido activó su radar. De vez en cuando hacía preguntas capciosas para ponerme a prueba, cuando me contradecía explotaba en cólera y me reclamaba por no ser sincero con él.

- Tengo que alejar esta nube de ansiedad que me causa tantos problemas.

Ahora nos encontrábamos en el laboratorio trabajando en la investigación y trataba de concentrarme en los experimentos para anotar correctamente los resultados. El aula era silenciosa y sólo se escuchaba el sonido de los utensilios que utilizábamos hasta que uno de los celulares empezó a sonar.

- ¡Ah! Lo siento Senpai es el mío.

Observé en la pantalla el contacto que aparecía, no me esperaba una llamada de esa persona, era inesperada e inquietante. Le pedí permiso para contestar afuera y salí con prisa para que el ruido no siguiera molestándolo o lo sacara de su estado de concentración.

- ¿Moshi, moshi, nii-san?

- Sí, soy yo Tetsuhiro. Hace mucho que no te escuchaba, no quiero robar mucho de tu tiempo así que seré directo. No hablo para darte una buena noticia pero tienes derecho a estar informado porque esto te afecta igual que a mí. La forma en que hablaba transmitía miedo e inseguridad.

- ¿Pasó algo malo nii-san?

Él no era de los que se preocupaban por nada, debía ser grave. Tenía un mal presentimiento. Mi mano sujetaba con fuerza el móvil mientras escuchaba las terribles noticias, una tragedia.

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He felt me, all day I had been remembering that horrible nightmare. Not couldn't take it out of the head. I knew perfectly that it wasn't real, just my imagination playing with my feelings, a product of my worries accumulated stress. If knew all that why I felt so tormented?-Is why I do not know the true feelings of Senpai? It is because I do not know if he loves me, I'm not sure what this means for him. This aura of depression that was not going, this storm that did not come to an end for show me a rainbow surrounding me. -Tetsuhiro, you should not rejoice, Senpai was in your room and worried for you.-Definitely love hurts. I murmuré.Clear that it hurt, clear that is suffering, in recent years my soul aged twice as long as expected, it was a long sentence for a love that did not appear anywhere; of course, that he was leaving me hopeless. But all was not bad, with him spent the best moments of my life, and I wouldn't change it for anything in the world. Senpai could free me of my demons, which for me meant an indecipherable riddle for him was a simple crossword puzzle that solved in seconds. It was an intelligent person and very much in the background someone human, emotional, sensitive, was wonderful and perfect even with its flaws.That day, arriving overnight, senpai said goodbye and went to his room to sleep, not without telling me that it will warn you if it was to feel bad.-Senpai is friendly, cares about me.I also went to my room and try to sleep but everytime I closed my eyes just could see images and hear the cries of that damn dream. I decided to get up and take advantage of my time into something else to spend one more night plagued me in this loneliness. I checked the fridge and the cupboard to score what should buy next time to go to the supermarket. I prepared a good portion of food for lunches in the morning; 4 balls of rice, a lining of beef meat and several vegetables.-Wait a moment, have no classes tomorrow.This desperation had me doing things without sense, was not going to waste the food, could be a rich breakfast once Senpai woke up so I kept the food in the refrigerator. Still he was not leaving the Sun and all the housework was fulfilled; the floor clean and shiny, the ironed clothing and bent, windows glittered and just a few days ago I had sucked the armchair. I found myself in the middle of the room with nothing to do, I sat a moment on the couch and felt the heaviness in my eyelids. I was tired and sleepy but I refused to sleep.Minutes later I was unconsciously outside the door of your room. I was tempted to enter but most likely I would have closed the door with insurance in the usual way. Without hope, I turned the knob, door "clicked" and he slipped.-They will be a few seconds.When I entered I was there. I felt the tears back to my eyes but squeezed my teeth for not sobbing. I went to him and watched him for a few minutes. Little by little I went closer until I put my lips on his, I could not contain. It was relaxing, a sensation that soothed me and cradled. At that moment, while she kissed him, I felt my eyes closed and I did not know more. It had been me deeply asleep.POV SOUICHI-Morinaga! I saw him afraid as I lenses, and I approached him.-P-pero what are doing here? Not be that took advantage of me and did something rare again! No, he would have failed with the nervous that was, in addition I don't feel particularly rare.I responded and turned to see him. I felt so tired, looked a little pale and could distinguish their dark circles. But I did not understand that demons did in the middle of my room, on the floor and sleep do long was there? He had spent the night in my soil and the idiot did not bring a blanket with you? I worried that were to catch cold, although I wanted it descasara because it was out of stock it had to wake him up so he change his place and went to his bed.-Do Morinaga? Morinaga, wake up. I gently moved her shoulder.-S-senpai... why? Is it true a joke? He began to lagrimar and his scowl seemed.I impacté to listen to it so sad, again had a nightmare. I wanted to hit it by the idiot that was, not wanting to tell me what was happening and kept everything for him, but it was a bad idea just was going to make worse it. I am sure that malinterpretaría the situation as it tends to do so. He had no doubt that something he cared and that relationship with me that something had. I felt that I had little confidence in me, I also humbled me, so I decided to wake him up to as it would result.-Hey Morinaga! I zarandeé it a little. -You'll catch cold if Sikhs sleeping on the floor.-Do Senpai? It was slowly opening his eyes and less when waited them me embarked on my arms and I imprisoned clinging to me. -Senpai! Senpai! I was crying without remedy.-What happens? Hey let go, why so suddenly...? I gassed so I walked away with it.-What! He woke up in its entirety, I freed and I tried to normalize my breath. -L - sorry, sorry, didn't want to come to your room but... Then you notice moisture from her face and wiped tears sorry, apparently I did not notice that he began to cry.-Leaving aside the fact that came into my room without permission...! I troné my fingers as he watched it with furrowed brow. -... Why were you crying? What dreamed and why murmurabas my name? Talking dreams asking me why say you that everything was a joke why? What is worrying and I don't want to say?-The truth is that I do not remember what he was dreaming. Nervous River.-Liar! This is related to the nightmare of yesterday really? Why not I want to tell what happens? My tone of voice was rising while they were losing patience.-Sorry Senpai but I don't really remember it, only I feel a little depressed, but there is nothing that can be done.After that last smiled but it was obvious he was faking, see it hurt me, made me want to protect it. And what more I was hurting was that I felt guilty, I was the reason for his State and hated that. Though insist you he wasn't going to say anything then changed the subject.-If you're not going to tell me that happens to you could I explain you do in my apartment?-Eh! Got nervous--I did not nothing wrong is only that when less I realized as I was in your room and I think that suddenly I slept I am sorry! He couldn't sleep and wanted to company do know that I love you, Senpai truth? He stroked my cheek and I sonrojé me.-Stop saying such stupid things and we are going to have breakfast!She is suggested that we could eat out so that it does not prepare breakfast because I did not convince me to see him as deposed, said that it was not any discomfort for him and I enjoyed it for what ignored me. Morinaga heated food from some bento boxes, I didn't realise when I prepared them, but as always it was delicious. I helped preparing the coffee as it was the only thing that could do without the end in disaster, didn't want to do it to work others.The rest of the day was quite normal. Morinaga already looked better but decided not to ask for the nightmare, took him for dead subject, could not force him to tell me if I didn't.POV MORINAGAThey had already spent two weeks of that ordeal. I was still feeling depressed but I was beating him. Thus it is my way of being, what for others is insignificant in me may cause me a feeling of Bliss or of deep sorrow. I didn't want to follow concern Senpai so it tried to sleep which could during the nights, but it was difficult having this recurring nightmare. The intensity of the dream varied and could not identify the reason that betrayed him; Sometimes I only woke up with a feeling of emptiness and sadness, others I woke up with tears that didn't remember, and in the worst revived due the memory in the flesh. It was a horrible feeling and tried to pretend that all was still well, Senpai was alert from the night and the morning that found me asleep activated its radar. From time to time was leading questions to put me to the test, when I contradicted it exploded in anger and I claimed not to be sincere with him.-I have to get away this cloud of anxiety that cause me so many problems.Now we were in the lab working on the investigation and trying to concentrate on the experiments to score correctly results. The classroom was silent and only heard the sound of utensils we used until one cell phones began to ring.-Ah! Sorry Senpai is mine.I noticed on the screen contact who appeared, do not expect me a call from that person, was unexpected and disturbing. I asked permission to answer outside and left in a hurry so the noise was not bothering him or get out it of its state of concentration.-Moshi, moshi, nii-san?-Yes, I'm I Tetsuhiro. Long ago not you heard, I will not steal much of your time so I will be direct. I do not mean to give you good news but you have the right to be informed because this affects you just like me. The way in which conveyed fear and insecurity.-Did a bad thing nii-san?He was not that worried about anything, it had to be serious. I had a bad feeling. My hand held with force the mobile while I heard the terrible news, a tragedy.

Kết quả (Anh) 2:

I felt terrible all day had been remembering that horrible nightmare. I could not get it out of my head. He knew it was not real, just my imagination playing with my feelings, a product of my accumulated stress concerns. If all that knew why I felt so tormented? - Is it because I do not know the true feelings of Senpai? It's because I do not know if he loves me, I'm not sure what this means to him. I was surrounded by this aura of depression that would not leave, this storm came to an end not to show a rainbow. - No Tetsuhiro, you should rejoice, Senpai went to your room and worried about you. - Definitely love hurts. . Muttered course it hurt, suffered clear that, in recent years my soul aged twice as long as expected, it was a long sentence for a love that does not appear anywhere; clear that he was running out of hope. But not everything was bad, with him I spent the best moments of my life and would not change it for anything in the world. Senpai could get rid of my demons, which for me meant an indecipherable riddle for him was a simple crossword puzzle solved in seconds. She was an intelligent and very person in the background someone emotional, human, sensible, was wonderful and perfect even with its flaws. That day, at nightfall, senpai said goodbye and went to his room to sleep, but first tell me you alert you if he ever feel bad. - Senpai is friendly, cares for me. I also went to my room and try to sleep but every time I closed my eyes could only see the images and hear the cries of the damned dream. I decided to get up and take my time on anything other than spend another night in that solitude tormenting. I checked the refrigerator and pantry to score what to buy the next time you go to the supermarket. I made ​​a good portion of food for lunch tomorrow; 4 scoops of rice, a garrison based beef and various vegetables. -. Wait a minute, we have morning classes This desperation was doing nonsense I was not going to waste food, could be a rich breakfast once that Senpai woke up so I kept the food in the refrigerator. Yet the sun rose and all the housework was fulfilled; clean and shiny floor, ironed and folded clothes, the windows glowed and a few days ago had drawn his chair. I found myself in the middle of the room with nothing to do, I sat a moment on the couch and felt the heaviness in my eyelids. He was tired and sleepy but I refused to sleep. Minutes later I was unconscious at the door of his room. I was tempted to go in but it is more likely that insurance had closed the door as usual. Hopelessly turned the knob, the door 'clicked' and slipped. - They will be a few seconds. When I entered I was there. He felt tears in my eyes back but clenched my teeth to keep from sobbing. I approached him and watched him for a few minutes. Slowly I approached me until I put my lips on hers, I could not contain myself. It was relaxing, calming feeling me and cooed. At that moment, as she kissed him, I felt my eyes close and I knew more. I had fallen asleep. POV Souichi - Morinaga !? I saw scared as I put the glasses and I approached him. - B-but why is he here? Could it be that took advantage of me and did something weird again !? No, he would not have been so nervous I was, well I do not feel particularly strange. I reacted and turned to see him. It felt fatigued, she looked a little pale and make out their dark circles. But did not understand what the hell was in the middle of my room, on the floor and sleep How long had there? I had spent the night on my floor and the idiot did not bring him a blanket? I worried that it was to catch cold, but wanted descasara looked exhausted because I had to wake him to change his place and go to bed. - Morinaga? Morinaga, wake up. I shook his shoulder gently. - S-senpai ... Why? You're joking right? He started lagrimar and his brow furrowed. I hear so sad to impact, again had a nightmare. Idiot wanted to beat him so it was, not wanting to tell me what was happening and kept everything to him, but it was a bad idea just going to make it worse. Sure it misinterprets the situation as it usually does. He had no doubt that something was troubling and that something had to do with me. I felt I had little confidence in me, I also grieved me, so I decided to wake him at any cost. - Hey Morinaga! I shook him a little. - You'll catch cold if you psyches sleeping on the floor. - Senpai? He was slowly opening his eyes and waited for me at least threw herself into my arms and I was imprisoned clinging to me. - Senpai! Senpai! She was crying helplessly. - What? Hey let go, why so suddenly ...? I choked so I walked away. - What !? He awoke in full, freed me and tried to normalize my breath. - I-I'm sorry, sorry, did not want to get into your room but ... Then he noticed moisture on his face and dried distressed tears, apparently did not notice that he began to mourn. - Leaving aside the fact that you went to my room without permission ...! Trone my fingers as I saw him frowning. - ... Why are you crying? What dreamed and why You whispered my name? You were talking in his sleep begging why I told you it was all a joke Why? What is worrying you and do not want to tell me? - The truth is I do not remember what I was dreaming. Rio nervous. - Liar! Does this have connection with yesterday's nightmare right? Why do not you want to tell me what happens? My voice grew louder as he lost patience. - Sorry Senpai but really do not remember, I just feel a little depressed but there is nothing that can be done. After that last smiled but it was obvious he was faking, view well it hurt me, made ​​me want to protect. And what hurt me most was that I felt guilty, I was the reason for his state and he hated that. Although he insisted he would not say anything then changed the subject. - If you will not tell me what's wrong Could I explain that doing in my apartment? - Eh !? I got nervous - I did nothing wrong is just that at least I realized I was already in your room and think suddenly fell asleep Excuse me! I could not sleep and wanted company Did you know I love you, right Senpai? He stroked my cheek and blushed. - Stop saying these stupid things and go to breakfast! They suggested we could eat outside so he would not prepare breakfast for me did not convince me to see him so down, he said it was no trouble for I enjoyed it and so did not listen. Morinaga heated food bento boxes, I did not realize when prepared but as it was always delicious. I helped prepare the coffee as it was all I could do not to end in disaster, do not want others to work. The rest of the day was quite normal. Morinaga already looked better but I decided not to ask about the nightmare, it was taken for dead issue, could not force him to tell me if I wanted. POV MORINAGA already had been two weeks of this nightmare. I still felt depressed but she was overcome. That's my way of being, what others pales in me can provoke a sense of happiness or grief. Did not want to preoccupy Senpai so tried to sleep as much as possible during the night, but it was hard having this recurring nightmare. The intensity of sleep varied and could not identify the reason he betrayed; only occasionally wake up with a feeling of emptiness and sadness, others raised me with tears that did not recall and relive the worst memories firsthand. It was a horrible feeling and tried to pretend everything was still OK, Senpai was alert since that night and the morning found me asleep activated his radar. Occasionally doing trick questions to test me when I contradicted exploded in anger and I claimed not to be honest with him. - I must away this cloud of anxiety that cause me so much trouble. Now we were in the lab working on research and tried to concentrate on experiments to properly record the results. The classroom was silent and only the sound of the tools we used until one cell started ringing was heard. - Ah! Sorry Senpai is mine. I watched the touch screen that appeared, I was not expecting a call from that person, was unexpected and disturbing. I asked permission to answer outside and left in a hurry to follow the noise did not bother him or get him out of his state of concentration. - Moshi Moshi, Nii-san? - Yes, I'm Tetsuhiro. Long time no hear, I will not take up much of your time so I'll be direct. I do not speak for some good news but have the right to be informed because this affects you like me. The way he spoke conveyed fear and insecurity. - Did something bad Nii-san? He was not one who cared about anything, should be severe. She had a bad feeling. My hand clutched the phone while listening to the terrible news, a tragedy.

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I felt terrible all day had been Remembering this horrible Nightmare. I couldn't get it out of my head. I knew I wasn't real, just my Imagination playing with my feelings, my concerns with a product of accumulated stress. If you knew all that, why I felt so tormented?

- is why didn't know the true feelings of Champ? Is because I Don't know if he loves me,I'm not sure what this means for him. I was this aura of depression was not, this storm that did not come to an end, to see a Rainbow. - you should be happy, Tetsuhiro, senpai went to your room and cared for you.

- definitely Love hurts. I muttered.

I Hurt, he suffered,In recent years my soul aged Double Time while waiting for a long time, it was a love that does not appear anywhere; I was running out of Hope. But not all was bad, he spent the best moments of my life and I wouldn't Trade for anything in the World. Senpai could get rid of My Demons,What for me was a Riddle indecipherable to him was a simple puzzle solving in seconds. Was a very intelligent person and someone in the Human, emotional, sensitive, was wonderful and perfect even with its flaws.

that day at night, senpai Said Goodbye and went to their room to sleep, but not before telling me that will Alert you if I feel bad.Senpai is kind, cares for me

I also went to my room and try to sleep, but every time I closed my eyes I could see images and hear the cries of that damn Dream. I decided to take my time up and Another thing to spend One More Night martirizándome in Loneliness.I checked the fridge and Pantry to write down what you should buy the next time you go to the supermarket. I made a good portion of Food for lunch tomorrow; 4 Rice Balls, a Side Dish of meat and Vegetables.

- Wait a moment, we have no School tomorrow.
this Despair had me doing things without sense, was not to waste food,Could be a rich breakfast once senpai woke up so I kept the food in the fridge. Yet the Sun came up and all the Housework was fulfilled; the floor is bright and clean, Clothes ironed and folded, and the Windows stood just a few days ago had sucked the couch. I was in the middle of the room without anything to do,I sat on the couch and I felt a heaviness in my eyelids. I was tired and Sleepy, but I was reluctant to sleep.

minutes later I was unconsciously in front of the door of his room. I was tempted to go but she is sure to have closed the door as usual. Hopeless I turned the knob, the door was "click" and slipped.- it will be a few seconds.

when I was there. I felt the tears come to my eyes, but I pulled my teeth not to weep. I went up to him and watched him for a few minutes. Little by Little I closer until I put my lips on Hers, I couldn't help myself. A feeling that I was relaxing, Calming and lulled. At that moment, while we kissed,I felt my eyes closed and I Don't know. I had fallen asleep.



- POV Souichi Morinaga. I watched him scared while I put the glasses, and I approached him. - but what are you doing here? Not that he took advantage of me and did something wrong again! ? No, he would not have been so nervous I was, I Don't feel particularly rare.

I reacted and I turned to see him.He was tired, he looked a Little pale and could see their eyes. But I didn't understand what the hell were you doing in the middle of my room, sleeping on the floor and how long were you there? He spent the night in my floor and The Idiot not brought a Blanket? I was worried it was cold,Although I wanted descasara because he was Exhausted and had to wake up to change of place and go to bed. - Morinaga

? Morinaga, wake up. Gently move the shoulder.

- S senpai... Why? This is a joke, right? And began to tear his face would be impacté.

I listen to Sad, once had a nightmare. I wanted to hit him at what an idiot I was.For not wanting to tell me what happened and be everything for him, but it was a Bad idea would only make it worse. You misunderstand the situation as usual. I had no doubt that I was worried something and that something was me. I felt I had little confidence in me, I afligí, then I wake up and have

Morinaga. - Hey!The zarandeé a Little. - You'll Catch a Cold if your still sleeping on the floor.
Senpai. Was slowly Opening up her eyes, and when I Least Expected it threw my arms and made you cling to me. Senpai! Senpai! I was Crying Without Remedy. - What happens? Hey, let go of me, Why So Suddenly? I was so I went away. - What! Woke up at all?He released me and I tried to normalize My Breath. - L - i'm Sorry, I didn't Enter your room but then noticed the Moisture from your face and Dry sorry Tears, did not seem to notice that he started to cry.

- Leaving aside the fact that entered my room without permission...! Troné my fingers while watching it with a frown. - Why were you crying?What and why you whispered my name? You're Why Dreams tell you that it was a joke, why? What is bothering you and you don't want me to say?

- the truth is that I Don't remember what I was dreaming. River nervous. - liar! This is the nightmare of Yesterday, right? Why don't you tell me what's going on?My Voice was increasing while losing his patience.

I'm sorry senpai, but I Don't really remember, I just feel a bit depressed, but there's nothing I can do.

after that last smiled, but it was obvious that he was Faking, that hurt me, it made me want to Protect him. What Hurt Me most was, and I felt guilty, I was the reason of his State and hated that.Although he insisted he was not going to say anything, then I changed the subject.

if you're not gonna tell me what's wrong with you, could you explain to me what are you doing in my apartment?

- Hey! Are you nervous? - I didn't do anything wrong, IT's just that when I realized I was in your room and suddenly I fell asleep I think Excuse me! I couldn't sleep and I wanted Company you know I Love You, Champ?She stroked my cheek and I blushed.

- Stop saying nonsense and go to breakfast.

I suggested that we could eat out for breakfast because he didn't prepare me to see I wasn't Feeling So Down, said that was no problem for him and that he enjoyed it for what I did. Morinaga heated Food bento boxes,I didn't realize when the prepared but as always it was delicious. I helped prepare the coffee because it was all he could do without end in Disaster, not wanted to do other work. The rest of the day was quite normal. Morinaga already looked better but I decided not to ask for the nightmare, I was dead issue, could not force him to tell me if you want.POV Morinaga

had already spent two weeks of that Nightmare. I still felt depressed but was overcome. This is my way of being, the other is insignificant in me can provoke a sense of Joy or sorrow. I didn't want to continue to preoccupy senpai so to sleep as much as I could during the night,But it was difficult to have this recurring Nightmare. The intensity of Sleep varied and could not identify the reason that denoted; sometimes only woke me with a feeling of Emptiness and sadness, I Woke Up With Tears that I remembered and at the worst he relived The Memory in the flesh. It was a horrible feeling and tried to pretend that everything is okay,Senpai was Alert, since that night and in the morning Found Me asleep on his radar. Occasionally it was Tricky questions to test myself, when I was Furious and demanded i contradicted by not being honest with him. - I have to keep this cloud of anxiety that cause me so much trouble.Now we were in the Lab working on trying to concentrate on Research and experiments to score the results correctly. The classroom was quiet, only heard the sound of the utensils used until one of the phones started ringing.

Oh! I'm sorry it's my Senpai.

I observed the contact appeared on the screen,I didn't expect a call from that person was unexpected and disturbing. I asked permission to take it outside and went in a hurry so that the noise was not bothering him or get out of his State of concentration.

- Moshi, Moshi, Nii San?

I Tetsuhiro. Haven't you heard, I do not want to take too much of your time, so i'il be direct.I Have Good News, but you have a Right to be informed because this affects you like me. The way he spoke of Fear and insecurity.

- Something Bad happened NII San?

he was not worried about anything that should be serious. I had a Bad feeling. My Hand holding with the Force Field while I heard the terrible News, a Tragedy.