POV SOUICHI-Do not remember me!I felt like the air made me lack upon hearing the diagnosis the doctor end by what out of the clinic put my hand a moment on the wall. I tried to avoid the tears so I breathed deep and muffled my tears in silence.-Why am I only that you have forgotten?I saw appalled Kunihiro like me, also passed through a difficult situation, you would have to set aside to Morinaga's problems until he was able to face them hoping that it wasn't too late. Then we calm ourselves we decided to return to the room of Morinaga and enter saw with a very worried face. Not surprising me, had gone through a lot and he didn't remember anything, it was obvious that he was scared and felt distrust.-H-hola, already returned. I announced to closing the door.-Why rays I'm getting so nervous? We have lived together for a long time and I get nervous for a simple greeting?I really didn't know how to deal with it, it was as if it were a different person even though I had not changed anything; He did not know his past and was now immersed in it. When I met him about five years ago I had not felt so unsafe, did not I take importance, not all things that now make it worried me. Although it wasn't to my liking, I had to show more patience, not should exploit my bad character or could frighten him and away from me.-That ever!In any other situation would have beaten him or had shouted him the truths in the face and somehow the situation is fix, but this was not the case. If it bothered him in some way or caused him a bad impression now it would be easy to get away from me without having to give an explanation and without that could stop it. He was who repeatedly asked me to stay by my side but at the bottom was aware I needed it so much as it's me if I begged to stay because he always sought to flee?-What would you do if you decide to get away from me?Or think of it.-How do you feel Tetsuhiro?-Already had told you that well, thanks for asking, but I thought that they not would return. He answered indifferently.To turn around to see his brother saw how I duck your head.-It seems that Morinaga not only forgot me.While in the past I was furious at the way they beat and treated coldly Morinaga they arranged their differences. I was impressed by the haste with which arose to the knowledge of the accident of his brother but he had changed; only in the worst moments is when you realize cares about those. Their relationship was not the best but improved and seemed closer.-Not I came to bother you, I was about to leave me and I returned to dismiss me, I will be in contact.-Please don't take the trouble, is not necessary. You could see it was way mocking and sarcastic way.Kunihiro showed a different face, one that had not seen before; guilt. Perhaps he thought he deserved. After that he left, but not before warning me that it would also be in touch with me to be informed of their progress. I wish me luck; I was going to need a miracle.POV MORINAGA-His name is Tatsumi Souichi? He spoke in a very respectful and formal manner because it did not have the confidence of always.-Yes, very happy. I made a small bow after my presentation.-From where it says that we know each other?-At the University!... you are not paying attention to what I am saying? And there it ended my patience.-I'm sorry, e something strange for me.I was meditating for a moment trying to remember what this person told me, I was confused because I attended college and was not sure of having seen him; It made me doubt. When I woke up I thought sure what had made yesterday but after the interrogation of the doctor was not so, I was looking at my memories and not distinguished between yesterday and what happened several weeks; all my memories were scrambled and it couldn't find them total sense. Some impressions were lighter than others, images, sounds, smells; but at the same time she forgot something important.I heard tell the doctor something relating to amnesia but it didn't feel that way, I felt normal although it is person who did not know was presented before me telling me things that were strange; It was like listening to a story of my life where I was absent was the hangover? No, it wasn't a hangover? If you actually had amnesia for now I had carelessly. For a long time it was what you wanted; But even so, my wish was not fulfilled in the way that I wanted, longed to forget the person who most loved and still kept Recalling Masaki-San.-How much I look at? I get nervous.-D-disculpa, it was not my intention.My cheeks were colored, I didn't realize that was it so fixedly watching and he obviously felt uncomfortable. I noticed that he also blushed is and evading my eyes, possibly was imagining things or thinking too. I had the impression that this such "Tatsumi" knew a lot more than me of what I said. I didn't want to be near him, I was afraid to back down and cannot get up.-Not told to leave?-Excuse me, I have not asked him how should call it, you are more and obviously my upper school should call him "Senpai"?-P - why the question?-I do not want to be rude but call it "Tatsumi-san" sounds a bit... how to say it? I feel that it is not the right thing, to me it sounds strange and inappropriate for you.-"Senpai" is OK and I don't like you talk so formal. We had confidence so it does not missing so much unnecessary verbiage, is tired.I hesitated a little but if still more no matter you could be more relaxed.-Okay Senpai, so it is a pleasure. I hope to learn a lot from you.Despite everything that happened to be near him, were understandably reassured me.-Ah! By the way Senpai, you know where is my phone? I want to call a friend, but I don't see it anywhere.-And-I have it, saved it for you. I was suddenly nervous.-You're friendly you can give me it please?-The battery ran out so I don't have it with me. In addition it is late don't you think it would be better to call him tomorrow?-Do you have my cell phone as a hostage? It sounds suspicious.-I think you're right, I don't want to cause a nuisance by calling so late.-I will come tomorrow afternoon with your cellphone would by now rests, if?I insisted no more with the phone because I noticed how nervous that began as soon as I mentioned it was hiding something from me. I did not understand his motives but if he promised to come tomorrow I was going to trust that, in the worst case could borrow the phone in the hospital for a few minutes. You were dismissed, went out and once again reaffirmed that it would come.I was awake until the wee hours of the night, I couldn't sleep even if they tell me that I should rest, simply couldn't. As soon as Senpai was I began to think of negative things happened frequently, my own thoughts I dominated and tortured. I was not well the loneliness, grew the need to get drunk to lose consciousness; get me drunk to oblivion. Became a bad habit to go out at night and not return to sleep at my apartment. Once I went to college I had to reduce my night pickups but on weekends or when I had too much free time had my relapse; It was recalled. I had to resort to this Vice constantly or you ended up thinking of Masaki-san, his betrayal hurt me more what I could admit, despite not could hate him. I could not blame him because he also suffered. Whenever he evoked his apology and that in my ears it sounded that last call which was intended to say goodbye I could cry; It was a silent moan where tears were dripping as if they knew the road and traveled slowly. I could only sleep when I got tired of suffering; When the moon came down and was hiding beyond the mountains.The next day, shortly before noon, Senpai took a break at the University and came to visit me.-I am causing many annoyances.-Do Senpai not you're pushing yourself too hard? It would be better for you to come after your classes end, there was no need to come at lunchtime.-You get your focus and not ask more questions!He handed me my phone just as he promised, and as it did not have much time, then he was brought my food went. Thanks Senpai could call my closest friend, Hiroto-kun, talk to him were understandably reassured me and made me feel a little safer being in contact with someone who perfectly recalled. I didn't feel any difference while conversing with him, listened to me and advised me as it was the custom. He was fully confident in it, couldn't tell you what was and knew that he would have their support. While he told her the situation that lived in the hospital demarré tears and it comforted me, everything was confusing and was frightened. As our conversation progressed I noticed it a bit distanced, we knew each other pretty well, and I realized that something was wrong. Listened to me, advised me, but he said not much topic; their suggestions were questions rather than direct answers "what do think make? Does that seem well? Then what impression you caused? Is it just as you remember it?" Not argued or you refuted nothing, it was as if he was measuring his words and put me to the test. It was not wary of him, but it was uncomfortable.
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