¿Mori-kun?, que sorpresa, ¿alguna novedad?
-Hanako…debemos terminar…
-¿Termi…? Oh Dios mío, ¿está sucediendo cierto?
- De verdad lo lamento, pero yo amo a otra persona…
- Mori! , no puedo creerlo, de verdad todo esto funciono, ¿él está escuchando? , es evidente, oh Mori estoy tan feliz por ti-
Del otro lado de la línea Morinaga escuchaba un ligero sorbeteo en la nariz de Hanako, se hubiera reído y tenía ganas de saltar y gritar con ella pero debía controlarse.
- De verdad lamento la manera en que esto está ocurriendo, comprendo que no es la mejor forma pero no he tenido otra alternativa- Digo Morinaga mirando a Sempai y de una forma discreta le confirmo que él estaba presente.
- Oh! Haz sido el mejor novio falso que he tenido y no puedo de la felicidad, ¿hemos ganado no?, sé que suena egoísta, pero, uno de nosotros lo logro y eso es mucho para mí. Arigato Morinaga, ahora hay paz en mi corazón…
-Hanako…- Morinaga sintió agua por sus ojos esmeralda y se dio cuenta que de alguna u otra forma él era algo así como la reivindicación de Hanako. Su manera de volver a creer que hay amores que si pueden sobrepasar adversidades, porque ella lo creía firmemente pero no había podido ser testigo hasta hoy de ello. Morinaga le enseño.
- No te preocupes por mí, disfruta este momento, pero no le permitas que vuelva a negar lo que siente ¿si Morinaga?, has llegado demasiado lejos, no hay vuelta atrás, no lo permitas
- Seguro hay una persona esperando por ti, eres una mujer increíble, inteligente y hermosa, esta allá afuera yo lo sé- Morinaga tenía un nudo en la garganta
- Seguro que sí, espero que no esté a punto de casarse jajaja, ¡Estoy tan feliz!
Si alguien hubiera oído la conversación telefónica desde ambos lados, su cabeza hubiera explotado. No solo no tenía ni un sentido, si no que las personas involucradas mostraban emociones completamente opuestas. Por un lado la mujer no podía más de la alegría pero el hombre de cabello negro azulado se mostraba bastante apenado, o al menos eso dejaba entrever.
Sempai por supuesto que solo oía la parte de Morinaga, solo podía pensar que la chica estaba al otro lado de la línea destrozada y llorando. "tsk, esto es culpa de él, por mentir de esa forma" pensó Sempai con rabia, pero su estómago sintió una punzada al notar que quizás el había empujado a Morinaga a ello. "no debí decir esas cosas, pero él es un adulto, esto ha sido algo infantil de su parte, pero lo admito, maldición, lo admito, también es mi culpa…"
Su sentido de la responsabilidad fue mayor que su orgullo y su interiorizada tiranía y mientras Morinaga le daba otra aparente disculpa a Hanako Sempai le arrebato el teléfono.
-Semp...- Alcanzo a decir Morinaga antes que el mayor comenzara a hablar.
- Oi! …Hanako Chibi ¿cierto?
-….si…- Hanako no sabía muy bien que decir, pues aun no sabía si Morinaga le contado la verdad alguna vez a Sempai
-Me gustaría que vinieras mañana a cenar, ¿es posible?...yo…me comporte muy grosero la vez que nos vimos en la cocina...-Sempai miro a un estupefacto Morinaga con su boca abierta
"¿es tan raro que quiera disculparme?"
-No es necesario ¿Tatsumi-san cierto?...yo debo disculparme por mi intromisión en su hogar, debimos avisarle con Tetsuhiro- Hanako dijo el nombre a propósito
Sempai sintió una picazón en la garganta por la forma en que ella se refería a Morinaga pero llevo esa molestia muy lejos por el momento, ya se lo reclamaría…
-Eres su compañera de trabajo y bueno…su ex novia…está bien que estuvieras aquí…creo que sería mejor que conversaran en persona sobre su termino y quiero disculparme apropiadamente también. Sé que es un inconveniente para ti debido a que quizás ahora no quieras ver a Morinaga , pero te pido por favor que reconsideres la invitación, es bueno que dejemos las cosas claras para evitar todo problema futuro.- Sempai había ablandado su tono de voz pues no podía distinguir si la chica estaba en shock o muy triste, no era de notar esos detalles, solo notaba a Morinaga cuando estaba mal.
Hanako por su parte estaba aguantando con mucha dificultar la felicidad que sentía por su amigo. Su estómago le dolía y sus mejillas estaban rojas de tanto retener las carcajadas que querían huir muy lejos.
"Morinaga...él te ama…no puede ser otra cosa esto"
La tardía respuesta de Hanako le dio a entender a Sempai que quizás no le apetecía ver aun a Morinaga , sintió más culpa aun.
-Oi…no quise presionar nada, no es buen momento lo siento
- No, no…no es eso, Tatsumi – san yo lo pensare…lo llamare…debo despedirme hasta luego
- Si…Adiós
Hanako colgó y la sonrisa en su rostro hizo brillar más aun sus ojos. Aun no sabía muy bien si debía ir a cenar con ellos. Quizás mas tarde le mandaría un email a Morinaga para saber si era prudente, todo dependía si Sempai terminaba por saber la verdad. Hanako pensaba que de cierta forma no era necesario decir que todo había sido una mentira, corrían el riesgo de que Sempai se enojara al punto de dejar a Morinaga para siempre y no hubiera valido la pena todo el trabajo. Por otro lado, todo dependía de ello para su actitud al otro día. Sabía muy bien que si Morinaga se decidía por el silencio ella debía disimular en cierta forma la desbordante alegría que sentía por su amigo, para no quedar como una rara o loca. Sin embargo si Morinaga se decidía por la verdad, era posible que esa cena no fuera muy agradable o que ni siquiera se llevara a cabo. A pesar de ello Hanako si estaba segura de algo. Les desearía toda la felicidad del mundo y eso, sabía muy bien, no tendría que disimularlo. Era de corazón.
En la casa de la pareja las cosas eran bastante diferentes a lo que se podría pensar a estas alturas. Sempai había dejado el teléfono de Morinaga en el escritorio del menor y se encontraba de pie con su cuerpo temblando. Nervios y confusión y no la alegría que debía ser ante la confesión se tejía en ese ambiente donde el aire era tan denso que costaba respira, algo no andaba bien.
Morinaga sin que su tirano se hubiera dado cuenta se había estirado hacia atrás apoyando su ancha espalda en su cama y sus manos tapaban sus ojos. No sollozaba, ni siquiera reía. Estaba raro, como si solo estuviera dormitando, carente de toda emoción. Sempai no lo aguanto más.
-¿Qué pasa ahora?
- Estoy esperando…- Morinaga destapo sus ojos pero no miro a Sempai
- ¿Esperando que?- por los nervios Sempai estaba confundido
- Lo dirás ¿no?, dijiste que si la dejaba lo dirías
- …quieres que lo diga cuando te escuchas como si odiaras la idea…- Sempai miro al suelo
Morinaga se incorporó otra vez y quedo de frente al cuerpo tembloroso que se hallaba de pie en su cuarto, el estaba sentado, sus manos no tocaban la tela, se tocaban las rodillas y las apretaban. Se sentía como si hubieran retrocedido muchos años atrás cuando Morinaga le había confesado al pelilargo que era gay y además que lo amaba. Pero esta vez el discurso era distinto y no por ello menos difícil de decir.
-Gomen Sempai, sé que debería estar feliz , pero solo me puse a pensar, ¿Por qué tuve que llegar tan lejos para que me expresaras lo que sientes y …me aceptaras?...No estoy culpándote de nada Sempai es solo que…no lo sé , estoy tan agotado de hacer tantos esfuerzos cuando a veces pienso que puede ser…en vano. ¿No estás haciendo esto porque piensas que me perderás cierto?...siempre cuando crees que me iré tu solo…te vuelves loco. Ya no sé si es por amor o porque no me quieres contigo ni sin ti…Ya no quiero malinterpretar nada, ya no más.
Sempai veía a Morinaga cambiado, ya no era su perro fiel disculpándose todo el tiempo. Seguramente si él le pidiera que no se fuera el aun accedería pero ya las cosas no podían seguir como antes, su ex kohai se había fortalecido y endurecido y el pelilargo sabía que era su responsabilidad, su entera responsabilidad.
-Ciertamente que el miedo a perderte me empujo a atreverme…pero dicen que en el miedo sale la verdad ¿no?, soy orgulloso y jamás me importo nada más que mi trabajo y mi familia pero tú…eres especial.
-Especial no significa el amor de tu vida Sempai…y tú siempre serás el mío
-Maldición Morinaga, estoy aquí hecho un manojo de nervios y tú no estás conforme, tu nunca estas conforme con ninguna muestra, pequeña pero muestra de lo que siento.
-¡Ya no quiero migajas! ,- Morinaga se había levantado- Estoy en mi limite sempai, al principio sé que te force y con el tiempo te has ido acostumbrando, pero estoy harto de tu papel de la víctima, ¿me quieres contigo o no?, ¿me amas?, no es tan difícil maldición, ¿Cuántos años han sido ya a mi lado?... ¿no deberías saberlo ya?...- Respiraba agitado, Morinaga ya no era el mismo de antes, estaba claro. Había muerto la tarde de las duras palabras de Sempai
-Te amo
-¿ah?
Sempai corrió y agarro los fuertes brazos de su ex kohai, su amigo, su pareja. Descendió a las muñecas con sus manos un poco más firmes.
-Te amo Morinaga Tetsuhiro. Te amo, Te amo, Te amo, Te amo, Te amo, lo diré las veces que quieras, lo diré todos los días, lo diré a cada hora si es necesario. Are que confíes en mis palabras, en mis acciones, sé que no debimos llegar a este punto pero soy algo lento ¿cierto?,no seremos los mismos de ahora en adelante pero hace tiempo dejamos de serlo. Me asusta este cambio, lo sabes muy bien, pero no volveré a negarlo más, no te quiero con otra mujer y maldición menos con otro hombre.
Mori-kun?, surprise, do anything new?-Hanako must... Finish...-Termi...? Oh my God, is happening right?-Of truth I'm sorry, but I love to another person...-Mori! I can't believe it, really all of this work, he is listening? Obviously, Mori oh I am so happy for you -On the other side of the line Morinaga listened to a light I sorbeteo on the nose of Hanako, I would have laughed and I wanted to jump and yell with her but it should be controlled.-Truth I regret the way in which this is happening, understand that it is not the best way but I have not had another alternative-say Morinaga facing Sempai and a discreetly can confirm that he was present.-Oh! The best fake boyfriend who I have had and happiness, I can't get been would have won not?, I know it sounds selfish, but one of us succeed and that is a lot for me. Arigato Morinaga, now there is peace in my heart...-Hanako...-Morinaga felt Emerald eyes water and did realize that in some way it was something like the claim of Hanako. Your way to believe that there is love to if they can overcome adversity, because she believed it firmly but not had been able to witness so far this. Morinaga taught him.-Don't worry about me, enjoy this moment, but don't let him to deny what you feel would if Morinaga?, you've gone too far, there is no turning back, don't let it-Sure there is someone waiting for you, you are an incredible, intelligent and beautiful woman, this back out I know it - Morinaga had a knot in the throat-Yes, I hope that it is not about to marry lol, I am sure so happy!If someone had heard the phone conversation from both sides, his head exploded. Not only did not have neither a sense, if not that the people involved were completely opposite emotions. On the one hand the woman could not more joy but blue-black hair man showed himself quite distressed, or at least it hinted.Sempai of course that only heard part of Morinaga, could only think that the girl was on the other side of the broken line and crying. "tsk, this is his fault, by lying that way" thought Sempai with rage, but his stomach felt a Pang to note that perhaps the Morinaga had pushed to do so. "I should not say these things, but he is an adult, this was something children on your part, but I admit it, curse, I admit it, also is my fault..."His sense of responsibility was greater than its pride and its internalized tyranny and while Morinaga was another apparent apology to Hanako Sempai arrebato phone.-Semp...-can tell Morinaga rather than wholesale began to speak.-Oi! … Hanako Chibi right?-... If...-Hanako didn't know very well to say, because I still didn't know if Morinaga you told the truth ever Sempai-I would like you to come to dinner tomorrow, is it possible?... I... I behave very rude the time we saw in the kitchen...-Sempai miro to a dumbfounded Morinaga with your mouth open"is it so rare to want to apologize?"-Is not necessary do Tatsumi-san right?... I must apologize for my intrusion in your home, we should warn you with Tetsuhiro - Hanako said the nameSempai felt an itching in the throat by the way in which she referred to Morinaga but I have that discomfort very far at the moment, already claim it is...-You're his co-worker and well... his ex-girlfriend... okay that you were here... I think it would be better that they talk in person about their end and I want to apologize properly also. I know that it is an inconvenience for you since now not you might want to see Morinaga, but I ask you please that you reconsider the invitation, it is good to let things clear to avoid any problem future-Sempai had softened his tone of voice because he could not distinguish whether the girl was shocked or sad, did not notice those details I only noticed to Morinaga when he was wrong.Hanako meanwhile was holding with much hinder the happiness that he felt for his friend. His stomach ached and his cheeks were red from both to keep the guffaws that wanted to flee far away."Morinaga... He loves you... can not be anything this"The late response of Hanako gave Sempai to understand that perhaps it didn't you even see Morinaga, felt more guilt still.-Oi... didn't want to push anything, it is not good time sorry-No, no... is not that, Tatsumi - san I pensare it... call it... I goodbye goodbye-If... Good byeHanako hung and the smile on his face did shine even more eyes. I still didn't know very well if he had to go to dinner with them. Maybe more later send him an email to Morinaga to know if it was prudent, everything depended on if Sempai ended by the truth. Hanako thought that somehow it was not necessary to say that everything was a lie, they risked Sempai to be angry to the point of leaving Morinaga forever and not been worth all the work. On the other hand, everything depended on it for its attitude to the other day. I knew very well that if Morinaga was decided by silence she should conceal somewhat overwhelming joy that he felt for his friend, to keep as a rare or crazy. However if Morinaga is decided by the truth, it was possible that dinner was not very nice or that it will even take place. Despite this Hanako if she was sure something. I wish them all the happiness in the world and that, I knew very well, would not have to disguise it. It was heart.In the House of the couple, things were quite different to what you might think at this point. Sempai had Morinaga phone on the desk of the child and was standing with his body trembling. Nerves and confusion and not the joy that should be before the confession is weaved in that environment where the air was so dense that it was hard to breathe, it was something.Morinaga unless their tyrant would have realized had stretched back to support his broad back in his bed and his hands covered his eyes. It not sobbing, even laughed. It was weird, as if he were just dozing, devoid of all emotion. I can not stand Sempai more.-What now?-I'm waiting for you...-Morinaga open her eyes but I do not look to Sempai-Are waiting for that?-nerves Sempai was confused-Will say it no?, you said that if would let it you say it-.. .quieres that tell it when you listen you like you hate you the idea...-Sempai look to the groundMorinaga joined again and stayed in front to the trembling body that was standing in her room, the sat, hands did not touch the fabric, the knees were played and they pressed them. It felt as if they had fallen many years ago when Morinaga had confessed him to the pelilargo that he was gay and who also loved him. But this time the speech was different and no less difficult to tell.-Gomen Sempai, I know that I should be happy, but I just started thinking, are why I had to get this far so I expresaras what you feel and.. .you accepted?... I'm not blaming you for anything Sempai is just that... don't know, I'm so tired of making so many efforts when at times I think it may be... in vain. Do not are you doing this because you think that I will lose some?... always when you think that I will go and you just... you become crazy. I do not know if it is love or because I do not want with you or without you... Don't want to misread anything, no more.Sempai saw changed Morinaga, was no longer his faithful dog apologising all the time. Surely if he asked you to not leave the even you would agree but already things could not continue as before, his former kohai had strengthened and hardened and the pelilargo knew that it was their responsibility, their sole responsibility.-Certainly the fear to lose you push me to dare... but they say that fear comes the truth isn't it?, I'm proud and I never mind nothing more than my work and my family but you... you are special.-Special does not mean the love of your life Sempai... and you'll always be mine-Curse Morinaga, am here made a bunch of nerves and you're not compliant, you never are as with any sample, small but sample what I feel.-Don't want crumbs! , - Morinaga had risen - am in my sempai, just the beginning know that you force and over time you've been getting, but I am sick and tired of your paper of the victim, I want you or not?, do you love me?, it is not so difficult to curse, how many years have been already beside me?... do not you should know already?...-breathed agitated, Morinaga was no longer the same as before It was clear. He died the evening of the harsh words of Sempai-I love you-do ah?Sempai ran and I grab the strong arms of his former kohai, your friend, your partner. He descended to the wrists with his hands a little firmer.-I love Morinaga Tetsuhiro. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I'll say it often that you want, I'll say it every day, I'll say it every hour if necessary. Are you trust in my words, my actions, I know that we should not get to this point but I am rather slow right?, we will not be the same from now on but long ago we let be. This change scares me, you know it very well, but I will not deny it most, do not want to with another woman and curse less with another man.
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Mori-kun ?, ¿what a surprise, anything new? -Hanako ... must end ... -¿Termi ...? Oh my God, it's happening right? - really sorry, but I love to someone else ... - Mori! , I can not believe all this really worked, is he listening? It is obvious, oh Mori TI'm so happy for the other side of the line heard a slight slurping Morinaga nose Hanako, would have laughed and wanted to jump and shout with her but had to be controlled. - I really regret the how this is happening, I understand that it is not the best way but I had no other choice Morinaga looking Sempai say in a discreet manner and confirmed that he was present. - Oh! You have been the best fake boyfriend I ever had and I can not for happiness, are we not ?, won know it sounds selfish, but one of us and that's achievement for me. Arigato Morinaga, there is now peace in my heart ... ... -Hanako - Morinaga felt water emerald eyes and realized that somehow or other he was something like the claim of Hanako. His way back to believe that there are loves that if they can overcome adversity, because she believed it firmly but had not until now been able to witness it. Morinaga taught him. - Do not worry about me, enjoying the moment, but do not allow him to return to deny what you feel ?, What if Morinaga has gone too far, no turning back, do not allow - sure there is a person waiting for you, you're an amazing, intelligent and beautiful woman, she is out there I know- Morinaga had a lump in my throat - Sure, hope you're not going to marry lol, I'm so happy! If someone had heard the telephone from both sides, his head had exploded. Not only he did not have a sense, if not the people involved showed completely opposite emotions. For one woman could only joy but the blue-haired black man showed quite embarrassed, or so he let on. Sempai course only heard part of Morinaga, he could only think that the girl was on the other side of the line shattered and crying. "Tsk, this is because of him, for lying that way," Sempai thought angrily, but his stomach felt a twinge to note that perhaps the Morinaga had pushed it. "I should not say those things, but he is an adult, it was childish of him, but I admit, damn, I admit, is my fault ..." His sense of responsibility was greater than his pride and internalized tyranny and while Morinaga gave another apparent apology to Hanako Sempai snatched the phone. -Semp ...- Morinaga managed to say before the biggest start talking. - Oi! Hanako Chibi ... right? - ... if ... - Hanako did not quite know what to say, because even I did not know if he told the truth Morinaga ever Sempai I'd like you to come to dinner tomorrow, is it possible ...? I ... behave very rude while we met in the kitchen ...- Sempai look at a Morinaga stunned with his mouth open "is so rare that want to apologize? ' 'It's not needed? Tatsumi-san right? .. .I must apologize for my intrusion into your home, we should warn you with Tetsuhiro- Hanako said the name on purpose Sempai felt itchy throat by the way she dealt with Morinaga but took the trouble far away for the moment, and reclaim it ... You're his colleague and good ... his ex-girlfriend ... okay you were here ... I think it would be better converse in person about his term and also want to apologize properly. I know it's inconvenient for you because now you might not want to see Morinaga, but I ask you please to reconsider the invitation, it is good to let things clear to avoid any problem futuro.- Sempai had softened his tone as I could not tell if the girl was shocked and very sad, it was not to notice such details, only to Morinaga felt when I was wrong. Hanako meanwhile was holding very difficult happiness he felt for his friend. Her stomach ached and his cheeks were red with both retain the laughter that wanted to flee far away. "Morinaga ... he loves you ... can not be anything else this" Hanako's belated response gave understand that may not Sempai he wanted to see even Morinaga, he felt even more guilt. Oi ... I did not press anything, is not a good time I'm sorry - No, no ... not that, Tatsumi - san ... I'll think about it ... I'll call you later bye - If ... Goodbye Hanako hung up and the smile on his face made her eyes shine even more. Still he not sure whether to go to dinner with them. Maybe later you send an email to Morinaga to whether it was prudent, everything depended on whether Sempai finished to know the truth. Hanako thought that in some way it was not necessary to say it was all a lie, that risked Sempai be angry to the point of leaving Morinaga forever and would not have been worth all the work. On the other hand, everything depended on it for their attitude the next day. He knew very well that if Morinaga was decided by the silence she must somehow hide the overflowing joy he felt for his friend, not to be a rare or crazy. However if Morinaga was decided by the truth, it was possible that dinner was not very nice or not even take place. However Hanako if she was sure something. I wish them all the happiness in the world and that, I knew very well, he would not have to hide it. It was from the heart. In the house of the couple things were quite different to what you might think at this point. Sempai had left the phone on the desk Morinaga child and stood with his body trembling. Nerves and confusion and the joy that should be before the confession was woven in that environment where the air was so thick it was hard breathing, something was wrong. Morinaga without his tyrant he would have noticed had stretched his broad back support back in his bed and his eyes obscured his hands. No sobbing, even laughing. It was weird, like I was just dozing, emotionless. Sempai not take it anymore. What happens now? - I'm waiting ... - Morinaga uncapped his eyes but did not look at Sempai - Waiting - Sempai nerves was confused - I will say right ?, said if the left what would you say - ... you want me to tell you when you listen as if you hated the idea ... - Sempai look down Morinaga joined again and stay in front of the quivering body that was standing in his room, he was sitting, his hands no touching the fabric, knees touching and squeezing. It felt as if they had fallen many years ago when Morinaga had confessed to being gay and longhaired also loved him. But this time the speech was different and no less difficult to say. Gomen Sempai, I know I should be happy, but I just started thinking, why I had to go so far to be expressing me what you feel and ... accept me? ... I'm not blaming anything Sempai's just ... I do not know, I'm so tired of making so much effort when sometimes I think it can be ... in vain. You're not doing this because you think I miss it? ... Always when you think you'll go by yourself ... you go crazy. I do not know if it's love or because I do not want you or without you ... I no longer want to misinterpret anything, not anymore. Sempai saw Morinaga changed, and it was not his faithful dog apologizing all the time. Surely if he asked him not to go but he still would access and things could not continue as before, his former kohai had strengthened and hardened and longhaired knew it was his responsibility, your responsibility. Certainly the fear of losing I pushed dare say ... but fear the truth comes out ?, I'm not proud and never mattered to me nothing but my work and my family ... but you're special. -Special not mean the love of your life ... and Sempai you'll always be mine Morinaga Damn, here I am a bundle of nerves and you're not satisfied, you are never satisfied with any sample, but small sample of what I feel. -¡Ya not want crumbs! - Morinaga had I levantado-'m at my limit sempai, at first you force and eventually you have grown accustomed, but I'm tired of your role of the victim, do you love me with you or not ?, do you love me? it is not so difficult curse, how many years have been by my side? ... You should not know? ...- breathing hard, Morinaga was no longer the same as before, was clear. He had died the evening of Sempai harsh words 'I love you Ah? Sempai ran and grabbed the strong arms of his ex kohai, your friend, your partner. He went down to the wrists with his hands a little firmer. 'I love Tetsuhiro Morinaga. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I will say as much as you want, I'll say it every day, I will tell every hour if necessary. Are you to trust in my words, in my actions, I know we should not get to this point but I'm kind of slow right?, We will not be the same from now on but we long to be. This change scares me, you know very well, but I will not deny it, I do not want another woman and another man curse less.
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