Suddenly, he raised face to see me and I realized that we were very close... our eyes... our noses... our lips... were so close. I could feel her breath against my face and also their body odor I caught. The smell of Souichi... forget it... whenever she made love with him I caught. He did not know why neither of them departed, just stayed still and close. My eyes fell from his eyes to his lips... those lips... I want... to kiss them, but at the same time... I didn't... I couldn't stop me carried away by the mere fact of being so close... but... I beat the situation and leaned my head and approached my lips to yours. I was surprised to feel that instead of deviating as always used to do... Sempai voluntarily closed her eyes, opened her mouth and took his tongue a little as if he were ready to receive the kiss.He was convinced that once again my heart was going to let go and be... I... promised you to Taiga that it wouldn't do it... but... JUST a few centimetres before kissing him... I stopped... I stayed still and when Sempai opened his eyes to see what was happening...-Forgiveness... but I do not I go with married men - I stressed to mock me, walked away immediately, I took my laptop and headed for the exit door - I will leave you alone at my house. If you get tired... you can go - I showed serious, left my room and before closing the door - I hope I don't steal - then I pulled the door and I went.What happens... my... my heart... my heart is beating very strong. I feel nervous, I feel... no... no... again... love that had by Sempai... was in my heart, but had lowered its intensity... now... back is 100%. What should I do? How can I get the me that I am again...? By what Sempai... why! If you don't want anything with me... If you're not going to correspond... did for what come? Taiga was right... a year of recovery to the trash.Speaking of Taiga... that makes me remember what said Sempai: "that girl... that damn friend of yours... told me that already not you worked here", "this is... and also made security to take me here"Is it possible that Taiga has done such a thing?, I thought. And then accelerated step to reach Taiga and interrogate her on the way to the upper room. "Taiga, are going to have to give me a good explanation."POV SEMPAIBut... what... what happened to me... what lightning... RAY I AM MAKING. No... I can't believe that it has been able to get here... to practically ask you a little attention to Morinaga. Definitely that baka is taking advantage of the guilt I feel, is becoming the victim and above all a damn RESENTFUL.Why... why I am behaving me so submissive, why feel that Morinaga has control of the situation, why I get so nervous to speak to him and why I'm hypnotized when I look him in the eyes.I don't know what Ray happens to me... Morinaga is a BAKA. Who is believed to speak to me as she did so and more... is this idiot me humbled... made me believe that I would kiss and instead walked away with that that "I do not I go with married men". I.e., it is not that you have hurt me to not kiss me... and is not that I I had wanted that kiss...... do not I am gay... but somehow my mouth opened automatically and not walked away.I felt a mixture of nerves and at the same time relief in my heart... relief that after a year has been able to see Morinaga... but not... it is more than relief... I am happy. Not only return it to see, but also of finding it on my own, know that he was always working in the pharmaceutical, know that things are going well and that is good.When I saw him... I felt the need to strike it by have gone a year without warning, I wanted to hurt him physically, but at the same time to hug him and not to detach myself from it; because... it's my friend... no?But what me more angry was that also was that runny... that his friend damn... that girl who always called Morinaga for something... and that told me that Morinaga was not working in the pharmaceutical. Damn stupid... lied me and because of you, I had given up and I felt great anxiety; not to mention that I passed the shame of my life when security I threw the company a year ago. Damn and damn thousand times, who is believed to be that RUNNY to speak to me that way, would have responded you as it deserves it, but wanted to control me, since long ago that he did not see Morinaga and didn't build him a scandal.I felt good when Morinaga objected against Taiga and wanted to talk to me; In addition he practically threw her in your room and that I'm glad. Morinaga and I were discussing, but then the conversation went well... was about to tell him something important Morinaga... something that had been thinking and reflected on the past year. However, that runny damn had to interrupt... damn you, Taiga or as you call... not gonna me scrubbing this time... already you will see it.I didn't count the concentrate that was on my mind and got an appliances of cholera to the wall. Then, I felt something only I knew that Morinaga was going to take an approximate 2 hours as I said... DAMN... INSURANCE IT SAID INTENTIONAL FOR ME DISCOURAGED AND I GO... BUT NOT HAHA... YO IGUAL TE'LL WAIT... SO SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL HAVE TO GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM.Honestly, this year I went without Morinaga and living a false marriage, I had enough time to think about many things, to think of Morinaga and how much that made me lack, to think about what we were doing, to think about how I felt at his side, to think about the single that I felt since his departure.It is true that I said to Morinaga felt more than friendship, but so far I do not discover what could be... maybe love?... No... that can not be; IE... don't know if it is that, because I do not I am GAY, but... that is why I decided to go back to look for Morinaga... because I want to know what is this that I feel when I think of him and why they react so nervous and submissive when I have it in front. AHHHHHHHHHHH I AM CONFUNDIDOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I WANT TO HOLD ON TO THAT BAKAAAAAAAAA KICKS.I was tired of my confusion, doubts and insecurities. In addition... now I was only home of Morinaga, good in his small home in Hamatsu. It filled me with curiosity know what kind of life was now and how you were doing; so I went through every part of your new home.It could be said that it was quite small, but cosy; well, it was like a hotel room; IE... living in a 10-story condominium, which each Hall has about 10 rooms; and within each room, it looked like a hotel room. At least the room of Morinaga was thus, you entered through the main door and had a Hall which half had two doors. The first was a mini kitchenette, and a door on one side of the mini kitchen where there was a small washing machine. Then, continuing with Hall, next door in the middle was the bathroom. Finally at the end of the hall you could display a balcony enclosed by sliding doors of glass and right another door leading to the part of Morinaga. It was pretty broad... was his bed, next to a coffee table as a mini living room and on the other side a big enough closet. It was definitely as if Morinaga lived in a room of Hotel 5 stars. It should be cozy and perfect for one person; good as far as I know to Morinaga deducted you a percentage of his salary by living in the condo. When I was in the part of Morinaga, I closed the door and I could see everything completely spotless and tidy; go that Morinaga has not changed anything, always so clean and ordered... so good... is one of the qualities that I like him... it said "that I like"?... I mean... who like me as a friend hehe. Damn... again the flushing in my face; It was definitely a fault in me that could not control.However, what I liked not part of Morinaga was seeing things on your desktop and a shelf attached to the wall that had. I saw several squares... many... and each of them were pictures of him... but not only him... but he was also leaving... TAIGA.In almost all of the pictures came out with it, if not I knew them would swear that they are couple... well... at least nowhere out kissing, but there is a curious where it leaves Taiga mounted on the back of Morinaga as loading it... BAKA... I never I uploaded on your back, but Taiga Yes isn't it?... Wait... why I made such a comparison... anything... just in case I want to Morinaga me load on his back? NO... OF COURSE NOT.I kept looking at the pictures and I realized that in truth... Morinaga and Taiga are frequent then I saw a photo that caused me much grace... MORINAGA AND TAIGA... IN a contest of sings and dances... jajajaja is seriously... my Morinaga sings and dances? A moment... I said "My Morinaga?" NO! TO HECK ME PASSES... WHY I AM REFERRING TO IT AS IF IT WERE MY PROPERTY... CLEAR THAT NO...It was become very weary so just think about that then I forgot to see a larger photo. That picture... I had seen it before... was the same photo which prompted me to return to come to Hamatsu... photo confirmed me that even MORINAGA works in the pharmaceutical "s", the same photo that I saw 2 weeks ago in "Agriculture and business" magazine... that photo where goes Morinaga and Taiga with the award of the first representing the headquarters of Hamatsu in all venues of the "s" pharmaceutical competition."Thanks to that now I'm here and I managed to see me with Morinaga... that baka... thing... it worried that I had". Little by little I began to teary melancholy and emotional loneliness that I felt this last year. I sat on her bed to meditate a bit. Somehow all those pictures hassle me. Why have so many photos with her... What is there between Morinaga and that girl? That is to say...
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