And it was. At nightfall, enterprise was in the dark; Obviously they do not allow workers entering the offices outside working hours; It is closed, only have access to the condominiums and the back door facing the street to enter and exit.It was 11 pm and still had not eaten. I was not hungry. The atmosphere was rather depressing. I kept me with the lights off, only the Moonlight shining through my window. I was sitting on the floor with the knees to the chest and looking to the sky.Go... I feel very lonely. I.e. good night... is... is that you should be having dinner with my parents and my Nii-san; However, I was very lonely and hurt. My parents even called me to offer me spend Christmas with them and my Nii-san, well I know that he is very busy and will spend Christmas out on a business trip, so I commented. He didn't have anybody; earlier in Nagoya had Sempai... at least let me spend Christmas with Kanako-chan and Matsuda-san and with it. It was very welcome in this House... home of the Tatsumi...Ah... how to forget them... especially a Tatsumi Souichi... my Sempai. Sempai... more than 3 months have passed since I left Nagoya, I wonder... how you're... already I've forgotten? Insurance Yes... sure has you so busy that you will not remember that I exist... well... what I'm amazed if you even remember me when I was hospitalized and you on your Moon honey with Yuki Yuki.Worse I had started it, I started to think about Sempai from nothing and my tears began to sprout after a time that was not crying. "No... Please... can't be crying... not again... it is supposed that had already surpassed--would again I feel hurt?". I wondered again and again with the rapid breathing and body trembling. "Sempai... I miss you... Sempai... Why don't you come see me... Sempai... Sempai... Sempai... Sempai... Souichi... ", did not repeat that Word with tears in his eyes."Not I ate all night, I was not hungry. I was very concentrated on my thinking and suddenly... I started to hear the fireworks... it only meant one thing "as they were the 12 at night... do Merry Christmas?". I could see from my window the rockets of different shapes, colors and speed. I was standing and I relied on my window to see them, at least with that amused me, but at the same time I felt an intense melancholy, not by the fact that missed Sempai, but because I only felt itself. It seemed that it had not even a family that wants to spend Christmas with me.It was obvious... my parents don't want me to, nii-san does not want me to, Sempai I want to... NOBODY I WANT TO... THEN... WHY I'M STILL ALIVE... I wonder... If I die... would weep someone in my Tomb?I was so frustrated and suddenly saw one... ESTRELLA FUGAZ. I love shooting stars, I have always believed in them as a child, but I've never had opportunity to see one. I closed my eyes and thought "I know it's silly and that it won't happen, but... as I'd like to ask for it". I got a hand to the heart and said "I want... desire that Souichi is love me one day".For a moment I thought that I was alone in the world, which are all whining and all I was in turns, then when I opened my eyes, obviously the asterisk was not; but I was exhausted. I sat down again on the ground to look at the window, leaned a little into the ground and without realizing... it had been me... asleep.The next day, I felt that somebody shook me. I did ignore, because I was sleepy, but then I felt a kick in the butt and lifted me hit, I immediately sat down and said...-THAT RAYS TEA GOES!--Merry Christmas, MORI! - Taiga hugged me tightly.We were stuck awhile; but I could feel that Taiga was shaking and had very agitated breathing. I thought she was sick or something bad had happened to her...-Are you well? - I said taking her off of me.-Eh... Yes... that's why questions it - replied quite nervous and with a feigned smile.-Well... notice that...--COSTUME something for dinner Christmas of my house... would you like? - I interrupted enthusiastically intentional so I not mentioned the idea.We were at night again, calculating that it was 7 pm, it seems that I had slept as a whole day. Taiga warmed up food in the microwave in my room and we ate several Japanese dishes; However, Taiga was well quiet... something weird happened and wanted to find out...-What you were doing sleeping on the floor?--Wait... I do the questions here... Why are rare... you passed something?--I asked first, that answer you and then I...-so smiled victorious.-Well... I felt something only and because I don't know, I felt more comfortable there and stayed asleep--Ohh... you see, but you can get sick--Now you... what happens to you... are rare... something has happened?--Eh...? Would this RICA LA CENA?-interrupted with another question that had nothing to do.-Taiga I do not change the subject --According... well... is that...-Then Taiga broke... He began to teary and for his gesture, I noticed that I didn't want to cry, but tears earned him...-Taiga... are you well? - did not answer me just stood crestfallen and weeping - Taiga? --AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH--WHAT... THAT HAPPENS... WHY CHILLAS SO?--AHHHHH... TAKASU ENDED WITH ME THIS MORNING...-What? This morning... how so?--ME BUTTON BY TELEFONOOOOOOO... AHHHHHHHH - broke out in tears.Never seen it so... now I had my... to console her as good friends who I am...-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH--Ya no llores, Taiga --I CAN NOT... IT FEELS HORRIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE --I know... I know how you are feeling that they break you heart, but you must be strong...--NOT PUEDOOOOOOOO--Well... at least tell me, what was the motive?--Is that... is that I ended... because he told me that he is tired of seeing me with me, find out that I'm always with you... it I ended up because you hate-- But what RAYS happens... I am GAY! - I altered - already are LO HABIAS said thousand times --It seems that still do not be... of all forms still being man - wiped her tears.-Ay... My God - I sighed - your boyfriend is crazy...-I got with this subject of the jealous boyfriend.-NOW is my former NOVIOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOANS - returned to mourn.Taiga when he cried... THAT SHE CRIED. At least I did not so much scandal, but Taiga... BY GOD...It was just me comfort her as she ever did with me. You heard what I had to say, everything that had lived with Takasu, good and bad experiences. Then... we started to talk about something else and we saw comedy programs to distract her. However, nothing took from that sad gesture of the face of the Taiga, and that hurt me. See my best friend shattered by a man who is not the worth, gave me much pain, but at the same time much anger. CURSED TAKASU.Suddenly... Taiga wanted to lie down because he did not feel well, began to have chills and she leaned one is on top of my bed. I told him that I would sleep there and therefore she could not lie down and she said that it would only be for a while and that then she would go to her room. But not we realized and we slept two in my bed until the next day.The lights of the Sun came through my window, already had dawned and that only far one thing: "Back to work". We do not realize, but I swear that nothing happened... however... woke up scared...--WHAT you're doing in my bed! - Taiga had stuck the cry of his life to be realize that was sleeping in the same bed as me.-OF WHICH YOU SPEAK? This is my bed - I defended because it was true... it was my bed and she was the intruder.-WHAT? BUT AS I SLEPT HERE?--You said that only you would be lying down a moment, but it seems that you fell--Eh... Mori... no... nothing happened right?--DO AHHHHHHH? Perhaps you also doubts of my homosexuality?--Not no... sorry... you're right... sorry... you missed respect and fell asleep in your bed. How sassy I am... excuse me, Mori - had a lost look.-Don't worry, Taiga. You're my best friend, I love you like the little sister I never had, and now it is my turn to make you... TICKLE-And I made laugh much. We arrived a little late to work, but not us rebuke, the theme that had recently passed parties and gave them toleracion. As he had said earlier, Taiga was very sad and was now very shift not to leave it alone never and do that always feel happy and safe.I had spent 1 week and consoling Taiga was more difficult than I thought. It if is depressed much, yes thought Takasu while it should not. Most of the time was quiet and intently. It made me remember when I was sad all day by Sempai.New year had arrived and on 31 December, Mori and I decided to go to the Hamatsu Church to pray and make our requests to God. We left work rather late, since we had finish certain things to start the new year. Already there was nothing to lose so we walked together through the streets of Hamatsu.We went through many sites, they were 7 pm; but when passing the Church I thought "these places now bring me bad memories...". The car accident is came to mind many things, above all the Sempai wedding, because the church made me relate to the Church where he married Sempai and above all. Tears were accumulated and I was now that was very sad, something that Taiga was cueta...-Oh no, Mori... again no...-Taiga stopped at the door of the Church.-Regret this... is... is that... not I...-tried to stop the tears.-Do not cry, Mori. If you do not enter --Don't worry, now... because I'm fine... Let's get started --Are you sure?--Yes-I said sure, because after almost 4 months. I already took a decision... We entered, went to the first row and we knelt together. We close our eyes and pray
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