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POV MORINAGA

No sé qué me sucedía, por qué me quedé tan embobado en los ojos de Taiga; creo que jamás le había prestado atención a los sentimientos, al llanto y a la mirada de una chica. Y de pronto... como si fuera un acto involuntario... yo... yo... me acerqué y no... no me pude resistir... perdón... Taiga. Uní mis labios con los suyos... yo... LA BESÉ...

De pronto dejé de escuchar, todo se puso negro, tan solo sentía el roce de mis labios con los de Taiga. Ella había caído en shock pues no se movía y tampoco decía nada. Fue un beso tierno, un beso inocente; ya que ninguno de los dos abrió la boca. Tampoco pretendía hacerlo, y Taiga menos. Estuvimos así por 5 segundos y de pronto los dos nos separamos inmediatamente alejándonos de golpe. Ella se quedó boquiabierta, con los ojos bien abiertos y se sonrojó, al igual que yo. No sabía que decir, ella tampoco me decía nada.

No sé por qué lo hice, tal vez por curiosidad, pero no sentí... NADA. Sentí como si besara a una roca, no hubo sentimiento, no sentí profundidad, no sentí nada. Lo único que sí sentí fue traición... yo sentí que había traicionado a Sempai... cosa es que estúpido, pues por qué sentiría eso después de casi 4 meses sin saber de él.

Taiga no decía nada, estaba inmóvil, totalmente sonrojada; jamás se imaginó algo así y yo tampoco. Esto me estaba asustando, así que me acerqué a ella para disculparme, pero... "PLAAAAF"; sentí una cachetada con fuerza en mi mejilla.

Me dolió, mucho, Taiga sí que tenía fuerza. Tal vez fue una reacción, pensé. Luego su expresión de sorprendida cambió a una muy molesta; se cruzó de brazos y se dio media vuelta para salir de la iglesia. De inmediato me puse de pie y la seguí...

-TAIGA... TAIGA... PERDÓN... POR FAVOR... LO SIENTO- no me dirigía la palabra, tan solo concentraba su mirada al frente y seguía caminando a paso veloz.

Los pocos que también estaban en la iglesia, se habían ganado con la escenita y se quedaron sorprendidos y mirando. A Taiga eso no le importó y continuó su rumbo...

-TAIGA... RESPONDEME POR FAVOR... HAY QUE HABLARLO- seguía sin hacerme caso, yo iba atrás de ella tomando mi distancia por si acaso, pero no pude evitar su indiferencia y opté por jalarla del brazo para que me escuchara –NO ME IGNORES... OYE... TAIGA-

-¡NO ME TOQUES!- se soltó bruscamente de mi agarre y continuó su rumbo.

-POR FAVOR TAIGA... PERDÓN... NO... NO SABÍA LO QUE ESTABA HACIENDO- volví a seguirla.

-¡LÁRGATE... NO ME SIGAS!- ni siquiera me dirigió la mirada.

Era obvio que se dirigía al condominio de la Farmacéutica, pues ese era el camino que siempre tomábamos de regreso. Me mantuve callado, caminando atrás de ella a su mismo paso para hablar de esto cuando lleguemos a los dormitorios. Todo el camino fue realmente incómodo, me la pasé diciendo "Taiga, perdón" o "Taiga, escúchame" o "Taiga, no me ignores"; sin embargo, a ella le resbalaban mis súplicas. Simplemente pude notar que estaba recontra enojada conmigo. Lo bueno es que las calles estaban un poco desoladas y nadie podía ganarse con nuestra escena; al igual que también tenía que gritar fuerte para que me oyera porque con tantos fuegos artificiales, por ser año nuevo, casi ni me escuchaba yo mismo... la verdad... VAYA FORMA DE EMPEZAR UN NUEVO AÑO.

Taiga jamás se había enojado conmigo de esa forma; es decir, en el pasado nos molestábamos hasta nos hacíamos enojar, pero nunca con la intensidad de ahora. Taiga definitivamente estaba FURIOSA.

Llegamos al condominio y apenas estábamos en nuestro pasillo, ella echó a correr a su habitación para que no la alcanzara. Obviamente logré detenerla antes que abriera la puerta de su dormitorio, ya que yo era más alto y más rápido...

-¡TAIGA ESPERA!-

-QUÉ COSA QUIERES, BAKA... DÉJAME EN PAZ- se volteó bruscamente a mirarme con ojos de ira.

-NO, POR FAVOR. QUIERO QUE ME ESCUCHES...- intenté calmarla, respiré hondo y continué –Yo... lo lamento, no... no quería hacerlo... tan solo... no sé lo que me pasó...-

-¿NO SABES LO QUE TE PASÓ? ¿ESA ES TU EXCUSA?-

-Taiga...-

-¡NO! No me vengas con "Taiga"- me remedó en tono de burla –TÚ SABES PERFECTAMENTE QUE SOLO SOMOS AMIGOS... ENCIMA ERES GAY...-

-Por favor... baja la voz-

-¿ACASO TE APROVECHASTE DE MÍ?... Tú sabes que acabo de salir de una relación de 5 años y me siento muy mal... y TÚ, siendo mi mejor amigo, me besas porque te da la gana y tan solo me dices "NO SÉ LO QUE ME PASÓ"-

-Lo lamento... es que... es cierto... no sé por qué lo hice- empecé a ponerme nervioso –Tan solo quiero disculparme-

-Eres mi mejor amigo... y no te importó... te aprovechaste cuando me encontraba en una situación muy dolorosa. Además... tú también estás pasando por una situación similar ¿no?- suspiró –No voy a dejar que me uses para olvidarte de tu Sempai-

-¡NO... NO ES ESO! YO JAMÁS TE UTILIZARÍA-

-Ya... cállate...- respiró hondo –Creo que deberíamos dejar de hablarnos-

"¿DEJAR DE HABLARNOS?" ¿A qué rayos te refieres con eso? Espera... espera... por favor... no puedes... hacerme esto... yo... te necesito... Eres mi mejor amiga, Taiga; no puedes simplemente dejar de dirigirme la palabra por un error... un accidente... algo que NO DEBIÓ PASAR.

Me estaba desesperando por dentro, no quería que las cosas se pusieran mal, pero Taiga había dado su veredicto...

-Lo siento, creo que no ya no podemos ser amigos...-

-¿QUÉ?-

-Lo que escuchaste-

-Pero... Taiga... no puedes romper nuestra amistad así como así... yo... te necesito... eres mi mejor amiga... contigo me siento bien...y...-

-Pues... búscate a otra que se deje besar... pero YO NO-

Dicho eso... se metió a su habitación y me cerró la puerta en la cara, dejándome solo en el pasillo. Por qué... por qué tuve que hacer tal cosa... aún no lo tengo muy claro... lo único que se me viene a la mente es "curiosidad", pero... de qué tipo...

Taiga, en verdad, estaba furiosa. Bueno... ya nos habíamos peleado anteriormente, pero nada había sido más fuerte que esto hasta el punto de decir "ya no podemos ser amigos"; eso sí que me dolió. Ahora me sentía realmente solo; tenía muchos amigos en la Farmacéutica, pero solo son eso... "AMIGOS", en cambio Taiga es "MI MEJOR AMIGA"... casi como mi hermana, a la que le contaba todo. Pero ahora... parece que ella me hará la ley del hielo. Quería arreglar las cosas; así que empecé a tocar su puerta...

-¡Taiga! Por favor... escúchame... – no me respondió –Abre la puerta, por favor... no hay que estar peleados- sin respuesta –Taiga... sal de ahí... TAIGA- golpeé y grité.

Era en vano seguir causando alboroto; así que solo me quedaba esperar hasta que Taiga saliera de su habitación por alguna razón.

Pasaban los minutos; sin embargo... no me importó... tan solo estuve ahí... guardando afuera de su puerta... Volví a intentar pasada la hora de espera...

-Ábreme... por favor... ábreme... tenemos que hablar-

Aún sin respuesta; creo que era definitiva que Taiga no me abriría ni tampoco respondería a mis llamados. Rayos... está actuando como una NIÑA... como una completa INMADURA.

Esperé un poco más, pero ya era muy de noche y empezaba a sentir frío. Me resigné y entré a mi habitación. Vaya que hacía frío; pero muy aparte de eso... yo estaba helado por dentro... necesitaba el calor de una amistad, el calor de mi mejor amiga, el calor de Taiga; sin embargo... ya lo había perdido.

Ya en mi cama, estaba recostado boca arriba, mirando al techo, tapado con las sábanas hasta el pecho y meditando con las luces apagadas.

Ok... besé a Taiga a mi voluntad; ahora la pregunta es ¿por qué?... Yo soy gay... entonces no comprendo por qué lo hice... o tal vez... ¿Taiga es especial? ¿Tal vez... me gusta Taiga?... NOOOOOOO JAMÁS... NUNCA ME ENAMORARÍA DE UNA CHICA; ES DECIR... NO PUEDO... SOY GAY... ME GUSTAN LOS HOMBRES; ASÍ QUE LA POSIBLIDAD QUE EL BESO HAYA SIDO POR AMOR ES REALMENTE IMPOSIBLE.

Así sucesivamente toda la noche me la pasé meditando y no encontré una respuesta. Poco a poco el sueño me estaba venciendo; me sentí bastante triste, pero me quedó la esperanza que solamente esta pelea con Taiga sea momentánea y no permanente. Rogué mentalmente para que mañana se le pasara.

Cuando desperté; me di cuenta que había dormido mucho... era 1 de Enero... casi las 5pm. Moría de hambre, así que saqué de mi estante una sopa instantánea, la preparé y me la tomé. Saqué mi celular para ver si había un mensaje de texto o alguna llamada de Taiga; pero no... ninguna señal de vida de ella.

"Mujeres... siempre haciéndose las difíciles... quieren que los hombres siempre estén atrás de ellas rogándoles perdón". Sin embargo, así lo hice, pues yo se la debía... sentía que estaba en deuda con Taiga; es decir, ella me ayudó a superar en un... digamos en un 60% mi dolor por Sempai; entonces yo no podía hacerme el desentendido y no luchar por nuestra amistad, sobretodo porque YO mismo la cagué.

Salí de mi habitación y fui a la suya. Noté que las luces estaban apagadas, pero igual toqué...

-¿Taiga? ¿Estás ahí?- sin respuesta –Taiga, soy yo Morinaga... por favor... ábreme... quiero que hablemos- ni una palabra –Por favor... Taiga... ya estuvo bueno... ya aprendí la lección... por favor... ábreme-

Enserio... Taiga no me respondía; probé pegando mi oreja a la puerta, pero no escuchaba ruido alguno. "De repente habrá salido", pensé. ¿Pero con quién y a dónde?... Era eso... o definitivamente no quería hablarme y menos verme la cara. Me resigné y dejé que la situación esté en paz por hoy.

Regresé a mi habitación y para distraerme un poco... miré la televisión. Me recosté boca abajo a lo largo de mi cama y aburridamente cambié los canales. Bueno al menos estaba descansando, ya que al día siguiente nuevamente comenzaríamos la jornada laboral. No había nada interesante... nada... nada... nada... cambiaba y cambiaba y nada... Pero... luego... paré en un canal bastante curioso... era ese programa... no... no... ESE PROGRAMA NO...

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POV MORINAGAI don't know what I was, why I was so enthralled in the eyes of Taiga; I think that had never paid attention to feelings, the crying and the look of a girl. And soon... as if an involuntary act... I... I... I went and no... I couldn't resist me... sorry... Taiga. I joined my lips with yours...... THE KISSED...Suddenly I stopped listening, everything was black, just felt the touch of my lips with the Taiga. She had fallen into shock because she was not moving and not said anything. It was a tender Kiss, an innocent Kiss; Since none of the two opened her mouth. Not intended to do so, and Taiga less. We were thus for 5 seconds and suddenly the two separate ourselves immediately away from hit. She was left speechless, with wide open eyes and blushed, like me. I did not know to say, she also told me nothing.I don't know why I did it, perhaps out of curiosity, but I didn't feel... NOTHING. I felt as if you kiss a rock, there was no feeling, I didn't feel depth, I didn't feel anything. The only thing yes I felt was betrayal... I felt that he had betrayed Sempai... thing is that stupid, because why would you feel that after almost 4 months without knowing it.Taiga said nothing, it was immobile, completely flushed; never imagined something like this and I do not. This I was frightening, so I approached her to apologize, but... "PLAAAAF"; I felt slapped firmly in my cheek.It hurt me, much, Taiga that had strength. Maybe it was a reaction, I thought. Then her expression of surprise changed to one very annoying; He crossed of arms and half turned to leave the Church. Immediately I was standing and I kept it...-TAIGA... TAIGA... SORRY... PLEASE... WHAT I feel - not I addressed the word, just he concentrated his gaze to the front and continued walking at fast pace.The few that were also in the Church, he had earned with the scene and were surprised and looking. Taiga that did not care and continued her course...-TAIGA... ANSWER ME PLEASE... There is to talk about it - was ignoring me, I was going behind her taking my distance just in case, but could not help his indifference and opted to pull her arm so hear me - ME not ignore... HEY... TAIGA--NO ME TOQUES! - sharply slipped from my grasp and continued her course.-PLEASE TAIGA... SORRY... NO... I did not know what he was doing - I went back to follow her.-GET OUT... NOT I follow! - not even directed me the look.It was obvious that he went to the condominium of the pharmaceutical, because that was the way that we always took back. I kept silent, walking behind her at his same pace to discuss this when we get to the bedroom. All the way was really uncomfortable, I spent it saying "Taiga, forgiveness" or "Taiga, listen to me" or "Taiga, don't ignore me"; However, my pleas sliding to her. I simply note that he was angry with me recontra. The good thing is that the streets were a bit desolate and nobody could win with our scene; as he also had to shout strong so I heard because with so many Fireworks, as new year, hardly myself listening to me... the truth... GO TO START A NEW YEAR.Taiga has never had been angry with me that way; in other words, in the past we molestábamos until we did get angry, but never with the intensity of now. Taiga was definitely angry.We arrived at the condominium and just we were in our hallway, she ran to her room so you don't reach it. Obviously I was able to stop it before it opened the door of his bedroom, since I was taller and faster...-TAIGA WAIT!--THAT THING LIKE, BAKA... Leave me alone - it turned sharply to look at me with eyes of wrath.-NO, PLEASE. WANT to hear...-I tried to calm her, took a deep breath and continued - I am... sorry, no... I didn't do it... I just... don't know what happened to me...--NOT KNOW WHAT STEP TEA? IS THAT YOUR EXCUSE?--Taiga...--NOT! Don't give me "Taiga" - I remedó in a tone of mockery - TU know perfectly that only we are friends... OVER YOU'RE GAY...--Please... low voice--PERHAPS TEA TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME?... You know that I have just come out of a 5 year relationship and I feel very bad... and you, being my best friend, Kiss me because it gives you the win and just say "Not know what ME step"--Regret this... is that... it's true... I don't know why I did it - I started to get me nervous - just want to excuse me --You're my best friend... and you didn't... you took advantage when I found myself in a very painful situation. In addition... you also are going through a similar situation isn't it? - he sighed - I will not let that I use to forget your Sempai --NOT... IT'S NOT THAT! I NEVER TEA WOULD USE --Ya... shut up you...-breathed deep - I think that we should stop talking about us -"Let us talk?" to which Ray you mean with that? Waiting... waiting... Please... no you can... do this to me... I... I need you... You're my best friend, Taiga; You can not simply leave to write the word by mistake... an accident... something that should not happen.I was despairing about me inside, I didn't want that things were badly put, but Taiga had given their verdict...-I'm sorry, I think that we cannot not be friends...--WHAT?--What you heard--But... Taiga can... do not break our friendship as well as so... I... I need you... you're my best friend... with you I feel good... and...--Well... get to another that let kiss... but I don't -Saying that... got to her room and closed my door in the face, leaving me only in the Hall. Why... that's why I had to do such a thing... yet I have it very clear... the only thing that comes to mind is "curious", but... what...Taiga, in truth, was furious. Well... already we had fought previously, but none had been stronger than this to the point of saying "now we can't be friends"; that really hurt me. Now I felt really alone. He had many friends in the pharmaceutical, but they are just that... "Friends", by contrast Taiga is "My best friend"... almost like my sister, which had everything. But now... it seems she'll do me the ice Act. I wanted to fix things; so I started to knock on your door...-Taiga! Please... listen to me--did not answer me - opens the door, please... no be estranged - no response - Taiga salt... there... TAIGA - hit and yelled.Was in vain follow causing uproar; so I was just wait until Taiga came out of his room for some reason.They spent the minutes; However... I didn't... just was there... saving outside your door... I went back to try last time of waiting...-Open up... Please... open... we need to talk -Still unanswered; I think it was definite that Taiga I would not open or does not respond to my calls. Ray is... acting like a little girl... as a complete immature.I waited a little longer, but it was very dark and began to feel cold. I resigned myself to me and went to my room. Go it was cold; but very apart from that... I was frozen on the inside needed the warmth of a friendly, the warmth of my best friend, Taiga heat; However... he had lost it.Already in my bed, was lying face up, looking at the ceiling, covered with sheets to the chest and meditating with the lights out.OK... kissed Taiga to my will; now the question is why?... I am gay... then I do not understand why I did it... or maybe... Taiga is special? Do maybe... Taiga like me?... NOOOOOOO NEVER... NEVER ME ENAMORARÍA OF A GIRL; THAT IS TO SAY... I can't... I am gay... I LIKE MEN; SO THE POSSIBILITY THAT THE KISS WAS FOR LOVE IS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.So on the night I had me meditating and not found an answer. I was slowly overcoming sleep; I felt quite sad, but I had hope that this fight with Taiga is only temporary and not permanent. I mentally begged so tomorrow passed him.When woke up; me di account which had slept much... was 1 January... almost 5 pm. He died of hunger, so I pulled from my shelf an instant soup, prepared it and I took it. I took out my cell phone to see if there was a text message or a call from Taiga; but no... no sign of her life."Women... always making the difficult... want that men are always behind them begging them for forgiveness." However, so I did, because I had it... felt that was in debt with Taiga; i.e., it helped me to overcome in a... Let's say 60% my Sempai pain; then I could not get the material lying around and not fight for our friendship, above all because I screwed it up.I went out of my room and went to theirs. I noticed that the lights were off, but I just played...-Do taiga? Are you there? - no response - Taiga, I am Morinaga... Please... open me... I want to talk about - a word - please... Taiga... it was good... because I learned the lesson... Please... I - openSeriously... Taiga me no answer; I tried sticking my ear to the door, but I was not listening to any noise. "Suddenly there will be gone", I thought. But with whom and where?... It was that or definitely did not want to talk to me and less see me face. I resigned myself me and I left that the situation is in peace for today.I went back to my room and to distract me a little... looked at the television. I leaned down over my bed and boringly I changed channels. Well at least he was resting, since the next day we would again start the workday. There was nothing interesting... anything... nothing... nothing... changed and changed and nothing... But... then... I stopped in a rather curious channel... was that program... no... no... THAT PROGRAM DOES NOT...

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POV Morinaga do not know what happened to me, why I was so enthralled in Taiga's eyes; I think I had never paid attention to the feelings, crying and looking at a girl. And suddenly ... like an involuntary act ... I ... I ... I went and no ... I could not resist ... sorry ... Taiga. I joined my lips to hers ... I ... kiss ... Suddenly I stopped listening, everything went black, just felt the touch of my lips to Taiga. She had fallen in shock because she did not move and did not say anything. It was a tender kiss, an innocent kiss; since neither he gasped. Neither he intended to, and Taiga less. We were well for 5 seconds and then suddenly separated the two were immediately moving away suddenly. She gasped, her eyes wide, flushed, like me. I do not know what to say, she did not tell me anything. I do not know why I did it, perhaps out of curiosity, but I felt ... nothing. I felt like I kissed a rock, there was no feeling, I felt deep, I felt nothing. All that was itself felt betrayal ... I felt betrayed ... Sempai thing is stupid, because why feel that after almost four months without knowing it. Taiga said nothing, I was still completely flushed ; He never imagined something like that and not me. This was scaring me, so I approached her to apologize, but ... "PLAAAAF"; I felt a hard slap on my cheek. It hurt, a lot, Taiga did have strength. Perhaps it was a reaction, I thought. Then his expression changed to surprise a very annoying; He folded his arms and turned around to leave the church. I immediately stood up and followed ... ... TAIGA -TAIGA ... sorry ... please ... sorry- not speak to me, only his eyes focused forward and kept walking fast pace. The few who were also in the church, had earned with little scene and were surprised and looking. A Taiga that did not care and continued its course ... Answer me -TAIGA ... PLEASE ... MUST HABLARLO- still ignoring me, I was behind her taking away my case, but I could not avoid indifference and opted for the arm to pull her to listen to me 'I IGNORE ... hey ... TAIGA- -¡NO TOUCH ME - was abruptly released my grip and went on its way. ... TAIGA -PLEASE FORGIVENESS ... NO ... did not know what he was doing again follow. -¡LÁRGATE ... NOT ME SIGAS -. not even turned my gaze was obvious he was going to condominium Pharmaceutical, because that was We always took the path back. I kept quiet, walking behind her in the same way to talk about this when we get to the bedrooms. All the way was really uncomfortable, I spent saying "Taiga, sorry" or "Taiga, listen to me" or "Taiga, do not ignore me"; however, she slipped my pleas. I just could tell he was mad at me recontra. The good news is that the streets were a bit desolate and no one could make our scene; as also had to shout loud to hear me because with so many fireworks, being new year, I barely heard it ... the truth ... What a way to start a new year. Taiga had never angry me that way; that is, in the past we did molestábamos to us angry, but never with the intensity now. Taiga was definitely angry. We arrived at the condo and we were just in our hallway, she ran to her room so she would not catch up. Obviously I managed to stop before opening the door of his bedroom, because I was taller and faster ... -¡TAIGA WAITING - -WHAT THING YOU WANT, BAKA ... LEAVE ME PAZ he turned sharply to look at me with eyes anger. No, please. WANT to listen to me ...- I tried to calm her down, I took a deep breath and continued I ... sorry, no ... did not want to ... just ... do not know what happened to me ...- -¿ YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED? Is that your excuse - -Taiga ...- NO! Do not give me "Taiga" - he mimicked me mockingly 'You know perfectly well that ... UP ONLY FRIENDS WE'RE GAY ...- ... -Please low voice -do you took advantage of me? ... You know I just got out of a relationship for 5 years and I feel very bad ... and you, being my best friend, you kiss me because you feel like it and just tell me "do not know what happened to me "- I'm sorry ... is that ... it's true ... I do not know why I did-I started to get nervous-just want disculparme- You're my best friend ... and do not care ... you took advantage when I was in a very painful situation. Besides ... you are also going through a similar situation would not - sighed 'I will not let you use me to forget your Sempai- -¡NO ... IS NOT THAT! I NEVER TE UTILIZARÍA- ...- shut-and took a deep breath ... I think we should stop hablarnos- "stop talking?" What the hell are you mean? Wait ... wait ... please ... you can not ... do this ... I ... I need you ... You're my best friend, Taiga; You can not just stop talking to me for a mistake ... an accident ... something that should not have happened. I was desperate inside, did not want things got bad, but Taiga had given his verdict ... - Sorry, I do not think we can no longer be friends ...- - What? -What escuchaste- Taiga ... But ... you can not break our friendship like that ... I ... I you need ... you're my best friend ... I feel good with you ... and ...- Well ... get yourself to one that is stop kissing ... but I don't- That said ... he went to your room and shut the door in my face, leaving me alone in the hallway. Why ... why I had to do that ... I have not yet very clear ... the only thing that comes to my mind is "curious" but ... what kind ... Taiga, indeed, she was furious. Well ... we had fought before, but nothing had been stronger than this to the point of saying "We can not be friends"; That really hurt. Now I felt really alone; He had many friends in the Pharmaceutical, but they are just that ... "friends" instead Taiga is "MY BEST FRIEND" ... almost like my sister, who told him everything. But now ... it looks like she will do me the silent treatment. I wanted to fix things; so I started playing your door ... -¡Taiga! Please ... listen to me ... - I did not respond Open the door, please ... do not have to be peleados- unanswered -Taiga ... out of there ... TAIGA- hit and screamed. It was in continue to cause uproar vain; so I only had to wait until Taiga leave his room for some reason. The minutes passed; however ... I did not care ... I was just there ... keeping outside your door ... I tried again last hour wait ... -Ábreme ... please ... let me in .. . We need to talk yet unanswered; I think ultimately that Taiga was not open nor I respond to my calls. Damn ... he is acting like a child ... as a complete immature. I waited a little longer, but it was late at night and began to feel cold. I resigned and went to my room. Wow that was cold; but quite apart from that ... I was frozen inside ... needed the warmth of friendship, the warmth of my best friend, Taiga heat; however ... he had already lost. Back in my bed, he lay on his back, staring at the ceiling, covered with sheets to her chest and meditating with the lights off. Ok ... I kissed Taiga my will; Now the question is why? ... I'm gay ... then I do not understand why I did it ... or maybe ... Taiga is special? Maybe ... I like Taiga ... NEVER ... NEVER ME NOOOOOOO fall in love with a girl; I mean ... I can not ... I'm gay ... I like men; SO THE POSSIBILITY THAT THE KISS WAS FOR LOVE is really impossible. So on all night I spent meditating and not found an answer. Gradually the dream was beating me; I felt quite sad, but I was hoping that this fight with Taiga only be temporary and not permanent. I prayed mentally so that you are happen tomorrow. When I woke up; I realized I had slept much ... it was January 1st ... almost 5pm. Starving, so I took my shelf instant soup, prepared and I took it. I pulled out my cell phone to see if there was a text message or a call from Taiga; but no ... no sign of life from her. "Women ... always making difficult ... always want men behind them are begging forgiveness." However, I did, because I felt he owed ​​... that was indebted to Taiga; ie it helped me overcome a ... say 60% Sempai my pain; then I could not me and not the other way fight for our friendship, especially because I screwed myself. I left my room and went to his. I noticed that the lights were off, but just touched ... -¿Taiga? Are you there? - Unanswered -Taiga, Morinaga me ... please ... let me in ... I want a word hablemos- 'Please ... Taiga ... was already well ... I learned Lesson ... please ... ábreme- Seriously ... Taiga did not answer me; I tried sticking my ear to the door, but heard no sound. "Suddenly there will come", I thought. But who and where? ... Was that ... definitely did not want to talk or less see my face. I resigned and the situation is left alone for now. I returned to my room and to distract myself ... Watch TV. I lay face down over my bed and boringly change channels. Well at least he was resting, and again the next day would begin the workday. There was nothing interesting ... nothing ... nothing ... nothing ... nothing changed and changed ... But ... then ... stopped at a canal curious ... was that program ... no ... no ... this program does not ...

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POV Morinaga

I Don't know what happened to me, why I was so astonished Eyes of Taiga; I think I never paid attention to Feelings, and Tears to the eyes of a girl. And Soon... As if it were an Involuntary Act... I... I... And I do not... I could not resist... Sorry... Taiga. Joined my lips with yours... I... The besÉ...

suddenly stopped listening,Everything went Black, just feel the touch of my lips to the Taiga. She had fallen into shock because not moved or said anything. Was a tender kiss, An Innocent Kiss; as neither of the two opened the mouth. Not intend to do so, and Taiga. We were there for 5 seconds and then the two parted away from Stroke. She stayed away.With Open Eyes and blushed, like me. I didn't know what to say, she didn't say anything. I Don't Know Why, perhaps out of Curiosity, but I Don't feel... Nothing. I felt like kissing a Rock, there was no Deep feeling, I felt, I felt nothing. The only thing that I felt was a Betrayal... I felt I had Betrayed sempai... Thing is stupid,Why feel that after almost 4 months without knowing it.

Taiga said nothing, completely motionless, Blushing; never imagined something like this and I Don't either. I was freaking out, so I approached her to apologize, but... " Plaaaaf "; I felt a hard SLAP on my cheek.

I Hurt You Much, taiga was strong. Maybe it was a reaction, I thought.Then his expression changed in a Surprise upset; crossed Arms and turned to leave the Church. I immediately got up and followed her

- taiga... Taiga... Excuse me... Please... I'm sorry I Ran the Word, just look forward and he continued to walk at a Quick Pace. The few that were also in the Church.They have earned with the scene and were surprised and watching. That didn't matter to Taiga and continued its course...

- taiga... Answer me please... - is it still me, I was taking my distance behind her in case, but could not prevent his indifference and opted to pull the arm so that I will not ignore me... Hey... Taiga -

- Don't Touch Me!- He suddenly Let Go Of My Grip and continued its course.

please taiga... Excuse me... Not... I didn't know what I was doing - I follow. - Howdy?

... Don't Follow Me! - I even Caught The Eye.
it was obvious that he was headed to the condominium of the Pharmaceutical, because that was the way we always return. I kept quiet,Walking behind her Step to talk about this when we get to the bedrooms. All the way was really uncomfortable, I kept saying "Sorry" Taiga, or Forest, "Listen" or "Taiga, Don't ignore me"; however, she sucked My supplications. I just notice that I was very angry with me.The Good News is that the Streets were a bit desolate and nobody could make our scene; as also had to scream Loud for me to hear, because with so much Fireworks for New Year, I hardly listened to myself... The Truth... What a way to start a New Year.
Taiga was never angry with me that way, i.e.In the past we bothered until we were Mad, but never with the intensity of now. Taiga was definitely Angry.

just arrived at the Condo, and we were in our hallway, she ran into her room to not reach. Obviously I managed to stop her before she opened the door to his bedroom, because I was taller and faster...

- taiga waiting!
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- What else do you want, Baka... - Let me in Peace turned sharply to stare with Anger Eyes. - No, please. I want you to listen to me. - I tried to calm her down, I took a deep breath and on -... I'm Sorry, I'm not... I didn't want to... Just... I Don't know what happened... -

- You Don't know what happened to you? That's your excuse? -
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- taiga... - No!Don't "Taiga" - i remedó in Mocking Tone –tÚ know perfectly well that we're just friends... You're gay...

please... Lower Your Voice -

- You took advantage of me? ... You know, I just got out of a five-year relationship and I feel very bad... And you, as my best friend, you kiss me because you want and just say, "I Don't know what happened to me" -

I'm sorry... Is that...It is true... I Don't know why - I started to Get Nervous, so I just want to apologize -

- You're my best friend... And you didn't Care... You took advantage of me when I was in a very painful situation. Besides... You are also going through a similar situation? - i'm Gonna Let sighed - use me to forget your sempai

... It's not that! I Never - - You utilizarÍa

... Shut Up.Took a deep breath. - I think we should stop talking -

"Stop Talking?" What the hell do you mean? Wait... Wait... Please... Can't you... Do this to me... I... I need you... You're My Best Friend, taiga; you can't Simply Stop Word to me by mistake. An accident... Something that should not happen.

I was freaking out inside.I didn't want things to get Bad, but Taiga had given its Verdict...

I'm Sorry, I Don't think we can't be friends...

- - What? - you heard me -



... Taiga... You can't break our friendship just like that... I... I need you... You're my best friend... With You I Feel Good - and...

... Find someone else to stop Kissing...

but I Don't say that.He crept into the room and closed the door in my face, leaving me alone in the corridor. Why... Why did I do such a thing. Not yet very clear. All that comes to mind is "Curious", but... What kind of...

Taiga, in Truth, was Furious. Well... We've fought before,But nothing had been stronger than this to the point of saying, "We can't Be Friends," that really hurt. Now I felt truly alone; I had many friends in the Pharmaceutical, but are just that... " Friends, "instead Taiga is" My Best Friend ". Almost Like My Sister, who told him everything. But now... It seems that she will give me the silent treatment. I wanted to fix things;So I started knocking on his door...

- taiga! Please... Listen to me... I replied - open the door, please. Don't be Fighting without Response –taiga... Get out of there... Taiga - hit him and shouted in vain.
was causing Uproar, so I only had to wait until Taiga leave the room for some reason.
the minutes passed; however... I didn't Care...I was just there... Keeping outside your door... Last Time I try to open waiting...

... Please... Open up... We need to talk -

still no answer; I think that I would open Taiga was final or answer my calls. Rays... He's acting like a girl... As a complete immature.

I waited a little longer,But it was very dark and I began to Feel Cold. I gave up and went to my room. It was very cold; but apart from that... I was Frozen inside... I needed the warmth of Friendship, the warmth of my best friend, the heat of Taiga; however... I had already Lost.

I was lying in my bed, face up, staring at the ceiling,Covered with blankets to the chest and meditating with the lights off.

... I Kissed my Taiga will; now the question is why? ... I'm gay. Then I Don't understand why I did it... Or maybe... Taiga is Special? Maybe... I like Taiga? ... No never... I never enamorarÍa a girl; that is to say... I can't... I'm gay. I like men;So the possibility that the Kiss Is Love is really impossible.

so I spent meditating all night and not found an answer. Little by Little, The Dream was Overcoming me; I felt Pretty Sad, but I was hoping that this fight is only Momentary Taiga and not permanent. I begged him to mentally that morning when I woke up it.

;I realized I had slept so much... It was January 1... Almost 5pm. He was very hungry, so I pulled out my Bookshelf an instant Soup, cooked, and I took it. I took out my cell phone to see if there was a text message or a call from Taiga, but not... No sign of her life. "Women

... Always with the difficult...Men always want to be behind them begging Forgiveness. " However, I did it, I should... I felt like I was in debt to Taiga; i.e., she helped me overcome an... Let My sempai Pain by 60%; then I couldn't get back and not to fight for our friendship, especially because I screwed up. I came out of my room and went to his.I noticed that the lights were out, but as I touched...

- Taiga? Are you there? - No Response –taiga Morinaga, I am... Please... Open up... I want to talk - not a Word, please. Taiga... It was good... I learned lesson... Please... Open -

really... Taiga does not answer me; I tried Taping my ear to the door, but did not hear any noise."Suddenly looks," I thought. But with whom and where? ... Was that... And less or no wanted to talk with me. I gave up and let the situation be at Peace for Today

and I went back to my room for a Little diversion. I watched the television. I sat back down along my bed and boringly changed channels. Well, at least I was resting,Because the next day would start working again. There was nothing interesting. Nothing... Nothing... Nothing... Changed and changed and nothing... But... Then... I stopped in a rather Curious Channel... Was it... Not... Not... This programme not...