POV MORINAGA- ¡Está besándome! ¿Per

POV MORINAGA

- ¡Está besándome! ¿Pero por qué? No lo entiendo. Sus labios son suaves y su sabor… ¡Yo recuerdo este sabor!

Mientras nos manteníamos unidos tuve una pequeña visión, imágenes pasaban frente a mis ojos y evocaba el antiguo panorama. Era una memoria de hace varios años por lo poco que podía descifrar. Ambos estábamos en el laboratorio, él gritaba con insistencia y yo me puse nervioso, sentí tentación, deseo y cuando lo tomé de la barbilla y me apoderé de sus labios el mismo sabor regresaba a mi mente; tabaco. Ahora podía asegurar que no era la primera vez que teníamos un encuentro de este tipo, ya nos habíamos besado en el pasado y sospechaba que no en una, dos, o tres ocasiones; era una sensación que perduraba. Conocía su boca sin explorarla y tenía el presentimiento que sabría cómo actuar ¿Si ya habíamos cruzado la línea por qué me mintió? Sucedió mucho más entre nosotros de lo que me comentó y sospechaba que ésta era únicamente la punta del iceberg. Me dejé llevar por el momento, por los recuerdos y lo que provocaba en mí. Yo también lo abracé, cerré mis ojos y correspondía el beso con ternura. El calor también me atrapaba hasta que una alarma de alerta sacudió mi cerebro, abrió los ojos con impresión y noté que igualmente estaba llorando.

- ¿Por qué duele tanto? ¿Mi corazón se está rompiendo?

No lograba comprenderlo. Nos separamos y pude tomar un poco de aire mientras lo recosté.

- ¿Qué estoy haciendo?

Fui impulsivo, irracional en un momento donde mis bajas pasiones me dominaron, le mostré un cariño que hasta ahora desconocía que vivía dentro de mí ¿Por qué era tan natural? Al tenerlo entre mis brazos me desenvolví en un papel que jamás interpreté con tanto talento. Con nadie había sentido tal fuerza de atracción más poderosa que el magnetismo.

- ¿Senpai por qué lo hiciste? Yo no lo inicié y estaba confundido.

- Morinaga, por favor, por favor regresa Morinaga, vuelve…

- ¿Regresar? ¿A dónde quieres que regrese Senpai? Estoy a tu lado y no dejaré que te pase nada malo.

Sus palabras golpeaban en constancia mi cabeza. Giraba su cabeza de un lado a otro con angustia y repetía la misma frase una y otra vez. Abría sus ojos, los entrecerraba para enfocarme pero lo veía mareado, la fiebre estaba provocando estragos en él. Al escucharlo perdí la noción del tiempo por unos instantes. Me quedé atrapado en un enredo de ideas del cual no podía liberarme, sentía confusión, pero mi prioridad era Senpai y no podía dejar que interfirieran en ello. Verlo así, tan débil y agotado, me hacía sentir terrible. Durante el poco tiempo que llevaba conviviendo con él siempre se mostró como alguien fuerte, capaz de hacer todo lo que se propusiera y difícil de derrumbar. Admiraba el amor por su trabajo, el como siempre encontraba tiempo para todo aquello que le interesara e incluso para mi bienestar; era alguien generoso, una persona valiosa y en peligro de extinción dentro de la población. El mundo sería mejor con más personas como él.

Pasó una hora más sin cambios, yo tenía que actuar con rapidez, ya no podía seguir esperando a que la temperatura descendiera con algunos trapos y agua fría; la mejor forma era con un baño de agua fría. Volteé a verlo y se retorcía en dolor, él no iba a poder hacerlo por su cuenta.

- ¿E-entonces tengo que hacerlo yo?

No había tiempo que perder pero no sabía si era correcto que yo bañara a Senpai. Hace algunos minutos no me habría importado, no dudaría en hacerlo pues era el mismo trato que tendría si un buen amigo estuviera enfermo y sufriendo. Después del beso no estaba seguro que tan lejos se me permitía llegar, él iba a enojarse de todas maneras pero yo no me sentiría tan culpable como ahora me siento ¿Qué tipo de relación teníamos en realidad? ¿Está mal que lo lleve al baño aún si es para bajar su temperatura? ¿Es correcto o incorrecto? ¿Va a enojarse y pensar que violé su privacidad?

- ¿Senpai me escuchas? Necesitas tomar un baño para bajar la fiebre ¿Crees que puedas hacerlo por ti mismo? Sacudí con movimientos lentos su brazo para ver si respondía.

- M-morinaga, no, no… r-regresa, Morinaga…

No me escuchaba y estaba delirando. No lo resistí más y sin vacilar lo cargué con cuidado.

- Lo siento mucho Senpai pero es por tu propio bien. Si es necesario mañana me disculparé pero ahora tengo que controlar tu temperatura.

Fui directo a la bañera pero con pasos lentos, senté a Senpai a mi lado, giré la perilla de la tina y rápidamente comenzó a llenarse con agua fría. Estaba de rodillas frente a la bañera y cuando estuvo lo suficientemente fría me dispuse a desabotonar su camisa, entonces sujeto mi mano. La suya temblaba y su respiración era entrecortada.

- ¿P-puedo preguntarte algo?

- Claro Senpai ¿Qué pasa?

- ¿Fue fácil?... ¿Fue fácil olvidarte de mí? ¡Maldición! ¿Era tan insoportable para ti que decidiste borrarme de tu vida? Alzó su voz y continuó su sollozo. Apretó sus dientes con fuerza.

- ¿Olvidarme de él?

- No te entiendo Senpai. Sé que no recuerdo muchas cosas pero yo no lo decidí así.

- Sería estúpido borrar a alguien tan especial y único de mis memorias.

- Todo fue por ser tan impulsivo ¿Por qué no confiaste en mí? Si tenías problemas te hubiera ayudado en lo que me fuera posible, eres un idiota si pensaste que no lo haría.

Él siguió hablando sin parar pero no entendía ninguna de sus palabras, entonces continúe retirando su camisa mientras lo escuchaba. Luego de eso proseguí con su cinturón, el pantalón y sentí un poco de vergüenza mientras retiraba su ropa interior. Estando completamente desnudo lo introduje lentamente al agua fría apoyándome en ambas rodillas. Mientras más lo veía no podía negar que tenía buen cuerpo. Ya adentro comenzó a temblar por lo helado del agua aunque no le tomó importancia o se quejó. Se abrazó como acto reflejo y no dejó de hablar en ningún momento. Inconscientemente lo ignoré al concentrarme en rociar su cuerpo con agua con la ayuda de un pequeño balde. Me sacó de mis pensamientos cuando mencionó un tema de interés.

- … el secreto que guardaste de ese tal Masaki a tu hermano…

- ¿¡Qué!? ¿¡Cómo es que Senpai sabe sobre eso!? ¿En qué momento se lo dije? Estoy seguro que recordaría una conversación que incluyera a Masaki-san y el secreto que prometí guardar y llevarme a la tumba ¿Por qué de todas las personas era Senpai quien lo sabía? Tenía que estar agradecido de que mi hermano no estuviera enterado o de lo contrario Masaki-san nunca me lo perdonaría.

Ahora estaba más confundido que antes; remoto de la verdad. En este momento me lamentaba de haber deseado olvidarlo todo, eso me traía problemas, no conocía al Morinaga que vivió en mi cabeza hasta antes del accidente y no era seguro lo que pudo salir de mi boca o lo que me atreví a hacer entonces. Quería que Senpai se recuperaba porque me preocupaba verlo en ese estado pero ahora también se había convertido en una necesidad pues despertó mi curiosidad. Tenía que conocer en que otras ocasiones estuve ausente e iba a decirme quisiera o no ya que ahora involucraba un tema delicado. Hubiera sido fácil aprovecharme de su actual delirio e interrogarlo pero eso no era lo correcto, terminaría más arrepentido si encontraba algo que no debía buscar desde el principio; un libro abierto era tentador pero había que respetar el candado y pedir prestada la llave.

Lavé su cuerpo con la ayuda de un trapo, seguí rociando agua sobre él de vez en cuando y cuando comprobé que su temperatura bajó supe que era suficiente.

- Es un alivio que esté mejor, creo que ya pasó por lo peor.

Incluso ya se había tranquilizado y ahora parecía estar dormido. Fui a su habitación y busqué una pijama para vestirlo. Al volver lo sequé con una toalla, lo vestí y lo llevé a su habitación. Aunque la fiebre había bajado al tocar su frente todavía se sentía un poco caliente por lo que puse un trapo húmedo para que su temperatura se normalizara por completo. Igualmente me preparé con agua por si despertaba con sed. Me mantuve las pocas horas que quedaban de madrugada a su lado velando sus sueños y esperando a que despertara. Sin darme cuenta me quedé dormido junto a él, recargando mi cabeza en su cama, sujetando su mano entre las mías, pensando y dando vueltas en el laberinto que era mi cabeza.

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POV MORINAGA-He is kissing me! But why? I do not understand. His lips are soft and its flavor... I remember this flavor!While we kept us together I had a little vision, images passed before my eyes and evoked the ancient landscape. It was a memory of several years by what little they could decipher. Both were in the lab, he screamed loudly and I got nervous, felt tempted, I want and when I took it from the Chin and secured me from his lips the same flavor was returning to my mind; tobacco. Could now ensure that it was not the first time that we had a meeting of this type, we had already kissed in the past and suspected that instead of one, two, or three occasions; It was a sensation that persisted. He knew his mouth without exploring it and had the feeling that would know how to act did if we had already crossed the line why lie me? It happened much more among us of what I said and suspected that this was only the tip of the iceberg. Let me take at the moment, the memories and which caused me. I also hugged him, closed my eyes and was the kiss with tenderness. The heat also caught me until an alert alarm shook my brain, opened his eyes with printing and I noticed that I was also crying.-Why it hurt so much? Is my heart breaking?He could not understand it. We parted and I was able to take some air while I leaned it.-What am I doing?I was impulsive, irrational at a time where my low passions I dominated, I showed him an affection that so far it was unaware that you lived inside of me why it was so natural? To have him in my arms I hired me on paper that I never interpreted with so much talent. With no one I had felt such force more powerful than the magnetism attraction.-Senpai why did it? I not started it and was confused.-Morinaga, please, please return Morinaga, returns...-Return? Where do you want to return Senpai? I'm on your side and I will not let that it pass you nothing wrong.His words beat my head on record. It turned his head from one side to another with anguish and repeated the same phrase over and over again. She opened her eyes, it entrecerraba them to focus but I saw him dizzy, fever was causing havoc in the. To listen to it I lost the notion of time by a few seconds. I was caught in a tangle of ideas which could not release me, felt confusion, but my priority was Senpai and I could not stop they would interfere in it. See it so, so weak and exhausted, made me feel terrible. During the short time that had been living with him always shown as someone strong, capable of doing everything that was proposed and difficult to break down. He admired the love for their work, the as always found time for anything that you would like and even for my welfare; He was generous, a person valuable and endangered species within the population. The world would be better with more people like him.It was one hour more without changes, I had to act quickly, already not could continue waiting for the temperature to come down with some rags and cold water; the best way was with a cold water bath. Turn over to see him and he writhed in pain, he was not going to be able to do it on their own.-Do e-entonces have to do it myself?There was no time to lose, but I didn't know if I was correct that I bathe a Senpai. Some minutes ago I would have not imported, do not hesitate to do so because it was the same treatment that would have if a friend is sick and suffering. After the Kiss, he was not sure that he has so far allowed me to arrive, he was going to be angry anyway but I I would not feel so guilty as I feel now what type of relationship we had in reality? It is wrong to take you to the bathroom even if it is to lower its temperature? Is it right or wrong? Will you be angry and think I violé your privacy?-Senpai do I hear? You need to take a bath to lower the fever do you think that you can do by yourself? I shook with slow moving your arm to see if he responded.-M-morinaga, no, no... r - returns, Morinaga...Not listened to me and he was raving. Do not resist it more and without hesitation loaded it with care.-Sorry long Senpai but is for your own good. If you need tomorrow I forgive me but now I have to check your temperature.I went directly to the cockpit, but with slow steps, Senpai sat by my side, I turned the knob of the tub and quickly began to fill with cold water. I was kneeling facing the bath and when it was cool enough I started to unbutton his shirt, then subject my hand. His shivering and his breathing was choppy.-P-can I ask you something?-Clear Senpai what?-Was it easy?... was easy to forget about me? Damn it! Was it so unbearable for you that you decided to delete me from your life? He raised his voice and continued her sob. He pressed his teeth vigorously.-Forget him?-Don't you understand Senpai. I know that I don't remember many things but I decided not so.-It would be stupid to delete someone so special and unique in my memories.-Everything was so impulsive as why not trust in me? If you have problems you would have helped in whatever I can, you're an idiot if you thought that it would not do so.He continued talking non-stop but did not understand any of the words, then continue by removing his shirt while listening to it. After that I continued with his belt, pants and felt a little shame as he removed her underwear. Still completely naked I introduced it slowly to the cold water leaning on both knees. While most saw it could not deny that he had good body. Already in began to shake by the icy water but did not take her importance or complained. He embraced as a reflex and not stopped talking in no time. Unconsciously I ignored it to concentrate on spray his body with water with the help of a small bucket. I pulled out of my thoughts when he mentioned a topic of interest.-... the secret that you saved that such Masaki your brother...-What! How is Senpai know about that! When is what I said? I am sure that he would remember a conversation that included Masaki-san to the secret I promised to keep and bring me to the Tomb by what everyone was Senpai who knew it? I had to be thankful that my brother was not aware or otherwise Masaki-san never forgive it me.I was now more confused than before; remote from the truth. At this time I lamented have wanted to forget everything, that brought me problems, did not know the Morinaga who lived in my head up before the accident and was not sure what might come out of my mouth or what I dared to do so. I wanted that Senpai recovered because I am worried to see it in that State but now also had become a necessity because it aroused my curiosity. He had to know that sometimes I was absent and was going to tell me I would like to or not since now involved a delicate subject. It would have been easy to take advantage of your actual delusion and interrogate him but that was not the right thing, it would end most regretful if it was something that was not from the beginning; an open book was tempting but had to respect the padlock and borrow the key.I washed his body with the help of a cloth, I kept spraying water on it from time to time and when I checked his temperature fell I knew that was enough.-It is a relief that will be better, I think that you have passed the worst.Even already had reassured and now seemed to be asleep. I went to his room and looked a Pajamas to wear it. When I wiped it with a towel, dressed him and took him to his room. Fever had dropped by touching her forehead still felt a little hot so I put a damp cloth so that its temperature normalized completely. Also I prepared with water if you woke up with thirst. I kept the few hours that were early in the morning watching their dreams and waiting for that you woke up beside her. Without realizing I fell asleep beside him, recharging my head in his bed, holding his hand between the mine, thinking and turning in the maze that was my head.

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Morinaga POV - is kissing! But why? I do not get it. His lips are soft and taste ... I remember this flavor! While we remained united had a little vision, images passed before my eyes and evoked the ancient landscape. It was a memory of several years so little he could decipher ago. Both were in the lab, he shouted with insistence and I got nervous, I felt temptation, desire and when I took my chin and take over your lips the same taste returned to my mind; snuff. He could now ensure that it was not the first time we had a meeting of this kind, we had kissed in the past and suspected that not once, twice, or three times; It was a feeling that lingered. He knew his mouth without exploring and had a feeling he would know how to act If we had already crossed the line why I lied? It happened much between us and told me what I suspected that this was only the tip of the iceberg. I got carried away by the moment, memories and which caused me. I hugged him too, I closed my eyes and corresponded the kiss tenderly. Heat also caught me until an alarm alert shook my head, opened her eyes and noticed that impression was also crying. - Why does it hurt so much? My heart is breaking? I could not understand it. We parted and I could get some air while I lay. - What am I doing? I was impulsive, irrational at a time where my passions dominated me, I showed an affection that so far unaware that lived inside me Why was so natural? To have him in my arms I unwrapped in a role that I played ever so talented. With no one had felt such a force more powerful than the magnetic attraction. - why did you Senpai? I do not start and was confused. - Morinaga, please, please come back Morinaga, returns ... - Back? Where do you want to return Senpai? I am with you and will not let anything bad happen to you. Your words hit my head on record. He turned his head from side to side in anguish, repeating the same phrase over and over again. He opened his eyes, squinted to focus but looked dizzy, fever was causing havoc in it. Listening to him I lost track of time for a moment. I was caught in a tangle of ideas which could not free myself, I felt confusion, but my priority was Senpai and could not let it interfere. See it, so weak and exhausted, made ​​me feel terrible. During the short time he had living with him always showed himself as a strong, able to do everything that was proposed and difficult to break down. He admired his love for his work, as he always found time for everything that interested him and even for my welfare; someone was generous, a valuable person in danger of extinction within the population. The world would be better with more people like him. He spent an hour unchanged, I had to act quickly, could no longer waiting for the temperature to drop with some rags and cold water; the best way was with a bath of cold water. I turned to him and writhed in pain, he was not going to do it on your own. - E-then I have to do it? There was no time to lose but did not know if it was right for me to bathe Senpai. A few minutes ago I would not have minded, do not hesitate because it was the same way you would if a good friend was sick and suffering. After the kiss was not sure how far I was allowed to come, he would be angry anyway but I would not feel so guilty as I feel now what kind of relationship we had, really? Is it wrong to take you to the bathroom even if it is to lower your temperature? Is it right or wrong? Will you be angry and think that violated their privacy? - Senpai hear me? You need to take a bath to reduce fever Think you can do it by yourself? Moving slowly shook his arm to see if he answered. - M-Morinaga, no, no ... r-back, Morinaga ... I did not listen and was delirious. I not without hesitation resisted more loaded it carefully. - I'm sorry but Senpai is for your own good. If necessary morning I apologize but now I have to control your temperature. I went straight to the bath but with slow steps, Senpai I sat next to me, I turned the knob of the tub and quickly began to fill with cold water. He was kneeling in front of the tub and when it was cool enough I started to unbutton his shirt, then grabbed my hand. His trembling and her breathing was labored. - P-I ask you something? - Sure Senpai What? - Was it easy ... Was it easy to forget about me? Curse! Was it so unbearable for you that you decided to erase from your life? He raised his voice and continued to sob. He clenched his teeth tightly. - Forget about him? - I do not understand Senpai. I know I do not remember many things but I have not decided that. - It would be stupid to erase someone so special and unique of my memories. - Everything was for being so impulsive Why do not you trust me? If you had problems I would have helped as I possibly could, you're an idiot if you thought he would not. He kept talking nonstop but did not understand any of your words, then continue removing his shirt while listening. After that I continued with his belt, his pants and felt a little embarrassed as he removed his underwear. Being completely naked as cold water slowly introduced leaning on both knees. The more he saw he could not deny having a good body. Once inside she started shaking so icy water but it did not take importance or complained. She hugged as reflex and left no talking in no time. Unconsciously I ignored to concentrate on spraying himself with water with the help of a small bucket. It got me out of my thoughts when he mentioned a topic of interest. - ... the secret that such Masaki saved your brother ... - What !? How it is that Senpai know about that !? At what point did I tell you? I'm sure you remember a conversation that included Masaki-san and promised to keep secret and take me to the grave Why of all people was Senpai who knew? I had to be grateful that my brother was not aware or otherwise Masaki-san would never forgive me. I was more confused now than before; remote from the truth. At this moment I regretted having desired forget everything that brought me problems, did not know the Morinaga who lived in my head even before the accident and was not sure what he could out of my mouth or what I dared to do so. Senpai recovering wanted because I was worried to see him in that state but now it had also become a necessity for me curious. Had to know that other times absent and was going to say like it or not now involved a delicate subject. It would have been easy to take advantage of the current rave and question him but that was not right, he would end more sorry if I found something that should not search from the beginning; an open book was tempting but had to respect the lock and borrow the key. I washed his body with the help of a cloth, followed by spraying water on it from time to time and when I checked his temperature dropped knew it was enough. - It's a relief that is better, I think I went through the worst. Even had already calmed down and now seemed to be asleep. I went to his room and searched pajamas to dress. Returning dried it with a towel, I got dressed and took him to his room. Although fever was down to touch his forehead still felt a bit warm so I put a damp cloth to normalize its temperature completely. I also prepared with water if thirsty wake. I kept the few remaining hours of morning at his side watching his dreams and waiting to wake up. Without realizing it I fell asleep beside him, resting my head on his bed, holding his hand in mine, thinking and turning through the maze that was my head.

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- POV Morinaga Is kissing me! But why? I Don't understand. Your lips are soft and the taste... I Remember this flavor!

while remaining United had a Little vision, images were Passing in front of my eyes and evoked The Old Picture. It was a Memory of several years ago for what little he could decipher. We were both in the laboratoryHe shouted with insistence and I felt Nervous, Temptation, Desire, and when I took it on the chin and stole her lips Taste like returning to my mind; Tobacco. Now could ensure that it was not the first time that we had a meeting of this kind, we kissed in the past and not suspected in one, two, or three times; it was a feeling that lingered.Knew his mouth without Exploring it and I had a feeling you would know how to act if we had crossed the line why you lied to me? Between Us happened much more of what I said and I suspected that it was only the tip of the iceberg. I was carried away by the moment, The Memories and what provoked me. I hugged him, I closed My Eyes and it was the KISS tenderly.The Heat also caught me until a warning Alarm shook my brain, he opened his eyes and noticed that printing was crying. - Why does it hurt so much? My Heart Is Breaking?

could not understand. We separated and I could take some air while you lay there. - What am I doing?

I was impulsive, Irrational, at a time where my Passions overpowered me