POV Morinaga"We have to talk," Oh my God... that phrase I tormented. Said it in a way so serious that I thought the worst, but it was obvious... all made sense... the scene with which I am and his phrase "we need to talk"."Want to talk about Sempai? As we talk... I also want an explanation,"I thought. I wanted to run, but my legs were shaking me and felt that I would fall. Remember when Sempai was upset because I left with Masaki unbeknown to him and that arriving at home told me "Out of your head all the love that I feel for you", they remember how terrible I felt?, you think... now I feel twice as worse. I walked slowly, and I sat on the couch still in shock.Can still do not imagine what I saw? still don't have idea what it was what he was doing Sempai? Well... soon as I opened the door I see Sempai besuqueando with a woman on the floor of the room and Sempai was above it; i.e., what would have happened if came later? They would have already had sex, or who knows if before all those ideas have had it... I destroyed.I had never seen that girl, and the worst thing is that it was beautiful. The size of Sempai, thin, clear eyes and long hair, pretty women compared to women I've seen in my work. Does perhaps Sempai have girlfriend? But... that's why... Sempai and I are... something as boyfriends? We deliver already 1 year of living together, right? Perhaps that doesn't mean nothing to him? Should you really consider as a betrayal?She like Sempai sat together on the couch that was my front very seriously. The girl said nothing, noticeable rather shy and embarrassed, clear obviously, who not be ashamed if it is spotted kissing with another person in a daring way. On the other hand Sempai had heads down, but took air and said:-Morinaga, she is Yuki... my... my fiancee - I said shyly, with a look of guilt.I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT... DO PROMISED SEMPAI? DO PROMISED? But how well? Sempai firstly the issue of marriage Neer and less I was thinking about "love", he was a man who is devoted to his experiments and that's it. With the fair devoted a little of your time to me... and that most times I forced it, but it always ended up giving, but I never thought that Sempai would have a "promised". I.e., only spent 1 month... maybe in one month meets a girl and promises? When I took me more than 5 years enter me into your life!-Morinaga, are are listening? - Sempai interrupted my thoughts.-Already seriously, Sempai, who is she - wanted to be optimistic and think that it was a joke of Sempai.-I said you, is my fiancee and called Yuki--Do e... seriously? - I started to get me more and more nervous.-Yes - Sempai remained somewhat discouraged because I knew that this was painful for me.-It is a pleasure to meet you, Morinaga-san - Yuki made me a small reverence even being shy.-Ah... don't want to be rude, but... I wouldn't say that it is a taste - I said calmly, trying to stay calm and not to offend anyone.-Morinaga, listen...-Sempai tried to speak.-For what...-I kept crestfallen - what...? Souchi? –-Souichi? - Sempai was surprised - never ever called me by my first name --Well, so your name isn't it? - I was serious, but still downcast, I didn't want to look at them, it hurt me.-Morinaga, I know that this must be uncomfortable for you, but it is a decision that I have taken--Since when--A few weeks ago he sighed - listen to Morinaga, I met Yuki a couple of weeks at a science fair which was in an Institute and then... I fell in love with her - Sempai confessed and that I utterly destroyed.Sempai... would love? from a girl? Now that I lost it. All my hopes and dreams that had with Sempai... that night went to the very same shit...-Then...--Huh?--Then... why not you told me this month that I was talking to you by mail and by phone--Ah... that...-Sempai felt guilty - he did not want that your emotional stability from slipping while you were working. I wanted to you that everything goes well. In addition, these things are said in person and not by telephone and less by mail--Oh... so your solution was to amaze me as today isn't it? - I started on the defensive, but for no reason I dared to look him in the eye. Continued yet crestfallen, I didn't want to see my face hold my tears and depression.-Do not see you that way, Morinaga--You know very well what I feel for you--I know... and that you apologize if this affects you--Would still doubt if this affects me?--Morinaga... I didn't want to hurt you, you know very well that always you felt someone close enough to me, you have always been important to me, so I asked to stay here in Nagoya despite the fact that your work is in another country, but about Yuki, it wasn't planned, I met her, we understood us very well, we do not connect perfectly and I decided that I wanted to marry her and then...--ENOUGH, already shut up! - I could not take it anymore, I exalté.-Morinaga...-Sempai was left speechless with my reaction.I was standing in absolute silence. Sempai was waiting for me to say something, but instead I ran to give. Now I didn't want to be over there, all this was affecting me. I got my shoes as I fled from the apartment leaving Sempai and Yuki surprised by my attitude, and it is that this whole situation I was burning of AFEW, felt that my heart was shattered by every second that passed near the couple's "fiance". I almost slipped down the stairs by the way, but I didn't, I continued fleeing until my feet are faint, is clear that my luggage was left at home, but at that time, had no head for thinking, just wanted to get out of there.
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