The days followed through and in them the peliazul was that the pelilargo explain why avoided it clear who first apologizing for what had happened this time it invaded your personal space, but even so the pelilargo ignored it because he didn't want to return to feel that strange feeling again "what I felt is not well ", is not normal" I thought Souichi, this received messages and calls of the peliazul even if they were not so straight, also I notice that his kohai not chased him both as his first day of harassment, it seemed that I was moderating and it was true because the peliazul had decided to follow the advice of his friend Hiroto, not to seek it all the time, give your space does not see it as a stalker though the pelilargo already saw it as oneAnd so the days became weeks and the peliazul was already planning to surrender because they had already spent more than one month since his sempai began to avoid, deep breath and decided to try one more time and if it failed results it would yield as always being in this situation was getting tired it and was sure that his sempai was even more...-Sempai, I finally find you and this time you won't escape - said to his sempai peliazul after searching all faculty-oi are mad as hell let me go once - said disturbing the pelilargo because his kohai had taken the arm so that it came out not fleeing-won't do it until you tell me why I've been avoiding-not you state... just avoiding was busy... had no time to lose-sempai, you know that that is not true, I have been avoiding and I want to know what is the reason, nothing more-I already told you that I've been busy that's all -- But even gave some of my messages and when you called me cortabas so I want to know... why that attitude with me - said the peliazul was already while blew it because he didn't know that the pelilargo is molestara more than-I do not waste my time with this conversation, I'm going - once said that set out to retreat and didn't stop until...-I hate sempai?-talk the peliazul doing his sempai stops by your question-eh? - did not expect it to ask him that - you say, I never said at any time that you odio-no hated him that was sure- but you annoying truth, I thought for a moment that we could be friends because when we speak for the first time it didn't you spoil yourself and you fell me very well, but... to the next day started to avoid me then why?...-it felt bad, I wanted to know the reason for why avoided it... once and for all.-eh?, what happens is not... which...-the pelilargo didn't know how to get out of that situation "curse that I say" the peliazul realized the nervousness of his sempai, which also saw as her cheeks were coloring increasingly.-sempai?-began to gradually approaching his sempai "why is blushing, looks so cute..." and was about to touch her face.-do not touch me!-the pelilargo reacted violently hitting the hand of his kohai, had realized that the peliazul was going to touch the face, and he would not return to feel that strange feeling that term having that reaction.-...-the peliazul was surprised by the reaction of his sempai, gave account that again was a little invading your personal space, but what surprised him were the words "do not touch me!" did not intend to return to hear such words with that tone showing would repudiation? "this is how you feel, as I can see" the peliazul drew their own conclusions...-no longer matter...-eh? What you said?-that you don't, OK you don't have to tell me if you do not want- but, if not macaws insist a moment ago-Yes, it's true, but... I feel that I am I forced too, tell me... that reason is something shameful-eh? Maybe...-stayed silent and again his face was getting red with shame-I see, sorry-why you apologize-got a hard time not? Do I made you feel uncomfortable truth?-...-the pelilargo didn't know how to answer-that thought, I retire then-eh? Already going - asked without thinking-Yes, I don't want to bother you also... you told me that you were busy... I don't want to take more than your time... was sad and had a desire to cry because this would perhaps be the last time that he would speak with his sempaiThe peliazul departed from his sempai who didn't understand why it had that sad expression on his face "it opens you insulted unintentionally" the pelilargo had one sense of guilt - is your fault... Why make me feel bad about myself, I don't understand - said the pelilargo a guy with blue hair that already had left and therefore not heard-curse had been definitely not I speak again - and went to the lab to finish helping their teacher.Day followed through and those two guys are not in fact now spoke the peliazul avoided talking to the pelilargo and this was surprised to do so if before it practically harassed him to have a conversation, I try to not give importance, step one month and ended his little patience you didn't like it you ignore it as they had become accustomed unintentionally to the other boy to follow him all the time boy now I avoided it, even him or looked or that he believed...El peliazul lo miraba cada vez que tenía oportunidad pero evitando que el pelilargo se diera cuenta, no entendía por qué se sentía dolido por estar alejado de su sempai si solo habían tenido poco contacto; recordaba que la primera vez que hablo con Tatsumi sintió una extraña emoción de felicidad y quería volver a encontrarlo pero al día siguiente su sempai comenzó a evitarlo y como no entendía el porqué de su actitud lo perseguía a todos lados para conversar con él, pero el pelilargo hacia todo lo posible por alejarse de él poniéndole excusas "estoy ocupado" "no tengo tiempo" "tengo clases" ya estaba cansado de escuchar lo mismo y cuando por fin pudo tener una oportunidad para que por fin le explicara porque lo evitaba, su sempai lo aleja como si pudiera contagiarlo de algo fue entonces que el peliazul saco sus propias conclusiones…"¡no me toques!" esas palabras ya las había escuchado muchas veces en su ciudad natal Fukuoka cuando se enteraron que era gay junto con el rumor de que él había sido el causante del intento de suicidio de su primer amor "no pensé que volvería escuchar esas palabras de rechazo tan rápido" le dolía pensar que esa era la razón por la cual el pelilargo lo evitaba, pero no encontraba otra y para no molestarlo más decidió simplemente renunciar el tratar ser su amigo "es una lástima, realmente quería ser su amigo, conocerlo mejor" y mientras el tiempo pasaba el pelilargo se comenzaba a sentir intranquilo se había sorprendido que de repente su kohai dejara de acosarlo, pensó que debería estar feliz porque el chico peliazul ya no le molestaría, pero no lo estaba y no entendía por qué, solo sabía que no le gustaba esa mirada triste que tenía… que mostraba cada vez que lo veía pasar, tal vez otra persona le diría que estaba confundido porque el peliazul se veía feliz, pero para él esa sonrisa que mostraba no tenía brillo… mostraba una falsa sonrisa todo el tiempo incluso cuando hablaba con sus amigos "se ve triste, ¿por qué esta así? el hecho que no le hable no es para tanto, rayos. Debería simplemente ignorarlo, no somos amigos apenas conocidos no debería preocuparme tanto por él" eso pensaba pero no era lo que sentía, estaba preocupado.Ahora el pelilargo era el que quería saber por qué el peliazul se comportaba así, tan triste, porque para sus ojos miel ese chico peliazul estaba triste y le molestaba que los amigos de este no se dieran cuenta… no es que él sea un gran observador de los gestos que tenía el peliazul solo que… cuando lo vio por primera vez… fue su sonrisa lo que le llamo la atención y cuando se presentaron él pudo ver una sonrisa aún más radiante y él sin querer se la había grabado en su memoria, pero ahora solo mostraba una sonrisa falsa..."Debería ignorarlo" se decía una y otra vez, pero con el pasar de los días ya no podía hacerlo… ahora lo miraba de lejos sin que el peliazul se diera cuenta… quería saber que le pasaba, si estaba bien y solo fuera idea suya. Quería llamarlo pero no tenía el valor para hacerlo no le gustaba el sentimiento que sentía cuando estaba cerca de él, pero el sentimiento que ahora sentía cuando estaba lejos de su kohai mientras este tiene una mirada triste era peor lo hacía sentir triste y al mismo tiempo culpable aunque no sabía exactamente porqué.Un mes pasó y podía ver que el peliazul parecía menos triste, pero aun así no se sentía tranquilo "tengo que hablar con él" en el trascurso del mes se puso a pensar en que si debía o no hacer algo mientras veía su celular y leía los mensajes que el peliazul le había enviado en el mes que lo estuvo acosando, mensajes que no había leído… que había ignorado…-ese tonto realmente pensaba que me había hecho algo por el cual debía disculparse-se sentía mal, Morinaga no había hecho nada malo al comienzo, había sido su decisión alejarse, evitarlo para no tener raros pensamientos y extraños sentimientos que no quería descifrar, pero sin querer con su actitud el peliazul pensó que le había hecho algo malo que lo ofendiera y solo quería disculparse-por que ignore esos mensajes, porque simplemente no le respondí…
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