Está bien pero por favor ya no esté

Está bien pero por favor ya no estés tan distraído, no quiero que te vuelvas a hacer daño ¿Lo harás? Besé tiernamente su brazo herido y me respondió asintiendo con la cabeza. - ¡Es verdad! Senpai iba a preguntarte si tenías hambre y que te gustaría para cenar.

- Realmente no tengo mucha hambre. Cualquier cosa sencilla estaría bien.

- ¿Qué te parece un poco de arroz frito?

- Si, eso estaría bien.

Ambos íbamos por el pasillo en dirección a la entrada pero Senpai se quedó en la sala fumando mientras yo preparaba la cena, como era algo sencillo no ocupé de mucho tiempo para la elaboración. En cuanto terminamos de cenar yo fui a tomar un baño dejando a Senpai aun en la estancia, cuando salí todavía seguía ahí aunque por el silencio pensé que ya se había ido a dormir.

- ¿Senpai sigues despierto?

- Sí pero estaba a punto de irme a la cama. Se levantó del sofá y al pasar a mi lado sujeté su mano izquierda para detenerlo.

- Probablemente moriré por esto pero quiero intentarlo.

- Senpai p-podría… ¿podría dormir contigo?

- ¿¡Eh!?

Sacándolo por fin de los pensamientos que rondaban por su cabeza volteó a verme como de costumbre, sorprendido y con un gran sonrojo que no sólo mostraba timidez sino que combinado con su ceño fruncido también mostraba enojo. Retrocedió unos pasos.

- Pero tú tienes tu propia habitación ¿Cuál es la necesidad de dormir apretados en una cama tan pequeña? Además, conociendo tus mañas… Me lanzó una mirada con un aura aterradora. Ya tenía un historial criminal con él y es de las personas que no olvidan con facilidad.

- ¡Yo no intentaré nada, no tengo motivos ocultos! ¡Lo juro! Sólo quiero que durmamos juntos aunque sea esta noche. Si comienzo a hacer algo que no te guste puedes sacarme cuando quieras de tu cuarto, pero por favor…

- N-no lo sé. Estaba dudando, puso la mano en su mentón para pensárselo.

- ¡Por favor Senpai! Supliqué uniendo mis manos.

- E-está bien pero en cuanto intentes hacer algo indebido o sienta algo extraño ¡Te largas!

- ¡Entendido! Dije encantado e imitando el saludo de un soldado.

Entrando nuevamente a su habitación sentía que era ya un lugar más familiar para mí. Ambos nos posicionamos cerca de la cama, uno de cada lado. Senpai se quedó observando su cama por algunos minutos, después me volteó a ver, al parecer tenía un conflicto y no sabía cómo acomodarse para dormir pues ya empezaba a notarse el característico color carmín de sus mejillas. Dirigió una vez más su mirada hacia mí dudando de haber tomado la decisión correcta al dejarme entrar. Cruzó sus brazos.

- En serio no haré nada malo. Ten un poco más de confianza en tu pareja. Dije ocultando una pequeña risa nerviosa.

- ¡No digas ese tipo de cosas todo el tiempo! Estoy cansado, me duele la cabeza, ya no me hables porque tengo sueño. Con la última frase se acostó aparentemente enojado dándome la espalda y cubriéndose con las sabanas. Se quitó sus lentes y los puso sobre la mesita de noche. Se acurrucó en una de las orillas dejándome mi espacio.

- Bueno, entonces también voy a dormir.

Yo también me recosté en mi lugar de la cama.

- Senpai ¿P-puedo abrazarte? Pregunté en un tono muy bajo para no molestarlo.

No recibí una respuesta así que me levanté apoyando mi codo en el colchón para verlo a la cara; parecía haberse quedado dormido. También alcancé a ver como sobresalía la mano que tenía vendada. Verlo así me lastimaba.

- Senpai… senpai… Pensaba mientras cerraba mis ojos y fruncía mi ceño en dolor. - Él sufre de fatiga desde hace un tiempo por el constante estrés. Se quedó dormido tan pronto se acostó. Hoy sucedieron demasiadas cosas para un sólo día y creo que yo también estoy cansado.

Como estaba dormido y realmente no quería hacer otra cosa más que abrazarlo, suavemente coloqué mis manos alrededor de Senpai, acurrándome junto a él me sentí satisfecho y pude conciliar el sueño.

- Buenas noches. Que descanses Senpai, espero que mañana te sientas mejor. Te amo. Murmuré en un tono casi inaudible.

POV SOUICHI

La situación resultaba realmente embarazosa. Al despertar me sentía muy apenado no sabía realmente cómo reaccionar pero al ver frente a mí el Morinaga de siempre mi preocupación se desvaneció y sólo actué como de costumbre. Nuestra relación ahora era más formal, sabía a la perfección que Morinaga estaría más cariñoso y pervertido de lo normal, porque yo le había dado mi aprobación para eso. Pero todavía había muchas cosas a las que debía de acostumbrarme, no podía cambiar mi actitud de la noche a la mañana, aunque en este caso era de la mañana a la tarde. Por supuesto cuando me agarró desprevenido no dude en golpearlo pero cuando vi todas las molestias que se tomaba por mí le agradecí apropiadamente. No iba a alejarlo de mí tan bruscamente como antes, también iba a cooperar para que las cosas resultaran mejor entre los dos y esta "cosa" pudiera funcionar.

Cuando dijo que quería agradecerme no entendí por qué y sólo me podía avergonzar. Al explicarme la perspectiva que él estuvo viviendo comprendí muchas cosas y me sentí celoso y muy molesto con ese tal Masaki, otra vez había hecho hacer sufrir a Morinaga, aunque técnicamente esta vez no hizo nada. Él realmente estaba exagerando con todos esos "gracias", no había estado haciendo nada que él no hubiera hecho por mí; aunque si ese hubiera sido el caso, si yo hubiera sido quien sufrió el accidente y perdió la memoria las cosas hubieran resultado muy diferentes y de ninguna manera hubiera aceptado vivir con un extraño. En definitiva, si las cosas hubieran resultado conmigo como el lesionado, yo habría lastimado a Morinaga de una manera posiblemente irreparable.

Estaba sumergido en sus palabras cuando desperté del sueño a la cruel realidad, pase un trago amargo pero tenía que preguntar y cerciorarme en qué medida había recuperado su memoria.

- M-morinaga esta mañana dijiste que lo recordabas todo ¿A qué te referías con eso?

Esperé bastante nervioso por la respuesta que daría mientras lo veía recordar. Aunque pregunté no sabía cómo iba reaccionar a su respuesta, mucho menos sabía cómo manejar lo de su mamá; en caso de que recordara esa parte. Si no la recordaba, aunque así lo deseara, la situación solo se complicaría más y sería mucho más difícil confesarle la verdad. La situación no podía complicárseme más, él no tenía recuerdo alguno de la enfermedad que padeció su mamá. Estaba seguro de eso pues no dio ninguna señal o hizo ninguna cara extraña, además lo conocía lo suficiente como para saber cuándo me estaba mintiendo.

- ¡Demonios! A pesar de que resultaría más doloroso si lo recordaba, ahora sería más complicado decírselo e iba a sufrir el doble al enterarse de la nada que su mamá ya no está en este mundo. ¡Mierda! ¿Por qué las cosas resultan así? Maldije a más no poder.

- ¿Senpai te encuentras bien?

- S-sí ¿Por qué lo preguntas?

- Porque te siento distraído, como si tus pensamientos no estuvieran aquí conmigo.

- ¡Rayos! Estoy preocupado y no puedo ocultárselo. No a él, me conoce mejor que nadie.

- Debe ser por todo lo que ha pasado, particularmente, lo de hoy. Le contesté excusándome pero sabía que no se tragaba el cuento.

- ¿Cuándo se lo voy a decir? No sé cuál sea el momento indicado pero no quiero dejar pasar tanto tiempo. De esa manera, ocultándole la verdad, siento como si le estuviera mintiendo.

Hundido y torturado por mis pensamientos. Sin encontrar solución a este gran secreto que guardaban celosamente mis labios, derramé el café sobre parte de mi brazo y mano derecha. Estaba prácticamente hirviendo pues acababa de salir a servírmelo aunque Morinaga ni me notó cuando veía la televisión, además de que no hice notar mucho mi presencia puesto que por el momento prefería evitarlo. Así como él no me notó, yo no me di cuenta cuando entró a mi habitación. Rogaba porqué ninguna palabra referente al tema se me hubiera escapado mientras estaba divagando.

Al ver mi quemadura prontamente me revisó y dio los primeros auxilios; para este tipo de quemadura era suficiente pues no era tan grave. Siempre tan atento, preparado para cualquier situación, tenía lo necesario. Sentía la delicadeza con la que me trababa, su gentileza ante mi estupidez y distracción. Lo estaba abrumando con mi inquietud.

- Creo que no hay nadie que cuide mejor de un idiota como yo. Pensé mirando mi brazo ahora vendado.

- ¿D-Dormir juntos? Sé que es lo que hacen las parejas, pero… pero...

Después de amenazarlo accedí aunque todavía me sentí renuente. Estaba un poco nervioso porque no estaba acostumbrado a dormir junto a él, era una situación fuera de mi control así que me hice el enojado y sólo me metí en la cama. Me enfurecía haber accedido con tanta facilidad porque sabía que de ahora en adelante la hora de dormir sería algo como esto, cada noche, por un largo, largo tiempo.

- Senpai ¿P-puedo abrazarte? Escuché como me preguntaba tímidamente.

Me hice el dormido, no quería seguir hablando con él y sabía perfectamente que si no le contestaba él lo haría de todas maneras. Claro que si se propasaba lo echaría a patadas aunque yo estuviera supuestamente dormido. La calidez de su cuerpo me acurrucaba y sentirlo tan cerca me provocada seguridad y sólo por unos momentos olvidaba cualquier cosa que no fuera él. Poco a poco mis parpados fueron cayendo y me dormí mientras sus palabras retumbaban una y otra vez en mi cabeza como una canción de cuna.

- ¡TE AMO!

Kết quả (Anh) 1:

Are not so distracted, I don't already it is fine but please that you come back to do damage will do it? I tenderly kissed his wounded arm and replied nodding. -It's true! Senpai was going to ask you if you had hunger and you would like for dinner.-Actually I am not very hungry. Any simple thing would be nice.-How about a little fried rice?-Yes, that would be fine.Both were down the Hall towards the entrance but Senpai stayed in the room smoking while I was preparing dinner, and it was not something simple took much time to prepare. As we finished dinner I went to take a bath leaving Senpai still in the room, when I left still remained there even by silence, I thought that it had already gone to sleep.-Senpai you still awake?-Yes but was about to go to bed. It rose from the sofa and to my side I attached his left hand to stop him.-Probably I will die for this, but I want to try it.-Senpai p - could... could sleep with you?-Eh!Finally out of the thoughts that hovered over his head he turned to me as usual, surprised and with a great flushing that not only showed timidity but combined with his frown ruching also showed anger. Back a few steps.- But you have your own bedroom what is the need of sleep tight in a bed so small? In addition, knowing your tricks... He gave me a look with a frightening aura. He had a criminal history with him and is people who don't forget easily.-I'll try anything, I have no ulterior motives! I swear! I just wish that we sleep together even if it is tonight. If I start to do something you don't like you can take me anytime from your room, but please...-N-no I know it. I was doubting, he put his hand on his Chin to think.-Please Senpai! I begged my hands together.- E - OK but as soon as you try to make something improper or feel something strange you long!-Understood! I said happy and imitating the greeting of a soldier.Again entering his room I felt that he was already a most familiar place for me. Both outsell all over the bed, one on each side. Senpai was observing her bed for a few minutes, then I turned around to see, apparently had a conflict and didn't know how to sit to sleep because he already began to notice the characteristic Carmine colour of his cheeks. Once again he directed his gaze toward me doubting have taken the right decision to let me enter. He crossed his arms.-Seriously I won't do anything bad. Ten a little more trust in your partner. I said hiding a small nervous laughter.-Do not say such things all the time! I'm tired, head hurts, already do not talk about because I have a dream. With the last sentence she lay down apparently angry with me back and covering it with sheets. He removed his glasses and put them on the bedside table. He curled up in one of the banks leaving me my space.-Well, then also I'm going to sleep.I also leaned in my bed place.-Senpai P-can I hug you? I asked in a very low tone so as not to disturb it.I did not receive a response so I got up supporting my elbow in the mattress to see him in the face; It seemed to have fallen asleep. I could also see how the hand that had bandaged was. See it so I was hurting.-Senpai... senpai... He thought as he closed his eyes and seemed my frowning in pain. -He suffers from fatigue for some time by the constant stress. Falls asleep as soon lay. Today happened too much for a single day and I think that I'm too tired.As I was asleep and really didn't want to do something else rather than embrace it, I gently placed my hands around Senpai, acurrando me next to him I felt satisfied and I was able to sleep.-Good night. Rest Senpai, I hope tomorrow you to feel better. I love you. I murmuré in a nearly inaudible tone.POV SOUICHIThe situation was really embarrassing. When you wake up I felt very upset I didn't really know how to react but to see before me the Morinaga always my concern vanished and only acted in the usual way. Our relationship was now more formal, I knew perfectly that Morinaga would be more caring and perverted than normal, because I had given my approval for that. But there were still many things that should be getting to me, could not change my attitude from day to the next, although in this case it was from morning to evening. Of course when you caught me off guard do not hesitate to beat him but when I saw all the inconvenience that was taken by me thanked him properly. It was not going to away from me so sharply as before, I was also going to cooperate so that things are better between the two and this "thing" might actually work.When he said he wanted to thank me I didn't understand why and I could only embarrass me. To explain to me the perspective that he was living I understood many things and I felt very upset and jealous that such Masaki, again had to make suffer to Morinaga, although technically this time did nothing. He was actually exaggerating with all those "thank you", had been doing nothing that he had not done for me; But if that had been the case, had I been who suffered the accident and lost memory things would have turned out very different and in no way had accepted to live with a stranger. Ultimately, if things would have turned out with me as the injured, I would have hurt to Morinaga in a possibly irreparable manner.He was immersed in his words when I woke up from the dream to the cruel reality, pass a drink bitter but had to ask and make sure to what extent had regained his memory.-M-morinaga this morning told him to remember everything what you meant with that?I waited quite nervous by the response that would give as he watched it to remember. Although I asked I didn't know how it would react to its response, much less knew how to handle it from his mother; When I remember that part. If you did not remember it, although so it wanted to, the situation will only complicate more and would be much more difficult to confess the truth. The situation not could complicate me more, he had no memory of the illness that his mother suffered. I was sure of that because he did not give any signal or made any strange face, also enough knew what to know when was lying to me.-Demons! While it would be more painful if he remembered him, it would now be harder to say it and was going to suffer twice to learn nothing that her mother is no longer in this world. Shit! Why are things so? I cursed over not being able to.-Senpai yourself well?-Y-yes why ask it?-Because you feel distracted, as if your thoughts were not here with me.-Rays! I am concerned and I don't hide it. Not to him, knows me better than anyone.-It must be for everything that happened, in particular, as of today. I said excuse me but I knew that the tale is not swallowing.-When I say? I do not know what the right time but I don't want to miss much time. In this way, hiding the truth, I feel as if he were lying.Sunk and tortured by my thoughts. Without finding solution to this big secret that jealously kept my lips, I poured the coffee over part of my arm and right hand. I was boiling practically since he had just come out to serve him but Morinaga nor noticed me when I saw television, that I didn't notice much my presence which by far preferred to avoid it. As he did not notice me, I did not realize when he came to my room. He asked why no word concerning the topic I had escaped while he was wandering.To see my burn promptly I reviewed and gave first aid; for this type of burn was enough as it was not so serious. Always so attentive, ready for any situation, I had enough. I felt the delicacy with which I locking, your kindness to my stupidity and distraction. It was overwhelming him with my concerns.-I believe that one will care best for an idiot like me no. I thought looking at my now-bandaged arm.-D-sleeping together? I know that it is what they do couples, but... but...After threatening him I agreed although I was still reluctant. I was a little nervous because I wasn't used to sleeping next to him, was a situation out of my control so I became mad and only got into the bed. Makes me have acceded so easily because he knew that from now on bedtime would be something like this, every night, for a long, long time.-Senpai P-can I hug you? I heard as I asked timidly.I got the sleep, didn't want to keep talking with him and knew well that if not answered it I would do it anyway. Clear that if it is propasaba you would miss it kicked although I was supposedly asleep. The warmth of her body cuddled me and feel him so close to me caused safety and only momentarily forgot anything he was not. Little by little my eyelids were falling and I slept while his words echoed over and over again in my head like a cradle song.-TE AMO!

Kết quả (Anh) 2:

It's fine but please do not be so distracted, I do not want you to ever do damage you do it? Tenderly kissed his injured arm and he said nodding. - It is true! Senpai going to ask if you were hungry and you would like for dinner. - I really do not very hungry. Any simple thing would be fine. - How about some fried rice? -. Yes, that would be good both going down the hall toward the entrance but Senpai stayed in the room to smoke while I prepared dinner, as was I took care of something simple not much time for preparation. As we finished dinner I went to take a bath leaving Senpai even in the room when I left was still there but by the silence I thought I had already gone to bed. - Senpai still awake? - Yes, but it was about I go to bed. He rose from the couch and passed me I held his left to stop hand. - Probably I will die for this but want to try. - Senpai p-could ... could sleep with you? - Huh !? taking it out at last thoughts They roamed his head turned to me as usual, surprised and a great embarrassment not only showed timidity but combined with his scowl also showed anger. He stepped back. - But you have your own room What is the need to sleep tight in such a small bed? In addition, you know your tricks ... I glanced a frightening aura. He already had a criminal record with him and people that do not easily forget. - I will not try anything, I have no ulterior motives! I swear! I just want to sleep together even if tonight. If I start to do something you do not like can get me anytime in your room, but please ... - II do not know. I was hesitating, put his hand on his chin to think about it. - Please Senpai! I begged my hands joining. - E-okay but when try to do something wrong or you feel something strange long! - Understood! I said delighted and imitating the greeting of a soldier. Going back to your room and felt it was a more familiar place for me. Both position ourselves near the bed, one on each side. Senpai stood watching her bed for a few minutes, then turned to see me, apparently had a conflict and did not know how to accommodate sleeping already beginning to be felt because the characteristic crimson of her cheeks. It turned once again to look at me doubt that I made ​​the right decision to let me in. He crossed his arms. - Seriously I do not do anything bad. Have a little more confidence in your partner. Said hiding a little nervous laugh. - Do not say things like that all the time! I'm tired, my head hurts, I no longer speak because I have dream. The last sentence apparently angry lay back to me and covering with sheets. He took off his glasses and put them on the nightstand. She curled up in one bank leaving my room. - Well, then I'm also going to sleep. I also lay in my bed place. - W-Senpai I can hold you? I asked in a very low tone to not bother. I did not receive an answer so I got up resting my elbow on the mattress to face him; He seemed to have fallen asleep. Also I could see as I had stuck his hand bandaged. Seeing him hurt me. - Senpai ... Senpai ... I thought as I closed my eyes and my brow furrowed in pain. - He suffers from fatigue for some time by the constant stress. He fell asleep as soon slept. Today happened too much for one day and I think I'm too tired. As I was asleep and did not really want to do anything but hug, gently I placed my hands around Senpai, acurrándome with him felt satisfied and I could sleep . - Good night. Senpai to rest, I hope you feel better tomorrow. I love you. I mumbled a barely audible tone. POV Souichi The situation was really embarrassing. Upon awakening I felt very sorry not really know how to react but seeing before me the Morinaga always my concern faded and only acted as usual. Our relationship was far more formal, knew perfectly well that Morinaga be more loving and perverted than normal, because I had given my approval for that. But there were still many things that must get used, I could not change my attitude overnight, but in this case it was from morning to afternoon. Of course when I grabbed unsuspecting please hit but when I saw all the trouble he took me properly thanked. It would not take him away from me as sharply as before, also would cooperate to make things turn out better between the two and this "thing" could work. When he said he wanted to thank me I did not understand why and I just could embarrass. To explain the perspective that he was living I understood many things and I felt jealous and very upset that such Masaki again had done to hurt Morinaga, although technically this time did nothing. He was really exaggerating with all those "thank you" had not been doing anything he had not done for me; but if that were the case, if I had been the one who suffered the accident and lost his memory things had been very different and in no way I would have accepted to live with a stranger. Ultimately, if things had turned out with me as the injured, I would have hurt Morinaga a possibly irreparably. He was immersed in his words when I awoke from the dream to the cruel reality, through a bitter pill but had to ask and make sure what As had recovered his memory. - M-Morinaga this morning you said that you remembered everything What do you mean by that? I waited quite nervous about the response would remember as I watched. Though I asked not know how I would react to his answer, much less know how to handle what her mother; if you remember that part. If not remember, but so wishes, only complicate the situation more and be much harder to confess the truth. The situation could not complicárseme more, he had no recollection of the disease suffered by his mother. He was sure that it did not give any signal or made ​​any strange face, I knew him well enough to know when I was lying. - Damn! Although it would be more painful if he remembered it, now it would be more difficult to tell and would suffer twice nothing to learn that his mother is no longer in this world. Fuck! Why are things like this? Cursed as could be. - Senpai you all right? - S-yeah Why do you ask? - Because I feel distracted, as if your thoughts were not here with me. - Ray! I'm worried and I can not hide it. Not him, you know me better than anyone. - Must be all that has happened, particularly as today. I replied apologizing but I knew that the story was not buying. - When are you going to say? I do not know what the right time but I will not leave it so long. Thus, hiding the truth, I feel as if I was lying. Sunken and tortured by my thoughts. Without finding a solution to this great secret jealously guarded my lips, I spilled coffee on my arm and part of his right hand. It was practically boiling having just go Morinaga servírmelo although not noticed when I watched TV, plus I did not notice much my presence since preferred to avoid it for now. And he did not notice me, I did not realize when he entered my room. Why he pleaded no word about the subject I had escaped while he was rambling. Seeing my burn quickly checked me and gave first aid; for this type of burn was enough as it was not so serious. Always so attentive, prepared for any situation, he had what it took. He felt the delicacy with which I trababa, his kindness to my stupidity and distraction. I was with my overwhelming concern. - I think there is nobody to take care better of an idiot like me. I thought looking at my arm bandaged now. - D-sleep together? I know that's what couples do, but ... but ... After threatening agreed although I still felt reluctant. I was a little nervous because I was not used to sleeping with him, it was a situation out of my control so I became angry and just got into bed. Infuriated me agreeing so easily because I knew that from now on bedtime would be something like this, every night, for a long, long time. - W-Senpai I can hold you? I wondered as I listened shyly. I pretended to be asleep not want to talk with him and knew that if he would answer him anyway. Propasaba clear that if it would kick though I was supposedly asleep. The warmth of his body curled me and caused me to feel so close security and only for a moment forgot anything but him. Gradually my eyelids were falling and fell asleep as his words echoed over and over in my head like a lullaby. - I LOVE YOU!

Kết quả (Anh) 3:

Okay, but please do not be so distracted, I do not want you to hurt you? His injured arm and kissed me tenderly replied by nodding. - IT's True! Senpai was going to ask if you're hungry and you would like for dinner.

I really not very hungry. Any simple thing would be fine. - how about some Fried Rice?

-That would be good.
both went down the hallway towards the entrance in the room but senpai was smoking while I was preparing dinner was simple, and did not much time for Development. As we finished dinner I went to take a Bath leaving senpai still stay when I left still there though the Silence I had already gone to sleep.Senpai still Awake?

but I was about to go to bed. He got up from the couch and spend my hand held his left hand to stop him.

- probably will die for this, but I want try.

senpai P - I could sleep with you?

- Hey! ?

it out by order of the thoughts that roamed his head turned to me as usual,Surprised and with a Blush which not only showed shyness but combined with his frown also showed Anger. Down a few steps. - but you have your own room what is the need to sleep in a Little bed so tight? In addition, knowing your gambols... I threw a Glance with a frightening aura.Already had a criminal record with him and people is not easily Forget. - I won't try anything, I have no ulterior motives! I Swear! I just want to sleep together even Tonight. If I start to do something you don't like it you can get when you want your room, but please...

- N - I Don't know. I was doubting, put his hand on his Chin thought

.- Please senpai! I pleaded with my hands.

- e - but in trying anything improper or you feel something strange!

- understood! I said nice and imitating the greeting of a soldier.

entering again to his room, feeling it was already a place more familiar to me. We are both near the bed, one on each side.Senpai watched her bed for a few minutes, then looked at me, apparently had a conflict and did not know how to sleep well accommodate already began to show the characteristic Color Lipstick on his Cheek. Again addressed his eyes towards me doubting that I made the right decision to let me in. He crossed his arms.

I really didn't do anything wrong.