The atmosphere felt a little heavy, remember sad things or rather a love that had no happy ending as of fairy tales made me feel this way, mine just was a lie; He not loved me, I thought... I wanted to believe that the feeling was mutual, but only I was the replacement of my brother and despite the damage that I did not hate it, still love you perhaps not with the same force as before, but I still love him, I always wonder what happened to Masaki-san, after attempted suicide already didn't know anything of it. As I wanted to see it one more time, there are so many questions that I would like to make it so that I would like to tell you maybe could close the chapter of history that we had completely and begin another chapter in which it may be, with any luck, with another love; I really want to fall in love again, but I'm afraid that is again another lie.What should be done to heal my heart without hurting anyone in the process... do not want to make the same mistake that Masaki-san"those thoughts were those who passed through the mind of Morinaga, the conversation with Hiroto had brought him bitter memories, his friend had noticed that and it preferred only to serve you another Cup over wiski and accompany him to take Morinaga looked at him a moment, and with a smile thanked him its compression. After an awhile in silence, Hiroto decides to start the conversation...-angel-kun, I was thinking that it would not be bad idea that you did you friend your sempai-Hiroto-kun I thought that...-Let me continue, serious but friendly, Hiroto said it then Morinaga let that continue-I told you that it would be good for you to do your sempai friend, you please you and my opinion you might feel something for you but as recently they are learning may ultimately only be friendship which comes to feel for you since you say that it doesn't seem to be gay, but sometimes the feelings change over time and thus their way of seeing things-to where you want to go-You can now you see it only as a friend but that over time can you fall in love with it, the same thing can happen to him.-ah? But things to say Hiroto-kun--That would be good for you angel-kun, you know finally close the chapter of Masaki-What?-even if only you get to fall in love with this you would finally close the wounds that I leave Masaki, remember that you are no longer a boy that broke the heart.-you saying that if I go to fall even if my feelings are not reciprocated will be able overcome Masaki-San?-Yes, that was to say- but that alone would bring about a new pain-It could be, but would only be because it does not correspond to your feelings, and not because do you the same as Masaki made you, you should also not be so negative can be also the case that it corresponds to be given or neither of them feel attraction between if.- but it could also happen that you fall in love with me and I not apply to you, would hurt it if that happens and can to stop being my friend.-It would be good a risk you have to take, but you already said that you're not negative also I do believe that you you fell in love with it.-seriously?-Yes, because the way how I spoke of it gave me to understand that it was not simple physical attraction what felt is that I think it would be good for you to do your friend and see what happens later, it is possible that he could feel something for you-will take it into account Hiroto-kun in fact said in a message that I'd like to dine with him in the cafes only the two- and you said-I did not receive a response, but neither expected it I told him that I warn you- and yet you tell me that you don't feel anything for him!--I never said that you feel nothing for him just told you that I don't feel that this love- but you've already taken the first step to make them friends, I have a good feeling all this lol - laughing funny Hiroto, imagining many romantic scenarios-with you haha - cannot be laughed Morinaga accompanying laughter of his friendThus continued talking by this time more pleasant conversation...Elsewhere a pelilargo guy could not sleep after eating he had taken a shower to relax awhile I not help you much to say I try to sleep by changing in many positions in his bed, but nothing as the reason is that it could not stop thinking about certain peliazul as much as you tried to it.-Ray, curse - complained about the pelilargo - why I can not think of you - while you beat your pillow while imagining the face of the peliazul in it said it. No matter what do I kept thinking in the peliazul "What is different in it that makes me want to be by your side" I didn't understand that feeling that it was going crazy, this had never felt for anyone was the first time passing him something; he needed help, for the first time in his life tirana I wanted someone to explain him what he felt about that guy, that meant those strange feelings that were starting to haunt since he saw the peliazul for the first time in the outskirts of the Faculty did not understand if at first glance it looked like a normal guy, clear was tall, good looking pretty innocent had a sweet face when he smiled, "your smile is the most lovely thing I had seen in my life" caused him a desire to hug him and stroking his wide back with both hands go one up to his head and stroking his hair that looked soft and silky there to touch his face looking at her beautiful green eyes and get lost in her eyes then...-curse not me can be happening again!-yes, even though I tried to always it ended up imagining him and the peliazul kissing and that bothered him, even more that I imagined it is telling him directly that he liked much as well as I would like to they ate together as he said the message he received from the peliazul in the afternoon.-I definitely avoid it, I have to get away from it - I said in a whisper, he somehow came to the conclusion that if they were returning to see there was no March back, then it would possibly know all of it tastes, their hobbies, where lives and other things more that it was considered shameful to ask and that was not going to let him has his pride not could behave like a girl in love or worse as one old maid desperate or crazy! I was going to behave that way or do that kind of questions the first dead rather than do that.that is the best, I don't want to think I'm gay because I am not it - I said it was trying to sound convencido-lo that I felt today is only by fatigue or stress cumulated nothing more - and said once that fell asleep.The next day he arose early, had removed the dream "curse everything's your fault Morinaga" mentally screaming you to the peliazul while she gave him a blow to the poor pillow that already in last night received many of those hits. I go to the bathroom with a change of clothes, he planned change in the bathroom to save time and go to college earlyAlready being changed and taking his backpack in the Hall it was already ready to go when...-good morning niisan, already going? don't think breakfast-oh good morning kanako did not know that you had already raised, I am sorry if you woke up-niisan, neglects me up early because it is with some friends that would see them early to give the final details to a school work-I see-- but niisan why so much haste to leave so early, something happens to?-not passes nothing lets imagine things, only I like punctuality nothing more- but at least breakfast niisan or if not you nurses-I'm agree with what said kanako; niisan, take more care of your health - said Tomoe as it came down the stairs-good morning, Tomoe-good morning niisan, you must have breakfast first still is early to go to College, why not join us-If niisan join us or is that you find someone, some girl said maybe - kanako slightly embarrassing her brother-I already told you let imagine things kanako, I only see some experiments I made yesterday with a teacher-nothing else-then I do not see nothing wrong that you first breakfasts niisan, waiting a moment I do not tarry in preparing it while both view taking seat-If niisan come sit - said kanako dragging the pelilargo dining room so sit for breakfast-kanako let me go I can go sit alone-Okay niisan I'll help Tomoe-niisan with breakfast, do not go to go-I won't escape kanako - pelilargo somewhat resigned, said it the really wanted to go early to the University not so much by the experiments but didn't find a Morinaga and is the day that knew it was early then thought that it would be better to go even earlier to avoid finding it and if the peliazul call it not answer him because he had already taken the decision not to see him so that no longer have to feel that strange feeling you had when you first saw it "definitely I have to avoid it, it is the best" I thought as I felt a pain in his chest, "If this is the best, why I am annoying" thought as he watched the number of the peliazul on his cell phone which had the value of delete it...
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