Sempai unexpectedly felt that he could not move, front to it only a few steps was Morinaga from the hand of a girl he had ever seen. Alongside them two women and two men were the closure of the group that approached a famous bar in the city.When they crossed the threshold of the door Sempai I react and could feel a warmth inside very different from the smothering felt when Morinaga kissed him or him towards love, this heat hurt and consumed inside."what makes this idiot here? And... from the hand of a girl?, are not a baka homo? "... do it not me love me?" her thoughts frightened him.He opened his mouth slightly and also his eyes and a flushing was a few seconds living in his face, then he smiled. His transformation was deep at least to a degree of thought and could no more deny.-so I'm jealous... and a girl, I am the idiot-he said if sameWay to the Department, already has had removed the desire to eat and drink. I just wanted to smoke a few cigarettes and sleep, he knew very well that was stupid to ask him explanations to Morinaga, "he can do whatever he wants with his life"Known in his stomach dizziness appeared, that which never confessed it to Mori she was only with him. Arriving at their shared home she lay down on his bed and staring at the ceiling were told if itself that there was because worry, most everything I hope you that night is the impossibility of not being able to sleep in peace.6 people, 3 men and 3 women were at a table talking to waiting for your order. Morinaga and the girl who had held it before hand were more sections of the table in such a way that they could not hear the other two couples.-Tetsu... know what te pasa algo, have been rare throughout the day and also gave the idea of coming... as a couple, because releasing it - said the girlHanako chibi was a low female, brown hair and black eyes like olives, thin and the typical Japanese with a kindness and generosity that has been little seen in this world.Morinaga and she had known in the training. Only upon arrival had been placed together to work without much time to talk because of the hard work. She also came from a prestigious University and many recommendations like morinaga, had given a unique opportunity and wanted to complete it successfully. It was the same age that Morinaga and the same willingness and skills, got perfect work.In the toughest time of his training Morinaga had not been able to go to Nagoya for at least a month and already felt in his head and heart the ravages. Melancholy in the hour that gave for lunch turned to a square close to the company, I needed to be alone. Sat on a bench and I look to the sky, the Sun gave no truce, but still it was pleasant."will sempai be worth all this? I know that you told me to work hard, but I miss you so much"In his thoughts did not realize that his partner was approaching.-did you about something? I think that you notice something decayed-ah! Hanako, everything is fine, I just wanted to take air - lied to drying up the trace of tears from the face.-You can tell me whatever, seguro te pasa algo, perhaps unfortunate love, you have it written on the face"a direct girl" thought morinaga-…..-You eh brought sushi, eh seen which haven't tried snack and need to eat in order to be well at work. Ten-said with a smile, passing the package carrying in the hands.Morinaga received it in silence and thanked him. You were forced to begin to eat because he knew that they were heavily loaded and needed energies, however a little worried that the kindness and attention so far received by Hanako had another meaning, I didn't want to disappoint her, she was very nice.Hanako which guess seemed to descry the tipping strange thoughts and uttered a phrase that made that Morinaga spat out food coming down in the mouth.-Do not worry about my actions, they are sincere, I too am gayMore cough and cough while the rice was distributed on the floor, Hanako drown a laugh.-What did you say? What you are...? Hold on! Do also?... How did know it?Hanako smiled and I invite you to tell him what had happened, I needed to get inside their stress and grief, she knew it. Morinaga realized this and you told from beginning to end the story with his Sempai. Hanako was not lost detail and carefully put faces of surprise, pity, joy and fun. When a visibly more relieved Morinaga had finished, she sweetly hug it and you confessed that she had lived something similar but that still not could tell you well the story.-see, lunch hour is over and we must return to work - said you looking towards the empresa - knew that I remember someone tetsu.-who?-to me - I answer with a friendly smile and banking rose in address to work.Morinaga was followed and while I was walking looking at the back of the girl realized something "I think I have finally a friend of truth here" thought more curious than anything else.Hanako suddenly stopped and turned, with a gesture with the hand trouble you step, directed you a compressive smile and sweet, almost like when you want to cry."I also remember to my" thought Morinaga as he ran to stay by his side and entering the company. Since that day they had been inseparable friends and when the training both fought to stay at the Nagoya branch, with their personal reasons each but happy to be able to continue working together.En la actualidad las cosas no habían cambiado mucho, Hanako leía a Morinaga como un libro y sabía exactamente que algo le pasaba. En aquel oscuro bar Hanako se aseguró que las otras dos parejas estuvieran distraídas y le insistió a Mori a decirle la verdad.Morinaga le conto el acontecimiento de la noche anterior y como se la había arreglado para no sucumbir a la mirada que le daba siempre que lo hería.-Estoy cansado Hanako, el odia lo que soy y no puede aceptarlo, a pesar de todo lo que hemos pasado él se pone así.- Mori quizás le dio vergüenza que lo pillaras así, sabes que tu tirano ha cambiado mucho, tú me lo has contado.- lo se hanako pero me duele el corazón ¿sabes? Entiende que el da un paso hacia adelante y cien para atrás. Estoy cansado de esperar que él se dé cuenta que me…quiere-no seas egoísta Mori- le tomo la mano para que se diera cuenta que no lo estaba reprendiendo- sabes que tu tirano no sabe amarte de otra forma, necesita tiempo.- No lo defiendas, tu sabes las veces que trate de irme y él no me dejaba y cada vez que me hiere él sabe que lo perdono solo con alguna mirada o palabra, el me insulta porque sabe que volveré de una u otra forma. ¿Este amor es en vano? -se lo pregunto mas para el mismo.Hanako le apretó la mano que antes solo le sostenía mientras Mori apretaba los ojos con dolor.-Creo que el odio es más para sí mismo por no poder ser honesto ni saber muy bien que hacer, él lo saca de esa manera porque no puede expresarte la verdad- Concluyo Hanako pero eso no consoló a Morinaga.Desde afuera las otras dos parejas veían como Hanako apretaba las manos de Morinaga y lo miraba tiernamente, cuchichearon entre ellos y sacaban las conclusiones equivocadas. A ella y a Mori jamás le habían molestado los rumores que se cernían alrededor de ellos debido a la cercanía que tenían, a menudo se reían de ello pues los dos sabían su secreto, el secreto que los había unido profundamente.Mientras sus amigos hablaban de ellos a Hanako se le ilumino el rostro y la boca se le torcía como si tuviera una locura a punto de salir y así era.-Tetsu!-¿sí? – Morinaga salió de su ensoñación y lamento.-Creo que a tu tirano le hace falta algo más que amenazas de huir, algo más…chocante. Quizás una mirada, solo una pequeña mirada a su tonto deseo, será dura y dolorosa pero quizás funcione. Solo en el dolor se pueden ver tantas verdades ¿no dicen eso?-¿de qué hablas?Hanako le conto el descabellado plan que de repente había surgido desde su interior, mientras un Morinaga atónito se rehusaba a seguirlo argumentando que las cosas podían empeorar drásticamente más de lo que estaban.-Vamos Hanako, sabes que no funcionara, quizás hasta se alegre de que lo haga, esto no es bueno, el odia lo que soy, lo que somos, no puedo hacerlo.Hanako le dio otras razones y las posibilidades de que esto triunfara "todo depende de ti Mori" le dijo muy seria. Al final Mori había aceptado, pues sabía que esta era la última carta que podía jugarse para hacerle ver a sempai. Si esto no funcionaba sabía muy bien que debía retirarse y esta vez con o sin pataleta de su tirano.Después de unas cervezas se despidieron de sus amigos y dejo a Hanako en un taxi "buena suerte Mori" grito antes que el vehículo partiera. Camino a su departamento se dio cuenta que el cielo ya mostraba los primeros rasgos de la mañana y agradeció estar libre para poder descansar.Abrió silenciosamente la puerta para no despertar al hombre que tanto amaba y sin el saludo tradicional se sacó el abrigo y fue en dirección hacia su cuarto. No se percató que un sempai aturdido y soñoliento que se encontraba desayunando en la cocina lo vio pasar atónito y sin pensarlo dos veces le prohibió el paso a su habitación.-Baka! ¿Qué haces a estas horas llegando y sin siquiera saludarme eh?, ahora mismo me explicas a donde estabas y con quien, ¡no preocupes así a la gente!- ¿asique estabas preocupado? ¿Acaso sempai y yo somos pareja? – lanzo Morinaga para hacerle ver como se estaba comportando"sempai date cuenta, por favor, no me obligues a seguir el plan de Hanako"Sempai se sonrojo, apretó los puños hasta que dolieron y su pecho se agito.-qué cosas enfermas dices, te eh dicho que no hables así, que me importa lo que hiciste tienes razón, puedes hacer lo que quieras en algún bar homo.
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