-So why wait for it? I meditated. -It is not as if we were couple or something so but say that we are not anything... I wouldn't say something like that. It is true that a force strange and unexplained is what unites us; We are not friends, we are not a couple or lovers and are definitely not friends with rights. He had already said that he would not flee and that he could sit beside me that was not enough?Despite the fact that I was sobbing showed me a big smile, really he tried because he was a cheerful, only an idiot like him would do something so stupid. Their attempts to prove that he would be well were pathetic, didn't work on me; a wound opened slowly.-It dismisses? Is that the gesture of farewell?-Forgive me, didn't want to hurt you. I would like you to remember the time we spent together, it was real, I love you regardless of anything or in where you are, not doubt that ever. You have been the most important person in my life and the most wonderful thing that I could get to know. I love you, will always make him Senpai.-Damn Morinaga! Even at the end say such shameful things. I will not suffer it will not leave you! You will not go if I can prevent it. You always do the same thing, has tried it countless times; so many that I've lost count. I have never overcome and this will be no exception.Unexpectedly rose from the sofa. My body was rigid, enfurecí by his actions and chest ached, I felt frustrated. He approached, I instantly unbalance me having it so close and then kiss me. I could not move away it because it took me by surprise. I was relaxing, I felt not that heat in my interior that I burned but a warmth that I dominated. I could feel her tears roll down your skin and travel to the mine; to our lips. It was a bitter, full of sadness and also possessive kiss. I felt that it would be the last, I held her to him, however my forces were running out. After a few seconds separated, it was distant and from one moment to another ran out.-Was it a kiss of farewell? Do you intend to go at this point? To this extent becomes his desire to get away from me?My soul is suddenly wither.The sound of the door I recovered and I followed him as fast as I could.-Why demons have to be so impulsive!Morinaga was faster than me and that does not help at all, was going at full speed, but I took advantage. Just leave it began to rain. In the news is not forecast rain and I had desire to murder who had committed a terrible mistake. We walk not large roof and the intensity of the storm was increasing at a rapid pace. He could not give up to be as close to achieve it but it was hard to see properly with all that water and cold I mingled my lenses. I knew perfectly the way that was taking, was on his way to the train station but it was very late and the last had gone out long ago perhaps planned to spend the night there to leave early?To be closer I yelled so stop but I ignored. We were coming, they were missing a few blocks away and I felt relieved to think that you wouldn't know already where to run. What happened next shocked me, was devastating. My eyes do not conceive what they had just witnessed, in a wink, everything changed; everything is ruined. I wanted to pinch myself and check that a nightmare was as something so cruel was unreal. I felt so small, helpless and useless in this situation.-MORINAGA!I screamed so loud my throat hurt and I was out of breath. It was the only thing I could do.POV MORINAGA-If I'm playing with you, Senpai? I think that was cruel; a low blow would not I have shown how much I love you? Well, I think that it would react as if you were in the place of Senpai, no, I think that it would be far worse. Disappear from one moment to another, is cruel... did it? Of course, I knew that my words were as poison but had another alternative had it?After the call from my brother, I was dismayed, didn't know what to do, before didn't feel quite right and the news came to worsen my emotional state. I could not blame him for keeping me the tato but that request was rather complicated to meet, had to leave much behind. The person I needed and was also important for me. I hung my cell when I finished the call, I stayed outside several minutes more to recover from the impact and without arousing suspicion, but it wasn't enough.-Hey Morinaga! Are you okay?-What should you do? I must return immediately...I forced me to smile but Senpai easily looked through me and realized that I was not well wanted who cheat? Maybe to myself. No matter how many times that tried it already wasn't enough for lying to him since now paying more attention to my expressions and small details. We went through so many problems and now identified with mastery when hiding something, discover that ability in it made me immensely happy, I could sense that he cared. However, now it was not the best if he came to find out; me regañaría by not thinking about myself, my interests, my future or what he really wanted to do. When you pass something so delicate you have no choice, I had to return to as it would result.Road Department I was thinking the way tell Senpai had to go. He mainly sought not to damage it. Even if it were to let him he didn't have to be an insensitive.-How could the issue addressed? But when it would be back? One year, five years? There is also the possibility of not returning. I have fought both by this love, even followed him to Canada, perhaps am a fool without remedy? I don't want to be selfish and leave the burden to my brother, much less now that he and Masaki-san... I sighed. -I have no idea of how handle this. I don't think it will forgive me for it.Arriving, I decided to be direct with my decision but hid him my reasons for abandoning it. I could hear him screaming me that this problem was not my responsibility, never hesitate if you shared this with him I would support, but didn't want to drag it to my problems. I had to solve them and did not want to involve him in my past. I wanted to show me in the farewell and spend my last moments with Senpai, smiling; a pleasant memory. But I could not help my tears. Separate me from his side was painful but hurt him in the process was almost unforgivable. I was hating me for determination.-If I had been the occasion in which I confessed, or that again which we did for the first time, I think that it would have been less hard for him; and for me. Go now that I am part of their world, even if you don't love me and only sees me as someone special I think it would hurt it.Always wanted to leave without arm riot, disappear along with the current of air, just wasn't my style. At least in is occasion could not do it that way. It normally escaped to protect me, to not regret me at the last moment and by fear that he hated me even more but today I didn't want to see it as well.Today was different, I wanted to say goodbye to me in the most sincere way and reaffirming the love that felt by Senpai. An eternal love that nothing could destroy.-Forgive me, forgive me Senpai!The apology was repeated in my head constantly as he ran. It was committing a terrible sin, leave more master who would pay so expensive. That tender Kiss was a reminder that I should it to maintain; It was not a symbol of hope because did not want me to wait, was a symbol of pure love, I wish and a proof that the experience was real do was equal for him?I wasn't prepared for what was to come, I felt insecure and frightened. Despite everything I had hoped for our paths to cross back, it felt that this would not be a full finish but a far "until then, be happy". His lips were warm and comforting. I wanted to have the power to stop time and stay forever at his side, like that so far, but at that time I needed somewhere else. To separate me, see it flushed and Spellbound provoked me nostalgia; I already missed it. That was the moment just to get away from Senpai without looking back.-Senpai, I pray that I don't follow, you stop.I noticed as I was chasing, as she screamed to stop me and the flood which combined so perfectly with the moment. The weather was unpredictable and cruel. In the background looked forward me that this happened, it meant that it was important for him, although I also regretted thinking about how difficult that would be to get used to my absence. He referred to it, enough know him to know the stubborn thing that was thought to lose it just reached the station. My chest hurt. Know that it was causing him so much unnecessary damage on my whim wanting to dismiss me, was just the worst. My eyes clouded when he saw a bright light and did not know where it came by to be crying.-MORINAGA!His call sounded different from the others, full of despair so turn back.-That last cry of Senpai, sounds as if...It was too late.-Even now act like an idiot.I felt a strong pain that it toured all over my body but not compared to how much that hurt my heart. It happened so fast that I could not react, I saw it all from head, my feet broke away from the pavement and a force knocked me away. He had been hit.I could not move. A few moments later I saw Senpai approaching. He did not stop crying and watched me with a strong impression to analyze the entire length of my body. He tried to soften his expression and fastened with force my hand. I tried to talk to him but I just muttered some words, could not hear what I said but if felt increased tremor in his hand and look of genuine fear. I felt that pain I was suffocating, rain fell on my face and my body would soon be very cold. Senpai approached me, reached down and gently hugged me; I guess that you to try to keep me warm.With work I could remain conscious to see red lights and turn signals to
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