POV: Souichi-I think... it's what I do sempai... forgive me.I let the neck of his shirt after giving a last milestone, Morinaga had the look of sadness and I no I could do anything more than avoiding his eyes.-Well... If that is your decision. So I am going to beg you to stay!-I know, and I'm not asking it. -Morinaga spoke while he approached me from behind. "But I want you to know something... - now fully glued to me, with her lips beside my neck." -Te Amo Sempai, don't forget it.Sigh and closed my eyes as I felt his breath on my neck. "Calm down, don't be weak in front of him"-I said to myself as I felt to Morinaga away from me. Turn over to see him and he went to his room, I felt the urge to go where the and take his hand and ask that don't move... but would be useless, I would be giving you illusions, he deserves to be happy, and I don't you can give you that happiness he deserves.Already a week had passed since Morinaga had told me I was going to find an apartment. Luckily still didn't find something economical so he still lives with me, but the distance taken is very large. Even cooking me dinner, but does not wait for my to eat together, do not plan to anything between the two, nor directs me much the word... It seems that to just live. Where more talked is in college and is always of our experiments, or for something related.Almost every night out to see with Akira, and he happens to be calling him up to when we are in the laboratory. It bothers me a lot, sometimes I call attention to purpose with the excuse that we are working, please keep off cell phone or vibrating while we are here, but in the apartment I have no excuse and I have to endure to talk to him for hours while I or me directs the word.-Sempai... do these well?Hear the voice of Morinaga, Excel me you a bit. We are in the apartment and I have a book in hand, Morinaga must think that I'm reading, but the truth is that I am thinking about how our relationship changed both in one week.-If... Why ask me? -my voice had a tone of crying, give me account had watery eyes.-These crying sempai!... that book of science may not be the cause.-Do not... what happens... is that - was trying to find a convincing excuse - fell Me a tab in the eye.-Let me see... - approached Morinaga and throw my head back, I well look closely to see if he could see the tab. -I see nothing...-Now I have taken me... Do not worry...Morinaga was not convinced, in fact seems to have noticed that he had lied. But you would not give importance and return to her room.I don't know what to do to bring it back to spend more time with me, confuse you or give you false illusions. I don't want to have any "rare" approach with him, but I don't want to be losing all these years for this.I lift the sofa where I was seated and place the book on the bedside table next to me. He walked to the room of Morinaga, and really didn't have anything in mind to tell you, I just wanted to do something the two together.Touch the door and wait for me to answer-Sempai need something? -His voice was heard away from the door so you can imagine that it was lying in her bed.-I can spend?Takes a bit to answer me, I was already thinking about turn me over and go back to my room.-Forward--the tone of his voice was neutral.Upon opening the door I saw him lying on his bed, shirtless and with a scrapbook in hand. I put the album on her side in bed, and I stared.-I can help you in something?-Uhm... you see, I--didn't tell him or where to start. -I wanted to know... If... Good is the truth... uhm... I...I felt that all my emotions were mixed and at some point it would begin to cry. I can not see me as well, but I want to fix things. I don't like that they treat me as if I were a stranger, or as if you don't trust me.Morinaga was still expecting that I speak, but I remained quiet, and I felt my body shudder. I I turned to leave the room, but listen to Morinaga getting out of bed, took me by the arm and I turn towards him. I look into his eyes and smiled tenderly.-Do not you torment wondering if something happens to us, or if I am angry with you or something similar. I'm just your friend, and am not going to do anything than it was before. You can rest assured that you do not atacare when you least expect it.Accompanied me to the door and turned to smiling me.- But... the friendship has changed. -I want an explanation, nothing is like before. How can you tell me that I do not torment?-It is that before the friendship mingled with my feelings. Now, putting that aside, you get normal friendship you've always wanted. Good night.Shut the door when you finish talking and not let me say not another word. It hurts, I'll admit it... it hurts me too and I can't stand this pain.The next day in the morning out of my room I found Morinaga in the kitchen talking happy on the phone with someone. "Insurance is that"Akira"again" - thought annoying- And the income is so low?Income? What? That alone may mean that he got the apartment. Demons! I thought that it does not move.-Yes of course I accept, and clear that I accept the job at the bar!Work at the bar? Must then be talking to Hiroto... that idiot should be the responsible that Morinaga have found apartment! Why? Lightning... do not want to leave!-Let me sign your number to call and go knowing it. -Morinaga began to look to your about to turn around and see me stood observing him, smiled me. -I can get a piece of paper and a pencil? Thank you.I went to the room and start a paper from my notebook and take the pencil which was next to it. I went to the kitchen and made delivery of both to Morinaga.Morinaga began to write several phone numbers that were dictating it.Okay, if already pointed them... What is his name? Okay...Note to Morinaga write the name of the person they belong to those 3 numbers. "Ayato Satou" that was the name that Morinaga wrote.-Thanks Hiroto, not be what would do without your help. We then talkI knew it! Stupid Hiroto... who will be that "Satou" Morinaga don't know it and is going to call, insurance is the owner of the apartment.-From all that was? -You ask Morinaga to make the same who answered me, and not to be in doubt.-Hiroto found me an inexpensive apartment. It also found me a job in the "Gay Bar Adamsite". They were in need of another employee, and Hiroto also took the trouble to recommend. Now I have paying for that new apartment thanks to Hiroto.-Hiroto is a good friend. -Bothers me all this... everything is happening so soon. I feel that Morinaga was gone in the twinkling of an eye and I'll stay only.-Yes, I can always count and rely on Hiroto, never disappointed me, and always helps me in any way possible.-Yes, I've noticed. -Hiroto... so do you care? And I... where am I? -I'm not so good friend as, and does not deserve your trust. I say this last week get distant State...-do sempai? -Morinaga was concerned to hear me and I stopped, but I kept talking. I needed to take all this pain.-No I talked almost, as if we were strangers... and now nothing already going. Now, get out... no one is stopping you!-Sempai! You what?-To my? Nothing! How can you think that something will happen to me? - I was on the verge of crying, but I refrained and began to lead me to my room - suddenly you go of this apartment is the best thing I can have happened in so long! -Pull the door with all my strength and place the insurance.
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